[Entertainment] Atypical 'immigrant' daily life
Chapter 116
When the door was opened, the atmosphere in the room was almost freezing.The two turned their heads together, and Yin Zhiyuan sat down from the middle of the sofa to the side, moving a seat for her.Li Deye didn't move, but just folded his hands, raised his left arm and put it on the back of the sofa, the meaning was very obvious.
Li Xiyan glanced at the two men on each side of the sofa. The scene of choosing one from the other was a bit silly. If she had said something before to adjust the atmosphere, but now, she went directly to Li Deye and sat down.The elder brother was very satisfied with her choice, put his arm on her shoulder from the back of the sofa, looked inquiringly, and followed the doctor who came in.
Doubting whether the doctor in front of him was performing the Shura field, he judged the situation and resolutely did not intend to get involved.He smiled awkwardly, indicating that some inspections would take a while, so he went out and waited, then turned around and opened the door to leave.It's safer to watch TV dramas for things like watching good dramas.
Li Deye stroked Li Xiyan's head, lowered his head and asked her in a good mood, "Are you hungry, can someone buy you something to eat?"
"I'm not hungry, I'm a little thirsty, I want to drink water." Li Xiyan despised his naivety, but cooperated very well with his territorial behavior.Li Deye is in a better mood. She will be safer when the inspection report comes out.
Li Deye glanced at the quiet Yin Zhiyuan, turned around and ordered "apple juice and abalone porridge." Looking at Li Xiyan, "You are not feeling well, you have to eat on time." He pointed at Yin Zhiyuan with his chin and nodded "here He has a cup of coffee and goes out."
The two people behind nodded and walked out. When they reached the door, they found that Yin Zhiyuan hadn't moved. They looked at Li Deye hesitantly, wondering if they should start.Li Deye also looked at Yin Zhiyuan, wanting him to get acquainted.
Yin Zhiyuan, who had been keeping quiet since Li Xiyan entered the door, smiled at him and said, "I promised grandma that I will tell her the result of the examination."
In one sentence, Li Xiyan, who had been ignoring him all this time, sneered.Li Deye, who was a little upset at first, heard the sneer, raised his eyebrows and let him go, waving the person at the door to go out.
There were only three people left in the room. The beauty Li Deye was in his arms, leaning on the sofa leisurely, with his legs raised and the toes of his shoes dangling slightly.Li Xiyan leaned on her brother's shoulder relaxedly, her eyes were slightly closed, she didn't know whether she was in a daze or thinking about something, her arm was on her brother's leg, her index finger unconsciously followed his swaying toes, hitting points one by one.
Alone, sitting alone on the sofa, looking at Yin Zhiyuan, who is showing affection for his brother and sister, silently glanced at the mobile phone that was about to run out of battery. Out of sight is net mode, leaning on the sofa with closed eyes and pretending to be dead.
Apple juice and coffee appeared much faster than abalone porridge. The cups on the table changed from one serving to three servings. When the door closed again, Li Xiyan looked at the time and raised her watch to her brother, "I have something to do at nine o'clock." , it's almost eight o'clock now, if the doctor can't come back, I'll leave first."
"If you're fine, you won't even use the hospital. You'll leave after the results come out." Li Deye ruthlessly rejected her request. Seeing that she was still talking, he patted her on the head and said meaningfully, "Be good, Don't make me angry in front of outsiders."
The outsider opened his eyes and looked at Li Xiyan. Based on his understanding, Li Xiyan must not be willing.As long as Li Xiyan speaks, he can support her.Unfortunately, the situation has changed, Li Xiyan just opened her brother's hand in dissatisfaction, and really didn't say any rebuttals.
It must be said that Yin Zhiyuan, who has always been calm, is a little restless at this moment, because Li Xiyan is too well-behaved.Not to mention before they fell in love, even after they fell in love, he had never seen such a well-behaved Li Xiyan, even his brother was a little jealous.What's more, the so-called 'outsiders' have not been refuted.
Yin Zhiyuan's expression finally changed, even if it was only for a moment, Li Deye saw it, and he was very happy to see it.Now that you know how to make the person opposite you unhappy, then of course you have to make persistent efforts.The picture of sitting quietly with each other disappeared, and Li Deye suddenly had the desire to chat.
Li Deye started the first round of provocations, asking him and his sister what he and his sister knew, but the boy on the other side must not know, "The movie you invested in has a premiere date set?"
"It's the 24th of this month, will you come then?" Li Xiyan cooperated.
Finding that today's younger sister is really a very well-behaved Li Deye, he nodded and said, "Of course I will go to your movie. How about booking the box office for you?"
"Okay, I'll look for you when the time comes, and the stats you've swiped should be better." Li Xiyan nodded bluntly.
After saying this, Li Deye paused for a moment, and Yin Zhiyuan burst out laughing. In an instant, he was stared at by the death stares of the two brothers and sisters, and quickly raised his hands in surrender, "Go on, go on."
Yin Zhiyuan laughed because Li Xiyan would never be able to do things like book the box office, but now that he said it, it was obviously an angry remark, and he was specifically angry at himself.This kind of chat that was obviously started to isolate him, from the beginning of this sentence, it means that his sense of existence is still very strong, of course it is worth laughing.
Li Deye, who also found something wrong, gave his sister an angry sideways glance, "You don't even know how to fight a cold war. If you quarrel with others, you will definitely lose." You have to be calm at this time, and the person who thinks about the other party first will lose!
"It sounds like you have a lot of experience." Li Xiyan didn't want to pay attention to him. The single dog said that the cold war and quarrels were all about him, so why did he suddenly show up to make a reservation.
Li Deye tilted his head and gently bumped her on the head, "I want you to be good." Turning around, he thought of one thing. , I fixed it, you come to me tomorrow, and I will let them transfer to your name."
"Borrowing your name? Is there something wrong with you?" Li Xiyan looked at him suspiciously. It's normal for Li Deye to buy bonds, but what are you doing with a borrowed name?
Thinking of a good starting point, Yin Zhiyuan really couldn't get involved, but unfortunately, his younger sister's limited financial knowledge also couldn't get mixed in. Li Deye wanted to sigh, and patted his sister on the dog's head and told her, "Come over tomorrow, I'll tell you .”
Li Xiyan shook her head to ask him to let go, and realized that she might be thinking too much. As a financial novice, just to be on the safe side, she nodded directly, "Okay, I will find you tomorrow."
My sister can't understand things that are too complicated, but the kid on the other side can understand things that are too simple.Li Deye directly dismantled the stage, held Li Xiyan's wrist, and asked her, "Why do you have to choose such an ugly one to wear when I gave you so many rings?"
In the beginning, Li Deye didn't pay attention to any rings, and he was not so free that he even cared about Li Xiyan's jewelry.I saw it many times in a row, thinking that it was just Li Xiyan who liked this kind of plain ring, thinking that I should not give gems as gifts in the future, and I didn't see how Li Xiyan wore it.Later, when I saw that the boy on the opposite side had a male style, I didn't care what the ring looked like, how ugly it was, so I just threw it back while the owner was here today.
"It's almost enough." Li Xiyan withdrew her hand, telling him not to play too much.It's okay to be angry if it makes Li Deye happy, and it's okay to cooperate, but if it's too much, it's inappropriate.She didn't really want to break up with Yin Zhiyuan, she liked him, even though she was very angry, she still liked him.
Li Deye looked at her with a half-smile, "You compromised so quickly, sooner or later you even forget why you persisted in the first place."
Li Xiyan was stunned for a moment, understood what he meant, took a sip of the apple juice on the table, and decided to use her own method to solve this problem.All sensibility disappeared, leaving only rationality, showing a polite smile, looking at Yin Zhiyuan, "You know I have always liked sociology, right?"
Yin Zhiyuan, who was made hairy by her smiling face, nodded cautiously, "I know, there is still a sociological experiment in No Life."
Li Deye, who didn't understand why the topic jumped here, picked up his coffee and watched the two of them chatting. He had a premonition that Yin Zhiyuan would never want to hear what Li Xiyan had to say.
In fact, Yin Zhiyuan himself also had this premonition.
Li Xiyan didn't care about men's premonitions, and said to herself, "Since the millennium, the divorce rate has been rising all over the world. Unmarried and infertile have become social problems recently. In 2013, Sweden A sociologist published a paper. The theme is that the higher the education received, the resistance to the marriage system is inevitable under a social mechanism.”
Of the three people in the room, one is a king in a special field, the other is a king in the game field, and they are all scumbags in sociology.If it wasn't for Li Xiyan talking about a topic like a thesis, the two people sitting here would turn around and leave.But the person speaking was Li Xiyan, so they could only listen.
The god of learning looked at the two scumbags, his smile exuded the fragrance of knowledge, "Do you know why?"
Li Deye covered his face with coffee, pretending not to hear.Yin Zhiyuan wanted to answer, but unfortunately he didn't have enough knowledge, so he could only shake his head.
"The essence of marriage is the combination of economics and sociology. Before the industrial revolution, a marriage can change the quality of life of two families. The combination of two rich families will become richer, and the combination of poor people , at least can change from one bowl of rice to one and a half bowls, and everyone can change from five percent full to eighty percent full, this is the most basic meaning of marriage."
Li Xiyan looked at Yin Zhiyuan, who was in a daze, and his smile became brighter. "From a biological point of view, the purpose of males is to reproduce, and females need to select good genes for their offspring. This is the basic meaning of animals. Transformation When it comes to humans, marriage represents two things, one is economy and the other is reproduction.”
"Women need marriage because they need to improve their quality of life. Men have relatively less demand in this regard. The so-called higher education level means that when women become more economically capable, they can choose more good jobs for their offspring. Without genetics, the security of marriage is less meaningful to women.”
"And when women's economic ability becomes stronger, their status under the current social mechanism will naturally change. They are no longer just the existence of being selected, but also the existence of selectors. When there are more choices, the constraints under social standards, It just doesn't make sense for women anymore."
Li Xiyan looked at Yin Zhiyuan, "Do you understand what I'm going to say?"
Yin Zhiyuan, who couldn't understand at all, tried to understand the point "You mean, you don't want to get married because you don't want to reproduce?" This sentence was weird, and he changed it to "No, it's about having a baby?"
Li Xiyan's smile paused for a second, and she looked at him with mentally retarded eyes, "I mean, I don't lack money, I don't lack social status, and I don't need the benefits of marriage." The elder brother, who covered his face with coffee, smirked and said, "I'm not short of money, am I?"
"How about I use gold to make you a golden body, if someone asks you if you are short of money, you can hit him with that." Li Deye joked.
Li Xiyan, who didn't want to become a Buddha, ignored her unreliable brother and continued to ask Yin Zhiyuan, "If a thing can't bring me benefits, but only troubles, why should I have it?" Marriage is such a thing, there is no benefit , will only cause trouble.
"Because, I love you." Yin Zhiyuan replied immediately, "Marriage is the promise I made for you."
Li Deye sneered, Li Xiyan patted him, told him to shut up, and asked with a smile, "Then you won't love me if you don't get married?"
"Of course not!" The answer almost blurted out.
Li Xiyan, who was not surprised by the answer, spread her hands, "If this is the case, does the reason for getting married still exist?"
Yin Zhiyuan was stunned, "But, but..." But for a long time, he was speechless.I didn't know what to do for a while, and suddenly felt that I didn't know the person in front of me, why could I understand every word Li Xiyan said, even if they were together, I couldn't understand a single sentence.
Yin Zhiyuan always felt that he was being entangled, like a maze, and the exit was not far away, but he couldn't see "How can it be the same, isn't it because I love you and you love me, so we want Are you together? Why do you have so many things? Does it matter if you have money or social status? Does it mean that if you have high social status, you will not get married if you have money?"
Li Xiyan shook her head calmly, "No, social status and money have nothing to do with marriage." Looking at the way his eyes lit up, I somehow felt that he was a little cute, silly cute "But, I love you and you love me , also has nothing to do with marriage, love is love, it will not increase because of marriage, nor will it decrease because of marriage."
"Why do you make it sound like marriage is a transaction? Could it be that you are willing to marry me if I can tell you the benefits of marriage?" Yin Zhiyuan's current feeling is very absurd. What are they talking about? A business?
Li Deye put down his coffee cup, "If you can really say it, then it's not impossible to marry you. Otherwise, what time would she waste with you? If it's just a piece of paper, wouldn't it be better for her to marry me?" Yin Zhiyuan raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "By the way, you know, we are not brothers and sisters."
"The same clan does not marry!" Yin Zhiyuan gritted his teeth and said.
The so-called non-marriage of the same clan is a Korean law, mainly to prevent close relatives, all of whom are Koreans, and it is difficult to say blood relationship.
He didn't expect to hear such a legitimate answer, and Li Deye laughed when he heard it, "Even if we are brothers and sisters, do you think I can't get that piece of paper?"
"What a mess, why are you making trouble?" Li Xiyan lightly kicked Li Deye, who was disturbed, and turned her head to let Yin Zhiyuan calm down, "I can't think of anything that makes me have to get married, if you can tell me , then I will compromise, and there is no problem in getting the certificate tomorrow."
Yin Zhiyuan was stunned for a second, then hurriedly said, "Grandma wants you to get married."
"Grandma still wants me to get married." Li Deye sneered.
Yin Zhiyuan glared at him, took a deep breath and organized his words, "The old man is getting old, she must be urging you, and you must be impatient. If you bear it for a long time, you will definitely not be able to bear it. You just said that this matter is not good , but there is no harm in getting married. One thing, it can make the old man happy, save you from being nagged, and make everyone friendly and happy, isn't it worth it. "
"According to what you said, it's better for her to marry me, and we both don't have to be nagged." Li Deye said coolly.
Yin Zhiyuan kicked in a hurry and wanted to kick it, but Li Xiyan picked up the coffee cup and smashed it to the ground with a crisp sound, "Enough!"
Li Deye, who was sitting in his seat without moving, suddenly raised a smiling face, looked at Yin Zhiyuan, and smiled very kindly, but the words he said were terrifying, "I heard that you have many brothers and sisters. If you are missing, your father dare not do it to me..."
"I've said enough!" Li Xiyan roared, looking at Li Deye, "It's too much."
Li Deye shrugged and leaned back, "Just kidding."
Yin Zhiyuan took a deep breath, and said in a deep voice, "Let's go out and talk."
"Okay." Li Xiyan was about to get up when Li Deye grabbed her.Li Xiyan looked at her brother tangled, she didn't expect it to develop like this, if she had known it would be like this, she wouldn't have talked about it in front of Li Deye at all.
Yin Zhiyuan said with an ugly face, "Even if it's my brother, she can't really be with you for the rest of her life. You..."
"Yin Zhiyuan! He is my brother!" Li Xiyan said angrily.Are these two bulldogs? They bite as soon as they open their mouths.
The face of the person being yelled at was flushed, while the person being defended was relaxed and at ease. Li Deye smiled happily, "You can at most be one of the boyfriends, and family members are for life."
"You're almost there!" Li Xiyan was almost helpless.
It's obvious which side the girlfriend is on, and the girlfriend's brother is laughing at him. Yin Zhiyuan has a feeling of being targeted, by this family, by the so-called old family, by a psychopath who says he wants to marry his sister!
When complete sensibility prevails, I start talking nonsense, "I don't understand why you hate marriage, I really don't understand, what you said is right, but marriage is not like that. I asked many people, when you were young Without broken families, you..."
"Shut up!" Li Xiyan's expression changed, she interrupted him, and turned to look at Li Deye, "We have to make it clear, wait for me, or should we go out?"
Li Deye smiled and looked at Li Xiyan without speaking, his sister let him go in front of a bastard?
"Brother~" Li Xiyan looked at him flatteringly, "just for a while."
"Not at all." Li Deye poked her between the eyebrows, stood up and glanced at Yin Zhiyuan, smiled disdainfully, and walked out.
The moment the door slammed, Yin Zhiyuan collapsed on the sofa, and before Li Xiyan could say anything, he continued what he had just said, "You said you don't want to get married. I asked many people, and they had all sorts of reasons. But they said The various reasons have nothing to do with you. You have no shadow, and you have no parents who make you feel that marriage is not going to last."
"I don't know much about you and Jin Xichu, but you must have never been hurt, you have never been cheated. You have none of these, you have nothing, you are good in everything. You are good in everything Yes, you are fine, everything is fine. But you are fine with everything, but you just don’t want to get married. You let me not know, you just don’t want to get married. "
Outburst of anger turned into a powerless sigh, Yin Zhiyuan hugged his head and sat on the sofa, not daring to look at her, and his voice became extremely soft, "It's still, I'm not you, the right person." Her lips were dry, and her tone became hoarse. "Do you not want to marry, or you don't want to marry me. It's just me."
Li Xiyan was a little frightened, she didn't know that Yin Zhiyuan was so persistent about marriage, but in the end, it was because of uneasiness.This person with a smile on her face may be so disturbed every day when she doesn't know it.The time of more than ten years may be really too long, so long that even if he is with himself, he can't smooth out the original relationship.
This uneasiness made him uneasy, this uneasiness overwhelmed him.Let him hold on to the rotten wood of marriage, even though he knows that nothing can be changed, he still dare not let go, because apart from this rotten wood, he doesn't know what else can give him a sense of security.
Li Xiyan was frightened, and there was a trace of guilt, but more, she felt dissatisfied.If Yin Zhiyuan is so disturbed, it means that the other party doesn't trust her.Marriage is a rope, and he is trying to use this rope to bind himself.When the love brain was completely offline, Li Xiyan was really rational.Another adjective for rationality is cruelty.
There is no emotion in this world that can withstand analysis, and what is left is always a mess.Unfortunately, as a writer, Li Xiyan is best at analyzing everything thoroughly.For example, she herself, maybe she used to be really tired of marriage because of her young family, but now, she is definitely not.At least not when facing Yin Zhiyuan.
For example, her relationship with Yin Zhiyuan.Because she found that Yin Zhiyuan was the same as her, they loved each other, but they loved themselves more.Because she loves herself, she doesn't want to get married, and she doesn't want to change everything that exists.Also because he loves himself, Yin Zhiyuan wants to get married, he is afraid that everything will be like those 11 years, nothing has changed.
Once the source of the matter is found, it is easy to solve it.
Li Xiyan got up and walked to Yin Zhiyuan's side, stretched out her hand to hold him in her arms, her voice was soft and soft, as if to comfort, "Brother, marriage can't change anything, the society tells us that the end of love is marriage, that's what holds your hand." , grow old together, that is what everyone should do."
"However, that is actually just a piece of paper, a piece of paper that two people can sign for marriage and divorce at the same time. The Bible tells us to find the missing rib. I have found that person, and I have found you. Even if we don't I swear before God, I still won't let go of your hand."
"You like to play games with your friends, you like to watch dramas and comics quietly during your break, you like those figurines that I don't like, these are all things you like, and these are suitable for you to do alone Yes. I also like to be alone, drawing alone, thinking about scripts alone, and reading alone.”
"We both like activities alone, we can be with each other, I am happy that when I draw, you are playing games next to me, and it is very happy to turn your head and see you. But we don't have to force each other, we have to go to the same Like those. Maybe we will compromise at first because of love, but after a long time, you will be tired and I will be impatient."
The person in a ball in his arms slowly raised his head and looked at her fixedly.Li Xiyan lowered her head and kissed his eyes, her voice was more gentle, "You like me not only because of what I will become after I change, but what you like is my unchanged appearance. I like you too, I can't imagine what you will become after you change, maybe I like it better, maybe, maybe I don't like it."
"We are all the same, we are still the same person we were at the beginning. I admire the person who can set me up and make me fall into the trap without knowing it. Although I will be angry, but he is so interesting, I don't care at all. I don't want to leave him. I don't think there is anyone more interesting in this world than him."
Li Xiyan lowered her head and pecked and kissed his face, forehead, cheeks, nose tip, and finally sucked his lips, bewitching him, "Let's talk about a lifetime love like this, okay?" His anger was melted by the water stain on the tip of his tongue.
Yin Zhiyuan, who was still panting slightly when they parted, used his remaining rationality to make a final effort, "I understand that you want to pursue freedom, and I never want to restrict this matter. I just want to give you a place to live when you are tired from flying." A place to rely on. If nothing changes in marriage, you don’t have to do anything, I promise, nothing will change.”
Li Xiyan sighed softly, and rubbed the tip of his nose, "It is impossible for marriage to remain unchanged. We signed a contract, which is the spirit of the contract that I should bear as a social person. In order to keep the promise, in order not to Abandoning the original self, even if I have no hope for this relationship, I still will not allow myself to go back, this is a marriage of understanding."
Yin Zhiyuan was stunned for a few seconds, "Isn't it good to have a promise? What you said like this made me feel that I can use marriage to get closer to you for the future to really appear." His uneasiness is because of this, really Like what Li Xiyan said, getting married can relieve him of this anxiety.
Realizing that what she said might be too tactful, Li Xiyan looked at him seriously, "Then let me put it another way, marriage is too heavy, do you know what a contract is, a person must have the spirit of a contract, it's a promise, it's a way to settle down Basic. But if we get married, my feelings for you will change from liking to responsibility, do you want that?"
"However, if you value marriage so much, then our marriage may relax you and make you feel that this relationship has entered a new environment. Marriage is an end point for you. The so-called responsibility is also because of liking It started, didn't it?" Yin Zhiyuan tried to get the logic back.
Li Xiyan told him emotionally, "For me, marriage is just a starting point, and I don't like the beginning of this starting point. I don't like it. I stop there. I don't like everything around me. It has already ended. That would bore me. I like you, isn't that enough?"
Yin Zhiyuan felt that he couldn't understand Li Xiyan. "Then do you think marriage is very important, or do you just hate marriage? Whether it's me or someone else, do you hate marriage? Persevere for decades?" He He wanted to ask why Li Xiyan was afraid of getting married, but he didn't understand.
Li Xiyan understood what she hadn't said before, and smiled softly, "I'm not afraid of marriage, I just think it will make my life very troublesome? And I don't like this kind of trouble. I don't know how long I can stay unmarried, a lifetime is so long, and people will always change."
The girl who smiled softly said cruel things to her boyfriend, but it was the truth.Li Xiyan wants to tell Yin Zhiyuan the truth more than a beautiful lie, because the truth can let each other really tell each other the bottom line, instead of having countless quarrels on the same matter, that would be too stupid.
"But this change should be because of me, not the me you tried to change. I am not a non-marriageist, but a marriage indifference. Your behavior is not asking me to agree to marriage, you are making me adapt to you, or changing Yes, the one you want."
"Yin Zhiyuan, the person you want is not me." Li Xiyan was still smiling, and when she said the words, Yin Zhiyuan withdrew from her arms and retreated to the edge of the sofa. Anxiety cannot be hidden.
Hidden in the bottom of my heart, maybe I didn’t fully understand the small thoughts, and it is actually a very scary thing to be said naked|naked|nakedly, to be seen through by another person, to be honest with each other , without a trace of secret, is a very terrifying thing.
Before Li Xiyan said this, Yin Zhiyuan couldn't judge whether he was insisting on marriage, or whether he was insisting on turning Li Xiyan into what he wanted.People are greedy animals, they want more after they get it, and this cannot be changed by anyone.
Yin Zhiyuan loves this person for a long time, until the end. The moment his dream comes true, there will be a more terrifying future. One day in the future, Li Xiyan will change, and Li Xiyan will no longer like him, then he will crazy.Compared with never getting it, losing it after getting it will definitely drive him crazy.
So, he wants marriage, he wants this person by his side, what contract, what family, everything is good, he wants Li Xiyan not to leave him, that's all.However, this is his invisible thoughts, thoughts that he doesn't even dare to think deeply about, it's too scary, it's like, no matter how much he loves, it's just a pretense, he loves himself more.
Yin Zhiyuan was afraid of losing Li Xiyan, afraid of losing her future life, afraid of her leaving him, even if it was just a thought.But what he was more afraid of was losing Li Xiyan himself.In this world, everyone loves themselves more, and everyone knows it, but no one is willing to admit it in such a conversation under such an environment.
And Li Xiyan just said this about it.
Yin Zhiyuan shook his head vigorously, trying to get rid of the terrifying thoughts in his head, carefully moved to Li Xiyan's side little by little, slid down from the sofa, squatted beside her legs, and held her hand, almost Looking at her imploringly, "I won't break up."
"Okay, we won't break up."
The answers I got were too easy and too unreliable.Yin Zhiyuan's voice became even more disturbed, "What I want has never been marriage, all I want is you."
Li Xiyan looked down at him, the corners of her mouth were turned up, and there was a smile at the end of her eyes, but there was no smile in her eyes, "But, you are changing me."
A cold air rushed from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, Yin Zhiyuan's hair stood on end, he hardly dared to look into her eyes, forced himself not to divert his gaze, opened himself up, and with a bloody heart, told the cold truth." You, who have not changed, have never liked me."
Yin Zhiyuan never told anyone that Li Xiyan changed when she returned to Seoul, or earlier, or in that courtyard.For reasons he didn't know, for reasons he didn't know, changed.It was because she had changed that he dared to confess.
The smile that had been hanging on her face slowly disappeared. Li Xiyan tilted her head and looked at the person in front of her curiously. She was wondering, the power of love seemed to be really great, so great that at this moment, she wanted to Tell the other person where you are from, tell him that there is a special little girl, tell him why she has changed.
Li Xiyan's expression was a bit strange, Yin Zhiyuan didn't know what this strangeness meant, panic slowly permeated his whole body, and his heart sank gradually.Then the person in front of him, with one sentence, pulled him back from hell to heaven.
Li Xiyan bent down to get closer to him, with the tip of her nose pressed against her nose, and looked at him deeply, wanting to see through those eyes, see that restless soul, and tell him a more beautiful truth, "I don't like it because I have changed. You, but liking you, will change."
The completely unexpected answer made Yin Zhiyuan almost suspect that what he heard was a hallucination, the corners of his mouth turned up a little bit, a smile appeared, and then it grew bigger and bigger, his heart seemed to be pinched hard, with tingling pain, but it made him More sober, maybe not so sober in my life.
Yin Zhiyuan's eyes were so bright that they were about to shine, looking at her, he spoke softly, as if the voice was louder, and the person in front of him disappeared, "I didn't hear it just now, please say it again."
"I love you." This was Li Xiyan's answer.
What was obtained was Yin Zhiyuan's fierce lunge and laughter that almost pierced the ceiling.
Did that idiot ever think that if she really changed, not only would he dislike him, but there was also a possibility that he would dislike herself too. ——Li Xiyan
The person I like likes me too, which is great. ——Yin Zhiyuan
Li Xiyan glanced at the two men on each side of the sofa. The scene of choosing one from the other was a bit silly. If she had said something before to adjust the atmosphere, but now, she went directly to Li Deye and sat down.The elder brother was very satisfied with her choice, put his arm on her shoulder from the back of the sofa, looked inquiringly, and followed the doctor who came in.
Doubting whether the doctor in front of him was performing the Shura field, he judged the situation and resolutely did not intend to get involved.He smiled awkwardly, indicating that some inspections would take a while, so he went out and waited, then turned around and opened the door to leave.It's safer to watch TV dramas for things like watching good dramas.
Li Deye stroked Li Xiyan's head, lowered his head and asked her in a good mood, "Are you hungry, can someone buy you something to eat?"
"I'm not hungry, I'm a little thirsty, I want to drink water." Li Xiyan despised his naivety, but cooperated very well with his territorial behavior.Li Deye is in a better mood. She will be safer when the inspection report comes out.
Li Deye glanced at the quiet Yin Zhiyuan, turned around and ordered "apple juice and abalone porridge." Looking at Li Xiyan, "You are not feeling well, you have to eat on time." He pointed at Yin Zhiyuan with his chin and nodded "here He has a cup of coffee and goes out."
The two people behind nodded and walked out. When they reached the door, they found that Yin Zhiyuan hadn't moved. They looked at Li Deye hesitantly, wondering if they should start.Li Deye also looked at Yin Zhiyuan, wanting him to get acquainted.
Yin Zhiyuan, who had been keeping quiet since Li Xiyan entered the door, smiled at him and said, "I promised grandma that I will tell her the result of the examination."
In one sentence, Li Xiyan, who had been ignoring him all this time, sneered.Li Deye, who was a little upset at first, heard the sneer, raised his eyebrows and let him go, waving the person at the door to go out.
There were only three people left in the room. The beauty Li Deye was in his arms, leaning on the sofa leisurely, with his legs raised and the toes of his shoes dangling slightly.Li Xiyan leaned on her brother's shoulder relaxedly, her eyes were slightly closed, she didn't know whether she was in a daze or thinking about something, her arm was on her brother's leg, her index finger unconsciously followed his swaying toes, hitting points one by one.
Alone, sitting alone on the sofa, looking at Yin Zhiyuan, who is showing affection for his brother and sister, silently glanced at the mobile phone that was about to run out of battery. Out of sight is net mode, leaning on the sofa with closed eyes and pretending to be dead.
Apple juice and coffee appeared much faster than abalone porridge. The cups on the table changed from one serving to three servings. When the door closed again, Li Xiyan looked at the time and raised her watch to her brother, "I have something to do at nine o'clock." , it's almost eight o'clock now, if the doctor can't come back, I'll leave first."
"If you're fine, you won't even use the hospital. You'll leave after the results come out." Li Deye ruthlessly rejected her request. Seeing that she was still talking, he patted her on the head and said meaningfully, "Be good, Don't make me angry in front of outsiders."
The outsider opened his eyes and looked at Li Xiyan. Based on his understanding, Li Xiyan must not be willing.As long as Li Xiyan speaks, he can support her.Unfortunately, the situation has changed, Li Xiyan just opened her brother's hand in dissatisfaction, and really didn't say any rebuttals.
It must be said that Yin Zhiyuan, who has always been calm, is a little restless at this moment, because Li Xiyan is too well-behaved.Not to mention before they fell in love, even after they fell in love, he had never seen such a well-behaved Li Xiyan, even his brother was a little jealous.What's more, the so-called 'outsiders' have not been refuted.
Yin Zhiyuan's expression finally changed, even if it was only for a moment, Li Deye saw it, and he was very happy to see it.Now that you know how to make the person opposite you unhappy, then of course you have to make persistent efforts.The picture of sitting quietly with each other disappeared, and Li Deye suddenly had the desire to chat.
Li Deye started the first round of provocations, asking him and his sister what he and his sister knew, but the boy on the other side must not know, "The movie you invested in has a premiere date set?"
"It's the 24th of this month, will you come then?" Li Xiyan cooperated.
Finding that today's younger sister is really a very well-behaved Li Deye, he nodded and said, "Of course I will go to your movie. How about booking the box office for you?"
"Okay, I'll look for you when the time comes, and the stats you've swiped should be better." Li Xiyan nodded bluntly.
After saying this, Li Deye paused for a moment, and Yin Zhiyuan burst out laughing. In an instant, he was stared at by the death stares of the two brothers and sisters, and quickly raised his hands in surrender, "Go on, go on."
Yin Zhiyuan laughed because Li Xiyan would never be able to do things like book the box office, but now that he said it, it was obviously an angry remark, and he was specifically angry at himself.This kind of chat that was obviously started to isolate him, from the beginning of this sentence, it means that his sense of existence is still very strong, of course it is worth laughing.
Li Deye, who also found something wrong, gave his sister an angry sideways glance, "You don't even know how to fight a cold war. If you quarrel with others, you will definitely lose." You have to be calm at this time, and the person who thinks about the other party first will lose!
"It sounds like you have a lot of experience." Li Xiyan didn't want to pay attention to him. The single dog said that the cold war and quarrels were all about him, so why did he suddenly show up to make a reservation.
Li Deye tilted his head and gently bumped her on the head, "I want you to be good." Turning around, he thought of one thing. , I fixed it, you come to me tomorrow, and I will let them transfer to your name."
"Borrowing your name? Is there something wrong with you?" Li Xiyan looked at him suspiciously. It's normal for Li Deye to buy bonds, but what are you doing with a borrowed name?
Thinking of a good starting point, Yin Zhiyuan really couldn't get involved, but unfortunately, his younger sister's limited financial knowledge also couldn't get mixed in. Li Deye wanted to sigh, and patted his sister on the dog's head and told her, "Come over tomorrow, I'll tell you .”
Li Xiyan shook her head to ask him to let go, and realized that she might be thinking too much. As a financial novice, just to be on the safe side, she nodded directly, "Okay, I will find you tomorrow."
My sister can't understand things that are too complicated, but the kid on the other side can understand things that are too simple.Li Deye directly dismantled the stage, held Li Xiyan's wrist, and asked her, "Why do you have to choose such an ugly one to wear when I gave you so many rings?"
In the beginning, Li Deye didn't pay attention to any rings, and he was not so free that he even cared about Li Xiyan's jewelry.I saw it many times in a row, thinking that it was just Li Xiyan who liked this kind of plain ring, thinking that I should not give gems as gifts in the future, and I didn't see how Li Xiyan wore it.Later, when I saw that the boy on the opposite side had a male style, I didn't care what the ring looked like, how ugly it was, so I just threw it back while the owner was here today.
"It's almost enough." Li Xiyan withdrew her hand, telling him not to play too much.It's okay to be angry if it makes Li Deye happy, and it's okay to cooperate, but if it's too much, it's inappropriate.She didn't really want to break up with Yin Zhiyuan, she liked him, even though she was very angry, she still liked him.
Li Deye looked at her with a half-smile, "You compromised so quickly, sooner or later you even forget why you persisted in the first place."
Li Xiyan was stunned for a moment, understood what he meant, took a sip of the apple juice on the table, and decided to use her own method to solve this problem.All sensibility disappeared, leaving only rationality, showing a polite smile, looking at Yin Zhiyuan, "You know I have always liked sociology, right?"
Yin Zhiyuan, who was made hairy by her smiling face, nodded cautiously, "I know, there is still a sociological experiment in No Life."
Li Deye, who didn't understand why the topic jumped here, picked up his coffee and watched the two of them chatting. He had a premonition that Yin Zhiyuan would never want to hear what Li Xiyan had to say.
In fact, Yin Zhiyuan himself also had this premonition.
Li Xiyan didn't care about men's premonitions, and said to herself, "Since the millennium, the divorce rate has been rising all over the world. Unmarried and infertile have become social problems recently. In 2013, Sweden A sociologist published a paper. The theme is that the higher the education received, the resistance to the marriage system is inevitable under a social mechanism.”
Of the three people in the room, one is a king in a special field, the other is a king in the game field, and they are all scumbags in sociology.If it wasn't for Li Xiyan talking about a topic like a thesis, the two people sitting here would turn around and leave.But the person speaking was Li Xiyan, so they could only listen.
The god of learning looked at the two scumbags, his smile exuded the fragrance of knowledge, "Do you know why?"
Li Deye covered his face with coffee, pretending not to hear.Yin Zhiyuan wanted to answer, but unfortunately he didn't have enough knowledge, so he could only shake his head.
"The essence of marriage is the combination of economics and sociology. Before the industrial revolution, a marriage can change the quality of life of two families. The combination of two rich families will become richer, and the combination of poor people , at least can change from one bowl of rice to one and a half bowls, and everyone can change from five percent full to eighty percent full, this is the most basic meaning of marriage."
Li Xiyan looked at Yin Zhiyuan, who was in a daze, and his smile became brighter. "From a biological point of view, the purpose of males is to reproduce, and females need to select good genes for their offspring. This is the basic meaning of animals. Transformation When it comes to humans, marriage represents two things, one is economy and the other is reproduction.”
"Women need marriage because they need to improve their quality of life. Men have relatively less demand in this regard. The so-called higher education level means that when women become more economically capable, they can choose more good jobs for their offspring. Without genetics, the security of marriage is less meaningful to women.”
"And when women's economic ability becomes stronger, their status under the current social mechanism will naturally change. They are no longer just the existence of being selected, but also the existence of selectors. When there are more choices, the constraints under social standards, It just doesn't make sense for women anymore."
Li Xiyan looked at Yin Zhiyuan, "Do you understand what I'm going to say?"
Yin Zhiyuan, who couldn't understand at all, tried to understand the point "You mean, you don't want to get married because you don't want to reproduce?" This sentence was weird, and he changed it to "No, it's about having a baby?"
Li Xiyan's smile paused for a second, and she looked at him with mentally retarded eyes, "I mean, I don't lack money, I don't lack social status, and I don't need the benefits of marriage." The elder brother, who covered his face with coffee, smirked and said, "I'm not short of money, am I?"
"How about I use gold to make you a golden body, if someone asks you if you are short of money, you can hit him with that." Li Deye joked.
Li Xiyan, who didn't want to become a Buddha, ignored her unreliable brother and continued to ask Yin Zhiyuan, "If a thing can't bring me benefits, but only troubles, why should I have it?" Marriage is such a thing, there is no benefit , will only cause trouble.
"Because, I love you." Yin Zhiyuan replied immediately, "Marriage is the promise I made for you."
Li Deye sneered, Li Xiyan patted him, told him to shut up, and asked with a smile, "Then you won't love me if you don't get married?"
"Of course not!" The answer almost blurted out.
Li Xiyan, who was not surprised by the answer, spread her hands, "If this is the case, does the reason for getting married still exist?"
Yin Zhiyuan was stunned, "But, but..." But for a long time, he was speechless.I didn't know what to do for a while, and suddenly felt that I didn't know the person in front of me, why could I understand every word Li Xiyan said, even if they were together, I couldn't understand a single sentence.
Yin Zhiyuan always felt that he was being entangled, like a maze, and the exit was not far away, but he couldn't see "How can it be the same, isn't it because I love you and you love me, so we want Are you together? Why do you have so many things? Does it matter if you have money or social status? Does it mean that if you have high social status, you will not get married if you have money?"
Li Xiyan shook her head calmly, "No, social status and money have nothing to do with marriage." Looking at the way his eyes lit up, I somehow felt that he was a little cute, silly cute "But, I love you and you love me , also has nothing to do with marriage, love is love, it will not increase because of marriage, nor will it decrease because of marriage."
"Why do you make it sound like marriage is a transaction? Could it be that you are willing to marry me if I can tell you the benefits of marriage?" Yin Zhiyuan's current feeling is very absurd. What are they talking about? A business?
Li Deye put down his coffee cup, "If you can really say it, then it's not impossible to marry you. Otherwise, what time would she waste with you? If it's just a piece of paper, wouldn't it be better for her to marry me?" Yin Zhiyuan raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "By the way, you know, we are not brothers and sisters."
"The same clan does not marry!" Yin Zhiyuan gritted his teeth and said.
The so-called non-marriage of the same clan is a Korean law, mainly to prevent close relatives, all of whom are Koreans, and it is difficult to say blood relationship.
He didn't expect to hear such a legitimate answer, and Li Deye laughed when he heard it, "Even if we are brothers and sisters, do you think I can't get that piece of paper?"
"What a mess, why are you making trouble?" Li Xiyan lightly kicked Li Deye, who was disturbed, and turned her head to let Yin Zhiyuan calm down, "I can't think of anything that makes me have to get married, if you can tell me , then I will compromise, and there is no problem in getting the certificate tomorrow."
Yin Zhiyuan was stunned for a second, then hurriedly said, "Grandma wants you to get married."
"Grandma still wants me to get married." Li Deye sneered.
Yin Zhiyuan glared at him, took a deep breath and organized his words, "The old man is getting old, she must be urging you, and you must be impatient. If you bear it for a long time, you will definitely not be able to bear it. You just said that this matter is not good , but there is no harm in getting married. One thing, it can make the old man happy, save you from being nagged, and make everyone friendly and happy, isn't it worth it. "
"According to what you said, it's better for her to marry me, and we both don't have to be nagged." Li Deye said coolly.
Yin Zhiyuan kicked in a hurry and wanted to kick it, but Li Xiyan picked up the coffee cup and smashed it to the ground with a crisp sound, "Enough!"
Li Deye, who was sitting in his seat without moving, suddenly raised a smiling face, looked at Yin Zhiyuan, and smiled very kindly, but the words he said were terrifying, "I heard that you have many brothers and sisters. If you are missing, your father dare not do it to me..."
"I've said enough!" Li Xiyan roared, looking at Li Deye, "It's too much."
Li Deye shrugged and leaned back, "Just kidding."
Yin Zhiyuan took a deep breath, and said in a deep voice, "Let's go out and talk."
"Okay." Li Xiyan was about to get up when Li Deye grabbed her.Li Xiyan looked at her brother tangled, she didn't expect it to develop like this, if she had known it would be like this, she wouldn't have talked about it in front of Li Deye at all.
Yin Zhiyuan said with an ugly face, "Even if it's my brother, she can't really be with you for the rest of her life. You..."
"Yin Zhiyuan! He is my brother!" Li Xiyan said angrily.Are these two bulldogs? They bite as soon as they open their mouths.
The face of the person being yelled at was flushed, while the person being defended was relaxed and at ease. Li Deye smiled happily, "You can at most be one of the boyfriends, and family members are for life."
"You're almost there!" Li Xiyan was almost helpless.
It's obvious which side the girlfriend is on, and the girlfriend's brother is laughing at him. Yin Zhiyuan has a feeling of being targeted, by this family, by the so-called old family, by a psychopath who says he wants to marry his sister!
When complete sensibility prevails, I start talking nonsense, "I don't understand why you hate marriage, I really don't understand, what you said is right, but marriage is not like that. I asked many people, when you were young Without broken families, you..."
"Shut up!" Li Xiyan's expression changed, she interrupted him, and turned to look at Li Deye, "We have to make it clear, wait for me, or should we go out?"
Li Deye smiled and looked at Li Xiyan without speaking, his sister let him go in front of a bastard?
"Brother~" Li Xiyan looked at him flatteringly, "just for a while."
"Not at all." Li Deye poked her between the eyebrows, stood up and glanced at Yin Zhiyuan, smiled disdainfully, and walked out.
The moment the door slammed, Yin Zhiyuan collapsed on the sofa, and before Li Xiyan could say anything, he continued what he had just said, "You said you don't want to get married. I asked many people, and they had all sorts of reasons. But they said The various reasons have nothing to do with you. You have no shadow, and you have no parents who make you feel that marriage is not going to last."
"I don't know much about you and Jin Xichu, but you must have never been hurt, you have never been cheated. You have none of these, you have nothing, you are good in everything. You are good in everything Yes, you are fine, everything is fine. But you are fine with everything, but you just don’t want to get married. You let me not know, you just don’t want to get married. "
Outburst of anger turned into a powerless sigh, Yin Zhiyuan hugged his head and sat on the sofa, not daring to look at her, and his voice became extremely soft, "It's still, I'm not you, the right person." Her lips were dry, and her tone became hoarse. "Do you not want to marry, or you don't want to marry me. It's just me."
Li Xiyan was a little frightened, she didn't know that Yin Zhiyuan was so persistent about marriage, but in the end, it was because of uneasiness.This person with a smile on her face may be so disturbed every day when she doesn't know it.The time of more than ten years may be really too long, so long that even if he is with himself, he can't smooth out the original relationship.
This uneasiness made him uneasy, this uneasiness overwhelmed him.Let him hold on to the rotten wood of marriage, even though he knows that nothing can be changed, he still dare not let go, because apart from this rotten wood, he doesn't know what else can give him a sense of security.
Li Xiyan was frightened, and there was a trace of guilt, but more, she felt dissatisfied.If Yin Zhiyuan is so disturbed, it means that the other party doesn't trust her.Marriage is a rope, and he is trying to use this rope to bind himself.When the love brain was completely offline, Li Xiyan was really rational.Another adjective for rationality is cruelty.
There is no emotion in this world that can withstand analysis, and what is left is always a mess.Unfortunately, as a writer, Li Xiyan is best at analyzing everything thoroughly.For example, she herself, maybe she used to be really tired of marriage because of her young family, but now, she is definitely not.At least not when facing Yin Zhiyuan.
For example, her relationship with Yin Zhiyuan.Because she found that Yin Zhiyuan was the same as her, they loved each other, but they loved themselves more.Because she loves herself, she doesn't want to get married, and she doesn't want to change everything that exists.Also because he loves himself, Yin Zhiyuan wants to get married, he is afraid that everything will be like those 11 years, nothing has changed.
Once the source of the matter is found, it is easy to solve it.
Li Xiyan got up and walked to Yin Zhiyuan's side, stretched out her hand to hold him in her arms, her voice was soft and soft, as if to comfort, "Brother, marriage can't change anything, the society tells us that the end of love is marriage, that's what holds your hand." , grow old together, that is what everyone should do."
"However, that is actually just a piece of paper, a piece of paper that two people can sign for marriage and divorce at the same time. The Bible tells us to find the missing rib. I have found that person, and I have found you. Even if we don't I swear before God, I still won't let go of your hand."
"You like to play games with your friends, you like to watch dramas and comics quietly during your break, you like those figurines that I don't like, these are all things you like, and these are suitable for you to do alone Yes. I also like to be alone, drawing alone, thinking about scripts alone, and reading alone.”
"We both like activities alone, we can be with each other, I am happy that when I draw, you are playing games next to me, and it is very happy to turn your head and see you. But we don't have to force each other, we have to go to the same Like those. Maybe we will compromise at first because of love, but after a long time, you will be tired and I will be impatient."
The person in a ball in his arms slowly raised his head and looked at her fixedly.Li Xiyan lowered her head and kissed his eyes, her voice was more gentle, "You like me not only because of what I will become after I change, but what you like is my unchanged appearance. I like you too, I can't imagine what you will become after you change, maybe I like it better, maybe, maybe I don't like it."
"We are all the same, we are still the same person we were at the beginning. I admire the person who can set me up and make me fall into the trap without knowing it. Although I will be angry, but he is so interesting, I don't care at all. I don't want to leave him. I don't think there is anyone more interesting in this world than him."
Li Xiyan lowered her head and pecked and kissed his face, forehead, cheeks, nose tip, and finally sucked his lips, bewitching him, "Let's talk about a lifetime love like this, okay?" His anger was melted by the water stain on the tip of his tongue.
Yin Zhiyuan, who was still panting slightly when they parted, used his remaining rationality to make a final effort, "I understand that you want to pursue freedom, and I never want to restrict this matter. I just want to give you a place to live when you are tired from flying." A place to rely on. If nothing changes in marriage, you don’t have to do anything, I promise, nothing will change.”
Li Xiyan sighed softly, and rubbed the tip of his nose, "It is impossible for marriage to remain unchanged. We signed a contract, which is the spirit of the contract that I should bear as a social person. In order to keep the promise, in order not to Abandoning the original self, even if I have no hope for this relationship, I still will not allow myself to go back, this is a marriage of understanding."
Yin Zhiyuan was stunned for a few seconds, "Isn't it good to have a promise? What you said like this made me feel that I can use marriage to get closer to you for the future to really appear." His uneasiness is because of this, really Like what Li Xiyan said, getting married can relieve him of this anxiety.
Realizing that what she said might be too tactful, Li Xiyan looked at him seriously, "Then let me put it another way, marriage is too heavy, do you know what a contract is, a person must have the spirit of a contract, it's a promise, it's a way to settle down Basic. But if we get married, my feelings for you will change from liking to responsibility, do you want that?"
"However, if you value marriage so much, then our marriage may relax you and make you feel that this relationship has entered a new environment. Marriage is an end point for you. The so-called responsibility is also because of liking It started, didn't it?" Yin Zhiyuan tried to get the logic back.
Li Xiyan told him emotionally, "For me, marriage is just a starting point, and I don't like the beginning of this starting point. I don't like it. I stop there. I don't like everything around me. It has already ended. That would bore me. I like you, isn't that enough?"
Yin Zhiyuan felt that he couldn't understand Li Xiyan. "Then do you think marriage is very important, or do you just hate marriage? Whether it's me or someone else, do you hate marriage? Persevere for decades?" He He wanted to ask why Li Xiyan was afraid of getting married, but he didn't understand.
Li Xiyan understood what she hadn't said before, and smiled softly, "I'm not afraid of marriage, I just think it will make my life very troublesome? And I don't like this kind of trouble. I don't know how long I can stay unmarried, a lifetime is so long, and people will always change."
The girl who smiled softly said cruel things to her boyfriend, but it was the truth.Li Xiyan wants to tell Yin Zhiyuan the truth more than a beautiful lie, because the truth can let each other really tell each other the bottom line, instead of having countless quarrels on the same matter, that would be too stupid.
"But this change should be because of me, not the me you tried to change. I am not a non-marriageist, but a marriage indifference. Your behavior is not asking me to agree to marriage, you are making me adapt to you, or changing Yes, the one you want."
"Yin Zhiyuan, the person you want is not me." Li Xiyan was still smiling, and when she said the words, Yin Zhiyuan withdrew from her arms and retreated to the edge of the sofa. Anxiety cannot be hidden.
Hidden in the bottom of my heart, maybe I didn’t fully understand the small thoughts, and it is actually a very scary thing to be said naked|naked|nakedly, to be seen through by another person, to be honest with each other , without a trace of secret, is a very terrifying thing.
Before Li Xiyan said this, Yin Zhiyuan couldn't judge whether he was insisting on marriage, or whether he was insisting on turning Li Xiyan into what he wanted.People are greedy animals, they want more after they get it, and this cannot be changed by anyone.
Yin Zhiyuan loves this person for a long time, until the end. The moment his dream comes true, there will be a more terrifying future. One day in the future, Li Xiyan will change, and Li Xiyan will no longer like him, then he will crazy.Compared with never getting it, losing it after getting it will definitely drive him crazy.
So, he wants marriage, he wants this person by his side, what contract, what family, everything is good, he wants Li Xiyan not to leave him, that's all.However, this is his invisible thoughts, thoughts that he doesn't even dare to think deeply about, it's too scary, it's like, no matter how much he loves, it's just a pretense, he loves himself more.
Yin Zhiyuan was afraid of losing Li Xiyan, afraid of losing her future life, afraid of her leaving him, even if it was just a thought.But what he was more afraid of was losing Li Xiyan himself.In this world, everyone loves themselves more, and everyone knows it, but no one is willing to admit it in such a conversation under such an environment.
And Li Xiyan just said this about it.
Yin Zhiyuan shook his head vigorously, trying to get rid of the terrifying thoughts in his head, carefully moved to Li Xiyan's side little by little, slid down from the sofa, squatted beside her legs, and held her hand, almost Looking at her imploringly, "I won't break up."
"Okay, we won't break up."
The answers I got were too easy and too unreliable.Yin Zhiyuan's voice became even more disturbed, "What I want has never been marriage, all I want is you."
Li Xiyan looked down at him, the corners of her mouth were turned up, and there was a smile at the end of her eyes, but there was no smile in her eyes, "But, you are changing me."
A cold air rushed from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, Yin Zhiyuan's hair stood on end, he hardly dared to look into her eyes, forced himself not to divert his gaze, opened himself up, and with a bloody heart, told the cold truth." You, who have not changed, have never liked me."
Yin Zhiyuan never told anyone that Li Xiyan changed when she returned to Seoul, or earlier, or in that courtyard.For reasons he didn't know, for reasons he didn't know, changed.It was because she had changed that he dared to confess.
The smile that had been hanging on her face slowly disappeared. Li Xiyan tilted her head and looked at the person in front of her curiously. She was wondering, the power of love seemed to be really great, so great that at this moment, she wanted to Tell the other person where you are from, tell him that there is a special little girl, tell him why she has changed.
Li Xiyan's expression was a bit strange, Yin Zhiyuan didn't know what this strangeness meant, panic slowly permeated his whole body, and his heart sank gradually.Then the person in front of him, with one sentence, pulled him back from hell to heaven.
Li Xiyan bent down to get closer to him, with the tip of her nose pressed against her nose, and looked at him deeply, wanting to see through those eyes, see that restless soul, and tell him a more beautiful truth, "I don't like it because I have changed. You, but liking you, will change."
The completely unexpected answer made Yin Zhiyuan almost suspect that what he heard was a hallucination, the corners of his mouth turned up a little bit, a smile appeared, and then it grew bigger and bigger, his heart seemed to be pinched hard, with tingling pain, but it made him More sober, maybe not so sober in my life.
Yin Zhiyuan's eyes were so bright that they were about to shine, looking at her, he spoke softly, as if the voice was louder, and the person in front of him disappeared, "I didn't hear it just now, please say it again."
"I love you." This was Li Xiyan's answer.
What was obtained was Yin Zhiyuan's fierce lunge and laughter that almost pierced the ceiling.
Did that idiot ever think that if she really changed, not only would he dislike him, but there was also a possibility that he would dislike herself too. ——Li Xiyan
The person I like likes me too, which is great. ——Yin Zhiyuan
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