dead like husband

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Nan Si swallowed, and said in his heart, "Then are you willing to be my partner?"

But no matter how thick-skinned, Nan Si knows that this is impossible.It was impossible for Tao Rusi and himself to be together in the past, and it is impossible now.

Seeing that Nan Si was nervous, Tao Rusi didn't say much, and sat back in his original place again, taking a sip of the tea that was put on the table just now.

Nan Si Xiaolu's heart was also at ease, but he still didn't know how to place his hands.

Confession

Tao Rusi flipped through what Nan Shi had written, sometimes raised his eyebrows, and sometimes raised the corners of his mouth to smile.

Nan Shi was very nervous, and wanted to kill his former self, why didn't he write well, write some messy things by himself, and he would be ashamed to face others.

Tao Rusi kept silent, but Nan Shi felt like ten thousand horses galloping in his heart.He would secretly peek at Tao Rusi, wondering why this man became more and more charming, with enviable peach blossom eyes, a straight nose bridge, and a tendency to purse his mouth when he was not speaking. You wear glasses, more and more want to make people commit crimes.

The doorbell rang again, and Nan Shi knew that this was the takeaway he ordered just now, but unfortunately it was really not the timing, why did he deliver it when he was alone with the person he liked.

Tao Rusi looked at Nan Shi who brought back the food, and said with a smile, "Unfortunately, I originally wanted to invite you to dinner, but it seems really unfortunate."

Why is it so unlucky today, Nan Shi thought to himself, if he had known, he would not have ordered takeaway, which made him miss the chance to have dinner with the male god.Obviously should start again, but made a mess because of myself.But it seems that it doesn't matter anymore. Let's not talk about Tao Rusi's sexual orientation, but he will never like himself. Nan Zaixin has a B number in his heart, and usually just yy is enough.

"But Mr. Nan, can you really not give me a chance?" Tao Rusi said again.

Although Nan Shi felt that he was very shameless, he just felt that Tao Rusi did it on purpose, deliberately smiling like this to seduce him, otherwise why would he nod without hesitation.

"Huh?" Tao Rusi was puzzled, but he still didn't know whether Nan Zhan wanted to go or didn't want to go.

"Wait for me to change my clothes!" Nan Shi ran back to the room and quickly searched for a more wearable dress.As an otaku, he doesn't even want to go out, let alone buy new clothes.

Tao Rusi didn't take Nandi too far, so he ate at a nearby restaurant.Nan Die looked at the menu, hesitant, he is addicted to spicy food, he can’t eat without spicy food, obviously the food here is not to his liking, but the kindness of the male god can’t live up to it, Nan Die reluctantly ordered two dishes, and let Tao Rusi order.

Tao Rusi glanced at the menu, ordered several appetizing dishes, and carefully poured water for Nan Zhan, "I also like spicy food, but if you have a weak stomach, don't eat too spicy food."

Nan Si was stunned for a moment, "How do you know that I have a bad stomach?"

"Is this difficult?" Tao Rusi smiled, but did not answer Nan Si's question directly.

"Oh!" Although he didn't get a specific answer, Nan Si was as sweet as eating honey, as if he hadn't been cared about like this for a long time.In the past, when his stomach hurt, Nan Die almost rolled on the ground, took medicine and drank water in a cold sweat, and then curled up on the bed waiting to die.

Nan Shi’s stomach problem was acquired when he was 1.7 or 1.7 years old. At that time, he couldn’t eat a proper meal. He only ate when he was hungry. He also smoked, drank and stayed up all night. His body was like this He was ruined invisible by himself, but fortunately he was remedied in time, but Nan Zi was also very thin because of this, only [-] meters [-], and because he was too thin, he didn't look [-] meters [-].

"Like a little hamster, so cute." Tao Rusi couldn't help but rubbed Nan Shi's head, looking down and giggling, he really wanted to hold him in his arms.

Originally, Tao Rusi just smiled at himself and it was enough to make people blush and heartbeat, but this sudden head-touching kill was like a critical blow, making Nan Si speechless, really like a hamster, staring at him with wide eyes. With Tao Rusi.

"Excuse me, let's eat!" Tao Rusi withdrew his hand and didn't say another word.

Nan Die was not very embarrassed, he kept his head down to eat, and he didn't know what he was chewing, but he just felt like eating a piece of favorite candy, which was very sweet.

After eating, Tao Rusi thoughtfully sent Nan Shi back home.The two stood at the door, Nan Shi didn't know what to say, he was a bit reluctant to leave Tao Rusi, and couldn't find a reason for him to stay.But it's not awkward for two people to stand like this, it reminded Nan Shi of a poem by Gu Cheng:

we stand and don't speak

it's very beautiful

There is a door, don't open it

It's ours, and it's beautiful.

It's a pity that I and Tao Rusi are not lovers, they are just unrequited love, maybe Tao Rusi is already married.Thinking of Tao Rusi holding hands and kissing with other people, Nan Si suddenly lost his strength.

"Have you thought about what I said?" Tao Rusi spoke first.

"What?" I don't know when Tao Rusi got so close, Nan Di bumped into his chin as soon as he raised his head, he couldn't care about himself, and wanted to see how Tao Rusi was doing first, "Are you okay?"

Tao Rusi held Nan Shi's hand, "I'm fine. I heard that a small number of articles written by the author are related to his life. When he is in love, the novels are full of the taste of love. When he is sad, he can read from the article. I can feel his loss, so Mr. Nan, should you think about it, try to find a partner, maybe you can write a few good articles."

Is this deliberate seduction?Nan Die was very happy looking at his hand that had not been let go, but he hadn't seen her for so many years, and Nan Die didn't know whether Tao Rusi was married or had a date.He wanted a friend like Tao Rusi, but he didn't know how to start.

Tao Rusi saw that Nan Si was in a daze all the time, and his nympho appearance was equally fascinating, so he wrapped his arms around Nan Si's waist, lowered his head and kissed him.

Nan Si thought of his own stealing kiss back then, but because he was too guilty, he didn't feel anything.But now it is obvious that Tao Rusi's soft lips are rubbing against his own, and wanting to taste the taste of that mouth, Nan Zi opened his mouth on his own initiative, allowing Tao Rusi to go deep.

"I'm single now, I don't know what Mr. Nan wants?" Tao Rusi lightly touched Nan Bi's lips with his index finger, it was so ambiguous that Nan Bi was almost fainted.

"What... what?" Nan Shi really didn't react, the pie that fell from the sky hit his head all of a sudden, was what Tao Rusi said just now true, or did he not hear clearly at all? , There are two villains in Nan Shi's mind who have been fighting.

Nan Shi continued to remain silent, and it was unexpected that Tao Rusi was not married yet.

"It seems that my charm is not enough to make Mr. Nan look at me. I offended you just now." Tao Rusi was a little embarrassed, but still stared at Nan Shi.

"No, you are fine, it's my fault. No offense, but I was a little confused just now." Nan Shi said quickly, not only did he not offend, but on the contrary, he liked it, after all, he opened his mouth on his own initiative.

"It is indeed my fault that I didn't get your consent, but... I hope you can think about it." Tao Rusi took a step back, "I still have something to do, see you next time."

"Goodbye." Nan Si hadn't reacted, and didn't close the door until Tao Rusi's back was out of sight.

Nan Si didn't think about why Tao Rusi wanted to be with him so suddenly, he was in a daze, and he still couldn't believe it.

"Did Tao Rusi really kiss me just now?" Nan Shi touched his lips, his cheeks were flushed, and his first kiss came true to Tao Rusi.Bah, what's the first kiss? I secretly kissed Tao Rusi while he was asleep. Even though it's been many years, I still remember it vividly. I was the shameless person who took away the first kiss.

Nan Si sat on the ground, the image of Tao Rusi kissing him was always in his mind, the corners of his mouth were raised, and he couldn't get down no matter what.There was still Tao Rusi's half-drunk tea on the table, Nan Zhan gently wiped the rim of the cup, kissed the cup, and then fell into a nympho that couldn't be extricated.

The phone rang, it was an unfamiliar number, Nan Zi didn't hang up as usual, but picked it up immediately, because he guessed it was that person.

"it's me."

A familiar voice came to his ears, Nan Zi bit his lips and chuckled, "Is there anything else?"

"I forgot to tell you just now. From now on, I plan to come here every half a month to guide you. You..." Tao Rusi laughed again, "Would it be inconvenient and too disturbing?"

"Convenience and convenience." Nan Shi replied quickly, and after finishing speaking, he felt that he seemed too urgent, but it would be best if Tao Rusi could come every day, it would be a good thing to just look at the beauties without coding.

"I see, uh... Remember to think about what I told you just now." Tao Rusi also felt a little uneasy in his words, as if he was afraid that Nan Shi would refuse.

"I'll think about it, see you next month." Nan Shi wanted to tell Tao Rusi right now that he was willing to be Tao Rusi's boyfriend, but it seemed too unreserved, so just be patient for half a month.Half a month later, Bai Yueguang, who was originally unrealistic in his heart, really became a reality.

But isn’t Tao Rusi the one who likes girls? Nan Shi still hasn’t forgotten that in high school, the girl standing next to Tao Rusi and giggling all the time, only girls in love can smile so sweetly, and she looked at Tao Rusi At this time, the things in the eyes can be seen.

Maybe they broke up, Nan Shi guessed, but it's none of his business, Tao Rusi is a treasure if he can be with him, why should he care about his past affairs.Nan Shi's originally peaceful life has been completely messed up because of Tao Rusi's sudden appearance.

Hamster

Nan Si remembered that Tao Rusi used to be very clean, so he planned to clean it in half a month.