[Entertainment] Atypical 'immigrant' daily life

The capital is not like South Korea, where anyone with money can get into a single ward in a hospital, and in a place with a large population, a single ward must have the right to do so.Girls who have no shortage of money and rights don't even think about single wards, but because of their status as international friends, they are placed in a quadruple room by the hospital for care.

Counting patients, family members, doctors, and nurses in the ward, there are a total of nine people. They look like intern doctors at a young age, and they are carefully cleaning and re-bandaging Li Xiyan's wounds. Western view.

If the clothes and appearance that Li Xiyan sent in were not for the daytime, people would have almost misunderstood whether something happened to her, and now she looks ashamed again.The injured one sat on the bed without saying a word, and the girl standing there was crying tears and snot. If she stood outside the ward, she would think that the injured and the uninjured were reversed.

When people are unlucky, they can get stuffed between their teeth when they drink saliva. The consequence of Li Xiyan's wild run is that she can hardly see her feet, and the sole of her right foot is sunk in three pieces of glass, only the size of a grain of rice. Can't stop shaking.When the last one was pulled out, blood flowed directly. The doctor quickly pressed the alcohol cotton on it, and immediately sprayed hemostatic medicine after disinfection. It was a heart-wrenching pain.Li Xiyan's fingers gripping the bed sheet turned white, and she didn't make a sound like that. The nurse looked at her almost like a warrior.

The glass shards collided with the aluminum tray and made a crisp sound, and the gauze wrapped around Li Xiyan's right foot like a serious injury.Liu Nanqing managed to stop her crying, and then sent the doctor away after listening to the doctor tell them a lot of things about not getting wet, paying attention to diet, and getting the examination report.When I came back, I saw Li Xiyan, whose face was pale with two bandages wrapped around her wrist, tears were streaming down her face, and she couldn't stop it.

In all kinds of film and television works, the so-called sadness is greater than heart death, no response to the outside world, no hunger, no pain.Li Xiyan proved with personal experience that these are all lies!She was in so much pain that she was about to die. When the iodine was rubbed on the wound on her little finger, she fully understood what it means to connect fingers to a heart. She gritted her teeth and didn't cry out.

Shaking her hands, she pulled Liu Nanqing to the edge of the bed and sat down, soothing her weakly, "Don't cry."

"You...you...what's the matter with you, who bullied you, why didn't you say anything." Liu Nanqing answered the words with sobs, and sniffed before she finished speaking.

Li Xiyan was amused by her, "Go and wash your face first, you can't even look ugly this way." Eyeliner and eyelashes were messed up on her face because of tears, and this sister was wearing heavy metal makeup, looking very embarrassed .

"You're still laughing!" Liu Nanqing felt that Li Xiyan was crazy, how could she laugh now, is it time to laugh now!The anger went straight to the head, but it was stuck in the throat but could not be released. The person in front of him had a bloodless face, and he didn't look happy when he smiled. Instead, he seemed to be using a smile to cover up a deeper sadness.

Liu Nanqing took a deep breath, grabbed Li Xiyan's hand and was about to ask all the questions, the hand in her palm trembled slightly, she immediately let go, and said anxiously, "What's wrong, what's wrong?"

"It's okay." Li Xiyan shook her head with her hand, raised her hand and shook her jokingly, "The wound hurts a bit, and it needs time to heal." He rubbed her face as he spoke, pinching the false eyelashes and making fun of her, "You Do you want to look in a mirror, you are really in a terrible situation now."

After receiving the call, she rushed all the way to the airport. Liu Nanqing, whose face makeup had not been removed since yesterday, looked at the false eyelashes with a frightened face, and quickly covered her face with her hands and was about to run out. She covered her face and turned her head to warn Li Xi before running two steps Yan "If you're not on the bed when I come back, I'll break your legs!" Roared loudly, with violent vocabulary but lack of confidence, she lowered her volume and added, "Don't move around, I'm really worried."

Li Xiyan looked at her with a smile, and pointed to the cabinet next to the bed, "I have a bag. I have a hat and a mask in my bag. You didn't bring your make-up remover. Are you going to wash it with clean water?"

"Not in the bag!" Liu Nanqing pulled the bag wordlessly, took out the mask and hat from the bag and put it on her head, the low brim of the hat blocked the restlessness and restlessness in her eyes, her voice came out from the mask, muffled "Do you want me to go because you don't want to tell me, so you can find or make up a decent reason to get rid of me?"

"Don't be like this, Xiyan. It's okay if you don't tell me, don't lie to me, don't take me for a fool." There seemed to be tears dripping on the ground with her lowered head, Li Xiyan couldn't see clearly, she could only hear Liu Nanqing calmly "Xi Yan, I will get hurt too."

Liu Nanqing left, and the room was completely quiet. The conversation just now was obviously not in Chinese, and the people in the ward looked more cryptically.The smile on Li Xiyan's face disappeared, she stared blankly at her hands, she didn't want to lie to Liu Nanqing, just because Liu Nanqing spent such a long day with her, just because Liu Nanqing cried so much that she didn't even feel like her makeup was off. Now, she doesn't want to lie to her.

However, besides lying to her, what else can I say, saying that this body is not mine, or that your friend has long since disappeared somewhere unknown, this world only leaves her with one option, which is to deceive.If you lie to others, you are Li Xiyan; if you lie to yourself, I am Li Xiyan.Daughter of Kim Hye-ja, friend of Yoo Nam-jung, citizen of the Republic of Korea, student of Ewha Womans University.

His fingers poked at the bandage on his wrist, where it was scratched by the car, it hurt and trembled when he poked it.Li Xiyan was not reconciled, not reconciled to the end of the matter like this, not reconciled to why she had to lie, not reconciled to having to bear the life of a stranger despite her doing nothing wrong, but her reluctance was useless.

Be it God or the Jade Emperor, those unknown masters dug a big pit for her, and fate pushed her into the pit as a pusher.There are fine wines and fine wines in the pit, old friends and relatives in the pit, and the bottomless pit makes her unable to even see the boundary, let alone climb out of the pit.In literary works, time travel is a paradise to experience another life, but to Li Xiyan, it is just a better world than hell.

The human world with all the seven emotions and six desires, greed, anger, ignorance and hatred, or life.Li Xiyan is not a god, she can't get rid of it, the guilt towards her friends, the uneasiness towards Jin Huizi, and the fear of the strange environment around her, told her that what she insisted on in the past was just a dream, and she must wake up from the dream.

She can't be immersed in the dream, the only way to live in the dream is to die, to die for that glimmer of life, for a result that everyone knows whether she can travel back, and for the vague hope of family reunion.Li Xiyan was not reconciled, but Li Xiyan didn't dare to gamble, the price was too high for her to bear, the thought of suicide was just the moment of her head, and could scare back all her courage, she couldn't do this, no matter it was for her body Whether it is her relatives or her cowardice, she can't do it.

If you can't die, you have to live. Li Xiyan wants to live, even in the days when there is no hope in sight, she still wants to live.Maybe everything is really just a dream, the girl from the rabbit country is just a dream of hers, she is Li Xiyan, who happened to dream of another person's life, she has to be Li Xiyan, she can only be Li Xiyan now Yan.

The bewildered child is unconsciously making psychological hints to himself, and the sad girl takes a taxi to the nearest shopping mall to supplement the real needs of life.Liu Nanqing left in a hurry, she didn't bring anything except money and documents, Li Xiyan was injured, they couldn't leave for a short time, they needed clothes and daily necessities, they hadn't eaten for a long time, and they had to bring food back.

Liu Nanqing silently estimated what to buy, and tried not to let herself think about it. Her growth experience from childhood to adulthood told her that there are many things that cannot be deeply thought about or pursued.Seeing too clearly and thinking too clearly is not good for anyone, especially hurting yourself.Just like her father who missed her grandma's funeral, like one stepmother after another in the family, if she really wants to get entangled, what she should do is not to trouble her father, but to simply stay away from each other forever, which is the best revenge.

No matter how you fight against Liu's father, Liu Nanqing is also a daughter raised by Liu's father. In essence, they are very similar. They are shrewd about money and confused about people. Only because they are confused can they be happy.The two fathers and daughters never talked about logic in their quarrels. The daughter was scolded for causing trouble, and the father scolded and cleaned up the aftermath.Even if Liu Nanqing caused a big incident, Liu's father would take care of her; if Liu Nanqing was angry again, she would still attend Liu's father's wedding, this was the tacit understanding between father and daughter.

According to the precepts and deeds of the deceased Grandma Liu, Liu Nanqing knew from a young age that most happy people are not smart, at least when dealing with the people they care about, they don’t need to be smart. Wisdom and reason are the source of all troubles.When Grandma Liu left, she was cheerful and didn't feel any pain.

There is no particular reason why Liu Nanqing treats Li Xiyan differently, it's just a coincidence of timing, and the prettier vocabulary is fate.When Li Xiyan appeared, Grandma Liu had just passed away, and it was the time when Liu Nanqing had nowhere to vent her emotions, and the resemblance between Li Xiyan and Grandma Liu back then, of course, was not because of their appearance, but because of how they treated people and things.

Seeing people smile three-pointedly, and will ignore the other party directly when encountering annoying things, will not step forward to curse, and will not get angry to make yourself unhappy.It seems that everyone is easy to get along with, but in fact, no one cares.Such a person has a steelyard in his heart, how much do you love me, and how much do I care about you, in fact, such a person is the most cold-blooded and self-centered.

In the beginning, Liu Nanqing chased Li Xiyan out of fun at most. At that time, she happened to be in a bad mood, and it was just another object to play with. But one day Li Xiyan was really impatient when she was forced to show her cards, Liu Nanqing was in a daze. This girl saw the shadow of grandma.

The old and the young have lived together for so many years, and grandma is always very happy to be around her, and ignores her when she is not around. When she was young, she suspected that grandma might not like her, but when she grew up, she found that the old lady treated everyone like this.The neighbor's dog came to feed her delicious food. She wagged her tail and touched her twice on the street, but the dog died, and the old lady didn't even shed tears. She still happily fed a group of dogs who came to beg for food. Touch it twice.

From then on, Liu Nanqing began to officially regard Li Xiyan as a friend, not a person to play with. To a certain extent, Liu Nanqing has always paid unilaterally between the two of them, but it is precisely because of this that Liu Nanqing treats Li Xiyan especially valued.Liu Nanqing doesn't know about sunk costs in economics or emotional replacement in psychology. She likes Li Xiyan, and that's enough.

For Li Xiyan's strange behavior during this period, Liu Nanqing knew that she was neither stupid nor blind.She didn't even care about chasing Li Xiyan when she was dating a guy, so how could she not notice Li Xiyan's change.It's just a change in taste and lifestyle, though not common and not impossible.Besides, these are all details, if it changes, it will change, as long as it is still the same person, this little change is nothing.

The most important thing is that Li Xiyan is still the girl she likes, who hides everything in her heart, makes people around her not know how to deal with it, and makes people unable to stop paying attention to her girl, so she will always be her friend.The best, the friend who cares the most about her and cares about her the most.

[Do you have masochistic tendencies? ——Li Xiyan]

[I'm an M, didn't I tell you, my dear——Liu Nanqing]