sick white moonlight

Yes, she already knew it.

In the five-month relationship, that man has always kept a neutral distance from him in private.

In the eyes of outsiders, it seems that he has become that person's new favorite. Although he doesn't care much about her, compared to usual, he treats her very well.

This man used to keep himself clean, and rarely had any romantic affairs.

When she was contacted by her agent, she was even a little surprised.

She never thought that she would be chosen by him.

After all, if you talk about unspoken rules, this person is handsome and rich, generous, and has no special hobbies. Apart from his hard-to-guess mind, he has almost no major shortcomings.

Liu Xiyun feels that she is very lucky. She has been in the circle of supporting actors for many years, but because she is not popular enough, or there is no financial backer to clear the way, the opportunities that are within reach time and time again, because the opportunities belong to her, she lives like this. It was snatched away.

She is not reconciled, very unwilling.

After staying in the supporting role for so many years, she originally believed that her strength and appearance would surely become popular gradually.

But the truth is so disappointing, the opportunities are always so few, and she is tormented by repeated choices. The classmates who entered the circle at the same time as her have long since given up, and they all quit the circle to marry and have children, and have a happy life family.

And she is still working hard alone in this huge city B, struggling hard, and she still doesn't know when this day will end.With her own agility and coping, she did achieve a little success.But that wasn't enough, she knew very well.

Her goal is not limited to being a small supporting role, she doesn't want to continue to play a supporting role until the end of her life.

And from other people's doubts, she has been thinking about the use of her so-called persistence.

Even if she is innocent, the bitter irony and slander behind other people's backs are still indispensable.

Finally, she couldn't bear it anymore and contacted her agent.

Fortunately, she waited for her own opportunity.

As for this relationship that has ended, Liu Xiyun admitted that she was tempted.

She talked about several relationships, but in the end they all ended without a problem.

Facing such a serious man who sticks to his nature, she couldn't help being moved.

Most of the men she has met in these years are sophisticated and sophisticated, and they have long been accustomed to the rules and routines of the world.

For the first time, she didn't need to pay too much to get what she wanted.

Those past youthful years, the person she once loved and liked, have long been vaguely remembered.

It has been several years, struggling in this secular world, I can't talk too much about the so-called feelings, I dare not be tempted casually, because I am afraid of being hurt.

Maybe it was far away, knowing that it would not be possible, she felt at ease to have the so-called extravagant hope.

But now she still remembers that he sent her a text message that night. She grabbed the phone and read that simple text over and over again in the dark with deeply tired eyes.

[I think our relationship can end.I have already communicated with your agent about the follow-up resource arrangement. 】

The slender high-heeled shoes stepped on the floor of the restaurant corridor, making crisp sounds one after another.

She straightened her back, her posture was still generous and neat, and she walked towards the box.

The agent had already told her that she would receive a starring role in a well-invested movie, as well as two endorsements for mid-range products of his company.

Calculating that it was only five months, what she paid was only a short period of company, but what she got was so rich.

She thought, she should be content.

But, it's still a little sad.

After entering the box, he saw that the second male was sitting upright, with delicate features and a calm demeanor.

He doesn't fight or grab, he is low-key and introverted, but he gives people a confident and powerful demeanor.

Liu Xiyun looked at this person and couldn't help but think about the past of this person.

He became famous overnight when he was young, and the glory of the movie king was poured into him just like that.

Many people have mentioned the things behind them.

For example, he was banned by a former big shot in the circle, and he once abandoned his ex-girlfriend.

Of course, he defected to the financial backer, successfully obtained resources, starred in a movie directed by a big director, won one of the double best actor, and so on are all topics that were often discussed by everyone in the past.

In the past few years, Liu Xiyun had heard a lot, and this is a typical example of taking shortcuts to achieve success.

It's just that in recent years, this person has turned to literary and artistic films, and his reputation has gone from bad to worse, so few people are willing to mention it.

All the people in the private room came and went, drinking wine and wine, laughing and laughing constantly, and Liu Xiyun gradually joined in.

……

When I came out, it was already late at night, there were not many stars in the sky, only the full moon was hanging high, and the remaining lights in the street had already dissipated a lot of the dense and deep night.

He Jingjing stood on the side of the road waiting for the car to pick him up.

Before that, he had already contacted his agent and asked his assistant to drive over to pick him up.

He looked up at the bright moon in the sky, feeling a little melancholy.

For him, although the entertainment industry is not complicated, it is too narrow. What he expects and loves is destined not to stand on the so-called stage and radiate his own light.

He knows very well what he wants to pursue most.

That is higher and farther, perhaps more poor and lonely, more unknown, but that is the only thing he really wants to pursue.

After standing for a short while, an ordinary car parked in front of him.

But He An didn't move, because this car was not the one that the assistant usually came to pick him up.

However, the side door of the car was opened.

He could see the man sitting inside beckoning him, beckoning him to go in.

The lights in the car were not turned on, and a faint darkness shrouded the car. Through the yellow halo lights on the side of the road, He An could see half of the man's face and the high-end watch on his wrist.

But He An just said lightly, "Mr. Luo, I have already contacted the assistant to drive over to pick me up."

"I've already contacted your agent, your assistant won't be here."

"Get in the car, I'll take you back on the way."

The man in the car had a slightly deep voice, with traces of tiredness and distress.

This is not like him, such an obvious expression of emotion made He An a little confused about his thoughts.

This was their second meeting, and He An had a sudden feeling.

"Am I a bit abrupt?"

In the car, He An, who was sitting in the back seat, heard the voices of the people around him.

The voice was a little nervous and cautious, and it seemed very unlike the usual seriousness of this person.

He An didn't answer, but the man continued.

"Maybe, but I'm just too tired and want to talk to someone."

"You should feel that way occasionally. Everyone is watching you, either relying on you, or expecting you to fall."

"And you, you can't say too much."

"Because, you can't fall down."

The man didn't speak anymore, and the car was especially quiet for a while.

The speed is neither high nor low, and the feeling of sitting in the car is very stable.

He An thought for a while, then spoke.

"Actually, the current me is gone."

"Because I know very well that I will never be able to meet everyone's requirements and expectations. I just need to do what I want and be myself, and that's enough."

After saying this sentence, He Anneng could feel that man's eyes were deep, looking at him for a long time.

But the man did not speak, but still maintained the so-called silence.

Before getting out of the car, he heard the voice of the person in the car.

"Li Ke, you have changed."

"It's become a stranger to me."

"But I think I appreciate you more now."

"See you next time! Be careful on the road."

He An looked at the surrounding high-rise buildings, brightly lit and still bustling, but inexplicably feeling tired.

On the way, not on the way, he knew it very well.

It's just an excuse.

……

"Ake, I found you a new assistant, who is still a cook. From now on, you don't order takeaway, let the assistant do it for you."

"In the last one or two months, you have been recuperating at home. I'll help you contact the director and see if you can get a movie role."

"When the TV series airs, I think someone will take the initiative to contact you. Don't worry, I also chatted with Director Jin. He thinks your role should still be very attractive."

"The new assistant will come over later. I've been very busy recently, and the company has given me a few new artists, so I don't have much time to come to you. That assistant's name is Xu Zhou, and it's just the trick that Li Bin liked on the set. Originally, I just wanted him to come to the company for a while, but I didn’t expect him to cook well, I thought, it’s not a problem if you eat takeaway at home every day, so let him come and cook for you.”

"You remember to clean up a room for him. The company's apartment is overcrowded. There are a lot of artists, and they are not too popular. It is also a bad thing. Now I can only trouble you for a while. I will look for it later. Is there any free space, arrange him, do you think it will work?"

"It's okay." He An answered cleanly, without any muddling.

"That's good, then I'll hang up first. There are still a lot of things to be busy. The new artists have a lot of trouble."

The call came quickly and hung up quickly. He An could also hear voices other than the manager Sun Qun on the phone. It was noisy, obviously there were many things that required him to be busy.

That afternoon, He An watched the movie seriously at home.

The house was bought by the original owner and specially made a small screening room.

Pulling the blackout curtains, the room is dark and a bit dim.

There was an old movie on the screen, and the melodious music sounded slowly. After the opening credits, the protagonist of the movie appeared on the screen.

A plainly dressed woman with a sad face was walking on a country road.

The background is dark and foggy, and the winding path is a bit muddy. Even because of the rain a while ago, the worn-out shoes on the woman's feet look even more dirty.

The woman is careful, but at the same time somewhat absent-minded.

She walked staggeringly, as if she was walking on a road with no regrets and no future.

"Ding dong."

The doorbell rang, and He An heard the sound.