sick white moonlight

Years later, after achieving success and fame, he chose to return to China.

Courses in mathematics and physics were taught at his alma mater.

He has taught many classes of students, and he has trained many outstanding students for the fields of mathematics and physics.

Because of his parents and his low profile, his existence has been rarely reported.

So much so that he is not as well-known among the general public as some scholars or scientists, but in the industry, it is different.

Academically, he has been at the forefront and has made great achievements.

Even because the research is so cutting-edge, it is difficult for ordinary people to understand.

So he will never be more widely known than Lu Chen, the head of the company, or the major shareholder, who has a firm grip on the company.At that time, Lu Chen's company not only had a great reputation on the Internet, but even reached a monopoly trend in some fields.

Over the years, they have done a lot of charity and helped many children and families who are studying.

Some people say that they are just for tax avoidance, or that they are just doing superficial work.

But they are also really helping those in need.

They just do what they want to do silently, and are not afraid of other people's gossip.

Facts can prove everything, knocking out those false and hypocritical things one by one, leaving only the most essential.

When He An returned to China many years later, Zeng Xiaozhu came over and met him.

After 20 years, this woman is no longer the childish, even young, well-protected woman she used to be.

Now she is shrewd and capable, quite powerful, and even runs a large company.

After years of struggle, hard work, and hard work, she grew up step by step and overcame many difficulties before she came to where she is today.

This journey has been very hard, but also quite rewarding. She is constantly growing, facing the darkest side of this society.

At the same time, in this process, she did not receive help from others.

It's just that she hasn't entered the palace of marriage in these years.

She has indeed talked about a lot of love, but it is only limited to love.

It was too difficult for her to take that last step.

And there are too many things to consider, what she has now is not as simple as before.

Later she asked him, you are not him, right?

He An replied calmly.

"Yes, I am not him."

"He has already left. When you are experiencing the future together, he can no longer bear the pain, so he chose to leave and gave his body to me."

In this body, it was another soul, not the one she had hoped for.

Zeng Xiaozhu was a little dazed when she heard it, and the tears in the corners of her eyes slowly flowed down.

Her face was too pale, and even her body flinched a little, she sat down slowly, and wiped the tears streaming down from the corners of her eyes with her hands.

She is usually a strong woman who is used to being strong and not flinching, but this time, it is very different.

Later, she always thought that maybe this was the consequence of what happened to her.

If you get it, you will inevitably lose a part.

She achieved success in her career, but she also lost the most sincere feelings she got, feelings that were not mixed with other factors.

"You have to be well, this is what he hoped for before he left." He An looked at the woman in front of him and said.

"Yes, I want to be good." Zeng Xiaozhu continued in a daze, but there was a lot of bitterness in those words.

Later, before Zeng Xiaozhu left, he said a long sentence to He An.

"Over the years, I have experienced many things that I have never experienced in the past. The death of my mother, the betrayal of my lover, and the deception of my friends. But it is not without things that are worth cherishing and grasping, but I am always dissatisfied, so that It didn't end well emotionally.

But now, I think, I should think clearly, if I miss it, I miss it, there is no so-called regret medicine to take. "

"I don't care who you are, but I just want to talk to you."

"You have to cherish him, he loves you very much."

He An, who was left alone, squinted his eyes and looked out the window.

The sun is shining and the flowers are blooming.

The phone on his body rang slowly, and the ringtone was a gentle and smart rhythm.

This was specially chosen by the man for him, and the one he used before was the simplest and most tedious.

After answering the phone, the man's steady but caring voice came.

"How is it? Mother and the others are all okay! Also, you have to take good care of yourself. The company has a lot of things recently. It may take a day or two before I can fly back to China."

The man was talking in a rambling manner, as if he had endless topics to talk about.

He An listened slowly and smiled comfortably.

……

Over the years, Lu Chen has always insisted on achieving what he wants to do.

As he promised, as he hoped, maybe luck was not bad, it went well.

When he was in China, he kept sending money home to support his brothers and sisters in their studies.

Fortunately, maybe the relationship with the brothers and sisters is not bad. Both the younger brother and the younger sister regard him as a role model, and they are also very hardworking in their studies. Although they did not get into a particularly good university, it is rare to succeed without repeating their studies. Passed the exam.

He is very grateful to his family, especially his brothers and sisters. He stayed abroad all year round and didn't have many opportunities to take care of his parents.His younger siblings did know about him being with He An.

But Lu Chen didn't tell his parents for many years, and he also asked around, but most of the answers he got were disappointing.

After all, his parents, who grew up in the mountains, were not well educated, so he could understand.

Because for these old people, homosexuality has not even been heard of by them.

For this situation, he felt that he could not be demanding on his parents.

After all, what he has seen, known, and understood far exceeds his closest relatives.

And the only thing he can do is always be a good son in front of his parents.

What can he do?

Different views of time, values, and outlook on life are too far apart, making it even more difficult to understand.

His parents are not as well-informed as He An's parents, with a high level of education and sufficient cultural heritage.

They were born trapped in this mountain, and they seldom go out.

They use their hard work and hard work to raise their children.

They are the most amiable and lovely people in this world.

Those are his parents. Although there are many shortcomings, they have also complained about him and despised him.

But after all, they still gave birth to him, raised him, and loved his relatives.

For this matter, he felt that he was ashamed of He An.

After all, He An's parents accepted his existence, but he himself did not speak for a long time.

Although He An didn't complain about this matter.

He himself was indeed a little ashamed.

A few years ago, his parents didn't know.

But later, he himself was old.

Father and mother seemed to have guessed something.

But the family rarely mentioned the topic.

Until the day my mother died.

The mother on the hospital bed had a smile on her face, and her skin was ruddy with a rare luster.

Fortunately, my mother's death was not due to so-called illness, but natural aging.

That day, his mother said a lot to him.

"Son, I have suffered for you all these years. You have never told us. But we have guessed it more or less. Over the years, we have gradually figured it out. It's just that I was shy to speak, which led to the present I dared to talk to you. It's really late." The mother's voice was slightly regretful and pity.

These years, my father and mother are not used to life in the city, so they have lived in the country for many years. The life in the country is plain and simple, and it also has a little more human touch.

In fact, at that time, He An was outside the door, quietly looking at the blue sky above his head.

Some time ago, the original owner's mother also passed away.

This day cannot be said to be early or late, but it will come after all.

As a human being, there is always a time to die.

On the day Lu Chen's mother was buried, He An also accompanied her.

According to the rules of my hometown, I chose to be buried.

Many people came that day, Lu Chen's brothers and sisters, children of the younger generation, some relatives of the same clan, and many relatives and friends.

Some friends who played well also sent comfort one by one.

It's just that he was inexplicably tired.

It had been a long time since that incident, and He An would still occasionally hear Lu Chen talking about his family at night, and there was no lack of desolation and loneliness in his tone.

This reminds him of his missing memories sometimes.

I'm really curious about what his past will be like.

But the past cannot be changed, and the future has not yet happened, so the only thing that can be cherished is the present.

He thought to himself that he shouldn't be bothered by these things too much.

In fact, He An once asked Lu Chen why he fell in love with him.

He An had to admit that at that time his tone was confused, even puzzled.

The man suddenly leaned over, kissed his forehead, and said with a smile.

"Why are there so many?"

"You know? It's a feeling, an inseparable feeling, which makes you believe that it's him, and you can never let go."

At that time, he was standing behind him, carefully picking out the white hair on his head with a pair of small scissors.

He An didn't care about these traces of the passage of time, but the man refused, and insisted on finding time to cut them off for him. He An had no choice but to let him do it.

"Although you may not love me that much, I am the only one in this life, am I not?" He said suddenly.

"I know, there are more important things in your heart."

"But it's okay, now you belong to me." He put down the scissors suddenly, hugged He An tightly, leaned on his shoulder, and whispered in his ear.

He An just squinted his eyes, smiled, and didn't speak.

Time can always kill everything, the beautiful, bright, lively, prosperous, will eventually pass away.