sick white moonlight

When he woke up, he didn't know what year and month it was, his mind was dizzy, his thoughts were full of thoughts, and he didn't know what he was thinking. Xiao Lingyin just looked at the person opposite him sitting on the bedside, wearing a suit Plain and clear white shirt, the back is too thin, clear and bright.

Outside the tightly closed window, the halo of floating light that came in from afar lightly fell on the slightly exposed round shoulders of the man, white and transparent.It is like a jade stone that has been soaked in water for thousands of years. It is translucent, elegant and light. When people see it, they want to hold it in their hands and enjoy it.

Thinking of last night, I was secretly ashamed, and for a while, I didn't know what to say.

After being silent for a while, he wanted to speak and move his body, but found that his body was not under his control at all, and he couldn't say what he wanted to say.

Then I only heard myself say lightly, "Last night..."

I don't know how, but Xiao Lingyin faintly felt the embarrassment and annoyance in these words, and it was even too absurd to speak.

The emotions during this period are enough to see the embarrassing situation of its owner.

However, he did not speak, nor could he control his body.

It was the old ghost possessing him, Xiao Lingyin suddenly realized.

However, now I can actually watch his situation from the sidelines.

According to what he said so far, could it be that he also watched from the sidelines last night?

Xiao Lingyin's heart skipped a beat, and he felt extremely embarrassed. This kind of situation really made it difficult for him to deal with it. At the same time, he felt a little melancholy in his heart.

Although my mind was a bit confused last night, but now that I am awake, I naturally remember what happened before.

The moonlight is like water, and the heart is like a melting pot, with a little bit of warmth, vividly in my mind.

"Last night, nothing happened." The man didn't turn around, just said that.

Xiao Lingyin was stunned, all the thoughts in his mind before were waved away, he only looked at that person with his own body.He is constrained by this narrow body, but he cannot control his body, like a bystander, and he can only use his body to see, hear and smell.

In the past, there was no memory of the body being controlled by the old ghost, but now they can watch, but they still cannot communicate with each other.

The old ghost who controlled his body coughed lightly, and didn't say much else.

The man stood up, his black hair scattered, and his feet landed on the ground.

Xiao Lingyin saw that he had fastened his clothes, his face was slightly wet, and when nothing was wrong with the cleaning, he opened the window and stood there without moving.

The breeze outside the house blew past, and there were a few whispers at the tips of my ears.

The house is against the back mountain, across the mountain stream, outside the window there are luxuriant trees, moss, wild flowers, and half-naked rocks.

If you talk about this old ghost, I feel helpless at the moment.I woke up suddenly last night and became conscious. I didn't lose my memory like before, and I was able to observe the surroundings. Although I couldn't control my body, I could only watch from the sidelines.But what happened in front of him was enough to make him shocked and helpless, and felt absurd.

He just watched his young self kiss that person vigorously, and found it in his mouth, except for the extra clothes on the two of them.

Although he can't control his body, he can empathize with his body's desires and the beauty of pleasure.

It was cool at night, lying on the ground but did not cool down the heat of the body, the two cuddled each other, even a little ecstasy, separated by the cold moon, saw the wet corners of the man's eyes, with tears, fair skin and thin, elegant face There was a blush on it, just like a ripe peach, tender and tender, really touching.

He couldn't help but gnawed it one by one from the bottom to the top, only to realize the sweetness. The first taste was light, and then he tasted Yanli. When it is clean, and only an empty nucleus remains, he will lick it thousands of times, and the aftertaste will be endless.

The warm touch, the satisfaction after being happy, is as real as if it was me who acted.

But, obviously not.

Xiao Ziyu could only sigh inwardly. He has never been heavy on desires, even to the point of being fresh and bland to the extreme. Once his colleagues invited him to a restaurant to find charming ladies, he was also calm and calm, without any panic or emotion.

Colleagues praised him as a real gentleman, or a lover.

He once had a marriage, but after he reached the crown, his mentor arranged for him and acted as a matchmaker. The lady was born in the south of the Yangtze River, and she was from a family of poems and books. Died of a sudden cold.

Since then, he has never married Xuxian, but he has taken a concubine, but that concubine was a poor woman who saved his life when he was an official outside. He took her as a concubine because he felt sorry for her. The second is to repay the life-saving grace, and the third is to avoid rumors.

It was once rumored that he is not feminine and has a simple form, one is that he is manly, and the other is that he is just pretending to be a saint.Those close friends and subordinates who are familiar with him are naturally aware of his character and don't take it seriously.

But the rumors in the capital spread farther and farther, and became more and more absurd, so he could only take a little action.

The entertainments in the officialdom are not absurd at all. Drinking and having fun in the hall, the courtesans dance lightly, the women pass by the crowd, serving tea and wine, laughing and laughing. Occasionally, there are women who are proficient in poetry and writing, singing and singing Has entertained everyone.

As for the others, it may be your choice.

Most of the time, he just sits on the sidelines and writes some poems, but he is not like those romantic and talented people who travel with prostitutes.

"Hot water has been prepared in the cubicle, you should wash up in a hurry." He An turned his head and looked at the half-dressed man lying on the bed with frowning brows.

Although this house is not big, it is also partitioned with screens, leaving a relatively private space.

Xiao Ziyu got up, went to the partition partitioned by the screen, and washed up. The man woke up in the morning to wash up quickly, opened the window near the back mountain, and other things.

Xiao Ziyu tilted his head, and looked at the deep tooth marks on his right arm and shoulder that were still red in the dim light.

In fact, he was so sleepy that he fell asleep later, and when he woke up, he became conscious because of the labor pain from his shoulder.

The man stared at the three small moles on his shoulder, and bit down hard. The bite was really hard, it was very painful, and he even gritted his teeth, hysterical.

After biting, he took a deep look at himself, with an extremely complicated expression, Xiao Ziyu was even a little confused.

Even that person said something inexplicable.

"You are so hateful!"

It's really not like what that person said.

Xiao Ziyu's perception of that person is that if this person was not born in an imperial family, but in a luxurious family in the south of the Yangtze River, reading and tasting tea in his spare time, and occasionally traveling with friends, he should be happy for a lifetime.

He has a gentle personality, less sharpness, like water, calm and stable, he has neither the intention of climbing to the top nor the heart of fame and fortune, but he is more like a scholar than when he was young, neither fighting nor grabbing, quiet and inaction.

How does it feel for such a person to occupy the position of emperor.

At this time, he had never thought about it, and at this time, he had never understood that what this person harbored in his heart was not for a moment, but for thousands of years.

……

This land has always been full of people coming and going, the new replaces the old, and when the new becomes the old, it is replaced by the new again, without exception.Human life is as humble as dust, not even land, because a good field can be exchanged for grain cultivation.

Soon, a guard who was taking care of He An disappeared.

The woman in that room was also carefully sent away by him.

Women in the current dynasty, because of the chaos of the previous dynasty, were more open among the people, and many divorced and remarried. At this time, there was no so-called chastity archway, and women lived their lives as husbands and widows.

Although some people criticize too much remarriage, the key point is between husband and wife. Marriage is premature, careless selection, often too impulsive. After marriage, having children, but wanting to divorce and remarry, such things have increased. , it is inevitable that some people will criticize it.

If you talk about being a matchmaker and getting married, you don’t see each other, but you find a matchmaker, read the birth date, find an auspicious date, find a restaurant or Yuanwan, and the two families meet each other with their children. A gold hairpin is placed in the crown and temples. If it fails, two colored and forged hairpins will be given to suppress shock.

After the man is satisfied, the two families can find a time to get engaged.

Therefore, the defense between men and women in the dynasty is not too great.

It's just that this matter sounds a bit absurd. Although nothing happened, the woman just slept on her own bed for one night, but if such things are publicized, it will ruin the woman's reputation, and it was originally for the mother. Keeping filial piety, in case someone spreads rumors, He An punished him well.

Before, it wasn't that he didn't know that the people around him had a lot of eyeliners, but he just didn't care and didn't bother to talk to him.

But now, if his safety is threatened, he will definitely not let it go easily.

He An admits that he is a ruthless person who adapts well to the environment.

In such an era, it may seem peaceful, but in fact it is full of turbulent winds and clouds, darkness oppresses layers upon layers, and human life is worthless.

To fight or not to fight is just a thought.

Soon this matter subsided without any impact.

He never went to find that Xiao Lingyin, but buried himself in studying hard.

The emperor's heart is difficult to guess and understand, and he doesn't bother to speculate and fight.

In the final analysis, the position of emperor still requires too much work. What is prestige is naturally to conquer other people, make the ministers admire, balance the power of the court, and let the ministers use it for themselves.The power of civil servants in the Jin Dynasty expanded, and the emperor's every move was restrained.

As the political center of the Jin Dynasty, Kyoto had extremely deep entanglements with local forces.

Where does the majesty of the emperor come from? Naturally, it depends on the support of the ministers in the court. If it is consistent, it will become the norm and control the place.If you have no wrist, no heart, no support, you can only sit on the throne of the emperor, but you are like a puppet. After all, the emperor is in the capital, and the world is so big that it is impossible to control them all. At this time, you depend on the state. That is, the courtiers in the court.

……

Talking about Ruan Lingzhu, after this incident, apart from worrying about being afraid, he also puts his heart on Buddhism.

It turned out that she was nearly fifteen years old, and her family had already arranged a marriage for her.

But because of this incident, she is not too restrained. In the eyes of her parents, she is much more stable and calm than before when she was a little unruly and willful. Reading this on weekdays, they let her be pampered More Sheng.

In this regard, Ruan Lingzhu sometimes thought about her parents, and even shed tears unconsciously at night.

Occasionally reading the poems and books of the dynasty, or inviting close playmates for outings, the gray memories in my mind have faded unconsciously.Occasionally, she mentioned some novel ideas to the parents who run the store, which have not yet arisen at this time, and the parents also praised her. The business of the store at home is booming, and it is even more prosperous than before.

Therefore, the expenses of her parents have increased a lot.

In mid-August, the Mid-Autumn Festival, Xiao Lingyin originally wanted to go to find He An, but was rejected and avoided seeing him.

He had no choice but to concentrate on his studies, and he didn't see him until the Double Ninth Festival, September [-]th.