healer love letter

Gao Le has also dealt with traffic accidents before, and he must have made big or small mistakes after driving for a long time.It's just that he wasn't as calm as he is now, standing side by side with Li Ying, looking up at the sky from time to time, waiting for the traffic police to arrive at the scene of the accident.

"It's a good rest time, it's all wasted." Gao Le smiled and looked at the jeep kissing himself and the vehicle behind him, and shook his head. "Dr. Li finally had a Saturday afternoon when he didn't have to go to work, right?"

With her hands in her pockets, Li Ying stared at the passing traffic with red taillights on her clear eyes, her thin lips moved. "It's okay. My days off are usually quite boring. It's good to go out for a walk. And you took me out to look at the house today. If you want to blame me for this." The tone was calm.

Gao Le waved his hand, and dusk fell on his fingertips. "It's not necessary. I don't think it's your fault. Doctor Li, please don't go out with me." Gao Le was afraid that Li Ying would be too polite to him.

Li Ying smiled lightly, his smile was generally clear and light, like a glimmer of light shining through the stratus clouds, or like a flying cloud passing over the fields in a summer afternoon.

"What are you laughing at?" Seeing Li Ying's mouth curled up, Gao Le couldn't restrain himself from bending his eyes.

"Boss Xiaogao is very interesting. Even with such good conditions, he looks like a star-studded object. He is loved by everyone outside, but he wants to join the fun in my boring place every day." Li Ying's smile accompanied him. The glow of the sky gradually recedes.

Gao Le didn't know what Li Ying meant. Could it be that he was implying that enough should be enough?

She didn't want to answer, she should say that she didn't know how to answer, Li Ying's attitude seemed to be hot and cold, and she never gave an accurate expectation.A second ago, he said that I would wait with you, which made Gao Le feel like floating in the clouds, eager to take off on the ground.In the next second, it turned into Boss Gao again, I advise you to find another place to have fun, cold and indifferent, as if you want to reject people thousands of miles away.

It can be said that Gao Le chased Li Ying carelessly this time. He gave him his own attitude and gave him space and time. He didn't stick it on like a dog's plaster.The flowers were also sent and the meal was eaten. The beginning and the process were peaceful and smooth. How could it die halfway?

Boss Gao didn't think it should be, no matter how much he said his charm should not be rejected halfway.

Feeling very depressed, depressed want to smoke.

He reached into his pocket and took out the cigarette case. Afraid that Li Ying would not like the smell of cigarettes, he shook the cigarette case in his hand at Li Ying and asked him, "Do you mind smoking a cigarette?"

Li Ying shook her head.

Gao Le bit a cigarette between his teeth, and touched the lighter again.

Li Ying stood leaning against the evergreen green belt on the side of the road, hooking her fingers, wanting a cigarette too.Gao Le took out the cigarette case from his pocket, unpacked it, took out a cigarette and handed it to Li Ying, and then he took the lighter and stuck it to help him light the cigarette.With one hand pressing the lighter, the other hand was bent to form a triangular space to block the wind, a bunch of flames jumped and lit the cigarette.

When Gao Le was lighting a cigarette, it was the closest time Gao Le was to Li Ying, so close that he could clearly see each other's distinct eyelashes.

The human brain is unreasonable and unreasonable, and runs according to the side it likes without hesitation, regardless of any rationality and rules.

His raised clothes corners are beautiful, his flying bangs are beautiful, the gleam in his eyes is beautiful, and his fingers holding a cigarette are all beautiful.

Studies have shown that people's pupils will involuntarily dilate when they see things they like, which is not controlled by individual consciousness. This behavior is completely controlled by the body of the autonomic nerve.When seeing someone or something you like, your pupils will dilate by about 45%

Gao Le thought, when he looked at Li Ying, his pupils must have dilated by more than 45%, otherwise how could he think that Dr. Li is so good-looking everywhere.

Even the eyelashes are more beautiful than others.

Gao Le held the cigarette between his fingers, inhaled it in one gulp, and exhaled a cloud of warm white smoke. The cigarette butt between his fingers flickered, and the ash kept rolling down, floating like soft snowflakes.

"I thought you didn't know how to smoke." He looked at Li Ying who was breathing out a puff of smoke.

"It's not impossible, it's just that I don't smoke very often." Li Ying stood loosely, and tapped her index finger on the cigarette end lightly, and the cigarette ash was freed from the restraint by this slight vibration and flew to the ground.

The sky was getting darker and darker, and the birds flying over the city lined up in groups, gradually merging with the quietly approaching night in the distance.

"Doctor Li persuaded me to give up because there is someone in my heart?" Gao Le looked at the tired bird in the distance, the last tail holding the long night.

Li Ying turned her head to look at Gao Le in surprise. Gao Le didn't respond when he spoke just now. She thought he didn't hear or was going to not answer at all, but he lit a cigarette and started to continue the unfinished topic.

"If there is someone in Dr. Li's heart, he will never forget it and haunt his dreams. It's the kind of life and death that lasts ten years, and he can't forget it without thinking about it. I admit it, and I'm not the kind of unreasonable person." Gao Le was smoked Eyes are red.

But in the final analysis, no one wants to give up halfway for those who are sincerely chasing, reluctant or reconciled.

"From the beginning, I knew what I meant. I was interested in you. Last time I asked you, you said you could see it. You didn't object to me continuing to follow you. Now you suddenly persuaded me to stop. Can you tell me a reason?"

Gao Le turned around and stood face to face with Li Ying, his eyes fixed on his, staring straight and shining.

"Doctor Li, tell me honestly, do you have someone in your heart?" Gao Le asked straightforwardly. If Li Ying really has someone in his heart, and it is the kind that he can't forget, he must not force others.Boss Gao considers himself a hero, and if he does something like this, he just asks for your favor.If he really doesn't want to, he's fine with stalking him.

All I want now is an answer, an answer to decide whether to continue or let go.

Li Ying didn't look at Gao Le, his eyes were dodging.

Time passed quietly in the confrontation.

Then he shook his head.

Li Ying's cigarette was almost exhausted, so he took a deep breath, the smoke curled up and fell into the vast night, his clear eyes were slightly empty.

"I talked about one before, when I was in college. It was boring when I was in school, just like now." Li Ying threw the butt of her cigarette into the land of the green belt, stomped it out with her toes, and then stomped it out with her toes. He didn't take it back, stepped on a piece of dirt, and rubbed it back and forth on the sole of the shoe. "The other party is a very fun-loving person, and he is very popular, and he is the focus of the crowd wherever he goes."

Li Ying stared at the cigarette butt that had been completely extinguished, the night came as promised, and the street lights along the way suddenly turned on, as if guarding a common oath, guarding the night until death.

"It's a bit like you." Li Ying chuckled.

"He put a lot of thought into chasing me back then. He accompanied me to the library, helped me occupy a seat in the study room, bought flowers and delivered meals, and did everything."

"One time it was raining and I didn't bring an umbrella. When I came out of the library, I saw him waiting at the door. He came over and said, "I know you don't have an umbrella, and I don't know which floor you are on. I don't want to disturb your study, so I just stood at the door and waited." you."

"I'm a slow person, and I'm very slow to accept a person, and I..." Li Ying paused, and moved her fingers uneasily, unable to grasp anything, very empty. "I'm not used to talking about love, it may be because of my personality."

"But that time I was really moved."

"After we were really together later, he began to think that I was boring and uninteresting. In his words, I couldn't afford to have fun, and I was dead-headed." Li Ying chuckled as she talked about the past, and the surrounding traffic seemed to be much quieter. A large number of vehicles queued up to wait for the red light and green light to turn on, and then left one after another.

Like the people who come and go in your life, they stay for a short time, and then leave completely.

"Later, he kept breaking up with me, begging for peace, quarreling, breaking up, begging for peace, until finally he said he fell in love with a girl."

Li Ying's hands were still too empty, so she had to put them in her pockets.He has hardly told anyone about this past event. He thought that he had long been calm and calm, but now he said it with a little bit of sadness brought about by recalling the past. The hand in his pocket clenched into a fist unconsciously. .

"I said I wish them a happy marriage for a hundred years."

There was still a smile, the egg was faint, powerless.

"If Boss Gao also wants to find fun from me, maybe it's just because your eyes are blinded by your appearance that your brain nerves release an over-excited signal. What I want to tell you is that I am a very boring person. Finding fun on me is a Not very wise."

Li Ying didn't speak anymore, he wanted to give Gao Le a time to react, and let him use this time to sort out his thoughts and make his own choices.

Gao Le's eyes were so bright, he glanced across Li Ying's face in a hurry, and then glanced at him indifferently, before quickly skipping over.I couldn't see his specific mood at the moment, but he looked very calm and didn't overreact.

He took half a step forward, getting closer to Li Ying.

Today Li Ying was wearing a cotton sports jacket with the zipper unzipped and her arms open.After the night falls, the wind is cool, and it will be cold with open arms.Gao Le stretched out two hands, one hand grabbed the zipper head, and the other hand grabbed the zipper opening.Li Ying stepped back, and was held tightly by Gao Le.

"Don't move." The voice from the exit was comforting. "cold."

Put the zipper in place, pinch the zipper head with your fingers, slowly pull the zipper up to the neck, and smooth the raised collar.Gao Le lowered his eyelashes and his eyes fell on the zipper.

"I'm not doing it for fun or for having fun." Gao Le's tone was very light, as if he was talking with an old friend to the moon late at night. "I'm very serious and serious. I'm 32 this year. According to my friend Lao Xu, I'll be 33 after a while. People who are on the verge of four don't have the energy to find excitement and have fun every day."

"When I say that I am interested in you, I am very serious and interesting. When I say that I am chasing you, I am also very serious about chasing you. I don't ask you to respond to me so quickly, and I don't ask you to communicate with me without any obstacles. But since you don't Everyone else, just give me a chance."

After tidying up the clothes, Gao Le took a step back and opened the distance between the two of them again, so as not to make Li Ying feel uncomfortable.

"I know both Chinese and Western food. I can bake warm butter cookies and make fun fondant cakes. I can rock climb and run long distances. I know a little about wild history and learned a few love poems. I can only play a so-so guitar. Love song, I can stay up late and go to bed early and get up early, eat delicious food and have a good body. Doctor Li, look at me, I am very interesting. You give me a chance to show me my [-] martial arts, and I guarantee that you will not suffer losses if you invest in shares. "

His eyebrows were raised, and his tone was unrestrainedly chic and free.

You look back at me, I am really interesting.

Li Ying didn't know what he said later, but Gao Le's eyes were very bright, brighter than the street lamps in the distance and the sparse stars above his head.He looked at himself with bright eyes, and his breathing slowly became chaotic.

At night Li Ying dreamed of his mother.The woman with long hair and red lips smiled fiercely. She said that mother loves you.

Li Ying broke out in a cold sweat.

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Give Dr. Lee a hug.