Woke up and Heard I Was Married

May 1996, 7, cloudy.

In July, the lotus blossoms.

Jianbang, even if our love is shameful in the eyes of outsiders, please hold my hand.

Because you are my only courage.

——Ye Qing's diary.

Zhou Weiping and Ye Xuan faced each other, Shao Si stood beside Gu Yanzhou, his eyes unblinking.

System: [I just left for a while, why is the atmosphere suddenly tense?What is this for? ]

[The revolution breaks through. ]

[Is it going a little too smoothly? ] The system pondered and said, [I always feel that this matter is not that simple. ]

[Look first before talking. ]

Although Shao Si responded casually, his heart sank suddenly.

He didn't know what the suffocation in his heart was for, it was probably some kind of intuition - he felt that this matter might not be that simple.

After a while, Zhou Weiping stumbled to his feet, bowed his waist slightly, as if he couldn't use his feet.He staggered two steps forward in a daze, put his hands on Ye Xuan's shoulders, and finally stabilized his figure, and said with difficulty: "Who are you? How do you know this...you...you and Xiaoqing..."

Ye Xuan was obviously much calmer than him, her gaze was fixed on the bright incandescent lamp not far away, her eyes hurt a little, but she didn't blink, and said: "Don't worry, we'll talk about it when Ou Dao wakes up." , have a good talk."

Ou Dao was diagnosed with acute alcohol poisoning.

After coming out of the emergency room, I was transferred to the general ward. I was given a bottle, and I didn't know when I would wake up.

Seeing their current atmosphere, Shao Si wouldn't want to rashly bring up the topic just now, it's too inappropriate.

So he had no choice but to look at Ou Dao lying on the hospital bed for a while through the translucent glass, then turned his head and asked them: "Aren't you hungry, do you want to go out for something to eat?"

Ye Xuan and Zhou Weiping didn't even raise their heads.

"...It seems that there is no one."

Shao Si was leaning against the wall, his wet clothes were already half dry, he was about to ask if he needed to pack it back when Gu Yanzhou patted the back of his head: "What do you want to eat, I booked a few restaurants nearby Room, clean up your body first."

Shao Si raised his eyes and looked over: "Do you have clothes?"

Gu Yanzhou: "Let Chen Yang buy a few sets temporarily."

Shao Si: "..." This manager really wears several hats.

After thinking about it, he was more concerned about another question: "May I ask, what's his taste like?"

Gu Yanzhou looked him up and down, and said meaningfully: "You can also choose not to wear it."

Shao Si: I'm sick.

Since Ye Xuan was holding an umbrella the whole time, she didn't get much rain on her body, so she sat there quietly, without raising her head, and said, "You guys go, I don't need it."

It was more than an hour when they returned to the hospital again.

Director Ou is still awake.

It was almost late at night, and the hands of the wall clock on the wall turned round and round.

Shao Si was half lying on the chair, drowsy.

I don't know how long it has passed, Chen Yang stood at the door and said to them: "Wake up! Wake up!"

Shao Si was about to go in with them when the phone suddenly started vibrating like crazy.The moment the phone was connected, Li Guangzong yelled angrily: "Where the hell are you?!"

Even Gu Yanzhou who was standing by the side could hear these words clearly.

Shao Si stretched out his arms, moved the phone away, frowned and rubbed his ears, and said, "What's the noise? If you want to call me again, just hang up the phone, and come back to me when you calm down."

"You are capable, you didn't even say hello, just ran away secretly like this, who will be responsible if something goes wrong? Ah?! You didn't answer the phone call, and turned off the phone..." Li Guangzong was so angry that he After expressing briefly, he suppressed his anger and asked softly, "Okay, I won't scold you, tell me where you are now?"

Shao Si said perfunctorily: "...I am taking a walk outside."

"..." Li Guangzong couldn't hold back anymore. He stood up from the sofa chair suddenly, paced back and forth in the room, breathing very heavily, "Walking... If you mean walking... If you and Yingdi Gu are squeezed together in a small grocery store, if you take out a few steel coins and a small bill in your trouser pocket for a long time, it's very good, you've walked very well!"

"What?" Shao Si stopped in his tracks and stopped walking, his heart skipped a beat.

In that room, Li Guangzong hadn't organized his language well, and he didn't focus on the main point after speaking.

Gu Yanzhou, who had listened to the whole process, lowered his head and fiddled with the phone twice, then held the screen in front of Shao Si: "Hot Search."

[Wang Moumou]: I don’t have anything to say, let’s watch the video yourself, ha ha. [/video link]

Shao Si couldn't help but swear.

None of this video was secretly shot from outside, but directly used the surveillance video of someone else's store.

The picture quality is rough. Although the two of them are tightly wrapped, there is a scene where Shao Si pulls down the mask slightly because he feels too stuffy, and breathes for a while.

Shao Si glanced briefly, and was suddenly a little curious about what the trending search had labeled them.

So he turned back and saw a new topic rising on Weibo's hot search list: late-night rendezvous between poor ghosts and couples.

……

Netizens definitely don’t want to eat this set, just go to the grocery store without bringing money, how idle it must be.

With this thought in mind, Shao Si clicked on the comments from netizens.

However, the full screen is:

——Oh my god, it's so cute!Originally, I cleaned up a bunch of things, but when I swiped the card, I was stunned hahahaha, so I had to put everything back first.

——Has anyone noticed that at seven minutes and six seconds, Papa Shao couldn't believe that he only had four steel coins in his pocket, and he wanted to go to the film emperor Gu hahahahaha.

——I ate this wave of poor dog food.

Shao Si was dumbfounded: "What are they all about?"

Gu Yanzhou withdrew his hand: "I would like to know why a store that doesn't even have a credit card machine installs surveillance."

...that's a really good question.

However, now is not the time to pay attention to such things, Shao Si hung up the phone after reporting the name of the hospital.

A group of people were crowded in a single ward, and Ou Dao's breathing was still a little disordered. He opened his eyes and stared straight at the ceiling, not knowing what he was looking at.

The hospital gown was especially loose, and it looked a size smaller on Dao Ou.

"I'm sorry to cause you trouble." Director Ou said slowly, fingers curled up on the bed sheet in a weak gesture, "I'm fine, you guys go back first, there's still play tomorrow... I can do it alone OK."

Ye Xuan said that when Dao Ou woke up, she would discuss this matter.

Sure enough, under their watchful eyes, Ye Xuan slowly said: "Director Ou, I would like to introduce myself to you again. My name is Ye Xuan, and Ye Qing is my uncle."

Ou Dao struggled to get up, the infusion needle on the back of his hand almost fell off: "What did you say?"

Shao Si also showed some surprise at the right time, because he had already guessed in his heart.

Sure enough...

kinship.

"When I was very young, I found a diary in the attic at home." Ye Xuan slowly closed his eyes, and when he mentioned that memory, his face showed embarrassment. I can't read, but I can understand the word 'leaf' on the title page, because I also have it in my name."

The old time is like a door that has been covered in dust for a long time. Every time you push it open, you will be choked by the dust that shakes off from it, and you will suffocate.

Ye Xuan was just a child at that time, she threw the diary in an unknown corner.

It wasn't until many years later that she suddenly had to move, and when she was sorting out her things, she found that diary again in the corner of the attic.

This time she recognized it. The owner of this diary is Ye Qing.

It is a very thick book, because of the poor binding technique, and the inner pages have been scattered, and even a few pages are missing.

This diary has accompanied Ye Qing for many years, and the sexuality suppressed by himself and the society can only be expressed freely when writing the diary.

He's gay, how tolerant was society of being gay 33 years ago?

Ye Qing's own statement about having no father and no mother is actually false.The Ye family is a scholarly family. As the much-loved youngest son of the Ye family, he has been placed with many high hopes since he was a child.It's just that who would have thought that he would become a stain on the Ye family.

1992.3.1, rainy.

It seems that I met my eldest brother on the street today, but he doesn't want to see me.

Maybe I should change my name...but the name 'Ye Qing' is my last link with my family.There are so many people with the surname Ye in the world, as long as I don't tell them, no one will know.

1992.3.17, sunny.

I like to sing opera, only on the stage, no one will point fingers at me.

I pretended to be Concubine Yu and fell in love with Xiang Yu. I sang the song of persuading the king to drink and listen to Yu, and danced and danced to relieve the king's sorrow. Everyone clapped their hands and applauded.

Only then will I be free.

Ye Xuan: "I never knew who Jianbang was written in his diary. I asked someone to check, but there was no such person."

Zhou Weiping didn't dare to look at her.

"Why are you able to continue living as if nothing had happened? When you denied it before, I felt something was wrong. Later, I followed you secretly."

That night Ye Xuan stood at the door of Zhou Weiping's house, seeing the joyful scene inside, she felt chills all over.

Zhou Weiping said after a while: "You live in the 21st century. You have lived in a relatively open environment since you were a child. In the education you received - homosexuality is normal. But if you go back to 30 years ago, at that time, the whole world They don’t treat us as human beings.”

"I can't bear this pressure—it's too difficult. I just want to live a normal life, and I want my parents and elders to hold their heads up in front of others...Even Ye Qing, he can't support it...I think I have the right to choose.”

Ye Xuan laughed as he listened: "Do you think that's why he committed suicide? He's not that weak, because he chose to hastily end his life because he lived in an unrecognized world."

Zhou Weiping was taken aback: "What?"

Shao Si was listening carefully, when the door was suddenly opened with a "bang", and before Li Guangzong came in, the voice came first: "Shao Si——you stand still, I have to fight you today!"

"..."

Li Guangzong was full of energy, stepped forward with one leg, raised his sleeves, and geared up: "Hey, today either you die or I live."

For a while, the ward fell silent.

Several people looked at the door together.

Shao Si rubbed his temples with a headache: Damn mentally retarded.