wife addiction

When I graduated from college, it was when my bad luck began.Breaking up with her and breaking up with him made me a heartless shell, floating in the ocean of life, becoming a stranded ship.

I received a scholarship every year at school, but after leaving school, I discovered my cowardice and incompetence.I bumped into walls everywhere, lost interest and confidence in everything, managed to find a foreign trade job, took a meager salary, and lived a mediocre life day by day.

In less than a month, our family moved to Nanyang. At the strong request of my parents, I quit my job to teach in a local private high school.

I am the most beloved child in my family, and I have a brother who is two years older than me. The whole family pours all their love into me, but I can't feel a trace of happiness.

I was unable to repay their efforts, and their care became a heavy debt that I would never be able to repay in my life. In order to minimize this guilt, I had to obey every word and every word.

My parents asked me to teach, but I was actually very reluctant. Teaching requires love, and I have long since lost my heart.

But I still went.

I have no choice.

Teaching in a private high school is very tiring. Every time I go home on vacation, I have to sleep for a day and a night. Every time my family wants to treat me like a princess, doing this and that for me.

I knew very well that I did not deserve such treatment.

So, when I was on vacation, I didn't go home anymore.

Later, I didn’t know whether it was because of acclimatization or some other reason. My physical fitness was not good and I began to get sick continuously. My father repeatedly put down his work and went to see a doctor with me.Looking at the white hair on his temples, I feel more and more that I have become a burden to them, so I don’t want to see it at all. I think it may be a good choice to die like this, but God’s wish is not fulfilled. lighter.

After staying in the school for more than a month, I found that the mountain on the west side of the school had a good view. When I was in a bad mood, I went to the woods halfway up the mountain. There was a winding path in the woods. Where did I go? I don't know, I only know that there is a smooth stone on the grass in the forest not far from the path, which can be used as a stone bench.

I often go straight to this stone as soon as I come here, and then sit blankly, thinking about nothing, doing nothing. I sit for a whole afternoon, until I see the sun setting from the gaps in the leaves, and I am burdened with more burden. Back to reality with a heavy heart.

After visiting more times, I realized that although it is not far from the city and the scenery is good, few people come here, so this forest has become my paradise alone, my only shelter .

One afternoon, my condition worsened again, and I didn't want to go home or see a doctor. I came to this small forest alone, lay on the grass next to the stone, and fell asleep after a while.

How much I want to fall asleep like this and never wake up again.

When I opened my eyes again, the sun was sinking, and the red light shone through the leaves, casting irregular patches of light.

It's time to go back.

I felt my headache get worse, sighed, and struggled to sit up.

At this time, a black thing slipped off my body, and I took a closer look, it was a gown.I was taken aback, looked around, and found a man in white clothes sitting on a rock not far from me, he was looking at me in ecstasy, the reddish light cast on him, like an ethereal existence.

Seeing me sitting up, he stood up immediately as if awakened from a dream.I also endured the headache and stood up, returned the gown to him, and thanked him.

He took it and said coldly to me: "Never come here again in the future."

My heart sank, as if I was choked by despair, I didn't say anything, just nodded, turned around and started down the mountain.For some reason, I felt that the insects were screaming very vigorously this evening. I had a splitting headache, and my ears were filled with the sound of insects. As I walked, I couldn’t remember anything.