sick white moonlight

Time passed so slowly, every weekend, Lu Chen would leave school and come here to help take care of He An.

In addition to some pocket expenses and some necessary expenses for living and studying, he summed up the money he got every month and sent it home to subsidize his family.

Later, after the two got acquainted, Lu Chen would push He An out, take a walk in the small park nearby, or take him on the bus in the city to visit his own school B University.

For the gossip of System 007, He An still chooses to ignore, argue, and explain the three laws.

Because these are useless at all, for System 007, who is the emperor of brain tonic, it only believes what it believes, and it only makes up what it wants to make up, and it never treats the so-called facts correctly.

He An, who was too lazy to care about it, let it go, and had to find something to do for the boring it, so he didn't ask or explain.

So 007, who thought he could see through everything, became more and more enthusiastic.

Fortunately, He An felt that he was in good condition.

After more than half a year of hard study, He An felt that he had finally roughly mastered the original master's studies.

Thinking of the progress of this completion, he was somewhat satisfied.

Is it easy for him?It's not easy.

His life, his past, and his memory are blank, but fortunately, he has always been receptive.

Although this body is so-so, he is still alive anyway, so he accepts all of this calmly.

It’s just that there is a chatterbox system nagging in his ears every day, and there is a dilapidated body that always wastes his study time. Fortunately, his brain is really good, otherwise He An really doesn’t know what to do!

It's just that, no matter what, it should be impossible for him to give up studying.

He An is very sure of this, because the moment he saw the book, he understood what joy, what is enthusiasm, what is stubbornness.

He thought, maybe, he was born to love knowledge, and the meaning of his existence is to pursue knowledge.

Other than that, nothing else.

As for Lu Chen, he mostly admired it, maybe a little curious.

So he chose to help him. To be precise, he just provided a little opportunity, and whether he can catch it or not depends entirely on the person himself.

……

In the winter of the first winter vacation in the university, Lu Chen did not go back. Relying on the signboard of B college student, he successfully found a job as a private tutor in city B, with a high salary.

After sending back a lot of money back home, Lu Chen even used the money to wear new clothes that he hadn't seen for a long time.

At that time, the most popular items in City B were not only sportswear, but also brightly colored sportswear.

Perhaps due to the impact of reform and opening up, in the fifth year since the resumption of the college entrance examination, the public's pursuit of clothing seems to have been liberated at once, and the colors of the clothes have become more, no longer the usual black, blue and gray, and even small. Part of the fashion has become popular.

At that time in City B, when walking on the street, nine out of ten people were wearing sportswear, and the rest were going to buy sportswear.

Seeing that the students love to wear it, the teachers love to wear it, and everyone is wearing it, Lu Chen is also a little bit ready to move, wanting to catch up with some trends.

However, when discussing this topic with He An, He An's views on sportswear made him completely dismiss the idea.

"I think I still prefer light colors, too bright sportswear lacks a certain aesthetic feeling, and it is easy to expose people's shortcomings, and it can't modify people's appearance well. Of course, if you like it, you can do whatever you want. "

"After all, a person's life can be said to be very long, and it can also be said to be very short. If you can't pursue what you like and love, you will be bound all your life and dare not let go of yourself. It seems that it is too uninteresting."

"Precisely, I think that's life, or just living, not life."

When He An said this, he was sitting in a wheelchair, holding a book in his hand, with a calm expression.

His words were not inflammatory in any way, but his demeanor was so natural, as if it was only right and proper, no one could change his mind.

It was the first time that Lu Chen heard He An's views on what people should do in life.

It is completely different from what is said to teachers, parents, and books, to love the motherland, to be filial to parents, to respect teachers, to get along with classmates, to be an upright person, etc.

This made Lu Chen ponder for a long time and reconsider his life.

If your parents are not good parents at all, not qualified parents, the teacher is not a good teacher, and your classmate is someone who has done many bad things and likes to bully you, then what should you do?

Do you abide by the norms imposed on you by society, or go far away without restraint.

I am willing to bear the infamy, but also to obtain a space where freedom is not oppressed.

Lu Chen doesn't know about others, but he himself understands that he loves his motherland, he loves his family, and he respects some of his teachers.

But now, in the dead of night, he would also think that he sent back a lot of money, and he never needed his parents to worry about, and even now he has almost become the pillar of the family.

He never complained to his relatives, and it was not easy for him to declare himself.

In the eyes of his family, he is a steady elder brother and an eldest son who doesn't need to worry about being successful.

But he also had hesitation, loss, and even fear.

But he just buried these in his heart and endured them silently.

It seems to be his normal state to report good news but not bad news.

Recently, he misses the friend who guided him to help him more and more.

Although the misfortune of fate befell him, he did not lament and give up, but stood up tenaciously, faced all these bravely, persisted in learning, and lived calmly.

Sometimes, Lu Chen had to admit that he was not as good as him.

People who have gained too much often have a harder time getting back up when they lose than those who have never gained.

……

In the winter of that year, an event that had a great impact on the country of Hua happened.

Huaguo's first supercomputer was successfully developed, and at this time Lu Chen was still a college student busy with tutoring and studying.

In the spring of the following year, many things happened.

Under the great wheel of the great era, ordinary people in that era basically could not predict the so-called future.

This was the case with Lu Chen. At this moment, all his thoughts were only on what he could touch and feel in front of his eyes.

For him, not much has changed, except that the clothes people wear are no longer the same.

Occasionally, he accompanied his friends to read in the library in the city, took a walk in the nearby park, and chatted.

There were even one or two things that made him remember deeply.

He remembered the middle of April, when the two of them were shopping in a state-owned mall.

There, they meet a woman they both know.

The woman was tall and slender, her black and beautiful hair was tied up, revealing her small, exquisite yet bright facial features.

Wearing a rare yellow dress, it is very eye-catching and outstanding.

Lu Chen remembered her, it was a previous cultural palace event, and the two met by coincidence.

The two of them are both college students, and the two of them have a lot of family burdens, and they can get along quite well.

However, Lu Chen did not expect that his friend also knew this woman.

Moreover, it was far more familiar than he imagined.

"Brother Lu, why are you here? Are you here to buy something?" Zeng Xiaozhu was no doubt surprised to meet this man here, a man she couldn't explain clearly in her heart.

She thought that she did have a crush on him, otherwise, they wouldn't have talked so deeply that night.

"Are you a salesperson here?" Lu Chen asked in front of the counter.

"Well, yes, I come here every weekend and have been doing it for several months." Zeng Xiaozhu smiled slightly, her smile was undoubtedly sunny, and she even said it with a bit of cheerfulness.

Lu Chen wasn't puzzled at all, because at this time, being a salesperson in a big shopping mall was indeed a good job, and if there wasn't enough help, most people wouldn't be able to do it at all.

He An was looking at things at the first few counters, and Lu Chen was waiting here. He knew that the person would always choose carefully, and he would definitely not pick a good one after a while.

Thinking of this, he looked at Zeng Xiaozhu, who was wearing a yellow dress and was eye-catching, and asked aloud.

"Your mother, how is it now, is the situation all right?"

"Fortunately, it's her. She always worries about me being outside alone."

"Although my father is gone, he still has a few friends who are willing to take care of me and my mother." Zeng Xiaozhu bent her head, a little embarrassed.

"My current job was introduced by my father's former friend."

Thinking of this, she sighed.

"It's always a good thing that someone is willing to help." Lu Chen said comfortingly.

"Sometimes, I wonder why it's so difficult to rely entirely on myself." Zeng Xiaozhu nodded her toes and responded in a low voice.

"Don't think too much, my current job was introduced to me by my teacher." Lu Chen looked at Zeng Xiaozhu who was a little depressed, and smiled.

"Brother Lu, you have found a job." Zeng Xiaozhu asked curiously.

"Yes, it's been a long time."

"Tutor?" Zeng Xiaozhu guessed.

"I did a lot of time during the winter vacation before this, but I haven't done it recently."

"Then what are you doing now!" Zeng Xiaozhu was very curious.

Lu Chen smiled and said nothing.

It wasn't until he turned around and saw He An who had almost bought something on the opposite side, that he slowly said in a teasing tone, "See, I'll take care of our young master now."

He just focused on looking at Lu Chen in front of him, and didn't notice the paleness and discomfort on Zeng Xiaozhu's face beside him.