wife addiction

My brother stopped me and asked me why I was leaving. I looked at Zong Jian and replied, "I still have classes to attend, otherwise I will lose my job."

He reluctantly got out of the way and said: "Well, you are welcome to come to Dongling Villa anytime, but please let me know before you come, if I am not here, you can tell Zong Jian, don't come here without saying hello , very dangerous. Zong Jian, give him your phone number."

I looked at Zong Jian. He didn't object. He quickly took out a piece of paper and a pen from his pocket, wrote a few words, and handed the note to me.

I took it over and took a look. It was written in Junyi's font, and there were two numbers written on it, a mobile phone number and a landline number.

I folded it and put it in my pocket, then went back to school.

After this incident, my life at school was not easy, the gossip intensified and I had to resign.

I lost my job and once again fell into the bottom of my life.

But I didn't tell my parents, and I didn't go home. Instead, I rented a simple hut in the suburbs and hid there.

I don't know what I want to do, I don't know what I can do, and now I have lost interest in everything, as if I have become useless in an instant.

I immerse myself in novels and snacks every day, hoping to vent the boredom in my heart, but my mood has not improved because of this, my heart is getting more and more empty, and my body is getting worse.

If this continues, I may really die.

What will the world after death look like?

I don't know, and no one can say it clearly, because it is impossible for a person who has experienced death to speak again.

Stomach ache from hunger, dizziness from staring at the computer, I decided to go for a walk, at least, buy two stomach medicines, and buy something to eat.

However, I opened my wallet to see that my money was running low.

I can no longer ask my parents for money, I don't have the habit of asking people for help, even my parents.

I sighed, grabbed my wallet and walked out.

Forget it, let's talk about it when there is no money, or simply starve to death when the time comes, it's over.

Why do people live, I have always wondered. Living will have troubles, pain, and lingering nightmares. Why do people still find various reasons for themselves to live?

The sun was scorching the top of my head and my limbs. I felt my head was about to catch fire. I finally saw a supermarket. I ran a few steps, pushed the door open, and walked in.

I was running too fast, the weather was hot, and I hadn't eaten properly for a month. My eyes went dark, and I hit a shelf next to me. The shelf shook, and the things on it fell to the ground.

Oops!

I held my forehead and waited for the darkness in front of me to disappear, when I heard the sound of something breaking.

The person in charge of the store came over, counted the broken things silently, and told me that I should compensate them for the loss of 2000 yuan.

I was stunned and searched my pockets. All the money added up was less than two hundred.

The proprietress of the store looked at my crumpled clothes and my decadent face, sighed, and said forget it, this little loss is nothing to her, and at the end, she gave me two bottles of canned food for me to bring Going back to eat, I refused for a long time, but in the end I couldn't refuse her kindness.

"I'll pay you back," I told her.

She just nodded and smiled without speaking.

I thanked her, turned around and walked out the door. The sun outside the door seemed to be more poisonous, and I had no money left. I walked with the can in my arms and kicked the stones on the side of the road.I don't want my parents to know about this, and I don't want them to sigh for me again, and I don't know when I will be able to pay off this debt of family affection in my current state.

"Oops!" One didn't pay attention, and I collided head-on with a person. The only two cans in my arms fell to the ground and were smashed. I stared blankly at the soup and fruit spilled on the ground. My heart is completely cold.

My only food is gone. Is this God's punishment for my cowardice?Or should I be dead?