Remnant Snow on the Broken Bridge

Chi Jing spent a full month in Shen Ze's wound before he could walk on the ground. The severity of the injury is one thing, but the main reason is that the medicine in this small place is really bad. Zhifa really survived.

And this month's peaceful life should have been replaced by Shen Ze with his left leg. His injury was actually not serious, but almost all of his medicine was used on himself, deliberately making the wound fester and rot, and then Then scrape off the rotten meat and get the medicine again.

Repeated this several times, even if Chi Jing is hard-hearted, he will be moved by him. Chi Jing is not moved because no one has ever treated him like this before, but because he is moved to the point where he is today, and this person will treat him like this .

Even if Shen Ze said that he saved Chi Jing for himself, so that Chi Jing didn't need to have other thoughts, but these words did not prevent Chi Jing from being touched by what he did.

After getting along for a month, the two gradually became acquainted, and Chi Jing was not as vigilant, indifferent, and not talkative as when they first met. Now he would joke with Shen Ze and make Shen Ze laugh, although not many times.

It's funny to say that Chi Jing actually brought a lot of valuable things with him, and they also had large bank notes, but they didn't dare to use them, so once they ran out of money, they would take the belongings of Shen Ze's house to pawn, pawn Come and pawn, the quilt at home will be gone.

At the beginning, because he was afraid of encountering Chi Jing's injury, Shen slept in another room. Later, when the weather got colder and Chi Jing's injury improved a lot, Shen Ze moved back to sleep with Chi Jing .

After all, Shen Ze might still be able to endure it, but if the injured Chi Jing caught cold again, Shen felt that he might have to cut his own flesh and sell it in order to heal him again. The two quilts, not to mention being able to keep each other warm, couldn't be better.

The first night they slept together, Chi Jing asked Shen Ze about his family, "If you don't want to mention it, you don't have to."

Shen shook his head and said it didn't matter, "Thinking about it now, it's been a few years, but when I think about it, it still seems like it happened a few days ago. If you want to tell me, I can tell you, because even if I don't tell you Listen, I've been thinking about it too, the only time I haven't thought about it is when I've made up my mind to die."

Then Shen told Chi Jing about the affairs of his family in a very calm tone. During the whole process, Shen didn't shed a tear, nor did he show any pain. If he hadn't said before that he wanted to die, Chi Jing thought he was telling a story, a story that did not belong to Shen Ze.

But in this peace, Chi Jing felt hopeless, while Shen was in pain, but he was powerless, "Chi Jing, you once asked me why there are people like me in this world, but I want to tell you today, may this There is no one like me in the world."

Chi Jing understands, he knows that a person who exists out of common sense must suffer pain that ordinary people cannot understand in his life.

The reason why Shen Ze met him was because he begged to die, and the reason why Shen Ze saved him was because he was the reason for Shen Ze to live, so Shen Ze didn't care about it. The only thing in front of him was to let him live, even at the expense of slashing his wounds. My own legs suffered from bone and flesh pain again and again, just because of the possible danger that I never said a word.

Chi Jing understands even better that if the current self meets the former Shen Ze, Shen Ze will not save him, even if he saves him, he will not be as single-minded as he is now, only for him, yes, only for him, Shen Ze said He said it was for himself, but Chi Jing could see it. What Shen Ze said was for himself, because he could do anything for him. The meaning of Shen Ze's life was for Chi Jing to survive.

Chi Jing sometimes has an evil idea, that is, if the premise for him to survive is to ask Shen Ze to kill someone, then Shen Ze will know whether he will do it. Chi Jing thinks that it is very likely that he will, he will kill someone. A person, just to keep himself alive, if there is a reason, Chi Jing would say that Shen Ze is no longer a person who can be judged by common sense. If you think he can't, he just can.

"Shen Ze, I will help you. If I can really survive, I will help you catch those people. Whether they are dead or alive, I will let you see them."

Shen Ze smiled, "Thank you, but you are so powerful, and you are not a god, trying to catch them is like looking for a needle in a haystack, how can you catch them?"

Chi Jing turned sideways and looked at Shen Ze, "You don't believe me, yes, I am a person who doesn't know where tomorrow is, how can I be trusted by you?"

Shen Ze shook his head calmly, looked into Chi Jing's eyes seriously and said, "I believe you, if you want me to believe you, I will believe you."

Chi Jing laughed at himself, and lay back. How could he expect that Shen would not believe him? Shen knew what the truth was, but Shen would always believe in himself, not just talking, Shen really believed .

But Chi Jing felt disappointed for the first time, and he didn't know what he was expecting, he just felt that such Shen Ze could no longer be called a person.

Shen is completely living for others, like a puppet, Chi Jing will do whatever he says to him.

"Then why do you believe me? You clearly said it was impossible."

Shen looked at the roof and said with a smile: "Because you are very lucky, maybe not the luckiest one, but in my eyes, God is helping you. You will be able to achieve your wishes and everything you want to do."

Chi Jing was very surprised when he heard this answer. He turned his head to look at Shen Ze's side face. He originally thought that Shen Ze would say that there was no reason and he just believed him, but unexpectedly Shen Ze said something like this. He was nagging, but he believed it unconsciously.

This is not the first time Chi Jing has heard this kind of words. In the past, he often heard others say, whether flattery or irony, and people who were loyal to him often said similar things. He always laughed it off, because he Only he himself knows the hard work and price he has paid.

But when these words came from Shen Ze who knew nothing about him, Chi Jing was surprised, no longer the previous disdain, he asked Shen Ze why he said that.

Shen Ze also turned his head to look at him, "There are many talented people in this world, and there are also many lucky people, but there are few people who have the ability to manage the world, and few people have the luck to change the world. They have both. I'm not sure if you have the talent to manage the world, you know better, but what I can be sure of is that you have another day's luck."

Chi Jing was surprised by these words, and even more surprised that these words came out of Shen Ze's mouth, "You really don't look like a fool in this small village."

"No." Shen denied Chi Jing's compliment, and pointed to his head with his finger, "I am, but I seem to be enlightened." As for Shen's enlightenment, he doesn't need to say anything, Chi Jing Yes know.