Xichun is a Buddhist practitioner [Red Chamber]

Beside the rockery, Shi Xiangyun bit his lip and stared at Jia Baoyu with red eyes.

Seeing Shi Xiangyun look at Jia Baoyu like this, he felt a little flustered, why sister Xiangyun's eyes turned red all of a sudden, as if he had bullied her.

"I...you..." Jia Baoyu was a little incoherent, "I'm going to the northwest."

Jia Baoyu still said this sentence, it has nothing to do with whether he likes Shi Xiangyun or not, he is going to the northwest, even if he wants to marry a wife and have children, he must find someone who can endure hardships with him.And sister Xiangyun has already had a hard life, so it's better not to live a harder life.

"Northwest?" Shi Xiangyun was stunned, why did Brother Ai go to the Northwest so well.

"My mother has done so many wrong things, so she wanted to take a scientific examination and then go to the northwest to become an official." Jia Baoyu did not hide Shi Xiangyun, and said these words directly, "The people in the northwest are tough and yellow sand is everywhere, which is really not suitable for Xiangyun. Sister Yun."

At this point in the matter, Jia Baoyu still told Shi Xiangyun, lest the other party keep telling him that he loves his brother, and don't get hurt because of this love for his brother.He still hopes that Shi Xiangyun can live a good life in the capital, and there is no need to follow him to live in the northwest.

Jia Baoyu will protect his wife, but his wife always says that this is bitter and that is bitter, so it is impossible for him to keep it, and the husband and wife will definitely separate.The suffering in the Northwest is different from Shi Xiangyun embroidering in the boudoir. Shi Xiangyun is in the capital now, with his uncle and aunt, so it is better to go out to the banquet.

If he went to the northwest...Jia Baoyu couldn't guarantee that Shi Xiangyun would be able to live in such a comfortable way with Jingcheng. He didn't want the other party to regret it. If he really waited until then, it would be too late.Even if they divorced, Shi Xiangyun would not be able to marry a good family again.

Jia Baoyu thought he was obliged to tell Shi Xiangyun these things. If he misunderstood Shi Xiangyun's friendship, he would pretend to be affectionate, and the other party had no affair with him, which is fine.

"Am I the kind of person who is afraid of things and hardships?" Shi Xiangyun thought Jia Baoyu was worried about something, but he was just afraid that she would not be able to endure hardships, and she could.

"The house over there is not that good, and the food may not be as fine, and many things are not as easy as you think." Seeing Shi Xiangyun like this, Jia Baoyu only thought that the other party was impulsive, "Sister Xiangyun should learn more, don't get me wrong for a lifetime."

If Shi Xiangyun still told him to love his brother like that, if her reputation was ruined, Jia Baoyu would definitely take the responsibility, and he could marry Shi Xiangyun.

As a man, he was also at fault. He asked Shi Xiangyun to change his words in the early years, but he didn't let the other party change his words to the end. It was because of his soft heart that she still called him that at this time.

Jia Baoyu thinks that she is not worthy of Shi Xiangyun. The Shi family has two princes. Even if Shi Xiangyun's parents died early, she is still the daughter of the Hou family.He is only the son of a fifth-rank official, and he was suspended as a fifth-rank official. There is still a difference in status between him and Shi Xiangyun.

Even if some people think that Shi Xiangyun's parents are dead and think she is not good, Jia Baoyu still respects her.

"What if I want to?" Shi Xiangyun said bluntly, "Brother love, do you think I'm a mean person and don't want to get closer to me?"

"No." Jia Baoyu shook his head.

"I know, outside, how many people say I'm mean. Yes, I'm mean." Shi Xiangyun's eyes were red, "Both my parents are dead, no matter how nice my uncle and aunt are to me, I'm not happy. So what about the daughter of the Hou family, When I went outside, many people said that I killed my parents. After a long time, no matter who I looked at, I felt that they didn’t like me either, that I killed my parents, and that I should be alone.”

Shi Xiangyun also suffered in her heart. Those people who have never experienced the death of their parents, how would they know how much pain she felt in her heart.She couldn't tell others, so she could only be bored in her heart. She wanted to have someone who belonged to her, and Jia Baoyu was what she wanted in her heart.

After hearing what Shi Xiangyun said, Jia Baoyu became even more flustered, "No, it's not."

"You don't need to say no, I know it all." Shi Xiangyun said, "When you were still living in Rongguo Mansion, I couldn't see others approaching you, Brother Ai. Even if people like Lin Daiyu approached you, I would stab you A few words. If other women say hello and get closer to you, I am not happy."

Shi Xiangyun is a bit of an extreme type. If she is mean, she is also caused by the surrounding environment and her own life experience.But why should others bear her extremeness and her meanness.She has reasons to be extreme and mean, but other people are not her relatives, so there is no need to bear her venting.

Therefore, many people don't like Shi Xiangyun and don't like to be close to her.

Jia Xichun hid in a corner, and when she heard what Shi Xiangyun said, she thought of Xiao Baihua in some places. The president became a mistress, saying that she also ruined her innocence, so that the president's fiancée could understand her, and the president's mother could understand her.

Later, Xiao Baihua asked the president to break off the engagement with his fiancée, causing the president and the president's mother to break up.

Although Shi Xiangyun's situation is not the same as that of Xiao Baihua, it still makes others feel uncomfortable. You are weak but you are right, so you can do whatever you want.

Not everyone accepts this setting, thinks you are pitiful, and sympathizes with you.In fact, Shi Xiangyun's life is better than that of many rural girls, more than the top and more than the bottom.How many people have a worse life than Shi Xiangyun, and none of them have become so extreme or mean.

Of course, it can also be said that Shi Xiangyun is straightforward, but how many people accept her straightforwardness?People with a lower status than her will praise her and say that she is straightforward, but in the eyes of people with a higher status, she is mean.

Jia Xichun didn't know what to say about Shi Xiangyun, maybe when Shi Xiangyun was old, and when he looked back, he would think differently.

"It's not easy to stay in the Northwest." Jia Xichun came out, the two had been chatting for a long time, it's not like there were no maids and servants passing by.When she came over, it didn't appear that Shi Xiangyun and Jia Baoyu were staying together alone, "over there, you don't use rouge and gouache as good as the capital, and you have to go out to deal with other officials and wives. But with your Temperament, it really fits there."

As long as Shi Xiangyun maintains this character, doesn't bow his head easily, and knows how to say those words, maybe he can still gain a firm foothold in the Northwest.

"It's just that the northwest side is really suffering, and the food, clothing, housing and transportation are not so good. Those women are not like the noble women in the capital. If you say something, others will not care, and they will return to you on the spot." Jia Xichun continued, "If you meet someone with a bad temper, it is also possible to fight with you directly."

Shi Xiangyun was stunned when he saw Jia Xichun coming, and when he heard the other party say these words, he knew that the other party heard what he said to Jia Baoyu.

"What else?" Shi Xiangyun tightly grasped the embroidered handkerchief, since he has reached this point, let's talk.

"Your identity is useless over there." Jia Xichun looked at Shi Xiangyun, "Your uncles either don't have real jobs, or they are sent out to do small things, which are useless."

Even though Shi Xiangyun often said that her uncles and aunts let her embroider for a living, it has to be said that the reason why she can live so well in the capital has something to do with her uncles.

Jia Xichun didn't take Shi Xiangyun outside to see how those women whose parents died, especially those women in the countryside who followed their uncles and aunts.Those women did a lot of work, hunting pitcher plants and cutting firewood in the mountains, just to make their uncles and aunts think they are useful and not drive them away.

Some of the women who work as beggars outside have a good life, some of them are raped, some of them are good-looking, so they are sold to brothels, and very few of them can go to the homes of wealthy families to work as maids.Therefore, those women who have lost their parents know that they have to work more without their uncles and aunts asking.

Are you talking about the property left by your parents?These days, girls cannot inherit those family properties. Either they take them back into the clan, or they become the property of their grandfather or other brothers of their father.At most, the clan said that you so-and-so got the property of the daughter's parents and had to raise the daughter.

Fortunately, Shi Xiangyun was born in the Hou family, not in the countryside, otherwise, if the women in the countryside opened up their mouths, they would be able to say a lot.Mrs. Hou has to worry about a lot of things, she can't open her mouth and say that my niece is not doing anything, just sitting at home waiting for food.

Jia Xichun didn't pull Shi Xiangyun to look at it because of his different social class, so it was useless to look at it.After reading it, Shi Xiangyun will definitely say that her identity is different, she is a noble girl, and there is no comparison between the two.

"In the past, life is even harder than it is now." Jia Xichun said, "If you don't believe me, I will find you a reliable caravan, and then let someone escort you to the northwest, and you can play there for a month or two. experience."

Being a prostitute in a brothel in the capital may be better than living in the Northwest. Jia Xichun thought about the ending of Shi Xiangyun in the film and television works, and the other party became a boat prostitute. He no longer had to embroider all day, but had to drink with his guests.

"The Princess is right!" Jia Baoyu echoed, thinking that Sister Tai'an was indeed a fairy sent by heaven to watch over her, and what Sister Tai'an said was excellent, "Sister Xiangyun has never been out of the capital, so she doesn't know the hardships outside. Instead of going to the Northwest, go to the countryside near the capital, go there for a month or two, maybe you can also experience it."

Jia Baoyu didn't dare to really let Shi Xiangyun go to the northwest. The northwest is too far away and accidents are easy to happen.It's better to let sister Xiangyun go to the countryside to experience the hard life for a month or two, maybe the other party won't be able to think that way anymore.

"Just go!" Shi Xiangyun gritted his teeth, since they thought they couldn't endure hardship, they would try it themselves.

"If you're not in Zhuangzi, just live like ordinary people." Jia Xichun emphasized, "Just treat yourself as a village girl, and you have to change your attire."

"Okay!" Isn't it just going to live in the country? It's not a problem for her, Shi Xiangyun told herself, it's just a little difficulty.

"I'll give you a certain amount of money, and you can only use that money." Jia Xichun thought that Shi Xiangyun was going to live a more realistic life, and don't just wait for the maidservant to help her with other money as soon as they meet the New Year, "You You can bring a maid or a mother-in-law, the identity is arranged by me."

Jia Xichun is gearing up to let Shi Xiangyun truly appreciate how hard life in the countryside is.Jia Xichun couldn't bear it himself, but it didn't mean Shi Xiangyun couldn't bear it, maybe the other party could persevere for love.After all, loving this kind of thing is sometimes great, and it can make a woman make a lot of sacrifices.

After staying outside for a while, Shi Xiangyun and Jia Baoyu separated, and Jia Xichun did not walk with them again.

Jia Baoyu breathed a sigh of relief, he really didn't know how to face Shi Xiangyun.He doesn't have the woman he loves in his heart, and he doesn't think that half of the future will be a noble woman with high status. He only thinks that the other party can live with him in the northwest. Maybe women in the capital are unwilling to marry so far away. He thinks he can Find the woman from the northwest.

When he made up his mind to go to the Northwest, he didn't think that he could solve the marriage issue in the capital, and he didn't want to burden those noble girls in the capital, even ordinary girls, he didn't want to burden them either.

Jia Baoyu still has a bit of pity for women, and doesn't want them to suffer with him.

Other people in Rongguo Mansion didn't know what Shi Xiangyun said to Jia Baoyu, and neither did the people who came to Rongguo Mansion.For the time being, only Jia Xichun, Shi Xiangyun, and Jia Baoyu know about this matter, and when it is actually implemented, more people will definitely know about it.

Shi Xiangyun didn't go to Mrs. Jia to say those words, she didn't dare to say them, and she didn't dare to tell her uncle or aunt.After returning to the historian's house, she only said that she wanted to go to the countryside to get some fresh air.

Her uncles and aunts didn't care much about her, and they were afraid that if they said a few more words, Shi Xiangyun would be unhappy, and would go outside to talk about it, which would make the Shi family's reputation even worse.The Shi family still has a daughter who is about to get married, and a son who is about to get married, how can Shi Xiangyun affect other people because of him alone.

When Jia Baoyu returned home, he didn't tell anyone about Shi Xiangyun, and he couldn't let others misunderstand the relationship between him and Xiangyun's sister.Maybe after sister Xiangyun lived in the country for a period of time, it would be impossible for her to think about being with him and stop asking him to love her brother.

Thinking of this, Jia Baoyu felt a little lost. After all, Shi Xiangyun called him his beloved brother for so many years, but he felt a little more relaxed.This matter will be resolved soon. I am really not suitable for my sister Xiangyun. Even if she has the temperament to fight against those girls in the northwest, she still has food, clothing, housing and transportation.

Jia Baoyu and Shi Xiangyun are also childhood sweethearts, and they don't want her to live so hard.Sister Xiangyun should meet someone who treats her well, who can pamper her, love her, and hold her in the palm of her hand, not someone like herself.

Jia Xichun stayed in General Wei Lie's mansion for two days after Wang Xifeng's son washed three times before saying goodbye to his mother.

"I, I'm going to live in the Princess's Mansion." Jia Xichun said with a smile, "If mother misses me, feel free to send someone to find me, because I don't come here every day, if mother wants to see me every day When you see me?"

"Just treat you as a treasure, and I want to see you every day." Mrs. Zhang joked, "Even if you like a hairpin, you can't wear it every day."

"How can you compare someone to a hairpin? My daughter is obviously much better than a hairpin." Jia Xichun pouted.

"The hairpin can be carried with you, can you?" Mrs. Zhang said.

"Yes, I can't." Jia Xichun snorted softly, "My daughter can still bring you a lot of presents, can hairpins do it?"

"The hairpin can't, you can!" Mrs. Zhang said with a smile, "What are you arguing with the hairpin?"

"It's not that I want my mother to pamper me more, instead of looking at the hairpin more." Jia Xichun hugged Mrs. Zhang's arm and said, "The hairpin is for others to see, not my daughter."

"Okay." Mrs. Zhang nodded, "I will go to the princess mansion in the past. If you miss your mother, you will come back. Your yard is still empty. As long as your mother is here, it will always be empty for you."

Mrs. Zhang can only guarantee that she will be like that when she is still alive. If she is not here, I don't know what will happen.

Jia Xichun smiled and didn't say much, it doesn't matter if the courtyard is empty or not, there are so many wing rooms in the house, there is always a place to live.

After Jia Xichun returned to the princess mansion, he immediately started to arrange Shi Xiangyun's affairs.Since we want Shi Xiangyun to experience the hardships of the countryside, we can't let her live too well, and I can't go to a village that is too rich, but a poorer one.For Shi Xiangyun's safety, someone had to be secretly protected.

There is always someone like a hooligan in the village. In order to prevent Shi Xiangyun from being ruined by hooligans, someone still needs to protect her.And it can't let Shi Xiangyun find out that if the other party knows, the other party will feel that someone will rescue her at any moment, so he can do whatever he wants.

In real life, where people can be saved every time they encounter danger, if they can be saved, there will not be so many accidental casualties.

Jia Xichun made a selection, and finally arranged Shi Xiangyun to the village she had been to, at least to have a general understanding of the people there, even if there are local ruffians, they are still within the control range.So far, other villages have passed by, and this cannot be prevented, and people have to pass by.

In fact, if Shi Xiangyun went to the northwest, he could truly understand how hard it is there.When he went to the countryside in the capital, Shi Xiangyun still had something to rely on, thinking that it would be a big deal to go back to the capital. This place is so close to the capital, so there is nothing to be afraid of.

What people are most afraid of is that there is a retreat, because if there is a retreat, they may not work so hard.

Jia Xichun thought about the path of cultivation, but there was no way out. If he didn't work hard to advance, he might be trampled by those who came after him, or even killed and seized.As for Shi Xiangyun, before the historian's real defeat, before his home was ransacked, he still had other options. He could marry a better family to avoid disaster.

Shi Xiangyun did not go to Tai'an County Lord's Mansion, but went to Jia Xichun's Zhuangzi first as agreed.Jia Xichun also passed, so there was no need for Jia Baoyu to go.

"I don't care how much silver you bring with you. If you go to the countryside and get a house, you still have to spend money to buy this house." Jia Xichun said, "I will give you another 50 taels of silver here, even if you are rich and noble. You went there. During this period of time, none of you can go to the capital, once you go to the capital, it will be regarded as giving up, and it is you, Shi Xiangyun, who can't hold on."

"What if you are sick?" asked the woman beside Shi Xiangyun.

"If you are sick, you will be sick. Look at how those rural girls live, and you will live the same way." Jia Xichun sneered, "Do you still need me to teach you? Just this is unbearable, this is not the real Northwest. Smith, you didn't go to the northwest, but chose the countryside of the capital, which shows that you are a little scared, you can say that this side is closer, but can you ignore the fear deep in your heart?"

Shi Xiangyun really can't ignore the fear in her heart. Even though she embroiders all day long, the yard she lives in is good.If she is really asked to go to the northwest, how can she not be afraid, she is really afraid.In such a far away place, without other relatives, how could she hold on? If Jia Baoyu was there, maybe she could comfort herself that her beloved brother was also there.

So she gave up the Northwest without Jia Baoyu, and chose the countryside. She even thought that if the countryside was really difficult, she could try to persuade Jia Baoyu not to go to a place that was too difficult.She is not afraid of suffering, but she is afraid of her beloved brother's suffering. Poor and lowly couples are always sad.