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After hearing what I said, Yang Zhen's face suddenly changed: "How can you think so? I'm just afraid that you don't like this child and treat him badly in the future."

I froze for a moment, smiled and patted him on the shoulder: "Don't worry, he will be my own son from now on."

At noon that day, Yang Zhen took me to the dean's office and brought me the will. The will was written by the dean, signed by Zhao Qingyun, and notarized by a lawyer.

I collected the will and told the dean that if Zhao Qingyun's father-in-law and mother-in-law cannot be contacted within three days, Zhao Qingyun's family will be buried by me.

The dean readily agreed, and was very happy that I solved a troublesome matter for him, so he insisted on treating me to a meal.

I politely rejected him, and went to see Yan Qingyao with my second brother.

Yan Qingyao has been transferred to the ward, which is only a few doors away from my ward.

When we entered, Yan Qingyao was lying on the bed with her eyes closed, her left arm was exposed outside the quilt, wrapped in bandages, like an Egyptian mummy.

Yan Qingyao's father hasn't come yet, and Zong Xian is said to arrive only at night, so I opened the chair beside the bed and let my second brother sit down, while I sat beside her bed.

Yan Qingyao opened her eyes, saw it was the two of us, and closed her eyes again.

"You don't need to monitor me like this. As I said, the choice is in Zong Xian's hands. If he chooses you, I will quit automatically and I will never disturb your lives again."

"You say it like this, which makes me feel that you are very confident in yourself." My second brother picked up the sugar tangerines on the table and peeled them. He bought the tangerines.

Yan Qingyao smelled the scent of oranges, opened her eyes and looked at my second brother's hands, and frowned: "I was pushed into a desperate situation by you."

"It's you who pushed yourself into a corner," I interjected. "If I were you, I wouldn't be so shamelessly meddling in other people's marriages."

Yan Qingyao seemed to have heard some joke, and gave me a playful look: "It's a pity that you are not me, and you will never be me, you are just a waste with a good skin."

I glanced at her coldly, wondering how she could have such self-confidence when she looks like a cripple now.

"Yan Qingyao, do you know what I would do if I was the one who got burned this time?"

"Oh? Isn't it like a dog begging for help from others?" Yan Qingyao smiled recklessly.

I looked at her fixedly, and pointed to the bandage on my neck: "I am an extreme person, you should be glad that I am a waste now."

Yan Qingyao's smile gradually froze on her face. She asked Yan Qingchen to monitor me every day, so she naturally knew about my suicide attempt.

A person who is not even afraid of death, what else is he afraid of?

After a while, she asked me solemnly: "If Zong Xian doesn't choose you, will you die with me?"

Seeing her asking such a ridiculous question, I couldn't help laughing: "Yan Qingyao, do you think everyone is as shameless as you? I never stalk people who don't like me, let alone Don't talk about playing tricks."

Yan Qingyao looked at me half-believingly, then turned her head away without making a sound. After a long time, she slowly uttered a sentence: "You saved me this time, I won't use any tricks. But, you You must also keep your word, no matter who Zong Xian chooses in the end, the other party must let go unconditionally."

"That's natural. I'm much more trustworthy than you."

Having said that, I also have a little uncertainty in my heart.Yan Qingyao no longer restricts my freedom. I specifically told my second brother to tell Zong Xian about this, but why didn't Zong Xian let me answer the phone?

Before I left him for 10 minutes, he would turn the world upside down, but now I escaped death twice, why does he ignore it?

Could it be that Yan Qingyao is really the person he liked before?

The more I think about it, the more uncertain I feel.

I came out of Yan Qingyao's ward and borrowed my second brother's newly bought mobile phone to call Zong Xian, but I didn't dial out after pressing the number.

Perhaps it would be clearer to say it in person, I consoled myself.

My second brother seemed to see my uneasiness, and patted me on the shoulder to reassure me: "Don't be afraid, Xiaoying, there are brothers, if he really dares to give up, we will take care of him for you."

I was amused by my second brother's words, thought about it, and sighed: "Forget it, if he really chooses Yan Qingyao, then I wish them well."

In the evening, in my anxious anticipation, Zong Xian and Yan Qingyao's father came to the hospital together.

However, Zong Xian didn't come to see me, but went straight to Yan Qingyao's ward. I stood at the door of my own ward and stayed there.

I originally planned to wait for him at the gate, but now it seems unnecessary.

Needless to say, I also knew Zong Xian's answer.

I don't know how I got back to the ward, and I don't know what I did. I just remember that my second brother called me and told me that Zong Xian was here and he wanted to see me.

I followed him to the outside of Yan Qingyao's ward in a daze, and saw him sitting in front of the bed, feeding Yan Qingyao himself.

Yan Qingyao smiled very gently, and there was no trace of sharpness or toughness on her body. When she saw me coming in, she pushed Zong Xian and told him, "Here we come."

Zong Xian put down the bowl and chopsticks in his hand, wiped the corners of Yan Qingyao's mouth, covered the quilt again, then slowly stood up, turned around and looked at me.

He is still the same, nothing has changed, but his eyes make me feel very strange.

He looked at me without a word, as if looking at a sinner who had damaged his precious treasure.

Zong Xian was not like this before!

I don't know Zong Xian like this!

I felt like my heart was going to explode, so I rushed to the bed, grabbed Yan Qingyao by the collar and asked her what she did to Zong Xian.

Before Yan Qingyao could show her innocent fear, I was pulled by a huge force and fell into my second brother's arms.

"Zong Xian, you!" I stared at him with tears in my eyes and asked sharply, "You are not Zong Xian! Who are you?"

Zong Xian frowned, leaned over to comfort Yan Qingyao, and then said in a deep voice: "Gu Ying, don't think that I saved you, you are someone to me! If you continue to make trouble for no reason, don't blame me for being rude. !"

Familiar voice, familiar tone, I was speechless all of a sudden, Zong Xian was sober, he knew what he was talking about, tears welled up in my heart, and the strong fortress in my heart instantly fell apart.

However, I am still not reconciled. I don't believe that the sharing of joys and sorrows in the past two years is fake.

I wiped away my tears, tried my best to suppress my impending collapse, and asked him: "Then why did you save me? Why did you marry me?"

"Why? Didn't I tell you?" Zong Xian's gloomy face showed a trace of impatience, "I'm only responsible for the evil consequences I caused. Is there any problem?"

"Why do you want to marry me?" I questioned again.

Zong Xian's face can no longer be described as gloomy, he is like an enraged leopard, he will tear me, the culprit, at any time, but I do not flinch, staring into his eyes, waiting for him to give me a fatal blow hit.

He couldn't bear it anymore, clenched his fists, gritted his teeth and roared in a low voice: "In order for you to heal your illness quickly, get out of my life as soon as possible! Are you satisfied now?"

"Okay, very good!" The strong self-calmness was infected by his anger, and I was so angry that my whole body trembled, and I could hardly breathe.

After a long time, I regained my sanity and sneered: "Zong Xian, you saved me, and I saved your fiancée. From now on, we will never owe each other, and we will never owe each other!"

After speaking, I turned around and ran outside.

I don't want people who lie to me to see my tears again.

There was a person standing outside the door, I bumped into him all of a sudden, but at this moment, I didn't care about the north, south, east and west, pushed him, and ran to the hospital gate.

My second brother's voice sounded behind me, I didn't look back, let alone stop, I needed a way to vent, otherwise I thought I would explode in place.

I ran around aimlessly, and I don't know how long it took before I stumbled and stumbled back to the scene of the volcanic eruption.

Thick magma has covered the ground, and Yan Qingchen's small building is only left with broken bricks and tiles.

With the bright moon hanging high, I sat alone on the rock formed by the cooling of magma, letting my tears flow freely.

I feel that I am the same as the ruins. After lies and deceit, I have long been changed beyond recognition, and I can no longer build any high-rise buildings.

Zong Xian doesn't want me anymore, just like Ling Ye didn't want me back then.

Their reasons are actually so similar.

Everything seems to be back to the original point, but I know that this time, the original point will not become the starting point again.

In the wilderness sealed by magma, there is no more insects, no more earthy wind, only the residual smell of sulfur and the boundless desolation.I lay down on the rock formed by magma, guarding the dilapidated building where Yan Qingchen was buried, crying, and couldn't help laughing.

Yan Qingchen is dead, he is the only one who truly loved me.

Ironically, I never loved him.

What I love are two liars, how blind I am!

I looked at the hazy starry sky and asked myself, if I could start my life all over again, would I keep my eyes open and choose Yan Qingchen?

I thought and thought, and finally shook my head helplessly.

My emotions will not yield to my reason.

I think I must have been a moth in my previous life, knowing that I would be buried in a sea of ​​flames, but still longing for the deadly light, even if I had to start my life again eight hundred times, I would still choose Ling Ye and Zong Xian.

But now it's all right, the light is gone, and all that's left is boundless darkness, and I don't have to worry about being buried in a sea of ​​flames anymore.

But what is the meaning of such a life?

I just lay there numbly guarding Yan Qingchen's grave for two days and two nights, neither eating nor drinking.

My second brother came to see me from time to time, brought me food, and took it away intact.

He didn't say a word, just accompanied me quietly, but in the evening of the third day, he sighed and told me that my parents came to see me.

I stared at him blankly, and it took me a long time to understand what he meant.

My parents came to see me.

I slowly got up from the ground and followed him back to the hospital with my hands and feet stiff.

Walking to the hospital lobby, I saw Zong Xian, and he also saw me.He left the pay window and walked straight up to me.

I lowered my eyes, turned my face sideways, and passed him by.