Xichun is a Buddhist practitioner [Red Chamber]

February of the lunar calendar coincides with the Huachao Festival, which should have been a warm day.But Shi Xiangyun felt a little cold, these people said those things, although the facts were like that, but she was not very happy in her heart.

She thought of the reason why her uncle and aunt rejected her. There are not many maids in the family to take care of the pets, so it's fine to keep pets, but you can grow flowers.But her temperament is not so quiet, she can calm down to embroider, but she can't calm down to grow flowers.

"If you don't raise it, then don't raise it." Shi Xiangyun said dryly, these people have said so, what else can she do, she can't continue talking.

This made Shi Xiangyun want to run away a little bit, and didn't want to stay with these people.

But she didn't dare to leave directly, her life at home was not very easy.If the uncle and aunt knew that she was coming to Lin Daiyu's birthday party, they would run away directly, then they might not let her out in the future.

Shi Xiangyun was afraid that he would not be able to come out, so he suffered no matter how uncomfortable he felt.The displeasure on her face was also obvious, but no one came to comfort her.

Everyone is Miss Qianjin. Although they are sisters, there is no need to coax her.After all, because she has no parents and has a bad temper, they are unwilling to say more.If Shi Xiangyun had a better temper, maybe it would be fine.

After all, here, Jia Yingchun didn't have a good life before, and was manipulated by her nurse, Lin Daiyu and Shi Xiangyun were far away, Wang Xifeng was thinking about benefits, Jia Tanchun pretended not to see it.And it is even more impossible for Jia Xichun to comfort Shi Xiangyun, who hasn't encountered a few twists and turns.

In this life, only when you experience some setbacks will you feel pain and understand.Shi Xiangyun lacks these twists and turns now, because everyone thinks that her parents are dead, so try to treat her better.From Shi Xiangyun's ability to talk about her uncle and aunt casually outside, it can be seen that her uncle and aunt did not dare to educate her, for fear of bad reputation and being said to treat her niece harshly.

But the less those people dared to educate Shi Xiangyun, the more they let her continue like this and get worse.Shi Xiangyun has no parents, so she has no sense of security. After she made a mistake when she was a child, the adults didn't teach her, so she just continued. Anyway, no one would care about her, she only had herself.

As this mentality continued to ferment, Shi Xiangyun became more and more acute.Jia Xichun thought that when Shi Xiangyun was young, how cold she was, let her understand that blindly saying that others are not, can not attract others' attention, and will make others unhappy, and no one will coax her.

Anyway, Jia Baoyu was going to study now, and even if Shi Xiangyun had gone, Jia Baoyu couldn't comfort her much, unless he wanted to be punished by Jia Zheng.It's just that he was hit by a board, so it doesn't matter how long he can stay with Shi Xiangyun.

"Try it." Lin Daiyu pushed a plate of cakes in front of Shi Xiangyun, "The plum blossom cakes in this season are not bad. The plum blossoms were collected and dried years ago."

Shi Xiangyun picked up a piece of pastry and took a bite, "Not bad."

"It's fine." Lin Daiyu said, "I'm afraid you don't like it, so I asked the kitchen to prepare a few more pastries."

"When my little cousin went to my place, he also prepared a lot of cakes for him. When I came here today, I even brought some over." Jia Xichun picked up a piece of cake, but now she doesn't have a piece of cake in her left hand, and a piece in her right hand Pastries are out.

When I grow up a bit, I have to have an image, and it is no longer the time when I was two or three years old.

Jia Xichun thought it would be better when he was a child, he didn't need to care about those rules, and there wasn't so much trouble.After growing up a little bit, there will be troubles growing up.

"Why do you bring pastries here?" Shi Xiangyun usually doesn't pay attention to how these people get along with each other. He just thinks it's strange to bring pastries over when visiting other people's homes. "Isn't it because the pastries here are not delicious?"

Jia Xichun looked at Shi Xiangyun, didn't the other party listen to his explanation?It was for my little cousin, not for myself.

"Cakes can't stop your mouth?" Jia Xichun was unhappy, no one would say that.I don't follow Shi Xiangyun, I don't coax her, what's the matter, I am the youngest among them, I just want to hate Shi Xiangyun, "My cook is good, what do you want?"

"Sister Xiangyun." When Shi Xiangyun wanted to speak again, Jia Yingchun stopped Shi Xiangyun. Although the Tai'an cousin is the princess, she is not superior to them on weekdays. Even if there is no banquet on her birthday, the Tai'an cousin will send someone Send things to Rongguo Mansion.

Such a talkative person, why Shi Xiangyun always confronts him.Can't a sister let her little sister out?Besides, when they first mentioned Shi Xiangyun's address to Jia Baoyu, it was because they cared about her. When they are older, they can always be called brother love.

Others don't care about her, what do they say about these things.Furthermore, Shi Xiangyun's temper is always so sharp and makes people uncomfortable, who would dare to say those things to her in the future.

Jia Yingchun thought that they were wrong after all. If someone like Shi Xiangyun told her in private, the other party would be unhappy and think you were meddling.The sisters said together that it was heavy, but the other party felt that everyone was laughing at her.

It's better not to say anything at all, and let Shi Xiangyun continue to shout like this, Jia Yingchun really thought so at this moment.Anyway, Shi Xiangyun's relationship with them is much farther away, and the other party's reputation doesn't affect a few of them.

"Tell me to shut up and don't talk, right?" Shi Xiangyun was impatient, "Okay, don't talk. I have done everything, and don't let people talk about it. Didn't they say that they are all my sisters?"

"No, it's not!" Jia Xichun shook his head, "You're a relative from your great-uncle's side, not from my side."

Jia Xichun immediately said, don't think they are sisters, others have to let her go.Shi Xiangyun is related to Mrs. Jia by blood. Jia Lian, Jia Yingchun, Jia Tanchun's father and Lin Daiyu's mother are related by blood to Mrs. Jia, but he is not related by blood to Mrs. Jia.

She won't let Shi Xiangyun now, hmph, Jia Xichun said that the other party shouldn't be so relaxed after talking about herself.In this way, if the other party bumps into others in the future, they won't be afraid of being hit head-to-head.

Asking Jia Xichun to say that Shi Xiangyun did not find a good marriage in the original work has a lot to do with Shi Xiangyun's character, and the other party is Jia Baoyu's love brother.Rongguo Mansion is surrounded by leaks, and Jia Baoyu is the treasure of Rongguo Mansion. Shi Xiangyun's love for his brother is easy to spread.

As for the inner stuff that Shi Xiangyun made for Jia Baoyu, that's fine, if you try to cover it up, maybe no one knows about it.But I can't stand Shi Xiangyun's mouth. This is ancient times, not modern times. Shi Xiangyun's performance is too blatant.

"Eat cakes." Jia Xi continued, "Today is sister Daiyu's birthday, so I don't care about it, sister Daiyu must be happy."

"Okay, be happy." Lin Daiyu nodded with a smile. She has learned a lot from her master in the capital over the years, and she also knows some etiquette rules, what to do and what not to do.The master said that she was talented, but she shouldn't be too arrogant just because she was talented. The world valued a person's talent, but also valued a person's manners.

Lin Daiyu didn't talk too much about Shi Xiangyun, and her relationship with him was relatively distant.And since they didn't live in Rongguo Mansion, they had even less contact with Shi Xiangyun, but because Mrs. Jia loved Shi Xiangyun more, they cared more about him.

Shi Xiangyun was suffocated at first, but when Jia Xichun said that she was a relative from her great-uncle, her anger was punctured and flattened.Shi Xiangyun is just a little stronger in front of relatives, but if he is really in front of non-relatives, he will not be so strong.

She thought they were all relatives before, but now she realized that she and Jia Xichun were not relatives.

Except for the small episode in the middle, Lin Daiyu's birthday party went smoothly and nothing happened.Shi Xiangyun was much quieter at the back, and Lin Daiyu didn't intend to pamper her, so naturally he talked to her less.

When the birthday party was over, they went back one by one.Then, Shi Xiangyun discovered that those were all on the way, or they belonged to the same mansion, and he was different from them.

Shi Xiangyun felt uncomfortable in his heart, as if he was standing alone in the cold wind without warmth.

"Sister Xiangyun must go to accompany the old ancestor." Wang Xifeng still couldn't bear to see Shi Xiangyun's lonely face. After all, the other party was still young, and his parents died like himself. They were all pitiful people.

"No." Shi Xiangyun refused, she didn't want to go there at this time.When she went to Rongguo Mansion before, she didn't feel that she was so different, she could still fight with her sisters, and she was even closer to Jia Baoyu in her early years.

But now, Shi Xiangyun felt that she was not with them, and she had to go back and take a break to think about this issue deeply.

Jia Xichun didn't sit in the same carriage with the Rongguo Mansion, but sat in his own carriage, without the big white rabbit and the big fat orange by his side, it always felt empty.I stretched out my hand to touch it, but found nothing, even the cakes were not as tasty as before.

In the other carriage, Wang Xifeng saw the two concubine sisters sitting in front of her, but she couldn't say anything.Shi Xiangyun's matter, in the final analysis, is someone else's matter, as long as the girls in Rongguo Mansion are not stupid and call other men that's fine.

"Your big sister knows a lot of rules, but it doesn't mean that your big sister will have a good life." Wang Xifeng hopes that Jia Yingchun and Jia Tanchun can understand, don't be like Shi Xiangyun, of course, like Jia Yuanchun It's not necessarily good, because Jia Yuanchun's past few years have not been smooth because he has not entered the palace to become a concubine, and his vision is high.

The Liu family is a well-behaved family, even if there were no rumors about the Liu family, there were enough rumors about Jia Yuanchun in his early years.

Wang Xifeng didn't want her younger sister to be exposed to various rumors while she was in charge of Zhongfei.Now she sent many servants out of the mansion. If the hands and feet are clean, but talkative, they will be put on the Zhuangzi. The master's affairs are not something that their servants can talk about at will.

"Did mother go to Liu's house to send more New Year's gifts?" Jia Tanchun had heard about this in the mansion before, but he was not sure if it was true or not, so he wanted to ask.

"This is all in the past." Wang Xifeng couldn't say more, this is what the elders did, Jia Tanchun, a junior, doesn't need to know too much.Jia Tanchun is still a concubine, and she is living in the hands of her aunt, so it is even more inappropriate to know so much.

This matter has already been resolved, so there is no point in talking about it.Wang Xifeng also doesn't want others to always talk about her real aunt, which will also hinder her reputation.

General Wei Lie's mansion, after Jia Xichun returned home, he chattered with his mother about what happened to the Lin family.

"Sister Xiangyun is not fun at all, I don't like her." Jia Xichun still remembers that she was a child, and children are like this. When they encounter something they don't like, they just say it. It is impossible to hide it in their hearts all the time. This is not in line with her. "I'm not happy to ask her not to call me Brother Ai. I brought pastries to my little cousin, and she said that I dislike things from my aunt's house."

"She has this temperament." Mrs. Zhang has met Shi Xiangyun many times. She is just a child whose parents died, and the other party's uncle and aunt dare not win the championship.Shi Xiangyun's temper is still not very good, and when he encounters something uncomfortable, he just speaks out directly.

Some people think that Shi Xiangyun said those things in front of the people of Rongguo Mansion because he was close to the Rongguo Mansion. Some people think that Shi Xiangyun is ignorant. If you are not happy, tell Mrs. Jia privately Yes, so many people know why there is such a commotion.

"Do you want me to coax her again?" Jia Xichun pouted, "Because I have a mother, and she doesn't even have a mother."

"What are you doing coaxing her?" Mrs. Zhang asked blackly, "Who asked you to coax her? If you don't like it, just stop playing with her."

Mrs. Zhang doesn't think that Shi Xiangyun is pitiful, so her daughter will coax Shi Xiangyun more, and it is clearly a fool's behavior.As parents, we all want our children to live well. Whether other people's children live well or not is someone else's business.

Shi Xiangyun and their family are not relatives, Mrs. Zhang can't wrong her own daughter just because of Shi Xiangyun.

"Oh, I thought you wanted me to coax her." Jia Xichun said, adults often say, look, she is not pitiful anymore, so don't bother with her.

After all, not every parent will raise a bear child, and some parents would rather wrong their children, but also have to act kind.And those who treat the children of their original spouse are better than their own children. For the sake of so-called virtuousness, why can't a bowl of water be equal.

By the way, there are also those who are good to the children of relatives and bad to their own children. Jia Xichun had a little sister in modern times. The little sister always said that her mother treated her cousin better than her, and the cousin often robbed her things , Her mother also said to let her let her cousin.

Jia Xichun thought at the time, are you sure you hugged your cousin by mistake?Or is your mother having an affair with your uncle?

Of course, there are also some people whose brains are rusty, just for the so-called reputation, making relatives think that they are generous, and treat their relatives' children better than their own children.

That's why Jia Xichun wondered if his mother would make him treat Shi Xiangyun better. After all, Shi Xiangyun's poor little character was really successful. There were not many maids, unlike myself, who had maids holding big fat oranges and little white rabbits.

My life is much better than Shi Xiangyun's. Isn't he just a big devil who bullies the little poor.

"Are you stupid? Are you mother's daughter, or is she mother's daughter?" Mrs. Zhang really didn't have the time to love other people's daughters. She didn't care if Shi Xiangyun's parents died. "This world is more miserable than her." If there are too many people, then I have to love them more, not you."

If others are pitiful, they are pitiful. It's not that the family has not done good deeds, but they can't control so much.

Mrs. Zhang is not kind enough to let others step on her daughter, her daughter is naturally more important.

"Oh." Jia Xichun nodded in satisfaction.

"You, don't care about what you do, you can call it whatever you want." Mrs. Zhang said, "It's other people's business if they are not doing well. Don't be kind."

Mrs. Zhang is not a selfish person, but sometimes she still doesn't like her daughter caring about others blindly.In this world, kindness does not necessarily bring rewards, and others will think you are meddling in your own business.You have to pay attention to doing good deeds. They are not Buddhas, they all have selfishness, and they can't do so much.

"Okay, then I won't talk about addressing from now on." Jia Xichun pointed his fingers, "I'll go find Baibai and Pangpang."

Mrs. Zhang saw her daughter looking happy again, with a smile on her face.My own daughter is the princess, so there is no need to worry so much. Whether you say she is selfish or unscrupulous, Shi Xiangyun has so many relatives, and those relatives didn't take care of her. Why should they care about people who have nothing to do with her Woolen cloth.

After Shi Xiangyun returned to Shi's house, he felt uncomfortable, so he locked himself in the house when he got home.She felt that she was out of tune with those people, and when she returned home, the little sister born to her aunts would not play with her.

She knew that her aunts would warn them to stop playing with her.They were all afraid that they would hurt their cousins, Shi Xiangyun's eyes were red.

Even in the Lin family, they talked about addressing, but she just felt that in that way, she would not be so close to Brother Ai, and she would also be alienated from the people in Rongguo Mansion.

After all, Shi Xiangyun was still a child, and when he returned home, he covered himself with a quilt and cried.Seeing her like this, her nurse also let her cry, it would be better if she cried, otherwise it would be uncomfortable if she kept holding it in her heart.

Just because Shi Xiangyun had no father and no mother, and she was very sad in her heart, the wet nurse didn't persuade Shi Xiangyun too much, telling her not to say this or that, but she only hoped that after she said it, she would be able to persuade her a little bit.After all, Shi Xiangyun is still young, not an adult, and it's hard for them servants to talk too much. Talking too much will only make the master even more unhappy.

Speaking of it, Shi Xiangyun's side is okay, the wet nurse is not like Jia Yingchun's wet nurse, nor has she been bullied too much by the wet nurse, let alone taken anything by the wet nurse.

On the other side of the small gate, Jia Baoyu sneaked over to feed the big white rabbit again, and found some small dried fish.He couldn't help it either, because Big Fatty Orange also ran over these few times, staring at him without food, and meowing a few times, which made his heart tremble, for fear of being discovered.

Big Fat Orange: Damn it, you don't bring dried fish to Ben Tachibana, but you still want to feed the rabbit?Want to be discovered?

So Jia Baoyu had no choice but to please the big fat orange and give him something to eat, because the dried fish had a fishy smell and was not easy to carry.He didn't bring much, and he was always found out. Fortunately, the maids at General Wei Lie's mansion would also feed him a few small dried fish, otherwise he really couldn't do anything about it.

When did grandma raise rabbits, and when did aunt and the others send the rabbits over?Jia Baoyu thought about it every day, hoping to go to Rongqing Hall to see the rabbits in the right time.