Official You's Family in the Red Chamber

You Qingyuan felt that her eyelids were getting heavier and her ears were filled with the cries of her children and grandchildren, especially the voice of her little great-grandson. Ying'er grabbed her hand and cried for her not to leave her. She really wanted to comfort her Her daughter, the great-grandson who was crying so hard that her voice was almost hoarse, but she had no strength.

You Qingyuan remembers that today is a snowy day, and there is always light snow in the sky. You Qingyuan used to like snowy days very much. Snowy days can hide all the dirt, and the whole world becomes pure white. Every snowflake is so beautiful , and he will not be as busy as usual on snowy days, and then he will enjoy the snow with her when he is in the mood, no one else, just the two of them, just the two of them!

You Qingyuan didn't know why she suddenly thought of that person, the man called her husband, You Qingyuan felt sad and ridiculous, and before she died, her mind was full of images of that person.

You Qingyuan thought about the snow falling outside, and thought it was so good. In fact, she didn't like Xuetian later, because Xuetian took away her relatives one by one, the father who loved her the most, the mother who cared about her the most, In the end, there was still him, but at this moment, she felt at ease. Walking in the same sky with them, she was really at ease.

You Qingyuan's childhood memories are not good. At that time, her father seldom cared about her. At that time, her biological mother kept complaining why she was not a boy. Her mother's ferocious face and her father's indifferent face almost filled the whole memory.

Her biological mother was a crazy woman, living madly and dying madly, she had never been able to understand her mother, she felt that her mother didn't actually love her father, because she saw her mother with hateful words more than once. Staring at her father, she sometimes heard her mother and her confidants discussing how to deal with the aunts in the backyard. She wondered if her mother would deal with her father one day.

However, she didn't have to worry for a long time. Her mother died, and she was at a loss. Later, her father found out a lot of things, and she finally knew what the dead mother had left for her. She lay desperately in the arms of the nanny Crying loudly, obviously she didn't do anything, why should the retribution be on her, she no longer has a future.

The nanny cried with her, and when faced with her question, she could only answer because you are the wife's daughter!

The later memory is probably the happiest time in her life. Her father began to care about her because of her mother's death. A loving father, a lovely brother, and a happy family of three.

Later, her father married her stepmother. The stepmother was the person she respected most in the rest of her life. Her benefactor, the stepmother tried her best to teach her, take care of her life, gave her the maternal love she had longed for, and taught her the rest of her life. living capital.

Later, my aunt entered the family again, and she thought that something would happen again, but in fact, everything in the family was still smooth, except that she had two more younger sisters.

On the contrary, since Aunt Wan entered the mansion, the relationship between the father and stepmother has become better and better, so good that there is no room for a second person.

She didn't know what caused such a significant difference. She asked the nanny, and the nanny told her that because the stepmother was more in line with the father's wishes, the status of the first wife was not something that could be shaken by concubines. Competing among concubines is the next policy, self-deprecation, the rules are there, as long as you don’t make fatal mistakes yourself, your wife will always be your wife, and your stepmother behaves dignified and virtuous, which is more in line with the demeanor of a mistress, so my father values ​​and respects her.

At that time, she felt that what Mammy said was right and wrong. Mammy just smiled at her doubts, and told her that everything is impermanent. There is no absolute in this world. She will meet someone who makes her emotional. With affection, everything that is unreasonable can become reasonable.

Afterwards, Mammy told her to let her remember what she said. If she gets married in the future, she must remember it. If you can give seven points of your heart, you must keep three points for yourself. If you fail to meet the right person, then even if you are reluctant, you must keep that person in your heart for three points.

She wondered why at the time, Mammy sighed, and answered her in a sad and helpless sigh that she couldn't understand at the time, because this world is unfair to women!In her capacity, only by doing what she said can she guarantee that even if her life is not good, it will definitely not be bad, at least she will not be injured.

She remembered that Mammy said sadly at the time that most of the infatuated women in the world are heartless, so women should cherish themselves more. At that time, she thought her Nanny must be a person with a story.

At that time, Mammy told her everything, and she thought she had kept it in mind, but in the end, she must have failed Mammy's painstaking efforts!

The meeting in Taolin that year was the most beautiful color in her memory in this life. He said until many years later that he fell in love with her at that time. She smiled sweetly at him at that time, and then cried sadly behind his back. In that peach grove in [-], who hooked whose soul, and who stole whose heart, was a handsome young man in white clothes that she could not forget even before she died.

She is the eldest daughter of the You family. She was married to the wife of Ning'an Hou Shizi, and later became Mrs. Ning'anbo, the old lady of Ning'anbo's mansion.

She is the most outstanding daughter of the You family. In the eyes of her parents-in-law, she is the most filial, courteous, and virtuous daughter-in-law. She is a model praised by everyone in the capital, and the mistress of the family has infinite praise throughout her life.

But so what?

Before his death, his father took her hand and said sorry to her. The father's eyes could not deceive anyone. He was really sorry. He would feel sorry for her for the rest of his life.

Before her death, her stepmother took her hand and said she was sorry, nothing could help her but comfort her, the stepmother was worried about her.

The people closest to her in this life are not at ease with her, haha, she is obviously a super-grade imperial order, full of praises in Beijing, obviously she is the wife of the Jia family, and her status is unbreakable, but in the end only they really care about her all the time, so they understand her cry.

She knew that her father had always felt guilty about her bearing the upbringing reputation of the You family and the responsibility of being the eldest daughter of the You family. The guilt was strange. After her niece got married, her father got drunk and told her, don't Endure it, let it out, it’s okay, dad will support you, that bastard is not worthy of his daughter, she just smiled and shook her head, then the father cried, he said, he was sorry for her, he didn’t marry her Good man, she still shook her head. She didn't marry a good man. Falling in love with him was her own choice and had nothing to do with her father.

She has everything and she has nothing!

She is Chaopin, she is the mistress of the Jia family, but she is also Jia Zhen's wife, she is his wife!

They used to be very close, but there were never any less aunts and Tong Fang in the mansion. She began to understand Mammy's words, seven points of sincerity, three points of selfishness, because when you are all alone, you will go crazy, When your heart is full of one person, you don't want to accommodate the second person, but those are things that a mistress of the family must not touch, otherwise it will be lost forever.

She began to wonder if her biological mother didn't love her father as much as she thought. Maybe it was crazy because she loved her too much, or she was vicious because she didn't love her. She couldn't figure it out.

You Qingyuan sometimes admires herself, she always has a sense that others don't have, even if her heart is bleeding, she can still handle everything with a smile on her face.

She would never allow herself to fall to the level of her biological mother, she would never allow that, the crazy and indifferent tone was her childhood nightmare, so she would never become like that.

She will never let her daughter walk her way again. She has exhausted all her love for her daughter. She hopes that her life will be safe and worry-free. Although Yinger was not born by her, she was raised by her, yes his child!

His color fades and his love is late. As he gets older, he spends less and less time with her in his spare time. He would rather see Xinna's beautiful concubine more when he has that time.

But she knew that even if she wanted to dispose of his beautiful concubine, he would have no second thoughts. He trusted her and respected her. She was the mistress of the Jia family, and no one could shake her. If there was, he would deal with that person first.

She didn't like snow at first, because he would never accompany her to see the snow again. There are countless beautiful memories of them in the snowy sky, but now she is the only one to recall, and on the other side of the mansion, he may be enjoying the snow with others.

She knew that she had always been the only wife in his heart, and she didn't know when she started not to care about it. She secretly put down her identity and compared herself with some concubines in her heart. She secretly despised herself, but only in this way could she find some comfort.

She didn't know if he still remembered her name, she didn't know if she was already equal to the word "Madam" with him, and there was nothing else.

They are getting older and older, and he starts to like staying with her again. He wants to accompany her to enjoy the snow, but she is no longer willing to look at it. The snow has taken away the person who loves her the most. symbol.

She remembered that when her father and stepmother left, she was in a bad mood, and he was the one who stayed with her and comforted her, but when she recovered, he was no longer there.

She spends the rest of her life wondering what is she to him?

When they were old, they always stayed together. He always used to talk to her about the past. She listened silently and interjected a few words from time to time. She has always liked to take care of flowers and plants. Show it to him, and he will make a judgment.

The days went by day by day, and her daughter-in-law seemed to be repeating her story, and she couldn't do anything except comfort and comfort.

The men in Jia's family seem to be naturally affectionate and romantic, but they are all respectful. A concubine is a concubine, and a wife is a wife. In fact, as a mistress, such a husband is actually very good, but the premise of everything is that you don't want it. love him!

Decades had passed, she thought her heart had already been shattered into powder and her blood had drained dry, but the moment he lost his breath, the pain that penetrated deep into the bone marrow let her know that she was deceiving herself.

She spent his funeral in a daze, she felt as if a part of her life was missing, after trimming the flowers and plants, she turned around habitually, but there was no longer that person behind her.

The young husband and wife came to accompany each other, but he carried out this sentence thoroughly, and walked away gracefully, but she had to bear the feeling of loneliness alone, and even having a person worthy of heartache like before became a luxury.

Later, Rong'er sent his grandson to her to be raised by her side. The child has always been filial. She thought she was the luckiest stepmother. Seeing that she was not energetic, she came up with such a way. Now that the child was with her, she had to Raising well is the way to go. The elderly are most likely to make mistakes in raising children. She can't raise a child well.

The great-grandson gradually occupied her time, just like when she raised Rong'er and Ying'er in the past, she began to think of her less and less. She still doesn't like Xuetian, and she doesn't like it more and more, but she doesn't want to think about it .

In the days after he left, she just enjoyed the family happiness with her children and grandchildren in peace and stability, as if she was not so personal. Until the end she lay on the snowy day and couldn't get up again.

Her mind is full of their past, it's all about him, she wants to cry, he is her nightmare, she has escaped for seven years but still can't escape.

At the last moment when her consciousness dissipated, she foolishly thought that it would be nice if she died in front of him, so maybe she could see him cry for her, and then die satisfied!