Official You's Family in the Red Chamber

Sitting on a chair, Mrs. Li looked at the snowflakes floating outside the house, and her thoughts gradually drifted away. It has been a year, he has been gone for a year, and she left her alone for another year!

Mrs. Li felt that her life was a blessing and a disaster, and a disaster and a blessing.

She was born in a wealthy Juren family, her parents only had her and her younger brother as two children, so when she was young, she was doted on very much, and their family was harmonious and harmonious, although they were not rich, they were also happy and healthy.

But the good times didn’t last long, my father got seriously ill unexpectedly, and the pillar of the family collapsed all of a sudden, my mother spent all her money to treat his father, but after less than half a year, my father finally passed away, and my father’s death seemed like breaking my mother’s heart Backbone, my mother fell ill as soon as my father was sent away.

The mother dragged her sick body to support the dilapidated home, and she and her young brother grew up in an instant when encountering accidents. She helped her mother manage the house and took care of her mother. It was something my father never forgot when he was about to die. He always said that his younger brother was smarter than blue, and he would definitely go farther than him in the imperial examination.

The days went on like that, because the family became more and more dilapidated because of her younger brother's study and her mother's medicine, and her heart gradually sank. After her father's filial piety, she was already old enough, and people began to come to ask her about her marriage. She hides in the house and does not listen to her mother and the matchmaker. She knows very well that the current state of the family is not impossible to piece together a decent dowry, but her mother is still ill, and her younger brother still has to study before he is married.

If she wants to get married in an upright manner, she can only let go of the pride of a scholar's daughter and marry lowly, but the family has almost no income now. She and her mother hope that by getting married, they can add some income to the family. aldult.

Her mother kept her face from tears. In fact, all the people she knew who were willing to give a lot of dowries wanted her to be a concubine. She was very confused. Knowing that those betrothal gifts can help the family, she also knows that she is not beautiful in appearance, and her temper is probably not pleasing as a concubine, she is really at a loss.

The mother rejected all the lobbyists who introduced her to be a concubine, including those officials and eunuchs. Their families are scholars. Now they can still support their pride, but as time goes by, when the younger brother cannot support this family Before, the situation at home would get worse and worse, and she didn't know how long her mother could support her.

Later, the mother became seriously ill, she knew it was for her, but soon the mother didn't have to worry, she heard that the palace was going to choose a maid, she was a girl from a scholar family, she could run for the election, as long as she Being able to enter the palace as an envoy doesn't have to worry about everything, she doesn't have to worry about who to marry, and she can subsidize the family, although her life will probably disappear in the palace wall.

She succeeded and became a maidservant. Her mother sent her away with tears in her eyes, and her younger brother cried and said that he would definitely study hard and let her live a good life after she left the palace.

She bid farewell to her family and stepped into the deep palace. Only after entering the palace did she realize how naive she was. Subsidizing the family was all on the premise that she was alive.

There are intrigues everywhere in the deep palace, playing power and fighting for life. She is just a small dust, who may be stepped on at any time. The worst time was that she was punished to kneel with a few companions in the snow. It was only when I recalled the voices and smiles of my mother and younger brother over and over again in my head that I survived.

At that time, only two of the four people survived until the end, and they all fell to the root of the disease. They had no power and power in the palace and were unable to take care of them, but they were very lucky, because the other two died of illness in the end, which is ridiculous. What's more, she and the living people didn't even have to fantasize about revenge, because the person who punished them kneeled quickly disappeared into the deep palace.

She just lived in the palace day after day. She saw many people around her fantasizing about flying to the branches. She didn't think there was anything wrong with them thinking that way, they were all fighting for their lives, but she knew better that they could stand on the branches How many fell to death, and how many fell to death, so she can always keep her heart.

In those years, she was probably happiest when she heard that her younger brother had passed the examination as a scholar and married his wife, and his sister-in-law soon gave birth to a pair of twins. It was a funeral, and her mother went away, and when her grandchildren were born, she finally breathed a sigh of relief, and finally couldn't stand it any longer. She quietly shed tears all night, and secretly kowtowed three times in the direction of home. She can't do anything else.

Among their group of female envoys, she should be considered lucky. She has endured a lot of training, and she has gradually come to the fore. A female official of the seventh rank is nothing in the palace, but she is better than before. For a long time, she just endured it day by day, and the option of going out of the palace had long been forgotten by her. She lost the possibility of becoming a mother for several years in the palace, and got a pair of legs that were sore and unbearable every cloudy day.

She thought about getting ready, and maybe she could get to a higher position. It would be nice for the daughter of a scholar to become a high-ranking female official in the end, but fate always likes to play jokes on people. She was so happy that she almost shed tears, but when she received the news that her younger brother had passed away, her sister-in-law was in too much pain, and she had a dystocia, one dead and two dead, the sky of the Li family collapsed again.

Thinking of her young nephews and nieces outside the palace, she took a deep breath and left the palace while she was letting the palace people go. The sky outside the palace might really be bluer than the one inside the palace, and she was a little confused.

When she got home, she was glad that she didn't go back late. Two old servants guarded the two poor children. Besides, the Li family was even more dilapidated than when she entered the palace. But when she came back, everything was different. She also praised a private house, not much but barely able to last for a while, she bought a few acres of land with the private house, at least to add some income to the family.

After being out of the palace for more than a year, seeing her nephew getting bigger and bigger, she began to think about finding a rich family to be a lady husband. It is not enough to be a foster mother, and there are two children at home.

At that time, she was accidentally selected by the master. When she heard that a fifth-rank official wanted to marry her as a successor, she was very surprised. When she heard that even her nephew and niece were willing to support her, she actually wanted to It's already more than half of the same, and there is really nothing worth calculating in their family.

Just like that, she married him, and the days after marriage were really happy. Even if her husband and her had always "respected each other as guests", she didn't care, which mistress was not like this.

Later, there was a good concubine in the mansion, and her feelings towards Wan Shi had always been complicated.

Ever since Wan entered the mansion, for some reason, she could feel his apology. He had been fine before, but he felt inexplicably embarrassed when he really entered the house.

He began to care more and more about her, he kept asking her about her coldness and warmth, knowing that she had cold legs, and even scolding those who were not human in the palace, and then whenever it was cold, he would stay by her side and help her rub her legs, Distract her by telling jokes.

Maybe he was too kind to her, which made her a little paranoid. She didn't know when she started to like cranky thoughts more and more. He dotes on Wan'er and Yan'er so much. Does he like Wan Shi very much, more than her? like?

In fact, what she knew was that he went to see Wan Shi less and less, only to see the children, and rarely said anything to Wan Shi, but she just couldn't control herself, whenever she was thinking wildly, she would take a deep breath and work hard To calm down the chaotic thoughts, how can a mistress think about those illusory things, and it is ridiculous to say it.

Time is really a scary thing. She has done countless things for herself, but she still changed unknowingly. Outside she seems to be the dignified and elegant Mistress of the You Family, but she knows that she has changed.

She is used to waiting for him to fall asleep together every day, used to helplessly stop him when he is making trouble, used to always being by the side to make her happy when she is unhappy, and used to hugging him when he is angry and sad. She comforted him, got used to his silent connivance, got used to staying with him, got used to being not just the mistress of You Fu but his wife You Wende.

She was really happy in the second half of her life, and she felt that she might have saved all the luck in the first half of her life for the second half of her life.

The biggest pity in this life is probably that she has never been able to have her own children, but as time goes by, she has long since seen it. For her, all the children of the You family are her children, and they all grew up beside her. .

She has always thought that Wan Shi is a good mother. She felt that way when Wan Shi handed over the two children to her. She didn't believe that Wan Shi couldn't detect his indifference and how much he liked Wan'er. And Yan'er, but she still sent the children to her side, just to give her daughters a good reputation and a bright future.

When Wan Shi died, he was very sad, and the sadness made her sad, but he immediately discovered her subtlety, and he told her that he just felt very guilty. Only after Wan Shi died did he realize that he had let down the feelings of a woman all his life. But he can't love Wan Shi, because he has only loved one person in his life, and that person is her!

She remembered that when she beat him and scolded him for being immodest and old-fashioned, he also accepted it with a smile. He said that he was happy to see her so energetic, and he said that they could grow old together and spend a lifetime together. .

But he didn't keep his promise. He clearly said that he wanted to walk together for the rest of his life, but he ran away first. Before leaving, he didn't tell his children anything. He drove everyone else out, leaving her alone.

He confessed to her, he said he was an unfaithful husband, he said he actually hid important things from her, he told her that he came from a completely different place than now, he said a lot, a lot of incredible things But she knew it was all true and he wouldn't lie to her, she remembered he pulled her at the end and begged her not to hate him after knowing that, then he changed his mind and said she should just hate him , because it is said that people with deeper obsessions are more likely to meet in the next life, and they will meet again in the next life. Even if she hates him then it doesn't matter, because he will still love her!

She listened to his ramblings all the time, until his hands became cold, and her children and grandchildren came in and told her that he was gone.

When she woke up again, she began to divide her private house. The children and grandchildren were very worried, but she told them not to worry. He was still worried about the birth of his little grandson and daughter-in-law when he was dying. She had to watch the child be born safely.

She was thinking about what he said when he was about to die. This guy will not be able to speak well in his life, but he will say something to make her sad when it happens. He has such a temperament, and he has to do something when it happens, lest she forget him. .

Does she hate him?Hate, how could you not hate?He said that he would grow old with her forever, and spend the rest of his life with her, but his words didn't count, and he left her alone.

But it doesn't matter, she is going to chase him soon, the little grandson is already full moon, and he is extremely healthy, but he is too fat, which made the granddaughter-in-law a lot of sins.

Li slowly closed her eyes, she always remembered that she hated him, and then they must meet again in the next life, and he must fulfill his promise this time, just like the world he told her, They are a pair for life, and they will stay together for a lifetime!

It was the first time in a year that You's mansion changed into a white flag again, and the old lady of You's family went.