sick white moonlight

the man on the phone asked him.

"You really don't want to sign a contract to debut, become a big star, and attract people's attention?"

"I don't believe it." The man's tone was very affirmative, with a bit of determination.

"Where did you get my phone number?" Xu Zhou was a little surprised, and asked in a low voice when he regained his composure.

"As long as you tell me, someone will help me get your phone number."

Xu Zhou didn't speak any more and remained silent.

This is the so-called capable and high-ranking person. When he gives an order, someone will naturally do it for him.

Xu Zhou suddenly didn't know what to say, he was too weak, under the power, he didn't dare to be too presumptuous.

"Have you thought about it? Actually, I don't have that many thoughts. I just like you and think you have great potential. I want to praise you. Do you understand?" the man explained.

"I never use power to overwhelm others. If you promise me, you will naturally spend your time helping you. If you don't want to, then I..."

"I don't want to." Xu Zhou said suddenly, interrupting Luo Yixuan's words.

"Why?" Luo Yixuan couldn't believe it, and asked in surprise.

"You should know that you are just a small assistant now, and you have no status at all."

"Don't you want to stand under the lights, let fans cheer for you, let them cry for you, laugh for you, and regard you as the only one in their hearts."

"In other words, don't you want to be a master?"

It seemed that the previous words were not working, so the man changed his words.

"With me paving the way and with me around, you will go faster, farther, and succeed more easily."

"You have been an assistant for a long time! Don't you envy those stars? Obviously you also have the opportunity to become them, and it is not impossible to even surpass them."

Xu Zhou was silent for a long time before opening his mouth. There was deep weariness in his voice.

"Sorry, I can't accept your kindness."

"Why?" Luo Yixuan suddenly said, the voice was obviously a little excited.

"Do you really want to know?" Xu Zhou said calmly while holding the phone.

Luo Yixuan sat on the chair in the office, moved the phone away, and took a deep breath.

"Go ahead." After a while, Luo Yixuan said out loud.

"Is it best to have someone help? I have been thinking about this question recently. Everyone has their own life, their own life, and may encounter many difficulties. But some things, I think, may only Can rely on myself."

"It's a smooth journey, without twists and turns, which is indeed enviable. However, such an overly smooth life is also lacking in truth."

"I don't think anyone can help you forever."

Xu Zhou said with some disappointment.

"I believe that you may just be kind, but your kindness may be accompanied by a little unconscious arrogance."

"You think that by helping, you will help the people you want to help."

"You may have always thought that you were treating him well, but in fact, you have unknowingly put a lot of pressure on him."

"You keep asking me to make choices. Does it mean that what you let me choose must be right?"

"I am quite satisfied with my current life and work. If one day, I want to stand on a higher ground. Maybe, I will choose to rely on my own efforts to achieve it instead of just relying on others." Xu Zhou said in a deep voice.

Luo Yixuan on the other side of the phone was a little dazed, he was holding the phone in his hand, and just forgot to hang up, just holding it tightly.

Yes, no one can help yourself for a lifetime.

Luo Yixuan was very clear.

There is actually a reason why he wanted to help Xu Zhou. He wanted to do something good.

He suddenly thought of Li Ke again, not knowing why.

Back then, when he saw Li Ke on the screen for the first time, his heart seemed to be moved.Even though at that time, Li Ke played only a small role, didn't have much role in the scene, and made very few appearances.But, he just fell in love with it.

Later, without telling his family and friends, he secretly went to the bar to find Li Ke.

The bar was very lively, full of voices, and the confused lights scattered wantonly, and he was sitting at a corner of the bar.The occasional flash of light shone on his delicate and handsome facial features, which looked decadent and deep, with a different sense of beauty.

At that time, he was so lost that he didn't say a word, just drinking silently.

Luo Yixuan couldn't help but walked forward, looked at his face, and said aloud.

"Li Ke, can I help you? Don't be afraid, I'll help you."

He was sitting on the bar counter, drinking wine, a little drunk.

He only thought he was joking, twitched the corner of his mouth, and said sarcastically.

"who do you think You Are?"

Luo Yixuan couldn't help recalling how distressed he was at that time.

But Li Ke just turned around and looked at himself carefully, then grabbed his clothes, frowned, and leaned forward to ask.

"Yes, you are a rich young man. Is it possible that you also want to take care of me?"

Later, he was drunk, drunk to a mess.

Luo Yixuan pulled him, arranged a room for him, sat by the bed and watched him all night.

Once, just looking at him would make his heart throb and feel happy.Later, Luo Yixuan admitted that he became more and more dissatisfied.He wanted him to say it out loud, that he loved himself too.

It's just that those beautiful joys are just like a joke.

……

In fact, when Luo Yixuan first found out that he had returned to the past, Luo Yixuan was a little afraid to see his brother.

He was afraid that he would not be able to help crying, but then he still made the call.

In Luo Yixuan's memory, the name of that drama is already blurred, I only remember that this drama hit the street thoroughly, because of the scandal that the male lead Li Bin had unspoken rules and was not allowed to be beaten.The acting skills of the leading actors and actresses are mediocre, coupled with the lack of investment in the later stage, the editing is very mediocre, and the evaluation is very bad.

When Luo Yixuan heard his brother say that the samples were not bad, Luo Yixuan couldn't believe it at first, but he regained his composure when he thought that his brother had added a lot of investment in the later stage.Brother's vision has always been right.

Such investment ability is beyond his lifetime.

He's just Mr. Luo, and he will never become Mr. Luo. '

Even if he owns his own company and his own business, in the eyes of outsiders and his family, he will always be just playing around.

No matter how much the family loves her and cares about him, he will always be just a child who has not grown up, only crying and playing.As for some affairs of the Rockwell company, he was absolutely unwilling to hand them over to him.

His elder brother, it would be great if he was his backer for the rest of his life.

Unfortunately, there is no if.

Luo Yixuan still remembered that at that time, when he saw his brother's body, he couldn't help but broke down and cried loudly.Why, why fate is always so unfair, which makes people feel disappointed and sad.

No one in the family is willing to accept this fact, and dare not mention him again.

Drunken life, dreaming of death, nothing more than the case.

At that time, Luo Yixuan began to understand how Li Ke, who was drunk at the bar back then, could not be disappointed, resentful, and lonely even if his dreams and love were all cut off in the future.

……

At home, Xu Zhou looked at the hung up phone, feeling a little disappointed, but at the same time, relieved.

In any case, he has made a decision, and he can no longer go back and hesitate, that is his choice.

Putting down the phone, he decided to go to the kitchen.

However, the phone rang again suddenly, and the caller reminded that it was Sun Qun.

"Xiao Zhou, go and see your brother Li. Is he too tired recently, or sick, and he is weak in speaking. I called him just now, and he suddenly lost his voice."

"He's actually been in poor health, so I didn't dare to take too many jobs for him before. If he has too much work, he will be exhausted. You can help me see how he is now."

The man's voice on the phone was slightly anxious and concerned.

Xu Zhou stood up quickly and came to the door of the room.He tried knocking on the door, but no one answered.

He turned the doorknob and opened the door quietly.

Only the figure of the man lying on the bed appeared in front of his sight, and he seemed to have fallen asleep.

"Brother Sun, Brother Li seems to be asleep." Xu Zhou said softly while holding the phone.

"He seldom sleeps in the afternoon. You go to the living room to get the thermometer and test it for him. I guess he has a low-grade fever. He used to fall asleep when he had a low-grade fever. The thermometer is in the medicine cabinet, which is on the coffee table on the sofa. It's easy to find in the closet."

Xu Zhou got closer and found that the person in front of him was lying sideways on the bed, with disheveled hair and red face, as if he was very uncomfortable.

"Okay." After answering Sun Qun's words, Xu Zhou hurried to the living room and took the medicine box to the bedroom.

Flip through the medicine box and find out the thermometer.Just holding the thermometer in his hand, he looked at the person on the bed a little at a loss.

In the end, he turned over the man's body and inserted the thermometer into his armpit. Seeing the man's eyes tightly closed, his long eyelashes curled up, and one hand tightly clutching the pillow beside him, it seemed very It is uncomfortable.

While waiting, Xu Zhou looked at the person on the bed and fell silent.

A faint blush appeared on that person's face, Xu Zhou was both worried and...

"How is it? Is it serious?" On the phone, Sun Qun's slightly concerned words reached his ears.

Xu Zhou came back to his senses, looked at the extracted thermometer, and said aloud.

"A little low-grade fever, 37.4°C."

"Well, you take good care of him, let him drink more hot water, and take a good rest. He used to do this often, and he will get better soon with more rest. If there is no improvement, you can call him. Or wait He woke up and asked him to drink some cold medicine. His health is not very good, and in this season, if he doesn't pay attention to it all at once, he will easily get a little sick."

"Okay, Brother Sun." Xu Zhou's voice was very calm.

"Remember to cook lightly. But I reckon, he must have no appetite when he wakes up. Anyway, you should let him eat something to fill his stomach."

"Ah."

"That's all for now, take good care of Brother Li. I still have something to do, so I'll hang up first."

The phone beeped and the call was hung up.

Suddenly, Xu Zhou heard a low cry from the person on the bed.

The voice was very soft, low, so soft that Xu Zhou could hardly hear it, but it seemed to be a bit coquettish.

Whether it was curiosity or other reasons, Xu Zhou leaned over and heard him whisper again.

"Lu Chen."

Xu Zhou was stunned, this is a completely unfamiliar name.