The World God Only Knows GS

"If you don't just want to have fun, your mood is real. Then wait until three years later, and everything will be discussed after you graduate."

Kasamatsu dare not say that there is no selfishness in what he said.Indeed, Kasamatsu has a crush on Fuyutsuki.But that slight favor was not enough to prompt Kasamatsu to hate his own ACE Kise who got close to Fuyutsuki.Kasamatsu is not the kind of person who hopes that others will not be happy if he is not happy himself.

One is a close junior, the ACE that he cultivated by himself, and the other is a female teacher whom he has good intentions for.Both are people Kasamatsu cares about, and both are people Kasamatsu doesn't want to be hurt.

It's just that Kasamatsu said this not so much for Kise but for Fuyutsuki.Because if something really happened between Kise and Dongyue, Dongyue would definitely be the first to be punished.In addition, Kise is just a 16-year-old boy. At best, he is a man who has stepped into the ranks of adults with one foot. At worst, he is a half-grown child in adolescence.

How heavy is the emotional weight of such a half-adolescent child?

It's not that Kasamatsu underestimated Kise's affection for Fuyutsuki, but how much of the love feelings that sprouted in adolescence is not superficial?It is not unreasonable and grounded for Kasamatsu to worry that Kise's feelings for Fuyutsuki are just impulsive.

Kise is okay, even if something happens in the future, it can be regarded as ignorance when he was young.Dongyue was not so lucky.At least she lost her job in Haichang University, and at worst, she might not be able to return to teaching in the future.

Out of selfishness to protect Dongyue, Kasamatsu had to say these words on behalf of Dongyue without authorization.Even if you understand that you may be meddling in your own business.

"senior……"

To the surprise of Kasamatsu, Moriyama and others, Kise did not refute Kasamatsu's words.He just smiled bitterly: "I understand."

"I understand what senior said and wanted to say."

"I didn't mean to trouble Hoshino-sensei, so—"

Showing a slightly lonely smile towards his seniors, Huang Lai said with a smile: "This is just unrequited love. I will not confess to Hoshino-sensei, nor will I try to get Hoshino-sensei to respond to me."

Looking through the crowd to Dongyue, Huang Lai had a gentle expression on his face.

"It's enough for me to be unrequited love like I am now."

"..."

Kasamatsu, Moriyama, Kobori, Nakamura and even Hayakawa, who was still out of the situation before, were stunned.No one expected that Kise would make such an affectionate confession.

(What a sinner... Hoshino-sensei...)

Kise, Kasamatsu and the others looked at Dongyue together.

"?"

Dongyue, who was seen inexplicably, had a face of bewilderment and doubts.

Because of the distance from Kise and the others in the arena, Fuyutsuki couldn't hear the conversation between Kise, Kasamatsu and the others.In addition, after each training, the selected people will gather together to talk a little bit about the key points or tricks they found in the training just now. An ordinary scene.Therefore, Dongyue failed to connect the content of the conversation between Kise and others with herself.

On the contrary, Qiqi overheard a series of conversations between Kise and the others verbatim.

"..."

Qiqi, who was hidden in the void, gritted his teeth soundlessly.

(... naive guy.)

Slandering Kise a few words, he thought: "Dongyue approached you just to catch the soul." Qiqi soon despised his behavior of slandering Kise.

Because in fact, if it is said that Kise’s attraction to Fuyutsuki is a product of Fuyutsuki’s design, Kise is a naive idiot; then knowing that everything Fuyutsuki showed is the product of her careful planning and design, she still has feelings for Fuyutsuki. Qiqi, who has a special feeling, can also be said to be extremely stupid.The so-called half a catty, Qiqi really has no position to laugh at Huang Lai.

Besides, if it rises to the level of "rival in love", Qiqi is really not sure that he can defeat Kise.Whether Kise's mood can impress Dongyue is another matter.At least Dongyue is aware of Kise's feelings.In contrast, Qiqi's heart is regarded by Dongyue as a play for the sake of attacking Yato.

Besides, Qiqi's feelings for Dongyue are not pure love.It is too superficial to measure Qiqi's feelings for Dongyue simply by the measure of love.

As for Dongyue——

(Fall is coming to an end soon.)

With W.C right in front of her eyes, Dongyue, who watched her own deadline getting closer and closer, unexpectedly didn't feel much.It's just, yes, Dongyue just feels a little complicated.

It is possible for Dongyue to distinguish in detail what is contained in this complicated mood.But Dongyue subconsciously didn't want to analyze and distinguish her mood.Because the more people know, the happier they will be.There are also things in this world that you don't know will make you happier.

Therefore, Dongyue told herself: "I don't know."I neither know what the components of my complicated mood are, nor what is the source of my complicated mood.

Thoughts drifted far away, Dongyue recalled what she said in front of Yato and the tears she shed.

"It has nothing to do with whether it can continue to exist. ...I am afraid of being forgotten. 』

Every time it is forgotten, its own existence seems to disappear once.

When being forgotten becomes a habit, Dongyue has the illusion that she cannot exist in anyone's memory.That illusion made Dongyue very annoying.Because Dongyue always feels that illusion and at the same time can't help thinking that if she can't stay in the memory of others, then what's the point of meeting, acquainting or even knowing each other with that person?

(...can't think like that.)

From the beginning of the strategy, Dongyue has understood that she can't complain about being forgotten, and she can't regret taking up the mission of chasing and exorcising souls.So every time after being forgotten, Dongyue still didn't think about giving up the role of attacking Two-dimensional, and continued to help Qiqi hunt down the exorcist.

(But I am not as straightforward and open-minded as I imagined, nor as firm and strong as I imagined.)

Just watching Kise, who is sweating on the court, cast a look at him expecting his response, the heart that should be firm will become weak.Then the feelings of "I don't want to be separated from Kise", "I don't want to leave this world", "I don't want to be forgotten" will emerge again.

Dongyue couldn't confide in this feeling to anyone.Whether it's a blood relative, a friend who gets along well in the third dimension, or Qiqi who is right next to him, or a stranger wearing various vests in an anonymous forum.

(Say it like exposing your selfishness and weakness.)

There is no lack of plots in which the female protagonist travels to the Two-dimensional world to fall in love with the characters in the Two-dimensional world. There are also quite a lot of women who yearn to go to the Two-dimensional world in various interesting surveys.But that's all without considering the preconditions and consequences.

Let’s not talk about anyone in the three-dimensional world who would believe that Dongyue was given the mission of hunting down and exorcising souls. Dongyue needs to enter the Two-dimensional world to get in touch with Two-dimensional characters; even if someone believes that Dongyue’s Experience, that person may not be able to understand Dongyue's feelings.

"It's great to go to Two-dimensional to meet Mr. So-and-so~~~"

"I really want to time travel to a certain work!"

"It doesn't matter if you are forgotten! What matters is the present and the future~"

"If you are forgotten by one harem, then find another harem~ There are so many handsome Two-dimensional guys, are you afraid that there will be no harem?"

"I envy you~~~"

Even if Dongyue's experience is not regarded as a Marysu fan, most girls who love to dream will only express such emotions.

"It's so pitiful! It's been forgotten all the time!"

"So-and-so is too much! You forget people so easily! Fans turn black!"

"I don't believe that such-and-such adults would be so ruthless!"

Being sympathized is not what Dongyue wants.It is not what Dongyue wants to hear others accuse the characters he has conquered or himself.

Leaving aside the special situation of Dongyue.Human beings are originally creatures that have difficulty understanding the feelings of others without having the same or similar experiences as the other person.So Dongyue has given up the idea of ​​trying to make others understand herself in the three-dimensional life-even if you don't deliberately ask her or him to understand, she or he can understand.Conversely, for someone who doesn't understand you, no matter how hard you try to explain your feelings and thoughts to her or him, it's just a chicken and a duck.People who don't understand you will never understand you unless they change their minds.

As a serious ACG geek, Dongyue has long been used to not being understood.This is nothing, anyway, the happiness I feel in ACG will not decrease.Occasionally, this happiness will be doubled when you meet like-minded people with similar views.

So Dongyue has no intention of opening her heart to anyone this time.

(A certain bolt in my heart is still loose. When facing Yato.)

But Dongyue is very clear that this is not because she regards Yato as someone who resonates with her.

(This is because Yato is a Two-dimensional character.)

Being human at its best, or being human at its worst, or both.No matter how complicated their personalities and pasts are, Two-dimensional characters can always be interpreted for most of their existence.Their words and deeds have a certain pattern and certain rules.And Dongyue is familiar with this pattern, and can also deduce most of the rules.

To put it bluntly, Dongyue can easily tell which Two-dimensional characters are trustworthy for the two-dimensional characters who know the basics, and she will never be hurt even if she opens her heart to him.In other words, before Dongyue confides her heart to Yato and Xueyin, Dongyue has already determined in her heart that it has nothing to do with Xueyin knowing that she has revealed these voices to Yato.Yato and Yukine are harmless to him.

Besides, Fuyutsuki knew from the very beginning that Yato and Yukine would forget about him.That being the case, there is no shame in exposing one's weak side in front of them.

Two-dimensional will not affect the three-dimensional, no matter what Dongyue said or did in Two-dimensional, her life in the three-dimensional can still be guaranteed, and her daily life will not be destroyed.

As for Qiqi, Dongyue can dismiss it by saying that she is acting and so on.Because Qiqi had already seen Dongyue talking too much, fooling too many people.

(It's so sad.)

The only one who I trust from the bottom of my heart, the only one who will never doubt, and the only one who can completely open my heart is the paper man who doesn't know his own existence, even if he meets, gets acquainted, and gets acquainted with him, he will forget himself.

(This is me.)