Uncle, let me give you a hug

"Yueyue, don't cry." Xiao Cheng reached out to wipe his tears, but he avoided him.

Lou Yue pushed him away and wiped away his tears.He sat still and waited for a while before looking at Xiao Cheng. Seeing him looking over, Xiao Cheng smiled at him: "Stop crying?"

"Xiao Cheng." Lou Yue straightened his face and looked serious, "It's been five years, you can treat these five years as nothing happened, but I can't. What is in front of you now is Lou Yue five years later, it's different do you understand?"

"There's nothing different, it's all the same to me, you're still you." Xiao Cheng said while holding his hand.

"But you are not the only one in Lou Yue's life now." Lou Yue slowly withdrew his hand, took out his cell phone and made a call. "Senior, where are you? Come and pick me up."

Xiao Cheng frowned suddenly: "Who are you calling?"

"My current boyfriend." Lou Yue said.

"Nonsense." Xiao Cheng's face sank, "Is it interesting for you to lie to me with these? Yue Yue, let's go back to five years ago." "Xiao Cheng, you are daydreaming." Lou Yue stood up abruptly, if everything goes back again Until five years ago, what was the purpose of his torture all these years, and why did he try so hard to forget someone?

"You have me in your heart, don't you? Why can't you go back to five years ago? Me, me these years." There has been no one around.

Lou Yue interrupted him and yelled at him: "How to go back? You tell me, how do we go back? I go back and continue to be your younger brother?"

"No, Yue Yue, I've thought about it. I've thought about it for so many years, and I've figured it out."

"If you really think about it, you won't treat me like this. What do you think of me? As the dying Lou Yue who liked you five years ago? You will give me anything, and he will be happy to die Lou Yue ?” Lou Yue shouted, “That Lou Yue is dead, long ago.” And he hated that self.

For a moment, Xiao Cheng's hands and feet felt cold.He tried his best to keep himself calm, and then said: "Yue Yue, don't talk about five years ago, let's talk about the present. Now... shall we be together again?"

"What identity do you use to tell me?"

A person who has been waiting for you for five years. "

"Ah." Lou Yue laughed lightly, and then the laughter grew bigger and bigger. At this moment, Xiao Cheng is not a fool, then he is a fool.He felt tired, and all his emotions seemed to be wiped out. He closed his eyes, knit his brows, and walked outside.

"Yue Yue." Xiao Cheng wanted to pull him, but he pushed him away.

"Yue Yue, you obviously still love me, why...can't you do it all over again?"

"No!" Lou Yue opened the door and went out without even turning his head.As soon as he walked outside the door, he bumped into the senior he called over.

This is Zheng Hang, the senior he met abroad, who is also Chinese. During the five years when Lou Yue went there, he was the one who took care of Lou Yue who was unfamiliar with the place.This time when Lou Yue came back, he just wanted to come back to see his grandma, so he came back with him.

"Are you crying?" Zheng Hang looked down at Lou Yue's eyes, Lou Yue shook his head, "Take me back."

"Is it really okay?" Zheng Hang was a little worried, and took out a checkered scarf and handed it to Lou Yue.He grew up in England since he was a child, and he also developed the British gentleman's habits.

"Yue Yue." Xiao Cheng walked out with a sullen face, and he looked at Zheng Hang sharply, "Is this the boyfriend you have now?"

"Let's go." Lou Yue pulled Zheng Hang away.

Xiao Cheng's eyes suddenly turned cold: "Yueyue, this man is not worthy to be your boyfriend at all, and your vision has deteriorated after staying abroad for a long time."

"This gentleman," Zheng Hang held Lou Yue, beckoned him to wait, and then turned to face Xiao Cheng: "It's a matter of liking someone more and more. Besides, I think I love him very much, and I won't let him Cry once."

"What are you? How many years have I known Lou Yue, and how long have you only known each other?"

"Xiao Cheng." Lou Yue stepped forward and punched him. "Xiao Cheng, let me say it again, this is my boyfriend. What qualifications do you have to talk about him, he is ten thousand times better than you in my eyes."

Xiao Cheng wiped the corner of his mouth, staring at Lou Yue with deep eyes. "You lie, more and more, you lie."

"Xiao Cheng! It's you who is deceiving yourself. It's you who thinks that I will always like you, no matter how many years it takes. This is what you think!"

"You're lying." Xiao Cheng murmured and repeated the same sentence.

Lou Yue rolled his eyes indifferently, and pulled Zheng Hang away.

After he left, Xiao Cheng stood still, looking at the direction he left.

Lou Yue is lying, how could Lou Yue find someone else?

How could Lou Yue attack him for someone else?

Lou Yue. How, how could he stop loving him.

Xiao Cheng covered his face and squatted down.The deepest part of my heart, which has been slowly accumulated for five years, collapsed at this moment today.

If five years ago he wasn't quite sure that he liked Lou Yue, then at this moment he suddenly realized that he already took Lou Yue deep in his heart.

The child who was running behind his buttocks was cherished by him in his heart.

It wasn't until this moment that he began to realize the pain.

He lost the kid who was following him, five years ago.

He staggered up, ran into the house and picked up his mobile phone to call Lou Yue. If he couldn't get through the first time, he would make the second call. If the second time didn't get through, he would always get through, wouldn't he?

But until the last time the microphone displayed "The number you dialed has been turned off.", Lou Yue didn't answer the call either.

Will Lou Yue disappear again, just like five years ago.

Five years ago, he could bear Lou Yue's leaving without saying goodbye. Five years later, as long as he thought that Lou Yue would leave again, his heart would be so painful that it would be difficult to breathe.

He shouldn't have been fierce to Lou Yue just now, he shouldn't have forced Lou Yue, he should have told Lou Yue well.

But, but. Now what should he do?

He couldn't fall into a world without Lou Yue again. After Lou Yue got into the car, he didn't move.Zheng Hang turned sideways and fastened his seat belt.

He stroked Lou Yue's hair and asked, "Are you sad?"

Lou Yue shook his head: "It's not sad, and it's not worth it for me."

"Since you have decided to come back, aren't you ready?" Zheng Hang said.

"I came back to make sure. I wanted to make sure if he missed me, or if he already had someone. Then I would completely give up."

"Then are you sure?"

Lou Yue fell silent, then shook his head. "I don't know, I, I can't forget him. But, I don't want to go back to how I was five years ago." Xiao Cheng, you said that you want to go back to the past with me, but what I... what I fear most is to be hopelessly looking at you from behind.

I'm too stupid, I can't understand your feelings, I can no longer put all my feelings on my head, I don't have any bargaining chips anymore.

"Then do you want to try with me?" Zheng Hang said suddenly, "Didn't you just admit that I am your boyfriend?"

"Ah?" Lou Yue shook his head, "I'm sorry, I just said that in an emergency."

"I know, I just want to tell you." Zheng Hang looked into his eyes, "You still have other possibilities, if you want, I will wait for you later." Lou Yue said awkwardly: "Senior. "I know." Zheng Hang interrupted him with a smile, "I know you still can't forget, but is there another principle, the men outside are not bad."

"The senior is very good." Lou Yue nodded. "I'm sorry for calling you here so late."

Zheng Hang smiled and said, "I'm already your 'boyfriend', and I'm still willing to help you with such a small matter."

Lou Yue was embarrassed and lowered his head.

The phone has been turned off by him, and he can't see any information he wants to read.

Xiao Cheng, stop forcing me. There are countless complicated thoughts in Lou Yue's mind, and in the end, this is the only sad one left.

He is very envious of Ji Huai, he loves Jiang Zimo for such a long time, and he never wavers.Ji Huai and Jiang Zimo's relationship is firm and brave, which he envied for a long time.

He has envied Ji Huai since high school, envied that he could be liked by Xiao Cheng at that time, and now he envied Ji Huai's love, and he himself could only watch from afar.He's just Lou Yue, who likes someone so much that he can't forget him, especially worthless, he even looks down on himself.

If he hadn't left in time tonight, he didn't know if Xiao Cheng would soften his heart if Xiao Cheng said a few more words.

If the elder brother found out that he came back secretly and ran into Xiao Cheng, he would be scolded to death.

Just like five years ago, calling him worthless and shameful.

Maybe he shouldn't have come back, he should have stayed abroad.Don't inquire about any news about Xiao Cheng, maybe in a certain year, he will be able to completely forget about Xiao Cheng, and from now on he won't have to worry about this person anymore.

How good it is for a person to control his own heart.

After Lou Yue went back, he lay down and fell asleep.In his dream, he remembered again that the first time he realized that he liked Xiao Cheng, it was one afternoon in the first grade of junior high school, when Xiao Cheng ran back from the playground with a basketball covered in sweat, he bumped into Xiao Cheng at the door of the classroom. Lou Yue.

The smell of sweat and strong hormones rushed into Lou Yue's nose at once. He was stunned for a long time but didn't know how to react. It was Xiao Cheng who pulled him up from the ground, and then scolded him with a smile: "Why? You are still so stupid, don't you know how to stand here?"

At that time, Xiao Cheng hadn't spoken to him for a long time, and he didn't dare to talk to Xiao Cheng even if he wanted to.There are many people around Xiao Cheng, they are all good brothers of Xiao Cheng, Lou Yue can often see them walking together shoulder to shoulder.

Lou Yue was so cowardly back then that even his childhood sweethearts did not dare to approach him.

Later, he and Xiao Cheng got farther and farther away. Although they were still in the same class in high school, they talked less and less.

If it weren't for the beauty in his heart, he wouldn't have liked Xiao Cheng for so many years.

How much space a person can have in his heart can always be occupied by another person.

He, Lou Yue, was just too stupid and stupid, he put a person firmly, and that person ignored him.