What should I do if I strayed into the dark Honmaru?

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Tsurumaru Kuninaga slowly recounted the wrong things he did at that time, and the bloody storm that happened in just a few days. Although Honjo Rei didn't think of it at all, the other party's words seemed to have magical powers , making her feel like she has gone back to the past and witnessed the scene with her own eyes.

When she heard "the comatose interrogator has woken up", her heart couldn't help but tighten - was Tsurumaru feeling the same way back then?

However, the other party's words stopped abruptly, he just stopped on his own, and didn't continue, his eyes were a little loose, he didn't know if he was already immersed in his own memories, or he saw the old man in a hazy place .

"Mr. Tsurumaru?" Honjo Rei originally didn't want to disturb Tsurumaru Kuninaga looking back on the past, but now she is also very confused and wants to know more so that she can make a more accurate decision.If it is not good, it must be Mr. Tsurumaru who left her alone to immerse herself in her own world.

Rei Honjo yelled several times before Tsurumaru Kuninaga came back to his senses: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I couldn't stop thinking about the past at the beginning. Where did I just say?"

"Speaking of the comatose interrogator...I...woke up."

Tsurumaru Kununaga gave a shallow smile, and the innocent and childish smile that was originally like a teenager turned out to be a little sad at this moment.

"I originally thought that you would cast angry glances at me when you woke up, and I was prepared in my heart, but I didn't expect that you at that time didn't even look at me, and they didn't even use Sanriyue Zongjin at all. Just look at it. At that time, not only me, but probably even their hearts were shattered by you. But who can blame this? The bottom line is that it was wrong to close your tender heart at that time Is it our own who is driven crazy by desire?" Tsurumaru Kuninaga said self-deprecatingly, as the culprit, he naturally knows the worst thing he has done.

Ben Chenglian closed his eyes and remained silent.

That is indeed a very excessive thing, and it is no wonder that "I" at that time chose to ignore anyone, but... If it was really me, I shouldn't have reacted like that at that time—at least I should It's right to show emotions: anger, sadness, disappointment... It's far from having no emotions and ignoring everything around you.

——She herself knows what kind of person she is, and her heart is far from strong enough to treat what happened to her as if it never happened at all.That looked more like a deliberate reaction to concentrate on resisting the enemy.

It's just that they were too shocked at that time, and there was nothing they could do about it.

Tsurumaru Kuninaga let out a long breath, and she didn't know if it was Rei Honjo's illusion, but she always felt that his face had become paler.Or is it just that his white body is too eye-catching in the pitch-black black cavity, which caused her to have an illusion?

"...That is a battle that we can't get involved at all. Even if our stats are not inferior to other Honmaru's swords, it is not a realm that we can get involved in. We can only worry about you on the sidelines, and worry about Feel remorse and loss for your own incompetence, until you try your best to defeat that guy..."

Before the other party finished speaking, Honjo Rei imagined what the next development would look like.If everything went so smoothly, there probably wouldn't be as many moths as now, and my past self wouldn't be so seriously hurt—there wouldn't be my current self.

The man's eyes were full of nostalgia and longing. Even though Benjore knew that he was the God-inspector they missed in the past, even though he had similar thoughts and thoughts to that person, he was already two completely different people. personal.

"You are a gentle person. Even if it was an enemy, you didn't kill her immediately, but that person would not appreciate it. He carried out the final sneak attack while you were exhausted. At that time, did I replace her?" You blocked the attack before you had time to react, and that blow almost knocked me out of my wits, but I don’t regret it at all—you finally looked at me, as worried and distressed as ever, and I saw the usual you again. However, we You were too slack, the red-haired guy still had a back move, and you finally came back to your senses and pulled me behind, and used the last blow to fight against the opponent."

"Both of you are injured, and I suffered such a powerful impact, the injury was even worse. Sanri Yuezong was farther away from them, but they did not escape from the impact, and they were all seriously injured. Everyone fell on the ground and could hardly move. , you too, if your body was not still rising and falling due to breathing, I would have thought you were dead. I tried my best to crawl towards you, trying to speak... But I know, I have not lived long. Until In the end, I also failed to say the word 'sorry' to you, that is the thing I regret the most."

Rei Honjo was infected by Tsurumaru Kuninaga's sadness and remorse, and was speechless for a while.

She should be angry, because no matter what he did, what he did was undoubtedly an invasion of a person, a betrayal of the trust of her past self, but now after hearing all this, she feels even more sorry for him .

If I could have noticed more at that time, instead of just being immersed in my love affair alone, maybe the relationship between this Honmaru's companions, the way the sword man and himself get along might not have evolved to such a bad state the point.

Honjo Rei just wanted to say something, but found that Tsurumaru Kuninaga's body began to become transparent, and wanted to hold his sleeve in panic, but he avoided it.

"Mr. Tsurumaru!"

"It's not good to stay in this place forever, it's time to go out and scare them." Tsurumaru Kuninaga smiled, like a naughty child, "If you delay any longer, I may not be able to open the black box for you in time." cavity."

Rei Honjo felt that her eyes were instantly blurred by tears. Although she and Tsurumaru Kuninaga had only been together for a short time, and even had time to talk about the past, she still didn't want to watch someone disappear before her eyes.

Taking a deep breath, Rei Honjo quickly recalled the healing spell, but before the spell was applied to Tsurumaru, he was stopped by the other party holding his wrist.His hand was very cold, Bencheng felt that it was like a ball of ice and snow wrapped her hand, but she was reluctant to let it go, because she knew instinctively that as soon as she let go, he would really melt like ice and snow without a trace.

"I'm so happy, I can see you showing such an anxious expression to me again at the last moment...why can't I stay longer..." He sighed in a low voice, covering the other hand The back of the city's pity, "I'm sorry, I did that kind of thing in the past, I should have committed suicide and apologized a long time ago, but I still want to be with you selfishly...even if it's just by clinging to your soul. , looking at you without even saying a word."

Rei Honjo's mood is very complicated, no one will feel good after receiving so much information in a short period of time.

"Mr. Tsurumaru...why did you tell me these things?" She didn't understand, if Tsurumaru was really such a selfish person, he could have kept concealing such disgraceful things, at least in her mind In the movie, Tsurumaru's image will not be shadowed by that past.

"This is my sin, and it's something you should know. If you are unlucky in the future and forge me again, or pick up a new me on the road, you can justifiably indifferent to me or even hate me, even if you are It’s okay to kill me with a sword...that’s the punishment I deserve.” Tsurumaru Kuninaga smiled wryly, “That’s the most terrible punishment for me.”

Rei Benjo just shook his head: "I can't forgive you on behalf of the past, even if I heard that past from you, I am no longer the past me. However, I will not forgive you who may meet in the future It's really unfair to you to do that kind of thing..."

"You are so gentle to the point of foul." Tsurumaru Kuninaga sighed, at this moment, most of his body was transparent, "Come on, I'll open up the dark cavity for you."

As he said that, he opened the black cavity, and the speed at which his body disappeared became faster, and Rei Honjo couldn't even feel the feeling of him touching his hand.

She has to go.

There are still companions waiting for her outside, and former companions, as well as the chaotic past and present waiting for her to make a choice.

But Rei Benjo felt that his legs were nailed to the ground, and it was so difficult to lift them up.

She hesitated for a moment without looking back.

"Thank you, Tsurumaru-san, for telling me everything."

Although she didn't see anything, she felt that the people behind her were stunned.

"Actually, what I said just now were just nice words. I just... want to talk to you more."

As soon as the lonely words fell, Honjo Rei felt a thrust from behind and pushed herself out.

The glare of the sun made Rei Honjo unable to open his eyes, and could only act with the inertia of his body falling.

Is she going to die here?

Just as Rei Honjo was thinking so, she fell into a warm embrace.

"The main hall!"

The irritated eyes hadn't been fully opened yet, and Honjo Rei, who had just experienced those ups and downs and was restless, didn't carefully distinguish who was catching him.

"Taro... sir?"

"Sorry, it's not Big Brother, it's me." The man joked.

——So it was Jiro.