[Comprehensive English and American] Every live broadcast wants my life

I dare not turn around because I don't know how to answer him.

The trio glanced back and forth between Draco and me in embarrassment.

"How about..." Hermione tucked the book under her arm, and pulled Harry and Ron up with her hands respectively, "Shall we leave first? You two seem to have something to talk about."

Originally, the atmosphere of the three of them was still very depressed, and Harry was still very angry and irritable.

However, in just ten seconds, everyone's attitudes changed dramatically.

I went from being strategic to panicking.

Harry's anger and Hermione's and Ron's worry and surprise turned into wanting to rub their feet and run away.

Although they misunderstood the reason why Draco wanted to pursue me, judging from their expressions, Draco's face should be in a bad mood at this time.

"No."

Seeing the trio who were about to slip away after speaking, Draco and I uttered a voice to stop them, and the movements of the trio immediately froze.

……

I took a step to the side and turned to look at Draco.

Because he was worried that Harry would face the danger alone at this time, without my help, Sirius would probably still be cannon fodder.

But why Draco?

I looked at his gloomy face, puzzled.

"I have something to tell you later, Potter." Draco looked at Harry, but seemed to be explaining this to me, "Now, I want to talk to Ginny."

His voice is really not happy, not even calm.

"Can't we talk about it later?"

I winked at Ron, hoping he or someone would interrupt me, now is really not the best time to confess to Draco.

Mostly I can't confess at all.

And I'm afraid that Draco will be angry. At this critical moment, if I see him angry, or have a conflict with him even if it is a small conflict, I will not be able to deal with every tricky task with peace of mind when I go to the next world. .

"No."

Draco shook his head, he grabbed my wrist, and his tone was irrefutable.

He was really smart enough to realize that I had been winking at Ron and the others, so he walked in front of me and stood between me and the trio.

"The human form appears!"

Draco took out his wand from his pocket, and flicked his hand out twice, there was no other figure in the entire corridor, and the wand didn't send a reminder that there was someone nearby.

He then shook his hands again and used the Silencing Charm.

"Stop winking, let your poor eyebrows rest," Draco snorted coldly, "Your brother has already seen your distress signal, but why do you think he pretended not to see it?"

He gripped my wrist harder.

"Because he thinks what I'm doing is right, do you think he would like you to go on an adventure with Potter?"

It hurts, but I was even more surprised to him, and the words of surprise blurted out.

"Your observation skills are so good."

I did not expect.

Not only did Draco see that I was calling Ron for help and got in between us in time, he even saw that something was wrong with Ron.To be honest, I didn't even see that Ron ignored me and didn't react because he didn't want me to take risks.

Because of my personal emotions, my first reaction was 'Ron is too stupid to understand what I want to express'.

But Draco, who had a deeper prejudice against Ron, was impersonal in his observations.

The spell he used when he was going to talk to me was also very appropriate, and when I was talking to the trio, I just remembered to keep my voice down.Even if they were particularly afraid of being overheard by others, no one suggested using some magic spell to prevent eavesdropping.

If I were like him, I am afraid that the embarrassing situation where Draco questioned me now would not exist.

"did not expect."

Draco suddenly laughed after repeating my words.

"Oh, yes, of course you can't think of it. What do I look like in your eyes? A naive, nonsense, rich man with no IQ who is full of thoughts about you?"

"I……"

I'm stuck.

He's right, that's the way Draco is in my mind, and it might sound like I'm biased against him, but that's what I like about Draco.

It can be said that it is really not a nice thing to say.

"No," he interrupted, "I do have you on my mind, but that's not what I want to tell you."

"Ginny, I know you have kept many things from me." Draco frowned, his face sinking into water, "Whether it's the coma every summer vacation, or the special concern for Moody. I used to doubt it, do you remember The time I went to Moody's office because I was worried about you?"

I nodded and he continued.

"I see what you fear, some of whom I don't know, but more of whom I know."

"Your twin brothers, one is missing an ear and the other is dead. Dumbledore's body, the Headmaster's body."

"I can explain." Concealment is still my first choice, "I like them so I am afraid of their death. This is no problem, why do you doubt me because of this?"

"Moody was too fierce to me. When we got along with each other in private, Moody acted very weirdly and scary. I didn't think he was an Auror at all. Not only that, I also thought he was a dark wizard at the time."

"..."

Draco's sneer flashed across his face.

"Okay, even if what Moody said makes sense. But how could I see Cedric's death in it?"

There is Cedric?

I opened my mouth in surprise.

"Do you like him too?"

No, I don't like him.

Before I could answer, Draco continued.

"But you don't know Cedric well. You can't explain that."

When he first took my hand, I felt Draco's cold palm.

At this time, feel again, has become warm.

"I know almost all your relationships at Hogwarts, including you and Cedric. You never spoke to Cedric before the Final Four. You said you liked him?"

I shook my head.

"But you predicted that he was in danger. You said that you just thought Moody was wrong, but how did you predict that they would be in danger through Moody?"

I can deduce that if it was Holmes he could even think of the reason through Moody's bottle.

This is not surprising.

But I didn't speak, didn't move out of Sherlock.

It's not that I'm not sure if Draco knows about 'Sherlock Holmes', but I don't want to put those reasons on him anymore.

I understand now.

Draco knew a lot of my doubts, my odd behavior, no wonder he reacted like that when I pulled out the first sentence of explanation.

"I know you think I look careless, and I know you think I don't notice everything."

"But it's not."

"I just pretended I didn't see it and didn't pursue it."

……

Ok.

I underestimated Draco.

I will be moved for a long time because of his occasional cleverness and wit, and I will admire him because of his occasional talents.

I would also think that the maturity and stability he showed in front of me was just a forced effort.

I love his childishness, bad temper, vexatiousness, and carelessness.

Although occasionally I still hope that he will become more mature and stable.

But now I realize that his ingenuity, his calmness and sharpness, his maturity and stability are the original him.

The Draco I knew, and the Draco in front of me, were both him.

It's just that the side I know is the side he showed me first.

How to do?

"I'm sorry. I admit it."

I sniffed.

"I have kept many things from you, and I really underestimated you. But since you can see so many details, then you can also see that I like you."

I pretended to be relaxed and asked him.

"What should I do? Do you want to break up with me? Because I have concealed many things from you, and even if you expose me in person now, I still..."

The previous record of losing his voice because he wanted to tell Harry the truth is vivid in his memory.

At such a critical juncture, I couldn't risk it just to explain it to him.

Run the risk of being both unexplainable and losing your voice.

"...still can't tell you, can't explain to you."

Draco didn't answer me.

His silent appearance made my heart skip a beat, and I was afraid.

Although I put forward the breakup sentence as a joke, he didn't refute it immediately, and he didn't speak yet.

Draco hesitated.

Did he also think about breaking up with me?

After all, we have been together for two years, which is long enough even if the time I was in a coma is removed.There have been so many petty fights between us, and I have never mentioned breaking up once.

Today is the first time.

"Well then, I see."

His silence seemed to give me a response, and my heart seemed to be suddenly pressed by a huge stone, making me unable to breathe.

I like Draco.

I don't want to break up with Draco.

But I want to save Sirius, I can't just watch Sirius die in front of me like this, although I haven't had much communication with him, and I don't have much affection for him.

I pull my hand back, trying to free my wrist from Draco's.

But with great power comes great responsibility.

I know what's going to happen in the future, that's what I'm capable of.

It is my responsibility to do everything I can for them.

Even though it's sad to lose a relationship, if it's the only option, then I just hope that after everything is sorted out, after the Dark Lord dies, I can tell Draco all about it.

It doesn't matter if he already has a new crush by then, or if he still can't forgive me.

I am willing to think about him in my heart and live with my liking for him. This is also good, and it is not difficult.

As long as everyone lives well.

"separate……"

He gritted his teeth and repeated it, as if he was going to swallow me alive.

"The only result you can think of, the only solution, is to break up with me?!"

Not only did Draco not allow me to take my hand away, but he pulled me into his arms and glared at me viciously.

"Even if you can't tell me, even if it's a secret. But you can call me to help you do things, you can let me wait until you can tell the truth after you've dealt with it, you can even tell me without saying anything, let I trust you."

"You obviously have so many choices."

"But the last thing you told me was breaking up?!"

"No...I..."

I am not, I just thought you would choose to break up with me.

I……

I can't go on, I can't say it at all, I'm ashamed, guilty, ashamed.

Yes, Draco should be angry, I obviously have more choices, but I'm still afraid of him hindering me.All my reactions came down to being that I had no confidence in his feelings, that he wasn't reliable for me.

"Sorry……"

"I don't want an apology, Ginny." Draco sighed, his tone slowing down. "You know I don't want your apology."

But what do you want?

I wonder, I really don't understand Draco now, what exactly does he want from me?

Don't want this, don't want that, don't even want my explanation, so what do you want?

"It doesn't matter how many secrets you know. It doesn't matter how much you have concealed from me or continue to conceal me. I hope you can ask me to help you."

"I..." I shook my head, "I can't."

I am sorry.

Under normal circumstances, the help of one or more people can be more powerful.

But now it's different.

I'm going to face Voldemort, and I don't want Draco to have anything to do with Voldemort at all.

And Voldemort has changed, he is very different from the original Voldemort.

I can't determine how dangerous this matter is now, will only one 'Siris' be lost?

And most importantly.

I love Draco.

There was no way I would let him go.

"Well, I expected that."

Draco laughed helplessly, as if mocking himself.

"Maybe my ability is not enough for you to believe? Oh, don't refute," he put his index finger on my mouth, "It doesn't matter, no matter why you don't want me to help you, I agree, yes , even if you tell me not to help you, I can make concessions."

"But there's one thing I can't budge on."

"Don't get hurt, Ginny. Don't pass out again, even if you don't care."

"Please, protect yourself, even if it's just for me."

……

Draco doesn't want my explanations, my reasons, not in the past, not in the present, or even in the future.

He can trust me wholeheartedly without any reason.

He can make concessions on anything, the only thing he can't compromise is to let me protect myself.

"Thank you, Draco."

Instead of the usual passive mode, this time, I took the initiative to hug Draco.

"You are much more mature than I imagined. Although I seem to know you again, whether it is the former Draco or the current one, I swear, my heart is moved."

"Huh," he patted my head, "that's the best. All my trust in you comes from your feelings for me. You'd better prove how much you love me. If you really love me, then Come back to me soberly, otherwise, if you have any accidents, it means that you have been lying to me."

"You never loved me."

Obviously he was worried about my safety, so he could knock me out and take me away.But Draco didn't, he just told me to protect myself.

Even my determination to go, he knows.

The next thing went smoothly, Draco didn't stop me, but after talking to me, he pulled Harry to talk for almost a minute.

I don't know what they talked about, but Draco basically said a word and Harry nodded desperately.

What agreement do they seem to have reached?I hope that in the world I am going to this time, there will be a master of lip language, so that I can get along with him for a while to learn lip language skills.

Although Ron didn't agree with me going, he didn't mean to stop me after seeing Draco finish talking to me, so he couldn't stop me.

Gryffindors know Gryffindors best.

Since they belong to the same department, how can the people in the Lion Academy be cowards?

The trio and I had infiltrated the Department of Mysteries as they had planned, and Neville Longbottom was there.

Harry produced the orb with the words engraved on it, and Voldemort moved with all the Death Eaters who were lurking in the shadows.

"Leave it to me, Potter."

Voldemort's voice was as weird and hoarse as I heard it in the movie, like his pet snake Nagini.

Few people's voices can be described as snakes.

But Voldemort can, the 'whispering' Parseltongue speaks so much that even in normal sentences his voice becomes like a snake, every word he says is like a snake lying on top of us Same.

Hairs stand on end.

"Give it to me."

Voldemort stepped out of the shadows, the tip of his wand glowed, and by the light of his wand lit I saw his face.

Like his voice, it was creepy, with no nose, no eyebrows, two empty nostrils and a bald head that made him look both funny and scary.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but I felt that when Voldemort was looking at Harry, he took a moment to look at me?

"Hand over, Potter." Lucius' voice sounded behind me, and I turned around sharply to meet his gaze, "Hand over the prophecy, and no one of you will be hurt, and you can leave immediately."

His voice was drawn slowly, and he looked at me the whole time he spoke.

Lucius even gave me the look, knowing what he meant without thinking, urging me, urging me to let Potter hand it over.

"Who said that?" A woman's voice sounded, angry and shrill, but she was speaking in a normal voice, "Lucius, the master is here, who allows you to promise them without his consent?" ?”

There may be something wrong with her throat.

I looked at her, and she licked her lips with a pointed tongue after she finished speaking.

Nausea.

Crazy.

She is Bella.

Bellatrix Black, Voldemort's most loyal follower.

It has been said that she was Voldemort's mistress, but this has not been confirmed.After all, who would have the guts to explore the Dark Lord's private affairs, and then publicize it?

Even though Voldemort has been dead for more than ten years, people still use 'youknowwho' when calling him, and people dare not even say his name.

Voldemort didn't speak, he looked very lazy, and raised his hand, as if sending a signal that had been agreed long ago.

The next fierce battle was about to start, Sirius was not here at all, it was just the bait Voldemort used to lure us.

But Harry didn't know it until now.

While protecting us, he yelled 'Sirius', and he hasn't given up looking.

Harry continued to ask until we were surrounded by each other, and we were all injured in varying degrees.

"Where's Sirius?"

I was also looking for Sirius, but I didn't look elsewhere, but I watched Bella's position the whole time, and I went wherever she went, and I followed her closely.

And more interesting is Lucius.

A few times I accidentally fell down and was almost hit by the green light, because his spell 'accidentally' cut off the attack on me.

What ended up hitting me was nothing more than a few minor injuries.

Hard work pays off, and finally I personally confirmed my conjecture that it is useless to search for Sirius desperately.At the end, when the members of the Order of the Phoenix rushed in to start a fierce battle with the Death Eaters, I saw Bella's expression was wrong.

She looked excited as if she saw someone.

Without even thinking about it, I rushed towards the direction where she raised her hand, and sure enough, that dark place was Sirius who was fighting.

At this time, Bella behind me should have raised her hand to cast a curse.

I heard her loud, high-pitched chant of spells.

I felt the green light behind me.

I also saw Sirius' hand outstretched to me and the way Lucius behind him suddenly looked at me and frowned.

"Ginny!!"

Sirius yelled at me.

The feeling of dizziness reappeared.

I tried to turn around, Bella's green light didn't seem to hit me just now, who blocked it?

But she seemed very reconciled, seeing that I started to shake my unsteady body, she raised her hand and used the second 'Avada Kedavra'.

I fainted.

But before I passed out, I didn't feel any pain. I saw a green light interrupt her chanting from the side

"Bella, stop!"

A scold.

In whose arms did I fall?

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