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"Naturally, to fight and grab." Xiao Ziyu said bluntly.

"It's not as easy as you said." He An turned to look at the man's sharp eyebrows and smiled.

"To fight or not to fight, it's still the same after all. It should be yours, it's yours. If you can't take it, you can't take it away. After all, you have to go back to the original point."

"Except for you, there is no one else suitable for that position." Xiao Ziyu looked at him, his eyes seemed to be burning with fire, as if he was waiting for a result.

"People will always change. If..." He An chuckled, "When that day comes, I won't know anyone anymore, so what should I do?"

"I'm not afraid." Xiao Ziyu looked at the man in front of him, with handsome eyebrows and slender eyes, and a flirtatious white dress. He smiled lightly and was in high spirits.

What is it like to be old?

Obviously he has already experienced it before, he has seen the situation from young to old, but now he doesn't want to think about it, if this person is old, Xiao Ziyu paused, if he changes, so be it!

Just like myself, when I was young, how could I want to get my own personality when I was old, and I was not even willing to admit it.

"It's extremely cold at high places, I don't like it." He An sighed.

With that kind of superior position, naturally one cannot do what one wants to do as one pleases.

"That should be yours after all. If you don't do it, others are not worthy of it." Xiao Ziyu said calmly, "When the mountains and rivers are overturned, the world is like a melting pot. You can't think about it, you can't regret it, you can only struggle forward .At that time, it will be too late to regret it.”

"You're afraid of me!" He An sighed.

"Don't be afraid, you can do it, they will support you, no matter what you do, as long as you give them what they want, they will only follow you closely, and dare not have any complaints against you. Even if there is, they I will just bury it in my bones and dare not say anything." Xiao Ziyu comforted in a low voice.

He has long seen this situation clearly. The so-called people's hearts are nothing but a union of interests. The so-called parties are just people with common interests gathering together.

"That's right, but after they die, they can say whatever they want." He An smiled coolly.

"Just worry about the past, don't care about the name behind. I know you, like me, don't care about that kind of thing..." Xiao Ziyu lowered his eyes and said slowly.

"You are wrong!" He An interrupted him coldly, "I care a lot."

Xiao Ziyu raised his head in shock, the words spoken by the person in front of him were so cold, like splashed water that completely poured him out, his heart was empty, and the rest of the words could never be uttered.

"I care more about reputation than you. Without reputation, it's hard to move an inch. You don't have to argue, I know you don't care what others say about you in the future, because..." He An's face became more and more cold, and his voice became more and more serious. more dull.

"You always think of yourself as a martyr, you always think about your own goals, you never consider other people's ideas, you are arrogant and stubborn, and you don't listen to other people's opinions."

The voice became more and more serious, and at the end, He An cursed fiercely: "Tell me, what kind of fate can a person like you end up with? You are obviously harming others and yourself! It is not enough to harm yourself, but also To hurt relatives and friends."

What a harm to others!What a harm to others!

When Xiao Ziyu heard this, he suddenly laughed mockingly.

He got up suddenly, walked in a hurry, didn't care about anything, even staggered a little, and even bent his back quite a bit.

The man was right.

He is the most unscrupulous person in the world, ignoring the king, ignoring the country, and even disobeying the teacher's persuasion, colluding with the queen, supporting the young emperor, concentrating the power of the government on himself, and even abolishing the young emperor in the end, risking the world It's a shame.

It was once rumored that this is not the Chu family's world, this is obviously his Xiao Ziyu's world, the court of the Shu Party he led.

Forming cliques for personal gain, deceiving superiors and inferiors, he didn't do anything, he just put on a beautiful skin to cover it up, and he really regarded himself as a virtuous person, which is ridiculous, he is really the most ridiculous person in the world.

The reason to support my belief in doing it is actually for the people of the world, for the country and the country.

What a big flag, everyone believed in it, so he was tricked into boarding the pirate ship.

Talking too much, doing too much, actually deceived himself, and really thought that he was such a person, it was really absurd.

After thinking about it, he was just selfish, he only wanted to do what he wanted, and he never cared much about others or the people behind him.

Thinking of what will happen to those who sincerely support him after he dies, he can't wait to get drunk. After losing his life, he doesn't want to wake up again. What's the point of living alone.

The world of mortals is ridiculous, and the world is also sad.

Laughing and sighing, he suddenly took out a blank piece of paper, pinched a lake pen, with a sloppy posture, rough ink, holding his breath in his heart, and vented his writing, until finally he wrote a whole page coherently.

After finishing writing, he looked at the pen and ink and smiled bleakly.

He didn't tidy up, and when he saw the bed, he lay down on it, in a daze, for a whole night.

After waking up, Xiao Lingyin touched his body before he calmed down. He heard the conversation last night clearly and did not dare to miss anything, but after thinking about it and thinking about it several times, he was still a little puzzled.

Thinking of what the possessed person said, he felt a little dazed for a moment, and he naturally thought that way too.

When it comes to parents, it is as vivid as yesterday.

The rise of the youth, the care of the teacher, not long ago, I have grown up like this, time really flies.

Suddenly recalling that person's swearing, Xiao Lingyin didn't know what to do, he knew that the two of them had something to hide from him, but he was a little timid, he didn't want to ask him personally, he just acted like a child.

What's more, what the man said suddenly not only seriously injured the possessed old ghost, but also caused several pains in his own heart. He naturally knew the arrogance buried in his heart, especially for literati. , he studied poetry and books since he was a child, and he had to be taught by a mentor who is a great scholar in the literary world. In addition, he is also considered to be intelligent. And jealous.

Not to mention that when reading and writing strategies on weekdays, she is often praised by her teacher, and occasionally criticized, Xiao Lingyin also knows that it is because her teacher is afraid that she will be too spoiled and lose her usual heart.

What does it mean to harm others and yourself, and I am not that old ghost, Xiao Lingyin thought bitterly, feeling a little aggrieved.

Forget it, have something to think about.

Xiao Lingyin looked out of the window, the morning light was twilight, he packed his bags, and was about to take out a book to study carefully, but he saw a cursive script on the table, like flying dragons and phoenixes, with light strokes, extremely chic and agile, but between the lines, it was clear Written with regret and remorse.

Xiao Lingyin remembered that it was the old ghost who wrote in a hurry last night, he was also very angry at that time, hating the old ghost for making that person unhappy, so he became listless and ignored what the old ghost wrote.

Looking at it carefully now, I suddenly feel sad, and thinking about my future, I can't help but cover my face and weep.

It was a sacrificial article, with only a few words, it was full of the pain of parting in life.

Let's not mention it here, but said that He An saw Xiao Ziyu leave in a hurry yesterday, he did not quibble, he did not look back, he was obviously out of breath, he sighed, but he was also relieved, and his tightly bound heart was at peace down.

Although it was a sudden decision, it was not something that I hadn't thought about a while ago, but now it seems that it is just a good thing.

I'm afraid that person won't come to him, but it's okay.

With a daze, it was the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, and the Lantern Festival came.

The palace city is deep, the dark green glazed tiles and the vermilion city walls complement each other brilliantly, the cornices at the corners are solid and exquisite, the night is slowly sinking, the lamps in the palace have already been lit, and a few people can be seen from a distance carrying a step towards the In Minhui Palace, the maids who passed by on the way bowed and knelt down one after another. Everyone knew that this was the most favored concubine in the palace, leaving the Hall of Compassion and Peace where the Empress Dowager lived, and was returning to the palace.

As soon as he stepped down, a court lady in Tsing Yi stood in front of her, bowed her head and turned her body sideways, extremely respectful.

"Your Majesty, Your Majesty has already gone to the city gate."

"What's the matter?" Concubine Liu Gui walked into the bedroom with the help of the maid, and asked in a calm voice.

According to the past practice, the emperor should be on the tower at this time, she was not surprised, it was just that the close maid said so, and she also knew that naturally there were some important things to tell herself.

"Today, Your Majesty went to Dajue Temple to offer incense." In the hall, the maid dressed in pine frost green had a serious complexion and a bit of anxiety on her pretty face. Say something more.

Concubine Liu Gui sat on the couch, and after hearing this, her expression did not change, she just said indifferently: "This is also normal, after all, they are biological father and son, blood is thicker than water, and the eldest prince has not returned to the palace for a long time, just in time to offer incense. , Take a look at him once or twice, Your Majesty, this is the kindness of a father."

The maid said again: "Your Majesty, you don't know, His Majesty also took the Eldest Prince to the tower, and the two prime ministers are also on the tower."

After hearing this, Concubine Liu Gui's face remained unchanged, but she felt somewhat helpless.

She asked again, "What about the second and third brothers?"

In the palace, for the concubines and emperors, most of the time, the most common name is brother. The second brother refers to the second prince, and the third brother refers to the third prince.

Concubine Liu Gui naturally knew that the fourth prince she gave birth to was not too young. As early as a few years ago, His Majesty promised to make his own child the crown prince.It's just that the ministers complained quite a lot. The imperial edict issued by the emperor had to go through the political affairs hall. In the early years, His Majesty had issued an edict, but it was unknown afterwards.Up to now, the crown prince has been vacant for so many years.

The heart of an emperor, until now, she still doesn't know what the person next to her pillow is thinking.

She naturally disliked this prince who stood in front of her son and took up the status of the eldest son.

But in the past, she knew that the emperor's heart was always on her.

Among the concubines in the palace, besides myself, who else understands the emperor?Presumably, even the Empress Dowager Su, who is the emperor's biological mother, had some estrangement from the emperor. Although there was a mother-child relationship, but because the Empress Dowager Su was quite a bit like the former empress dowager to take power, although she did not succeed in the end, Your Majesty took control of it safely and securely. However, this good mother-child relationship has been greatly reduced.

"Your Majesty brought the First Prince alone this time."

Concubine Liu Gui's heart skipped a beat when she heard the words, and finally felt a little cold.

At the family banquet in the palace five days ago, she was reprimanded by the emperor.

For the first time in so many years, in front of the empress dowager, she expressed her dislike for herself.

She was naturally angry and felt ashamed.

Fortunately, the day before yesterday, the emperor came to her palace in person to comfort her and let her not worry, and even gave her a lot of things to calm her heart.

But as time goes by, she also wonders if she is about to fall out of favor.

Although the emperor is a loving person with a pure nature, sometimes she also worries about what to do with her children in the future.

Such things as foreign relatives are extremely avoided in the court.

Even the queen mothers of the two dynasties did not dare to take too much care of their relatives.

She has a second elder brother, and because of her, she has received a few errands, which can help one or two, but it is not of great use.

The courtiers in the court look down on her, and she doesn't know about the disputes between the court and the opposition all these years.

When she was established as the imperial concubine, she had already been criticized by the ministers. Originally, there was no title of imperial concubine in the palace, but the emperor wanted her to go further, but because the empress was still there, a higher rank was added to the rank of imperial concubine. High grade, extremely respected, second only to the queen.

"Your Majesty, you don't know that there are rumors in the palace that His Majesty is going to make the eldest prince the crown prince." The maid continued.

"Why so fast?" Concubine Liu Gui lowered her eyebrows and said again, "Don't talk about catching wind and shadows."

"I'm worried on behalf of my empress. For so many years, His Majesty clearly likes Prince Zhen the most, but those ministers just refuse?"

"Enough!" Concubine Liu Gui scolded, "You have been by my side for so many years, don't you know my nature?"

"The emperor's favor to me is the greatest blessing in my life. As for the rest, you don't need to say more, I already know it in my heart."

The maid was startled when she heard this, and immediately shut her mouth, standing aside.

Concubine Liu Gui recruited a few attendants to change her makeup, she went to the Empress Dowager's place before, she was exhausted, when she heard this news, her heart was heavy.

Her slightly wrinkled and extremely haggard face was reflected in the smooth bronze mirror.

Years make people old, she couldn't help but helped her face, and sighed a little.

At present, the only thing to do is to "wait", and wait for the emperor to return to the palace after watching the lanterns, and then play by ear.

She believed that His Majesty would give her a satisfactory answer. After being with her for many years, she was clear about his feelings for her.