healer love letter

Fang Li stayed in Tibet for a month, and at night he posted a photo of himself climbing a snow-capped mountain.He wrote, standing between death and grandeur.

Fang Li said this before, saying that tens of millions of years ago, the Himalayas were a vast ocean, and after tens of millions of years of evolution, the ocean evolved into a mountain.Marine animals die in this kind of change, and their corpses accumulate to form mountains, and then through the movement of the earth's crust, the Indian Ocean plate inserts under the Eurasian continental plate, and the Himalayas continue to rise. The melted snow laid a layer of holy pure white.

So the magnificent Himalayas are formed by the accumulation of countless corpses in the ocean.

The first time I heard Fang Li say this was when they were drinking, Fang Li's voice fell to the ground, and no one spoke for several seconds.

Human beings are just a tiny drop in the ocean in the evolution of nature.

The vicissitudes of the world have changed for tens of thousands of years, just like the dream of the Red Chamber said, the family property of the official withered, the gold and silver of wealth and honor were scattered, and finally the birds fled to the forest, leaving a piece of white and the land is really clean.

But for nature, for the land, the change of generations, the joys and sorrows of human beings, are just a fleeting dream of the land.Human beings will eventually leave or even perish, but the silent and silent land silently watches people from birth to death.

After listening to Fang Li's explanation that day, Gao Le felt very lonely, too lonely.The mountains are stretching, the sea is endless, the white clouds are gray, and human beings are so small, so small that they are not worth mentioning. What is the meaning of our existence?

Perhaps Fang Li has been alone for so many years, traveling all over the world with a camera without stopping, just looking for meaning.

Gao Le knew before that Fang Li could not stop.

His heart is full of the wind in the wilderness, the snow on the high mountains that never melts all year round, his heart is filled with too many vast oceans and endless starry sky, and if he can't hold it anymore, he will gradually fall into clichéd love.

A lot of people liked Fang Li's photo, and Gao Le asked him when he would be back, and he said soon.

The next day, Lao Xu packed his things and went to Tibet.

Called Gao Le to take him to the train station, Gao Le answered the phone and said that I am your fucking driver.

Old Xu put on airs, cleared his throat and said, "Driver, remember to bring a cup of coffee, I haven't had breakfast yet."

The driver Gao Le said that you should eat a fart early.

It was after ten o'clock in the morning when Lao Xu was received, and he bought a ticket to Tibet at noon.Lao Xu used to do this kind of trips that he would leave suddenly, but he had plans before, at least when he was drinking, he would mention where he was going to go again, this time it seemed like a temporary decision.

Gao Le was driving the car. He slept late yesterday, and his eyes are still burning.Before picking up Lao Xu, I went to deliver breakfast to Dr. Li, and bought a bottle of canned coffee for Lao Xu from the vending machine.Dr. Li can't drink coffee in the morning, but old Xu can. After all, old Xu is rough, so it doesn't matter.

"Why didn't you go to Tibet earlier, and you can still take a class with Fang Li. He is coming back now, and you killed him again. Did you deliberately want to stagger with him?"

Old Xu was struggling with the tab on the coffee can. His fingernails were so short that he couldn't pick the tab. "I didn't even plan to go to Tibet." Looking around the compartment, he saw a small flat-head screwdriver in the sundries by Gao Le's hand.His eyes lit up, and he took it over and pried off the tab smoothly.

"You have a lot of tools in your fucking car, and you have a screwdriver with you."

"That's right, it's specially prepared for stupid chickens like you."

Old Xu rolled his eyes, took a sip of coffee, and yawned.He leaned comfortably against the back of the seat, with the coffee can on his lap.

"I never wanted to go to Tibet. I didn't have the pilgrimage mood of a literary youth. Tibet is so high above sea level and the sun is so strong. It's easy to get a plateau red if I go there." Lao Xu didn't have the other hand to hold the coffee. Touched his chin. "I want to protect my handsome face."

Gao Le squinted at him, a little wanting to kick him down.Go to a bird's Tibet, get the hell out of here.

"But when I saw the photo of the boulders yesterday, I remembered the process of the formation of the Himalayas that he said before, all of a sudden." Lao Xu changed his hand to hold the coffee can, sat up, stared at the front, and looked again. It's like piercing through the clouds and looking at the sky. "I suddenly felt very emotional, and felt that life is just like that."

"Isn't there a movie in the past, a French movie called Lovers in Xinqiao, have you seen it?" Old Xu withdrew his eyes and looked at Gao Le.

Gao Le has seen this movie, and watched it with his roommates when he was still studying abroad.The weather in London is very strange. There are very few sunny days. It is often sunny in the first half of the day, and then it rains suddenly.Gao Le clearly remembered that it was a rainy day, and his roommate said that he had no class today, so he wanted to watch a movie together.The two huddled in the house, and clicked on the video in a notebook.

I can't remember what the movie is about, and I can't remember the looks of the hero and heroine.The only thing I remember is the weather that day, gloomy and depressing, and the dark clouds in the sky looked like broken cotton candy.

"There is a line in Xinqiao Lovers, which is very famous."

"The person in the dream should go to see him when he wakes up. Life is as simple as that."

"I saw the photo of Fangli yesterday, and in my dream I dreamed of the majestic Potala Palace, the Tibetans who kowtow to the mountains, and the Namtso Lake."

"I dreamed about it, and I'm going to see you the next day."

Old Xu drank all the can of coffee with his neck up, and smacked his mouth unsatisfied. He looked at Gao Le, and seemed to see a calm lake that could reflect thousands of snow-capped mountains through Gao Le.

"Life is as simple as that."

Gao Le used to think that Lao Xu was an idiot, a purebred.Old Xu never made him admire or have any emotions similar to admiration.Like Fang Li, Gao Le respects his cloud heart and crane eyes, free and romantic.Like Yu Lei, Gao Le respects his openness and elegance, the breeze and the moon.Like Chen Er, Gao Le respects his kindness and honesty, and is easy-going.

Flowers and butterflies like Lao Xu play in the world and act recklessly. They don't regard life as life at all, it's all about playing.But when he said such words, Gao Le couldn't help but look at him differently.

Old Xu put the empty coffee can aside, looked at Gai Gaole, laughed and turned into Old Xu who was laughing at the world again. "Looking at me like that makes me think you're interested in me." His eyes blinked quickly.

"Fuck you." Gao Le felt that it must be his own illusion just now, and he actually wanted to appreciate Lao Xu's attitude towards life just now.Am I fucking crazy? I appreciate Lao Xu's attitude towards life. I might as well appreciate the attitude of a husky.

Hold.

When I think of huskies, I think of Lao Xu's dog, whose name is Lele.

"I shouldn't have agreed to come see you off today." Gao Le said in a disgusted tone.

"Hey." Old Xu held his forehead. "Who made you unable to let me go." After he finished speaking, he tilted his body beside Gao Le. "Whether you and Dr. Li will succeed or not, if you fail, give me a chance."

Gao Le stretched out and hit Lao Xu hard on the back. "Tell you not to worry about it, how many times can you remember it?"

"Tsk tsk tsk, if I can't catch up, I still want to rely on others." Old Xu stretched out his thumb. "Boss Gao is amazing."

"If you say one more word now, go down and take a taxi to the train station by yourself."

The jeep was speeding on the viaduct, and now it was kicked off and beat the car, and it was almost as good as a police car to pick it up.

Old Xu hurriedly nodded his head like a dog's leg, and his mouth was tightly pursed.

Gao Le put Lao Xu on the square of the train station, and didn't stop himself. He said you should get out, and drove up the viaduct again.

Looking at the people coming and going in the square just now, and the expressions of the passengers hurrying, Gao Le seemed to have felt Lao Xu's thoughts for a while.

It seems that parting can engender more reluctance. Those emotions that were invisible or ignored will give birth to great power in the atmosphere of parting.

When I went to deliver meals in the morning, I didn't see Dr. Li and left in a hurry.Now I really want to see him, just like what Old Xu said, the person in the dream should go to see him when he wakes up.

Life is that simple.

In the final analysis, we are just ordinary people, and it is not our business to worry about the changing times and changing circumstances. We ordinary little people just need to live our own lives.

Eat what you like, do what you like to do, and fall in love with the person you like.

Life is that simple.

Gao Le drove onto the elevated highway. Instead of going home or going to the restaurant, he went to the psychological counseling center again.

I was in a hurry and didn't have time to call, I just wanted to see Dr. Li sooner.

Unable to press down on the joyful mood, the accelerator was slammed down, and the car body shuttled through the traffic at a fast speed.Fortunately, I took the elevated road, otherwise Gao Le would be suffocated in the traffic flow due to the red light and speed limit.

When I arrived at the consultation center, I opened the door and saw Jiajia and Li Mengyue hiding together, muttering something, and at the same time looking up to see Gao Le.Jiajia's apple face burst into a bright smile, and she quickly slammed into Li Ying's consulting room.

"It's in the house, no one." After speaking, he still blinked at Gao Le.

Gao Le chuckled, and walked to the door of the consulting room. He was so eager to see Dr. Li that he forgot to knock on the door. He put his hand on the doorknob and slammed it open, pushing the door of the consulting room open.

Li Ying was walking out with her own half glass of water, wanting to pour herself a cup of coffee.As a result, as soon as his hand was on the doorknob, he heard the sound of the door opening outside. The door was opened too quickly, and he had no time to back up. He staggered and almost fell down. Water was sprinkled all over.

"Li... Dr. Li." Gao Le was at a loss.

Li Ying looked at the clothes that were dripping, and the corners of her mouth twitched.

"Your clothes..."

"It's okay, I have a spare here."

Gao Le closed the door and turned the lock around.

When Li Ying was changing clothes, his back was facing Gao Le. He took off the outer jacket first, then grabbed the hem of the long sleeves with both hands, and raised his hands upwards, revealing a thin back that was diligent in exercising muscles.His already fair skin looked even whiter under the cold light. When he picked up the new clothes, he lowered his head to distinguish the front and back of the clothes, arched his back slightly, and a spine protruded.

Almost at this moment, Gao Le's breathing froze for a moment.

Shortness of breath.

Heartbeat stopped.

Originally, Gao Le didn't have much reaction to Dr. Li's change of clothes. It's not uncommon for two big men to eat hot pot with their upper body naked, and it's nothing to watch.

He sat in the chair, crossed his legs, and smiled casually, thinking that Dr. Li was really shy, and turned his back on him.

But watching Li Yinghua's back, the moment when his spine bulged slightly, Gao Le's heartbeat stopped for a beat, and he swallowed subconsciously in fright.

After Li Ying changed her clothes, she turned around and saw that Gao Le had the four characters of "bad intentions" written all over her face.

"What's wrong?" Li Ying tidied up her clothes and took out a set of work clothes from the consultation center.

Gao Le Erlang didn't put his legs down, leaning his whole body against the back of the chair, with an easy-going aura, he rubbed his chin with one hand, bit his lower lip with his teeth, his eyes were burning like the sun.His eyes are so bright, forcing people to retreat steadily.

"Doctor Li, I have bad news for you." Gao Le's smile was burning hot.

"I don't think simple about you anymore."

The author has something to say:

Dr. Li: ... (suddenly blushes)