sick white moonlight

The curtains in the room were drawn by Xu Zhou, but they were not completely closed, because he found that the man was not used to too dark, but at the same time the sunlight should not be too strong.

He likes the faint dimness and being able to see it the most.

That man was very picky to some extent, although he never said it, Xu Zhou did find out.

For example, his food must be neither salty nor bland, and he will frown unconsciously if there is a trace of saltiness or too bland. Although it is only a blink of an eye, Xu Zhou still notices it.

Xu Zhou has always been a very careful person, and for this person in front of him, he is more careful than ever before, hoping to never make mistakes.

When he first came here, Xu Zhou was not sure about the level of saltiness, because he used to cook for the boss in a restaurant, and the taste would be a bit heavy.

There are a lot of people ordering meals in small restaurants, and most of them are big pot dishes, and several servings are fried.

I have been busy for almost a whole day, and it is time to replenish my strength. Naturally, the group performers and staff's requirements for meals are easy to eat.

Naturally, the dishes are a bit salty.

Sun Qun also told him before that cooking should be light and not spicy, and Li Ke can't eat spicy food.At the beginning, Xu Zhou was indeed very strict in implementing it. According to what Sun Qun said, he did not dare to make any mistakes.

But then by chance, Xu Zhou discovered that the man could eat some spicy food, but not too much. Maybe the man himself didn't realize that he liked the slightly sweet diced chili.

Every day, apart from the pressure brought on by the rather heavy learning tasks arranged for him outside of working hours, the only thing that comforts Xu Zhou is the faint satisfaction on that person's face.

For his work, Xu Zhou has been doing his best, but facing that person, Xu Zhou always feels that there is something more in his heart.

Seeing that the person is not so lonely, or that the person is in good health and in a good mood, Xu Zhou will feel that what he has done is of some use.

Even though it was small, he was content.

Xu Zhou didn't know that if it wasn't for He An's arrival, he would have been tricked into becoming the assistant of Li Bin, the leading actor in that play.

Because in the original future, Li Ke was decadent for a long time, and for a long time, he even disappeared in the entertainment industry.

Director Jin’s TV series didn’t add too many roles to the male lead. Li Bin’s role took up most of the roles. The male lead was a rookie and didn’t have a high sense of presence. , Li Bin finally couldn't help it anymore, and wanted to unspoken rules for Xu Zhou.

But Xu Zhou beat Li Bin up.

Maybe it was bad luck, but this fight caused a lot of troubles.

The paparazzi followed closely, and just happened to take photos of Li Bin's injury. The gossip spread indiscriminately, and Li Bin's opponent bought a draft and the navy desperately suppressed Li Bin.The incident was a bit big, not only delayed the later filming and production of the TV series, but even greatly damaged the reputation of the TV series. The investors were very unhappy and reduced their investment in the later stage, which indirectly caused the TV series to hit the street.

During that time, there was no doubt that Xu Zhou was blocked.

Not only was he on the set, the crew couldn’t get a job, and even the restaurant owner had to let him go. The restaurant’s source of income had to rely on ordering meals from nearby crews. Many crews spoke directly, and it was natural to fire him for survival.

In the following period of time, Xu Zhou moved places in an instant, changed several jobs, distributed leaflets, worked as a waiter, and worked in small sales.

After a year or two of ups and downs in the big city, he gradually got rid of the rusticity through the advice of others and gradual tempering. Even because of his good appearance, he was successfully promoted and became a handsome guy in the eyes of others.

However, only you know the pain in your heart.

Xu Zhou knew that he was still longing for that stage, because compared to other professions, it was indeed a way of getting money very quickly, and he was less affected by other influences.And he also realized that he still has some talent in acting.

When Li Bin was an assistant, he once played a small role in the crew, because the performance was very good, the director even praised him.

Of course, he knows that what he pursues is not easy. For most people, being a celebrity is just a dream. Just a few.

He never dreamed, he just gave himself five years.

After he became popular on Weibo in real time because of a photo taken by someone, he was approached by the contracted company.

Compared with his birth, education and family background, this is a shortcut. If it fails, then give up this path and go in other directions.

But fortunately, he succeeded, and relying on his own efforts, he went further and further on this road.

On this road, he has never given up learning and growing up, from the tempering of small supporting roles in TV dramas in the early days, to the first male number four of a big director movie that he finally selected with his own strength, walking in front of the audience, and then to The male lead of two popular TV series made him a household name gradually, and then followed by the male lead of the movie, step by step, he accumulated contacts, improved his acting skills, and finally won the crown of best actor.

Then, he gradually began to change careers, became an investor, a decision maker, joined with friends and acquaintances, and established his own company.

Most outsiders would find it strange that he had transformed, but the people around him would not at all.Because his seriousness and hard work have long been seen by the people around him, he never gave up studying and improving himself when he was resting.

His ambitions and pursuits have never been so simple.

Accumulating experience step by step, and constantly trying, he gradually grasped the right to speak and stood at the so-called upstream.

Finally, he was no longer that rural youth who was despised and looked down upon.

What he has now has surpassed most people.

It's just that standing tall is another feeling.

……

"Brother Li, are you awake?" Xu Zhou knocked lightly on the door and asked standing at the door.

The house was quiet, without too many noises, and the sound of knocking on the door was so obvious and abrupt. Xu Zhou looked at his hand with a yellowish frame and a large skeleton. It was a hand that was used to doing things, although the shape looked good. , but the inside is actually very rough.

No one responded, he held the doorknob, turned it carefully, and pushed the door open little by little, for fear of waking up the person lying on the bed.

After the door opened, the man still had his eyes closed, with a faint smile on his face, which was rare, Xu Zhou was stunned.

He quietly sat where the person who had left before sat, his mind was in a mess.

But looking at the partial curvature of the lips of the man on the bed, he couldn't help but a faint smile appeared on his face.

What is it that discovers this feeling?In fact, it was quite strange, but after he understood it, he was not surprised at all.

Perhaps the first time on the set, the person in front of him captured his mind, and then he was even more impressed by this person in the few scenes he filmed with the crew.

He is gentle and reasonable, but decisive.

This kind of him is always so eye-catching, confident and calm, unmoved by the outside world.

At first, maybe it was pure attention and attraction from the appearance, but later this person gave people such a strong feeling, like white wine, which seems to be clear, but in fact it is moving, the more you taste it, the more you discover its inner depth.

"Why did you come here?"

The person on the bed suddenly made a sound, Xu Zhou was a little flustered, his heart beat faster and faster, the blood seemed to be rushing continuously at this moment, as if it was about to gushes out of his throat, making it difficult for him to control his body, even blocking it on his knees His hands were shaking too.

He even looked away, because he didn't dare to look at the questioning and silence in the eyes of the man on the bed.

He desperately tried to form words to explain why he was here, but his blank mind completely prevented him from thinking.

His eyes drifted for an unknown period of time, and there was no other sound. He looked at the bed with a little trepidation, only to realize that it was just a man talking in his sleep.

It turned out that it was just a false alarm, he took a deep breath and slowly stabilized.

Obviously he is not such a person who is easy to make a fuss about, but in front of this person in front of him, he can't help but be affected by his every move.

Maybe secret love is always so exhausting, and I don't know where I am.

Xu Zhou turned his head and looked at the person who was still sleeping soundly on the bed.

But, this time, it was no longer a smile, but tired, sleepy, and a little free and easy.

It seemed that this matter had been buried in my heart for a long time and was deeply remembered, but I never said it to my face.

"Lu Chen, this is not my body. I have never been the one you really love."

Xu Zhou looked at the person on the bed and remained silent.

At first, Xu Zhou thought that this person was speaking lines, lines from the script.

Because this person would occasionally talk in his dreams when he was asleep.

It wasn't the first time he heard the name "Lu Chen". To be precise, it was the fourth time after the person in front of him fell ill.

After being ill, this person is more sensitive and impulsive, prone to small emotions, but it seems to be more real and active, not so static, always calm and self-sufficient.

Xu Zhou thinks that he likes this person's expression even more. This kind of him makes him feel that he is one step closer to relying on him.

Only you know his true face.

Picky and gentle, never speak harshly.

Obviously sometimes I hate certain things, but I seldom speak up, and even when I make suggestions, I am so gentle.

Occasionally, I bear certain emotions dullly alone, which makes me feel distressed when I observe it.

It's just that some small details made him suspicious about the person in front of him.

Everyone says that talking in dreams is not trustworthy, but there is also an old saying that you think about it every day and dream at night.

The dream that this person said just now, he searched the TV dramas and movies that this person starred in, and there is no character named "Lu Chen" in it, and even searched all the TV dramas and movies he made up in his mind, and there is no plot. It was as strange as what he said while sleepwalking, which made people unbelievable.

He who is still in a dream at this moment is like another person.

No longer with a gentle face, no longer with a bit of melancholy, but with a strong self-confidence, calm, steady, and proud, no one can question his actions.

Xu Zhou had an intuition that this was a big secret that belonged exclusively to the person in front of him, a big secret that only he knew.

But Xu Zhou didn't tell anyone, and he didn't ask the person in front of him about his dream talk.

Or he didn't dare to ask at all. He knew that maybe he wouldn't get any reply at all.

Just like the small details that he discovered sometimes, for example, when he was doing a problem, this person always stood beside him unconsciously, and he couldn't help explaining and explaining when he saw that he encountered difficulties.

Moreover, Xu Zhou found that this person was actually very good at mathematics.

The explanation was clear and in place, and the language was gentle and sincere. Xu Zhou even felt that he was more like a teacher than some teachers. He was not like an actor who passed the college entrance examination and then got mixed up.

In fact, the materials that Xu Zhou bought were not simple, but very difficult.

The memories of Xu Zhou's early years are already blurred. The deepest thing in his first memory is the yellow, turbid and deep water in his hometown. calling his name.

Later, it was ridiculed by classmates in school.

Now he occasionally thinks about the past, and doesn't understand why he was so stupid at that time.At that time, his grades were relatively poor, he didn't like to talk, he was squeezed out, and those who were bullied didn't even dare to resist.

Maybe it was because my mind was flooded at the time, and I couldn't understand some things no matter how hard I learned.

After graduating from high school, Xu Zhou occasionally stops, and when recalling the past, he always thinks this way.