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It has only been the last two days since the red-haired god judge came. As a social person, I finally sorted out my mood at a critical moment. Although these two days are not a night without dreams, I can still have a good time. fell asleep.
But today, when she closed her eyes, she felt that she was being pulled into consciousness by some force.
But that was the power that made her feel inexplicably nostalgic.
"Ren, can you hear me?"
Bencheng Lian could vaguely hear the other party's voice, but there was darkness in front of her eyes, and she couldn't find the other party's figure when she looked around.
"Who are you?"
It was a woman's voice, gentle and clear. In fact, Bencheng Lian had roughly guessed her identity in his heart, but he still needed to confirm it.
The other party said, with affectionate feelings in his voice: "You actually already know who I am, don't you?"
"Are you awake? Then why—"
"As a body that relies on an incomplete soul to maintain its existence, it is the limit to be able to persist until now relying on... the strength of Mikami Tsukimune. If I wake up, it will be the time when I will disappear soon." She Said, sighed.
Speaking of Mikazuki Zongjin, Honjo Rei suddenly remembered seeing her naked and wrapped in a coat before, and the smiling faces of Aoie and Ranto Shiro who had been beaten up with bruised noses and swollen faces. They could probably guess that she was here What happened during the hundreds of years of being imprisoned.
"Do you... hate him? You have been locked there for hundreds of years, and you have been doing such excessive things to you." Perhaps because he knew that he and her, the former self, did not have much time to talk, Bencheng Lian asked He asked impolite questions that he would never ask on weekdays.
The other party was silent for a while, and said: "At the beginning, I didn't even have my own consciousness, and I couldn't say whether I hated it or not. Later, I slowly regained consciousness, but it's a shame to say that at that time... my body was completely exhausted. I'm used to his existence. Hate...it should be hate, if he hadn't been in the middle, I should be able to get along well with Yiqiyi now. But now I have time to calm down, and I want to understand."
Maybe it's because she comes from the same origin as herself, and Benjo Rei can understand her thoughts and feelings, and can roughly guess what she has figured out. Also as a god judge, also as a person who has encountered such a group of obsessed and deduced palace scheming The main hall of men with swords.
"I regret that I didn't seriously observe the companions who accompanied me at that time. Thinking about it now, I was just immersed in my love at that time, and I couldn't think of it at all. They were indeed right. I have done very excessive and unforgivable things, but that is not their fault... As their judge, I am also at fault."
Honjo Rei suddenly remembered Yiqi Yizhen, the man who was beaten into a dagger because of the rebellion of the men with swords, was also Lian's lover.
"What about Yizheng in the first episode? Now because of you, he has become like this..."
"I'm sorry for him, but I don't seem to have time to accompany him. Can you please take care of him for me?"
"How can this kind of thing be entrusted to other people casually? Although he is with me now, the one who loves you in his heart must be you who have experienced so many good memories with him! Even if we were originally the same person, we should accompany him well It's you, not me... So, please persevere, I will find a way to renew your life..."
"If I survive, what will you do?"
Facing the other party's question, Rei Honjo remained silent.She has been avoiding this question. Before Lian appeared, Rei Benjo had thought about whether to simply return this position to her, but now that she was suddenly asked this question, she was a little hesitant.
If Lian, who has the memory of the past and that body, but does not have her powerful power, is left, will the men with swords and swords choose her, or will they choose themselves?
The other party is far more beautiful and gentle than herself, and they have precious memories with them. It is understandable that the men with swords want to continue living with her.Rei Honjo also knew that even in such a situation, there would be men with swords who had already confessed to her and would only stay by her side, but she did not want to usher in such an ending in her heart.
Now the men with swords and swords who accompany her by her side, Benjorei doesn't want to let go of any of them, even the Yiqi who originally belonged to Lian, she doesn't want to return him to Lian from the bottom of her heart.
——Did she become such a despicable and selfish guy before she knew it?
Bencheng Lian felt cold all over, but he couldn't stop himself from having such thoughts.
"...I, I..." Bencheng had been stuck in the shell for a long time, but he couldn't hold back a complete sentence.
Lian's voice was gentle but helpless, persuading her: "Selfishness is the nature of human beings. Before being a judge of the gods and the master of this pill, you and I are just human beings. Because human beings , will be jealous, will want to monopolize, will be sad... This, they are the same as us."
"Don't you hate me? It's like I'm going to take everything you have from you." Bencheng Lian unconsciously covered her heart. Although there was no external force, she felt that her heart seemed to be She was grabbed so tightly that she couldn't breathe.
"You and I are the whole of 'Ren', so how could you take everything from me? All of this was originally ours. Those who live short give up the opportunity to those who live long. Isn't it a matter of course?"
It was obviously a gentle persuasion, but Rei Honjo suddenly realized that the other party was not as pure and flawless as the men with swords and swords thought.Yes, after all, they are not all ordinary people...
"...It seems that my time is almost up. I don't know if I will meet him again in the next life..."
Lian's voice gradually became weaker and blurred, Benjorei unconsciously tightened his heart, trying to catch her, but found that he couldn't even catch her figure.
... Is she really going to disappear?
When Rei Benjo opened his eyes suddenly, it was already dawn, but he still got up earlier than usual.Panting heavily, she touched her forehead and found that it was covered in cold sweat.She immediately got up and put on her clothes, opened the door and walked towards Lian's room.
Originally, Lian lived in the same room with her, but later Honjo Rei usually stayed up until late at night in seclusion, so in order not to affect the other party, she was moved to another room.Smiling Aoe, Rantoshiro and Okurigara took turns to look after her, so she didn't have to worry.
Hearing her hurried footsteps, Ranto Shiro, who was guarding Ren's room, opened the paper door a crack while rubbing his eyes.
"The main hall? What's the matter for coming so early?" He seemed to have not woken up yet, with tears in the corners of his eyes.
"Lian... what about her? How is it now?" Benjo asked in a hurry.
"Huh? She still hasn't woken up, but she seems to be sleeping peacefully—huh?!" Ranto Shiro seemed to notice something strange when he looked back, and quickly got up and opened the door completely.
Honjo Rei also entered the room with Ranto Shiro. In the center of the huge room is Lian. She is like a Sleeping Beauty, sleeping there motionless, but now her body seems to be shining faintly. .Reminiscent of what Lian said in the dream, I am afraid that her time is approaching.
"Luan, please go and call everyone!"
"I see!" Ranto Shiro ran to call someone before he even had time to change his clothes.
Rei Honjo looked at Lian's body that had begun to mutate, with complicated emotions, which finally turned into a sigh.
As for the God-inspector, the men with swords and swords had rushed over as quickly as possible, and most of them were still in their pajamas.
"Main Hall! How are you?!" California Qingguang seemed to have stayed up late at night, his eyes were black and blue, and he ran barefoot to Ben Chenglian's side, carefully sizing her up, for fear of seeing anything unusual .
After being shaken by Qingguang, Honjo Rei, who was still in a trance just now, also woke up in the fastest time, and quickly explained: "It's not that I have any problems, it's Lian! Her body has become a little strange!"
Dagurigaro frowned, stepped forward, looked at it carefully, and said, "Her spiritual power is passing away. Although it's not obvious, her body has indeed begun to become transparent."
She is really going to disappear!
Obviously the existence of the other party makes him very jealous, but now facing the situation of disappearing, Honjo Rei still can't bear it.
She looked at Taro Taidao: "Is there no way to stop this?"
Taro Tachi doesn't have any deep bonds with the former god judges, even though she and Honjo Rei belong to the same person, she just said indifferently at the moment: "Unless you go to the real one, you say very strange clog hat, maybe there is something Method."
Candlestick Kiri Mitsutada shook his head: "Even if we activate the extension device to go to the present world now, we may not be able to guarantee that we will find Urahara who likes to run around. What's worse is that the time flow of the present world and Honmaru is different. If she came back before the appointed time, according to her crazy personality, she might transfer her anger to other Honmaru, or chase after the present world... Her power will definitely make the present world miserable, and the main hall probably doesn't want to see such a scene. "
Being able to keep calm at any time is the adult's spare time, and I have to say that his analysis really calmed Rei Honjo's mind.
"But..." Bencheng Lian was about to say something, but suddenly realized that something was pulling his sleeve, and when he looked down, he found that it was Lian's hand.The back of the opponent's hand, which was originally as white as beautiful jade, was emitting a faint light at the moment, and it was so beautiful that it didn't look like something that should exist in this world.
Everyone in the room looked at Lian who was lying on the quilt in unison. She opened her eyes slightly, as if she was struggling even to complete this movement.
"There's no need to do that. I don't want to... stay in this world as a substitute, as a fake." Lian said intermittently, "That will only bring me pain."
Sanri Yuezong didn't speak, he stood at the door, feeling that Lian's aura had completely dissipated, he couldn't help sighing silently.Anyway, even though she was basically a puppet state without self-awareness in these hundreds of years, she has been with him for so long, even if she is not the one he really loves, I can't help but feel deeply moved.
Rei Benjo subconsciously looked at Yiqi Yizhen who had been staring at Lian but hadn't said anything since just now. After thinking about it, he gave him the position next to Lian, and motioned him to come over with his eyes.Yiqi Yizhen looked a little confused, hesitated for a while, and came over anyway.
"...So when you were young...you were like this, haha." Lian said with a smile.
Yizheng was stunned for a long time before responding, but at this time, his eyes were no longer confused.Although the person in front of him has the appearance in his memory and his memory, he is no longer the person he wants to protect.Lian is no longer a complete person, and now she is just a puppet that has become dilapidated after hundreds of years, maybe leaving is also a relief for her.
"It seems...you already have a new goal, so...that's good." She said in relief, closing her eyes again without opening them again.
It has only been the last two days since the red-haired god judge came. As a social person, I finally sorted out my mood at a critical moment. Although these two days are not a night without dreams, I can still have a good time. fell asleep.
But today, when she closed her eyes, she felt that she was being pulled into consciousness by some force.
But that was the power that made her feel inexplicably nostalgic.
"Ren, can you hear me?"
Bencheng Lian could vaguely hear the other party's voice, but there was darkness in front of her eyes, and she couldn't find the other party's figure when she looked around.
"Who are you?"
It was a woman's voice, gentle and clear. In fact, Bencheng Lian had roughly guessed her identity in his heart, but he still needed to confirm it.
The other party said, with affectionate feelings in his voice: "You actually already know who I am, don't you?"
"Are you awake? Then why—"
"As a body that relies on an incomplete soul to maintain its existence, it is the limit to be able to persist until now relying on... the strength of Mikami Tsukimune. If I wake up, it will be the time when I will disappear soon." She Said, sighed.
Speaking of Mikazuki Zongjin, Honjo Rei suddenly remembered seeing her naked and wrapped in a coat before, and the smiling faces of Aoie and Ranto Shiro who had been beaten up with bruised noses and swollen faces. They could probably guess that she was here What happened during the hundreds of years of being imprisoned.
"Do you... hate him? You have been locked there for hundreds of years, and you have been doing such excessive things to you." Perhaps because he knew that he and her, the former self, did not have much time to talk, Bencheng Lian asked He asked impolite questions that he would never ask on weekdays.
The other party was silent for a while, and said: "At the beginning, I didn't even have my own consciousness, and I couldn't say whether I hated it or not. Later, I slowly regained consciousness, but it's a shame to say that at that time... my body was completely exhausted. I'm used to his existence. Hate...it should be hate, if he hadn't been in the middle, I should be able to get along well with Yiqiyi now. But now I have time to calm down, and I want to understand."
Maybe it's because she comes from the same origin as herself, and Benjo Rei can understand her thoughts and feelings, and can roughly guess what she has figured out. Also as a god judge, also as a person who has encountered such a group of obsessed and deduced palace scheming The main hall of men with swords.
"I regret that I didn't seriously observe the companions who accompanied me at that time. Thinking about it now, I was just immersed in my love at that time, and I couldn't think of it at all. They were indeed right. I have done very excessive and unforgivable things, but that is not their fault... As their judge, I am also at fault."
Honjo Rei suddenly remembered Yiqi Yizhen, the man who was beaten into a dagger because of the rebellion of the men with swords, was also Lian's lover.
"What about Yizheng in the first episode? Now because of you, he has become like this..."
"I'm sorry for him, but I don't seem to have time to accompany him. Can you please take care of him for me?"
"How can this kind of thing be entrusted to other people casually? Although he is with me now, the one who loves you in his heart must be you who have experienced so many good memories with him! Even if we were originally the same person, we should accompany him well It's you, not me... So, please persevere, I will find a way to renew your life..."
"If I survive, what will you do?"
Facing the other party's question, Rei Honjo remained silent.She has been avoiding this question. Before Lian appeared, Rei Benjo had thought about whether to simply return this position to her, but now that she was suddenly asked this question, she was a little hesitant.
If Lian, who has the memory of the past and that body, but does not have her powerful power, is left, will the men with swords and swords choose her, or will they choose themselves?
The other party is far more beautiful and gentle than herself, and they have precious memories with them. It is understandable that the men with swords want to continue living with her.Rei Honjo also knew that even in such a situation, there would be men with swords who had already confessed to her and would only stay by her side, but she did not want to usher in such an ending in her heart.
Now the men with swords and swords who accompany her by her side, Benjorei doesn't want to let go of any of them, even the Yiqi who originally belonged to Lian, she doesn't want to return him to Lian from the bottom of her heart.
——Did she become such a despicable and selfish guy before she knew it?
Bencheng Lian felt cold all over, but he couldn't stop himself from having such thoughts.
"...I, I..." Bencheng had been stuck in the shell for a long time, but he couldn't hold back a complete sentence.
Lian's voice was gentle but helpless, persuading her: "Selfishness is the nature of human beings. Before being a judge of the gods and the master of this pill, you and I are just human beings. Because human beings , will be jealous, will want to monopolize, will be sad... This, they are the same as us."
"Don't you hate me? It's like I'm going to take everything you have from you." Bencheng Lian unconsciously covered her heart. Although there was no external force, she felt that her heart seemed to be She was grabbed so tightly that she couldn't breathe.
"You and I are the whole of 'Ren', so how could you take everything from me? All of this was originally ours. Those who live short give up the opportunity to those who live long. Isn't it a matter of course?"
It was obviously a gentle persuasion, but Rei Honjo suddenly realized that the other party was not as pure and flawless as the men with swords and swords thought.Yes, after all, they are not all ordinary people...
"...It seems that my time is almost up. I don't know if I will meet him again in the next life..."
Lian's voice gradually became weaker and blurred, Benjorei unconsciously tightened his heart, trying to catch her, but found that he couldn't even catch her figure.
... Is she really going to disappear?
When Rei Benjo opened his eyes suddenly, it was already dawn, but he still got up earlier than usual.Panting heavily, she touched her forehead and found that it was covered in cold sweat.She immediately got up and put on her clothes, opened the door and walked towards Lian's room.
Originally, Lian lived in the same room with her, but later Honjo Rei usually stayed up until late at night in seclusion, so in order not to affect the other party, she was moved to another room.Smiling Aoe, Rantoshiro and Okurigara took turns to look after her, so she didn't have to worry.
Hearing her hurried footsteps, Ranto Shiro, who was guarding Ren's room, opened the paper door a crack while rubbing his eyes.
"The main hall? What's the matter for coming so early?" He seemed to have not woken up yet, with tears in the corners of his eyes.
"Lian... what about her? How is it now?" Benjo asked in a hurry.
"Huh? She still hasn't woken up, but she seems to be sleeping peacefully—huh?!" Ranto Shiro seemed to notice something strange when he looked back, and quickly got up and opened the door completely.
Honjo Rei also entered the room with Ranto Shiro. In the center of the huge room is Lian. She is like a Sleeping Beauty, sleeping there motionless, but now her body seems to be shining faintly. .Reminiscent of what Lian said in the dream, I am afraid that her time is approaching.
"Luan, please go and call everyone!"
"I see!" Ranto Shiro ran to call someone before he even had time to change his clothes.
Rei Honjo looked at Lian's body that had begun to mutate, with complicated emotions, which finally turned into a sigh.
As for the God-inspector, the men with swords and swords had rushed over as quickly as possible, and most of them were still in their pajamas.
"Main Hall! How are you?!" California Qingguang seemed to have stayed up late at night, his eyes were black and blue, and he ran barefoot to Ben Chenglian's side, carefully sizing her up, for fear of seeing anything unusual .
After being shaken by Qingguang, Honjo Rei, who was still in a trance just now, also woke up in the fastest time, and quickly explained: "It's not that I have any problems, it's Lian! Her body has become a little strange!"
Dagurigaro frowned, stepped forward, looked at it carefully, and said, "Her spiritual power is passing away. Although it's not obvious, her body has indeed begun to become transparent."
She is really going to disappear!
Obviously the existence of the other party makes him very jealous, but now facing the situation of disappearing, Honjo Rei still can't bear it.
She looked at Taro Taidao: "Is there no way to stop this?"
Taro Tachi doesn't have any deep bonds with the former god judges, even though she and Honjo Rei belong to the same person, she just said indifferently at the moment: "Unless you go to the real one, you say very strange clog hat, maybe there is something Method."
Candlestick Kiri Mitsutada shook his head: "Even if we activate the extension device to go to the present world now, we may not be able to guarantee that we will find Urahara who likes to run around. What's worse is that the time flow of the present world and Honmaru is different. If she came back before the appointed time, according to her crazy personality, she might transfer her anger to other Honmaru, or chase after the present world... Her power will definitely make the present world miserable, and the main hall probably doesn't want to see such a scene. "
Being able to keep calm at any time is the adult's spare time, and I have to say that his analysis really calmed Rei Honjo's mind.
"But..." Bencheng Lian was about to say something, but suddenly realized that something was pulling his sleeve, and when he looked down, he found that it was Lian's hand.The back of the opponent's hand, which was originally as white as beautiful jade, was emitting a faint light at the moment, and it was so beautiful that it didn't look like something that should exist in this world.
Everyone in the room looked at Lian who was lying on the quilt in unison. She opened her eyes slightly, as if she was struggling even to complete this movement.
"There's no need to do that. I don't want to... stay in this world as a substitute, as a fake." Lian said intermittently, "That will only bring me pain."
Sanri Yuezong didn't speak, he stood at the door, feeling that Lian's aura had completely dissipated, he couldn't help sighing silently.Anyway, even though she was basically a puppet state without self-awareness in these hundreds of years, she has been with him for so long, even if she is not the one he really loves, I can't help but feel deeply moved.
Rei Benjo subconsciously looked at Yiqi Yizhen who had been staring at Lian but hadn't said anything since just now. After thinking about it, he gave him the position next to Lian, and motioned him to come over with his eyes.Yiqi Yizhen looked a little confused, hesitated for a while, and came over anyway.
"...So when you were young...you were like this, haha." Lian said with a smile.
Yizheng was stunned for a long time before responding, but at this time, his eyes were no longer confused.Although the person in front of him has the appearance in his memory and his memory, he is no longer the person he wants to protect.Lian is no longer a complete person, and now she is just a puppet that has become dilapidated after hundreds of years, maybe leaving is also a relief for her.
"It seems...you already have a new goal, so...that's good." She said in relief, closing her eyes again without opening them again.
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