sick white moonlight

"Brother, you have to take care of yourself."

The younger brother's words suddenly turned in a different direction, and Luo Shaohui was caught off guard.

"Father and mother actually care about you, but they don't treat me like I do. They always treat me like a child and remind me from time to time. Although they never praise you too much in front of you, deep down you will always be their pride " Luo Yixuan said these words with a touch of heaviness and a hint of envy.

Luo Shaohui is still silent, what's the use of being proud, he will always have to bear so much, and follow the requirements of his parents.In fact, long before returning to China, he planned to start his own business.

He has made many friends abroad, gathered many people around him, and has several mature projects in hand, which he intends to implement when he returns.

In the early days, his parents did give him the opportunity to practice his hands, and did not make too many demands on him.

He did not choose to be in the north of the Rock Group's stronghold, but went south with funds and a few friends, established a company in S City, and took root in an emerging industry they had selected long ago.

In the beginning, not many people actually knew that he was the eldest son of the Rock Group. The business was ruthless and the competition was fierce. He didn't have much background in the eyes of outsiders, so naturally he received a lot of malicious competition.

Because of the well-selected field, sufficient technology, and his own excellent vision and management ability, his company has continued to advance rapidly. After only three years of development, the results are amazing, occupying the bulk of the market in this field , became the leader.

It's just this achievement, in the eyes of a larger company, it's just a small fight.So later, his parents felt that his experience was almost the same, so they asked him to come back to accept business from the Rock Group head office.

The reason why the Luo family is called the Luo family by many people is because it is an unlisted company, and the Luo family has the highest controlling stake.After half a century of development, and keeping up with the opinions of the above, it has gradually become a behemoth, but at the same time, there are not small problems inside.

When taking over the family business in the early days, Luo Shaohui encountered a lot of difficulties.

As a family business, even if the elders have a good vision, keep up with the pace of the times, and move forward step by step, there are still some problems.

For example, the company's management methods are somewhat backward, some members occupy Nestlé empty-handed, and some of its subsidiaries are not well managed, causing serious losses and deceiving others.

During the period when he first took over, he was so busy that he didn't even have time to sleep well.Some branch elders made things difficult, and some board members were not convinced, but in the end, he overcame them one by one, gained recognition, and became a veritable chairman with a stable position.

Intrigues, intrigues, and power struggles, the emotions on the face are getting less and less, and people are becoming more and more silent.

In just five years, he seems to have consumed most of the passion in his life, leaving only exhaustion.

And who knows, when he was a child, he had a dream, which was to become a painter who traveled around the world.

When he was abroad, he also took an introduction to art as an elective, and in his free time he would spare time to paint to satisfy himself.

It's just that in the eyes of parents, this can only be a hobby, and it must not be regarded as a profession, it is difficult to be elegant.

"Brother, sometimes I feel very strange why my parents are so strict with you, but they are so doting on me."

"I used to even think, when can I get a few reprimands from my parents and be watched closely like you."

"Although they dote on me, I know that they have been disappointed in me long ago, so they keep doing this. When I was young, they always joked that no matter how hard I try in the future, I will just be conservative."

"My life is safe and stable, and if I don't cause trouble, they will be content."

The younger brother's tone was a bit cold and sarcastic, and his originally gorgeous voice became sharper.

"You know? Even though they never talked about my sexuality after I made a fuss, I know they still haven't let it go."

"They still had hope in me, expecting me to marry a wife and have children again, and go back to the right path. But I know, that's impossible, and it won't be possible for the rest of my life."

"I don't want to be that kind of person."

Luo Yixuan said this sentence firmly, there was no room for turning around.

"Don't hurt yourself or others, that's enough." Luo Shaohui said to the phone in his hand with a little emotion.

"There are always so many accidents in this world, which you have never seen or imagined. However, when things happen to you, you can only suffer silently."

"Yixuan, you need to be more mature." Luo Shaohui's voice became deeper and deeper, but so clear and powerful.

"There are some things I haven't told you before, and now I think I really have to tell you."

"Love can't be so perfect forever, Yixuan, what you pursue is too flawless, so that both parties will be easily hurt." Luo Shaohui looked at the black and thin mobile phone, and the news broadcast on the TV was almost finished.

However, Luo Yixuan seemed to have hit the target, and replied quickly, but also with a bit of sadness and silence.

"Brother, you said me, I admit, I am too demanding. I hope that my lover can put me in the heart, put me first, and love me forever. Yes, it is difficult. Now I admit, I It is wrong to demand too much."

"But, brother, your requirements for love are too low, don't you think? Sometimes, I even wonder if you have ever liked someone?"

Luo Shaohui's hand holding the phone was a little weak, with a tired face on his face.

I saw my father walking with the people raised outside, I saw the scene where my father kissed that woman with a smile, and I saw the cute little girl beside them.

What a perfect family, it looks so happy to outsiders.

At that moment, at that moment, the tall image of his father collapsed in front of him, completely collapsed, until now, he felt a little ironic in his heart.

People who keep saying they love each other, but the truth makes people want to laugh.

When my father was busy with work when I was young, my mother often talked about how my father pursued her and launched an offensive.

In the end, the two managed to live together beautifully and became a model couple in the eyes of others.

However, those lives that once seemed so happy in my own eyes are so illusory, like a dream that can be broken at the touch of a finger.

Luo Shaohui felt that he couldn't believe in love, didn't dare to take that step, because that kind of love was so empty.

"Brother, find someone you love, and after you catch her, don't let go."

Luo Shaohui suddenly couldn't help but smiled slightly, his younger brother was still so childish in love.

While people envy his boldness and directness, he feels too childish and not a mature person.

"It's not easy to love someone. If you really find something you like, be bold and go directly to it, brother, don't always hesitate."

"If you don't pay, don't try, don't take the first step, maybe there will never be results."

"A person who is worthy of your brother's love, after knowing what you have done, it is impossible not to be touched. Brother, only people like you are suitable for this trick, and most women will be tempted by people like you."

Luo Shaohui was silent. The two brothers have completely different types and personalities, and their way of thinking is also completely different.

Luo Shaohui maintains a relatively pessimistic attitude towards love, and he doesn't think that if he pays, he will definitely get what he wants.Therefore, he has always hesitated and hesitated.

And Luo Yixuan was overly optimistic before, he was always so optimistic and bold, pursuing what he wanted.

"Then why did you give up? To be honest, I'm surprised." After a long time, Luo Shaohui asked again.

"I have already missed it, and there is no chance of turning back." Luo Yixuan looked at the crystal lamp on the ceiling, his eyes became even more dim.

"In this world, there are still inappropriateness. We always look for reasons from each other to persist, but in fact, no matter how hard we try to cover up, we cannot do without the situation of separation."

"In this case, it's better to end it early, before we regard each other as the only one." Luo Yixuan's tone became weaker and weaker until it disappeared.

"At least, now we can have a finish that looks good."

"You are too reckless." Luo Shaohui replied in a low voice, with a slight reproach in his tone.

"I know, but I really just want to end it right away, because I'm afraid that if I hesitate, I won't be able to speak, and then I will regret it for the rest of my life."

He also struggled, but thinking of the ending, he might as well let it go.

Luo Yixuan closed his eyes, there was darkness in front of him, there was no light, guiding him to move forward.

He could only struggle deeper and deeper into the quagmire, unable to escape.

Just like when he was going to have a good talk with Li Ke about breaking up, he was so chaotic and terrifying that he couldn't believe what happened before his eyes.

He watched Li Ke pick up a knife and put it in his hand, and he threatened himself.

He didn't allow himself to leave him.

He begged himself not to leave him.

He is so humble, as if he regards himself as the god in his life.

At that moment, Luo Yixuan was shocked, he couldn't believe it, he even felt that it was not Li Ke, not the Li Ke he loved.

How could his Li Ke be like this for himself now...

What's more, at the moment when the knife was picked up, Li Ke's expression was full of relief and struggle.

Luo Yixuan was very scared, at that moment, his heart suddenly jumped up like this, faster and faster, so fast that he couldn't breathe, in the end it seemed that time stood still at that moment forever, and he could no longer move forward.

He dare not accept all that, the so-called fact.

Bright red blood spurted out, the eyes seemed to be blurred only by the blood, and the brain lost the ability to respond.

Then, he rushed over...

"It's good for him if I do this. He can't rely too much. He has to learn to take care of himself and not rely on others."

In this way, he will no longer rely too much on others, and regard others as the so-called only one, the only one in his life, and then...

He doesn't want that person to live only for himself, that's wrong, wrong.

I used to think that those sweet companionships were all stuck in the heart of the person he loved, making him unable to breathe, unable to struggle, and could only bear it. In the end, it became a habit, and he regarded himself as the only one in his life.

That's not love, not real love.

That's just a sick relationship.

Back in the past, Luo Yixuan's first thought was to end this relationship.

Don't let those things happen again in the future. If he didn't have his own company later, he wouldn't start to rely too much on himself and lose himself.

During this period of time, Li Ke was silent for a long time because of the failure of the movie box office. During that time, Luo Yixuan was with him all the time. Later, Li Ke gradually improved, even more cheerful than before, and he would not go overboard like before. Luo Yixuan thought that everything was changing for the better.

However, I was wrong.

He pushed Li Ke into an abyss.

One cannot be separated from oneself, an abyss that tortures oneself forever.

"What he needs is soundness, the love he really wants from the bottom of his heart."

"Brother, Li Ke can't be forced, and can't keep compromising."

"That's not love, not the love he really wants."

"He doesn't love me, never loved me."

He's just sick and sees himself as his one and only.

Luo Yixuan finally couldn't help crying.

The person he loves may never have been suitable for a lover.

Loving someone is torture for the one he loves.

Lost self-love, is that still love?