[comprehensive] dear king

"Please, please let me go back." Kaori looked at Ereshkigal and begged softly. She didn't know what was going on with her, but she just felt that she couldn't stay here any longer.

She wants to go back, she has to go back.

If you stay here for a second longer, your heart will be flustered.

"Do you really miss that wayward guy so much?" Ereshkigal asked Kaori who was sitting on the side while lying on the bed, "But you have only been here for less than a day." According to the concept of day and night, Ereshkigal perceives the passage of time in this dark land that never sees the sun by virtue of his power as the mistress of the underworld.

However, time doesn't mean much to Ereshkigal.

"..." Xiangori stopped talking and curled up into a ball with her legs hugged. She couldn't walk around in the underworld at will, and it was impossible for her to escape.

"You really don't know what that guy thinks about you?" The goddess asked again, "I'm curious anyway." She picked up the nail file on the side and began to trim her nails, "Really Don't you want to see him doing his best for you?" Ereshkigal felt his girlish heart was boiling, "I don't want to hear the most exciting confession from him at all ?"

Her face was a little red because of the special excitement, "This is a scene that has been rarely seen in hundreds of years! That arrogant and unreasonable guy bowed his head for the sake of a young girl——"

"I want to." Kaori interrupted her, "I really want, I really want, I really want to hear him say that he likes me once." The girl lowered her head, but the expression on her face was not anticipation, but sadness, "But—— —I don't want him to bow his head, I don't want to see him bow his head—" Kaori grabbed her hair tightly and huddled into a ball.

——I am nothing to him, he will abandon nothing for me, and will not do anything for me.

Gilgamesh has no love for himself.

Dolls modeled on girls are so determined at heart.

No matter how you are with him, no matter what kind of daily life you have, he will not love yourself.

The puppet cried out.

Ereshkigal panicked, "Hey, ah, don't cry, I'm just joking, that guy doesn't have any deep hatred with me, I won't do anything to him, I swear, I am Anu □□Yi swears—oh, don't cry! Uwah!" She was hugged by Kaori's waist.

I am a greedy and shameful guy - I say that I just need to be by his side, but once I get there, I want more and more things - I can't control myself at all, I can't control myself.

Her personality gave her the love of all things in the world, but she couldn't control herself.

It would be great if this could be controlled, suppressed.

The puppet thinks so.

The puppet, who clearly understood her status, finally turned the grievances accumulated by the arrogant and unruly king these days, who never showed tenderness to her, into crying.

She wouldn't cry like that in his face, she wouldn't yell at him that she loved him—

"I don't know—" the puppet hiccupped in tears, "I don't know—"

I don't know what kind of feeling "love" is, and whether it can be called "love" now.

"Hello? You?" Ereshkigal put his hand on the back of Kaori's head. The girl was crying and trembling, and the goddess had no choice but to hold her face. "You are really an idiot." Said, "You should think about why you are attached to that man!"

The kid is an idiot, an absolute idiot, a super idiot!

Ereshkigal couldn't find a suitable adjective for a while-this is an obvious fact. The moment the girl cried bitterly, she already understood that although she is also an arrogant goddess with a girl's heart, However, she is the goddess who has been in charge of the cycle of life and death in this land since thousands of years ago.

Although she smiles, she only smiles for those who love her.

She was going crazy when she stayed by that man's side.

Anyway, let this idiot have a good vent first.

It was midnight in Uruk at this time, and after Enkidu came back, Gilgamesh didn’t make any decisions on the spot, but went on as usual, even ignoring Lixin’s advice, and he left the stall after dealing with the government affairs he had sent. Putting aside the rest of the non-urgent things, he took a shower and climbed into bed to sleep.

He hadn't been here for a long time, and he had never set foot in this place since he saw a world wider than that seen by humans or gods.

When he was young, the goddess who occasionally appeared, humming a lullaby, repeatedly told him the reason for his birth.

This is not surprising, people cannot choose their origin and the reason for their birth.

When Gilgamesh was a child, he respected the gods, ruled the country that was handed over to him wisely and wisely, and conveyed the will of the gods. Occasionally, he would see a little expression on the face of the goddess called his mother. smile.

Yet he had long since given up on such things.

The unruly king stretched out his hand and pushed open the door of his mother's temple, but the icon of the goddess who should be called his "mother" was sitting on the shrine. Like the general grandeur, the Goddess Rimatningsun was not surprised by the visitors, she just appeared on the icon, slowly opened her eyes and looked at the grown-up son in front of her without any emotion, " Why do you come here, O King of Uruk."

She doesn't even call him "son" anymore.

"Not for other things, just want to ask you some truth." He originally possessed the characteristics of omniscience and omnipotence. When creating him, the gods did not hesitate to give him the best things, and it was this excellence that made him loneliness and rebellion.

Wang didn't care.

He just wanted to know something from his mother who was a god.

Something that only the gods are qualified to touch.

There was no tenderness in the sense of a mother in Remat Ningsun's eyes, she just quietly looked at her son who was alive like a human being with the attitude of a god - he should have ruled this land with the vision and attitude of a god, However, at this moment, he is living like a human being.

"I already know the answer to what you want to ask."

The king's mother goddess looked at her grown son tenderly, "'Holy Grail of Heaven's Wish' and 'Princess of Rules' are just obsessed with the first person who can use it."

Possessing outstanding leadership, possessing a heart of pride that surpasses everything, you who own the happiest city in the world—the cup that is doomed to end, but chose you with an irresistible function.

"As the gods have chosen you."

——This cannot be called "love".

The Cup of Salvation has no concept of "love". She is just a puppet imitating the birth of human beings. She does not belong to the side of gods or people. If I insist, she belongs to "destiny".

The king left the mother's temple without a word.

Pretty much the same as he thought.

Gilgamesh is not an idiot who doesn't know what the girl in his arms is. In fact, he already knew these things when he called her a "doll".

It was the "doll" who chose him, not him who snatched the "doll".

Such a trivial matter would not hit Gilgamesh's self-esteem and pride that would not consider anyone at all, but he felt very irritated now.

Annoyed, even a little annoyed.

There is no problem in getting rid of that idiot here, there are as many women as you want.

The king, who was lying on the bed after returning from the temple of Rimat Ninson, thought of this, the musical instrument that Enkidu had retrieved was lying quietly on the side, he reached out and took it, hugged it in his arms, and gently plucked the strings , this song was sung by his mother to lull him to sleep long ago when he was a young child.

This is the last tender memory Gilgamesh has of his mother.

When he was plucking the strings, he found that the strings were a little loose. After adjusting the tone, he suddenly remembered the scene when he was holding that sad doll in his arms and teaching her to play the instrument one by one. The doll stared at her. His eyes were wide open, and his breath seemed to be filled with curiosity and joy.

It was a pair of eyes like the only shining star in the darkest night sky.

Not any different than any stupid human being.

Naturally, there is no need to find any excuses to abandon her. The girl is his slave, his property, his toy, even if she gets tired of playing and throws it aside, no one will accuse him of being ruthless and willful.

Another wave of irritability surged up in Gilgamesh's heart, even though the night was getting late, it made him sleepless—the scene in front of him was the scene of a girl eating dirt to gain mobility—always, always A girl who tries her best to learn to share the worries of others, a girl who always, always smiles for someone who loves herself because of her own characteristics.

Abandoning her is a matter of course, and taking her back——is also expected.

——If I’m not mistaken, what the goddess wants——

After all, among his courtiers, there are still many idiots who love her like a daughter and offer their true love to her, so it is naturally the duty of the king to take the girl back from the underworld for the sake of this loyal courtier.

Ereshkigal looked at the sleeping girl lying on the cold stone bed, and said to the sky lock who came again, "I want to give her back to you too, but you came late oh."

"Could it be that he ate something from the underworld?" Enkidu remembered Gilgamesh's instructions, and now he felt the same anxiety as his others.

"No." The hostess of the underworld shook her head, "It would be great if you came earlier." She sighed a long time, "This child fell asleep after venting. She seems to be— Sensing that guy was going to abandon her."

"Jill has no intention of abandoning her, so I came to ask the goddess again what you want." Enkidu smiled politely, "Although, my friend has already guessed."

"Well, I wanted to make a joke and ask him to give me all his treasures before I would let him go, but—what I want most is that this child can stay in the house for at least half of the year. The underworld." Ereshkigal reached out and touched Kaori's face, "But——she must stay in the underworld for a while in her current situation."

"why?!"

"Need to talk!" Ereshkigal suddenly exploded, "It's all your fault for your wayward and ignorant idiot friend! Keep injecting magic power into this child, and she has always been in an overloaded state close to collapse , the function as an 'instrument' conflicted with the newly born young sprout, and almost caused her personality to collapse—"

"'Little sprout'——" Enkidu seemed to have heard this metaphor somewhere, so he asked very naturally, "Is Kaori pregnant with my friend's child?"

"—I'm pregnant with your size!" Ereshkigal blushed and frowned, "It's the soul! The soul! Idiot!"

That small, young flame burning in the sea of ​​the girl's heart, which has not yet formed, is fragile and fragile at this moment.

A small soul of a human being.

— an almost miraculous birth.

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