wife addiction

I was secretly taken aback, and immediately became alert.

He investigated us?Or has someone else investigated us?

With the lessons learned from Yan Qingchen, I feel that I was too reckless just now.

As much as I hope my twin brother is still alive, after so many years without seeing him, I have no idea what kind of person he is, nor does he have a good or bad relationship with his adoptive parents.

Yu Wenkong looked as if he cared about his brother, but the suppressed sadness in his eyes, who knows if it was distorted hatred?

Therefore, I have to be cautious again and again, for my brother who has never met, and for myself.

Seeing my silence, Yu Wenkong's face gradually became silent. After a while, he stood up and forced a smile to me: "You look tired, so I'll go first, you have a good rest, I'll come to see you again some day .”

After finishing speaking, without waiting for my answer, he walked out of the ward door quickly.

I leaned on the bed with half of my body, thinking about his reaction just now, and carefully recalled my dream at that time, and suddenly broke out in a cold sweat.

That dream was apparently half come true, because I actually met Yu Wenkong.

If the other half is also true, then——

Yu Wenkong likes my brother? !

They are indeed not related by blood, but they are legally brothers.

I suddenly felt a mess in my brain, and I was worried about my brother who I had never met.

Does he know that Yu Wenkong likes him?

Can he accept it?

Did he already know he was adopted?

How is he doing at Yuwen's house?

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but burst into tears.

Although my elder brother Gu Xun left home early, after all, it was my grandparents who raised him. Although they were stricter than my parents, they still loved my brother from the bottom of their hearts.

My second brother, Gu Xing, was declared dead shortly after he was born, and was adopted for no reason. We didn’t even know he existed. He was placed in a stranger’s home at a young age. Even if he was wronged, no one would sincerely comfort him. he.

I couldn't help becoming anxious, wanting to confirm whether he was really alive as soon as possible.

I stood up from the bed, sat down again, picked up the book beside the bed, flipped through it, and closed it again, then walked to the door of the ward and looked out.

I didn't know what to do to calm myself down, so I saw Zhao Qingyun walking towards the door of the ward from a distance carrying a bag of things.

He lowered his head and walked in a hurry. When he walked to the door of the ward, he subconsciously glanced at me.

I nodded to him, he was startled for a moment, forced a smile, and hurried into the ward.

His reaction made me a little surprised. Could it be that Yan Qingchen didn't pay him the hospital bill?Or is that little hospitalization fee not enough?

While thinking, I involuntarily walked to the door of his ward.

The voices in the ward were a bit noisy, with babies crying, women's voices, and a man's accusations.

I looked in through the glass vertical window on the door, and saw four beds inside. Zhao Qingyun was standing in front of one of the beds inside, with his back to me, talking to the woman lying on the bed.

Zhao Qingyun's voice was drowned in the loud crying of the baby on the next bed, I couldn't hear what he was saying, but judging from the expression of the woman lying on the bed, Zhao Qingyun seemed to be arguing with him.

I opened the door and went in, and the smell of milk powder and a strong smell of urine came to my face.

I covered my nose, then felt something was wrong, immediately put down my hands, and held my breath carefully.

Zhao Qingyun didn't turn his head, but his daughter-in-law looked surprised when she saw me walking towards them.

Zhao Qingyun followed his daughter-in-law's gaze and turned around. As soon as he saw me, he immediately stood up from the three-legged round iron stool and scratched his hair awkwardly.

"How is it? Did Yan Qingchen help you with your hospital expenses?" I asked.

Zhao Qingyun grabbed my arm and motioned for me to talk outside.

"Did Yan Qingchen help you?" I stood outside the ward, saw Zhao Qingyun bowed his head and said nothing, so I couldn't help asking again.

Zhao Qingyun sighed, stretched out his hand and quickly wiped it in front of his eyes.

For this man who wipes tears at every turn, I couldn't help but feel a little headache, but knowing that he was in the most difficult moment in his life, I had no choice but to be patient and comfort him, everything will be fine.

Zhao Qingyun was silent for a while, and then told me in a hoarse voice that Yan Qingchen helped him pay [-] yuan for hospitalization, but his wife still didn't want the child.

"Why?" I was very surprised.

"The child's legs and feet are disabled." Zhao Qingyun sighed again, "My wife is a face-saving person."

For such a reason, I felt both funny and angry, and at the same time felt a burst of sadness for the child I had never met.

"So, you don't want him anymore?" I asked.

Zhao Qingyun looked up at me in shock, and shook his head again and again: "No, he is my son, why would I not want him? I just..."

"Feel like you can't handle the pressure anymore?" I find it very ironic.

Zhao Qingyun shook his head violently again: "No, I just feel bad for him."

I also fell silent, and after a while, I heard him say in a low voice: "It is so difficult for a healthy person to live, so what will he do for a living as a disabled person?"

My heart was cold, I looked at Zhao Qingyun, and suddenly felt that what he said was not unreasonable, he was wearing the blue jacket and the washed white jeans when I first saw him, And the pair of sneakers that have been glued and glued so many times.

Obviously, life was harder for him than it was for me.

Anyway, I still have my parents and elder brother who love me. No matter how sick or depraved I am, they never gave up on me.

As for Zhao Qingyun, his parents were shaken, his father-in-law and mother-in-law strongly opposed him, and his wife also ran counter to him.

So even if this child is rescued, if he stays in such a family, he will definitely not get any happiness.

Because except for his father, everyone has abandoned him in their hearts.

I thought of Xiao Qian again, if it wasn't for his brother's protection, I'm afraid he would have passed away in despair, but even so, his world is not complete.

A strong thought arose in my heart, perhaps, I could give this child whom I had never met a complete love.

After I made up my mind, I solemnly looked at Zhao Qingyun and asked him if he could give the child to me to raise.

Zhao Qingyun's eyes widened in surprise, and he immediately shook his head.

I knew what he was worried about, and before he could speak, I said immediately: "I will never have a child in this life, I will raise him as my own son, if you miss him, you can come and see him anytime, I will not hide his parentage from him."

Zhao Qingyun was even more surprised. He sized me up and said awkwardly, "You, you, you..."

I knew he was clearly mistaken, he must have thought I was infertile.

Of course, I can follow my plan and admit that he is misunderstood. After all, for straight men, infertility is definitely much easier to accept than homosexuality, but I don’t want to deceive him. He has the right to find a child who can make him feel at ease. family.

I took a deep breath and confessed, "I'm married to a man."

Zhao Qingyun's astonished expression froze instantly on his face, and then, bewilderment, doubt, shock, and fear fell down layer by layer like peeling wall skin.In the end, he took a step back tremblingly, retreated to the ward with hands and feet, and never came out again.

In the next few days, Zhao Qingyun never looked for me again, and I never saw him.

I found someone to inquire about it, only to find out that his wife had been discharged from the hospital, and he followed him home. The child was still in the hospital's incubator.

I went to see the kid.

Through the observation window, I saw a little life lying there quietly, with an oxygen tube inserted in its nose, a tape on its forehead, and a drip, and its two small hands clenched into fists, held up like other children. sides of the head.

However, unlike other children, he rarely cried.

The doctor told me that he would cry twice only when he was hungry and when he was getting an injection, and slept all the time at other times. Even if other children in the sterile ward cried together, he fell asleep peacefully, as if Not affected at all.

The doctor's words stuck in my throat.

He is a sensible child.

But God didn't seem to have mercy on him.

I stood in front of the observation window all afternoon until Yan Qingchen came to bring me food.

When Yan Qingchen came, Yu Wenkong also came with the humid air outside.

He put the umbrella behind the door and walked in with a large plastic bag.

"I brought you some fruit." Yu Wenkong patted the bag and said to me with a smile.

I looked up and saw a joy on his face that I had never seen before.

I also laughed: "What is so happy?"

Yu Wenkong took off the outermost plastic bag, threw it into the trash can, put the large bag of fruit on the table beside the bed, raised an index finger to me, and blinked: "Guess."

I am happy, how can I guess, I know nothing about him.

Yan Qingchen saw that the two of us seemed to be chatting very happily, and his face was gloomy and gloomy, so he urged me to eat quickly.

After I finished eating, Yan Qingchen refused to leave for a long time.

Yu Wenkong and I chatted about some irrelevant things, and seeing that it was not early, he finally found a time when Yan Qingchen went out to smoke and said to me: "My brother is coming to Hainan."

My heart was shocked: "Really?"

Yu Wenkong nodded: "He also brought his daughter."

I was taken aback: "Is he married?"

Yu Wenkong nodded again, but this time his expression was much more solemn: "However, his wife died of dystocia, leaving only one daughter, who is two years old this year."

Several thoughts flashed through my mind, and I asked, "When is he coming?"

"Tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow." Yu Wenkong quickly glanced at the door of the ward, "My brother wants to see you."

My heart skipped a beat, and I glanced at the door of the ward: "Are you sure your brother is my twin brother?"