Never tire of seeing each other

Lin Feng asked back: "They?"

Su Mei nodded and said, "Yes, Yang Rui, Lin Zheng, and Lin Xun."

Yang Rui has Lin Zheng's child, but Lin Zheng is not responsible. Yang Rui has no choice but to ask Lin Xun for help in "marrying the son". Lin Xun agreed to Yang Rui for his own career and for Yang Rui's dowry, abandoning the old one. Pregnant girlfriend Samui.So the three of them almost ruined Su Mei's life, right?But why is it almost?

Su Mei felt that one of the advantages of talking to Lin Feng was that she didn't have to explain some obvious things by herself. She also knew what Lin Feng was confused about, and said: "The four of us met in university, and the three of them are locals. We grew up together. Big one, I'm a foreigner. Back then, Lin Xun and I were matched by your mother."

Lin Xun fell in love with Su Mei and asked her roommate and good friend Yang Rui for help. Yang Rui matched the two together, and she and Lin Zheng soon got together.When she was about to graduate, Yang Rui found out that she was pregnant, but she couldn't find Lin Zheng. In order not to embarrass herself with this unmarried and pregnant daughter, her family ordered her to immediately find someone to "marry with a son", so she found Lin Zheng. Searching.

At that time, Lin Xun and Su Mei were under the spell of "graduation season and breakup season". Lin Xun hoped that Su Mei would stay in City A, but Su Mei wanted to go back to his hometown. The two talked for several times but couldn't agree. In addition, Lin Xun's family did not agree with him being with a girl from a well-to-do family, and the company he invested in lost all his money. All kinds of pressure were on Lin Xun. He couldn't stand it and chose to escape.

He promised Yang Rui to recognize the child and marry her, and the two agreed that when the child was born, Yang Rui would go to Lin Zheng, and the two broke up peacefully.In this way, Yang Rui would not be looked down upon by his family, and the child would not become a criminal. Lin Xun could also get a sum of money to take a breather.

Lin Xun and Yang Rui thought it was a multiplicity thing, but Su Mei couldn't accept it.After she learned that the two married at the speed of light, she couldn't believe it at first, and then she got the bad news that she was pregnant. She neither had the heart to kill the child, nor was she willing to use this child to threaten them, so she calmly attended the wedding ceremony. After saying "I wish you happiness", Yang Rui and Lin Xun ignored "Wait a minute, we have something to tell you", and resolutely returned home.

Lin Feng asked calmly: "Why did you almost destroy you?"

Su Mei smiled and said, "Because I almost became the kind of person I hate the most."

During an accidental contact with an old classmate, Su Mei learned that Lin Xun and Yang Rui had a child soon after they got married.They lived in harmony and beauty, but Su Mei took a child without a father and was cast aside all the time.It was the first time in her heart that she felt unwilling, and this feeling became more and more intense. She was scratching her heart day by day, and she suddenly had an idea: Since I am having a hard time, then everyone will also bid farewell to each other, let's die together!

Once this idea was germinated, it grew wildly, so Su Mei took the initiative to contact Lin Xun. Lin Xun had felt ashamed of her for so many years, so Su Mei was overjoyed to take the initiative to contact him.When the two met again, Lin Xun's extramarital affair seemed to happen so naturally, and Su Mei was also satisfied to see that Yang Rui's depression became more and more serious, and sometimes even drugs could not control it.She was looking forward to it with joy, looking forward to the fact that Yang Rui could not bear to propose a divorce. After Lin Xun and Yang Rui divorced, she would kick him away and let him have a taste of the feeling of being cut off. But it was the news of Yang Rui's death.

Lin Feng listened to Su Mei slowly tell him about the past with a gloomy expression. Su Mei stopped here to take a sip of water, looked at Lin Feng and said, "Are you wondering why I married him in the end?"

Lin Feng didn't say a word, Su Mei continued to say, "Because I found out later that when I first approached Lin Xun, they were already divorced."

When Lin Xun received a call from Su Mei and was overjoyed to go to the appointment, he thought that he was still a married man.So he told Yang Rui about it when she was awake, and Yang Rui immediately agreed to divorce, but there was a requirement that they must raise Lin Feng as their own child.Afterwards, Yang Rui wanted to have a good chat with Su Mei and explain to her what happened back then, but her condition became more and more serious. This wish was never realized until she committed suicide by swallowing medicine, which became a permanent regret.

Su Mei later found out that Yang Rui didn't know she was pregnant, and wanted to discuss it with Lin Xun before discussing it with her, but she said coldly that it was none of her business, and Yang Rui was afraid that she would get angry if she continued. , but my stomach couldn't hold it back, so I made a decision with Lin Xun before explaining to her, but I didn't expect that it would be so many years since she left.

Su Mei paused and said, "Even if she didn't do it on purpose, even if she didn't mean to take Lin Xun away, I still hate her. She didn't think so, but she did it. Xiaofeng, Xiaowan She was supposed to be like you, growing up in the love of her parents, but she could only listen to others calling her a wild child, and then asked me with a big blink of her eyes why she didn't have a father, I..."

Lin Feng interrupted her indifferently: "You think too much, and I don't have the love of my parents."

Su Mei choked, and then remembered that Lin Feng's childhood was only his "father" who was too busy to go home, and his mother who was hysterical every day. How could he have the love of his parents?She smiled sadly, "Sorry."

Lin Feng shook his head to express his indifference, and said, "Although I don't know what you mean by telling me these things, if you have nothing else to say, I'll leave first."

Su Mei nodded, she didn't know why she said this to Lin Feng today, did she not want to be mistaken for a mistress again, or did she not want Lin Feng to just sneak around and look at his mother's photo?she does not know.

Lin Feng took two steps, then stopped suddenly and said, "If possible, could you please tell me, my father, my biological father, he..."

Lin Feng didn't go on talking, he wanted to ask where he was, why he didn't want his mother back then, why he hid and didn't see them for so many years, but what's the use of asking?

"he died."

Su Mei knew what he wanted to ask, and said, "The reason why your mother gave birth prematurely was because she heard the news of his death, so she suffered from postpartum depression."

Lin Feng's breathing was stagnant, and he murmured in disbelief: "Dead?"

Su Mei said "Yes" and said, "Your father likes extreme sports. After arguing with your mother, he was so upset that he went to climb a snow mountain alone. Then there was an avalanche and he was buried in the snow for half a year. Later, someone went to climb the mountain, and when the rescue team came to the rescue, they dug out him who had been buried for a long time.”

Lin Feng heard her slowly tell the news of the death of his father, whom he had never met, and shouted out of control: "Then why didn't anyone save him?"

After yelling, he felt that he had asked an idiot question, how to save him, Xue Beng, it’s not snow, and people don’t have wings, how to save him?But why is no one looking for him?He had been missing for so long, why did no one feel that something was wrong, and no one said they wanted to find him?If they go earlier, he can also go home earlier.

Su Mei shook her head and said, "Your father is an orphan with a withdrawn personality. Apart from our few friends, he has no other close people. Your mother thought that he left without saying goodbye because he was trying to avoid responsibility. Lin Xun couldn't take care of himself." Do you have time to find him?"

Lin Feng shook his head, unwilling to accept this fact, Su Mei didn't say anything, just looked at him quietly, Lin Feng suddenly shouted: "You are all liars!"

Then he staggered downstairs as if he was drunk, and drove away regardless of the bright lights and noisy crowd downstairs.

Lin Feng ran through countless red lights along the way. After returning home, he jumped out of the car before it stopped. It was too difficult to wait for the elevator on the top floor. He rushed into the stairwell and walked upstairs in two steps. His mind was full of thoughts. It was what Su Mei told him.His biological father died, and his mother died of depression because of it. The "father" he called, the "father" he hated, and the annoying "little three" were the victims who raised him single-handedly.The "oil bottle" he thought was the real master, and he himself was the dove occupying the magpie's nest.

These thoughts were chaotically connected in his mind, and he couldn't figure it out, but there was a firm idea in his heart: he wanted to hug Li Yucheng.As long as I hug him, I will be fine. As long as I hug him, I can accept everything. As long as he is here, I will not be afraid of anything.

He ran upstairs all the way, standing at the door with trembling fingers, almost unable to hold the key in his hand.After finally opening the door, it was darkness.

He didn't turn on the light, and strode towards Li Yucheng's room in the dark. After returning from Haicheng, he and Li Yucheng had been sleeping in separate rooms.Li Yucheng's room was also in darkness, with no lights turned on, and no light for Li Yucheng playing with his mobile phone.Lin Feng turned on the light and saw that the quilt on the bed was neatly arranged, and no one was sleeping at all.

He turned around and went to his room. Li Yucheng was not there, and there was no one in the gym, no one in the bathroom, no one in the kitchen, no one on the balcony, and no one in the closet. He even looked at it with a flashlight on the window sill. Once again, but there was no Li Yucheng.

The room is so big, but so empty, the night wind is so cool, but it's so cold, he misses Li Yucheng so much, but he can't find him.

Lin Feng stood alone in the living room in a daze for a long time, and suddenly felt panic and fear, as well as a trace of anger and hostility.

Didn't Li Yucheng say that he would not leave?Didn't he say he would never leave?Then why is he not at home, then why can't I find him?He clearly said that no matter what, he would not die and would die in Lin Feng's arms, but why is he not here?

Does he still remember what he said in his ear when he hugged him tightly that summer?He clearly said he would not leave, why is he not here?His father doesn't want him, his mother doesn't want him, it doesn't matter what he calls "Dad", when his friends leave him, no one wants him, no one is with him, he has been alone since childhood, he was used to being alone, yes Li Yucheng broke into his world forcefully, announcing domineeringly that he would always be with him in the future, but he didn't want him anymore.

Lin Feng pursed his lips. It turns out that no one in this world wants him.