After defeating the thirteen male protagonists [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 98 Cutie No. 4
"I won't hurt her...not..."
"You will, she retired this time, but what about the next time? She is still very young, won't she meet the person she loves?"
Ying Xiaoxiao quickly pressed her questions, every word was piercing to the heart.
Zhi'er's expression twisted slightly, obviously she also knew that she might not be able to control herself.
"If you really like her, would you be willing to let her be alone for the rest of her life? This is not love, but torture. After many years, she will regret it. Why should she owe you a life? Just die early."
Ying Xiaoxiao added fuel to the fire, and said it without any waves, but in fact it contained merciless irony.
"Shut up."
"You also know that she is just a master and servant to you, so why should you never forget her, lingering for a long time, and even wanting to kill her."
"I don't want to! Shut up!"
Zhi'er covered her head and panted, her expression looked very painful.
"You're going to kill her sooner or later."
The cruel truth spit out from Ying Xiaoxiao's mouth. What she said may not become a reality in the future, but it is a very possible hypothesis.
When Zhi'er decided to act, this kind of tragedy was already possible.
Being a ghost is impossible to be as rational as being a human, not to mention that when you are a human, you may not be able to control your emotions well.
"I do not know!"
Zhi'er roared, her body twisted a little bit.
There was a large amount of blood on the blue clothes she was wearing, which looked extremely hideous. There were many wounds on her body, especially the one on her chest, which seemed to split her whole body.
This death was extremely grim, and everyone who saw it would probably have nightmares. No wonder Miss Qiao blamed herself and could barely sleep at first.
[Attack] The vine of strangulation.
The vines seemed to be something weirder in the dark night, piercing through the ghost, and retracted when they couldn't find the target to attack.
Zhi'er let out a scream the moment she was attacked by the vines, and quickly moved to the other side.
Her body was still the same as it was before death, and her eyes were full of hatred when she stared at Ying Xiaoxiao.
"You are not a Taoist priest at all, who are you?"
"When did I say I was a Taoist priest?"
"Are you going by yourself, or shall I send you away?"
Ying Xiaoxiao asked this question again patiently, it's just a ghost, it's a trivial matter.
"This is a matter between me and the lady, and you don't need to worry about it at all."
"You hurt someone's life, so what if I take care of it? Why bother? Humans and ghosts have different paths. When you die, the fate between you will be over."
"I'm not reconciled! Why... I was the one who saved her, why do you want to see her marry as a woman?"
"Obviously... I was the one who stayed by her side first! It was me! You guys don't understand at all, the feeling of looking at someone obsessively day and night, Miss, she treats me so well... so good ..."
Zhi'er burst into tears, the tears were stained with blood, looking extremely terrifying.
"I have no father or mother since I was a child. I don't know if they are dead or don't want me. I have been wandering in the street all the time. I don't have enough food and clothing. At first, I was fine. I just got used to that kind of life. That day I I was dying of illness, the young lady came, and she gave me food, clothes, and medicine, but I was thinking in my heart, for such a person, it is worth my death for her."
Zhi'er murmured, looking at Miss Qiao who was sleeping on the bed.
"She can make clothes for me, play the piano and sing for me, teach me embroidery and chess, she treats me so well, how can I be willing to leave her, how can I be willing to watch her go to someone else's side!"
Zhi'er choked up, her words were full of unwillingness.
"You are too selfish. You can't decide other people's lives. Besides, you know that she treats you so well. Isn't it revenge for your kindness by doing this?"
Ying Xiao wrote the novel, but laughed at himself in his heart.
Why didn't she think this way in her heart, it was because she knew that she was wrong, so she suppressed it hard.
Shi Xi is so good, how could she be willing to see her like someone else.
These words were dissected bluntly, and it seemed that they were nothing more than a joke.
Zhi'er is wishful thinking, so why isn't she?
If she didn't have this opportunity, if she didn't enter this game, then what would she be like with Shi Xi in real life?
Are you an eternal fan and author?
Or is it about the crush and the crush?
Or is it tracking and being tracked?
When people are judged, they always have to be put on moral shackles. Even if Ying Xiaochu realizes that she is wrong, she can't control herself and dare not be discovered.
But there is still hope in her heart, longing for that person to see the emotion in her heart when he looks at her.
——Have you seen the love in my eyes when I look at you?
Have you ever heard the singing of the little bird in her heart, every sound is joy.
The admiration that hides in the dark but can't help showing its head, can't hide the dirt in the whereabouts.
The room full of Shi Xi in Ying Xiaoxiao's heart is a forbidden place that even Shi Xi cannot enter.
Ying Xiaoxiao hides the obscurity in her eyes, not knowing how to express the contradiction in her heart.
She wanted to kneel down and offer her full of admiration and sincerity, just asking that person to pick it up with lowered eyes, but she also wanted to just stand there and say hello to that person, but she also wanted to look at that person's face. The figure walked away and stood alone.
She wants to be accepted, but also wants to hide.
If you want to put it in words...
I hope you can accept my love without realizing how humble that love is.
I don't know if it's caused by poor self-esteem, or because she is so self-abased, Ying Xiaoxiao doesn't know how to ask Shixi to love her, but when she can't control it, she is afraid that she will do whatever it takes to make Shixi look at her.
She wanted Shi Xi to know that she loved her, but also wanted her to know that she didn't love her so selflessly.
Looking at the ups and downs of emotions on the numerical panel, Bell felt more and more that people are really incomprehensible creatures.
"I don't want this...but I want her to be with me...I don't want to hurt her...I almost killed her...I...I..."
Zhi'er spoke a little incoherently, as if caught in some kind of self-struggling vortex.
Life and death are originally an insurmountable chasm.
If it is said that love can transcend everything, it is impossible not to love.
No one can guarantee that nothing will happen in the future. After all, the world is unpredictable. Who can say for sure that Miss Qiao will never be tempted by anyone in the future, and she will never marry?
If it was because Ms. Zhi'er Qiao planned to be with the Qingdeng Ancient Buddha all the time and live alone, then in a sense, Zhi'er would have harmed Ms. Qiao's life.
The wind outside suddenly became louder, and the door slammed loudly.
Shi Xi wasn't very interested in all of this, whether it was the one lying on the bed or the one who died tragically in front of him.
She didn't know why she mainly talked so much and had to wait so long.
Since I think that the ghost may harm people in the future, in order to prevent that possibility from happening, it would be good to kill the ghost now, anyway, they don't know this ghost.
What's more, the ghost just now wanted to pounce on her master, but she was too weak to be vulnerable in front of her master.
Ying Xiaoxiao didn't ask any more questions. Judging by Zhi'er's mental state, she might run away if she was in a hurry.
It's about a little bit of "similar" mentality, it's hard for Ying Xiaoxiao to imagine what will happen if Shi Xi is going to get married one day.
I don't want to assume that situation at all, just thinking about it makes it difficult to even breathe.
In this way, I still don't want to torture myself. Ying Xiaoxiao occasionally thinks about it in the dead of night. After thinking about it for a few minutes, she will be too sad to think about it.
"My lord, let's make a quick decision."
Shi Xi opened his mouth, causing Ying Xiaoxiao to wake up suddenly.
"Miss Qiao, since you're awake, tell me the answer you didn't tell me before."
Regarding the life and death issues of who goes and who stays, it does not belong to Ying Xiaoxiao, and Ying Xiaoxiao doesn't want to care about it.
It's not that she wants to be the villain to force Miss Qiao to make cruel choices, it's just that these things will eventually have a result.
When Zhi'er heard the words, she ran behind Ying Xiaoxiao quickly.
Shi Xi thought she was going to sneak attack, but saw that Zhi'er stopped her frantic look, stood behind Ying Xiaoxiao, turned her back, as if she was grooming herself.
When she turned around, it was Shi Xi who had just seen her, not the grim death.
This reversal stunned Shi Xi for a moment, his eyes full of confusion.
Zhi'er came out, looked at Miss Qiao silently, hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing, waiting for her answer.
Miss Qiao's illness is clearly cured, but now her face is very pale and her expression is very reluctant.
"I………"
How does this make her choose?
How could she be willing to let Zhi'er's soul fly away, and she couldn't even enter reincarnation?
But to end his life like this?Or wait for the knife to hang over his head?
Among all the thoughts, she unexpectedly had a question.
Why not go to reincarnation?
If she had entered the path of reincarnation a year ago, what would happen today.
"If you have obsessions in your heart, you won't be able to go through reincarnation."
Ying Xiaoxiao replied, Miss Qiao realized that she had just said what was in her heart.
"And what her obsession is, you don't know."
Zhi'er didn't say a word, although there were thousands of words in her heart that she wanted to say, she couldn't say a word.
If she said what she misses, it will inevitably make people feel shameful and despicable, as if she is forcing the young lady to make a choice, forcing the young lady to die, or to wait for death.
Miss Qiao sat on the bed with a painful and anxious look on her face.
"Don't ask her any more. I want to spend the night with her. Let's talk. Can you come and listen to her answer tomorrow?"
Zhi'er pleaded, but her words sounded rather weird.
It was Ying Xiaoxiao, Zhi'er herself, or Miss Qiao herself who forced Miss Qiao.
Humans and ghosts have different paths, this has been difficult since ancient times, not to mention one is obsessive and obsessive, and the other is hesitant.
There is no love stronger than gold, how can life and death go hand in hand.
Ying Xiaoxiao nodded, and led Shi Xi away. When she raised her hand, a seed quietly fell to the ground.
Ying Xiaoxiao went outside and looked at the dark night.
Standing not far away were the Qiao family couple and Yinling, seeing Ying Xiaoxiao coming out, they walked out from behind the half-opened door.
"Miss Ying, is that thing solved? Is my daughter okay?"
Mrs. Qiao was so frightened by the sudden severe wind in the yard just now, she kept her arms around Master Qiao's arm, and she didn't wonder why Ying Xiaoxiao came out so soon, she only thought that Ying Xiaoxiao was very skilled in Taoism.
"It hasn't been resolved yet, let's wait and see."
"Then...then my daughter? That thing is still in there? My daughter..."
Mrs. Qiao was a little incoherent, looking at Ying Xiaoxiao for a while, and Miss Qiao's room for a while.
"Miss will be safe and sound, Madam, don't worry, but in the end it depends on Miss Qiao's own wishes."
"What does this mean? My daughter's own wishes? Could it be that she will seek death?"
Master Qiao asked strangely, but Ying Xiaoxiao didn't answer. He stared at Miss Qiao's room, quite nervous.
Ying Xiaoxiao saw it in her eyes, and said in her heart that she was good to her parents.
It also reminded her of her parents, who were also waiting for her to come home.
That concern is also the reason for her not to indulge in illusions. It is hard for Ying Xiaoxiao to imagine what things would be like now if her mother hadn't stopped her back then.
A few years ago, she was far less stable than she is now. Even now, when she had never experienced the world of games, she still felt that she could not control herself when facing Shi Xi. A few years ago, she might have been more reckless and jerky. .
Ying Xiaoxiao didn't leave Qiao's mansion, and she landed on the opposite roof due to her luck.
From where she was, she could see Ms. Qiao's room very well, and she could sense the situation inside with her mental power, but she was reluctant to explore it, and lowered her eyes.
The moonlight was bleak, spreading a layer of frost on the eaves.
Shi Xi's dark eyes were full of confusion, and he sat cross-legged next to Ying Xiaoxiao, peeking at her from time to time.
Ying Xiaoxiao raised her eyes and saw her movement, and pinched her face.
Well, cute, pinch it again.
Shi Xi obediently let Ying Xiaoxiao pinch her, and she didn't speak until Ying Xiaoxiao withdrew her hand.
"Is my lord unhappy?"
"No, why do you say that?"
Ying Xiaoxiao shook her head, and pinched the little girl's head again.
In about two days, Shi Xi should grow up.
It really makes people feel complicated. I feel happy and scared at the same time, and I am also a little nervous, and I am also a little lost because the little girl has become a big girl.
But in general, Ying Xiaoxiao still hopes that Shi Xi will grow up, after all, there are some things only adults can do.
"It feels like I've been unhappy since just now."
Shi Xi is a companion beast, more or less sensitive to the emotions of its master.
She could feel it, it was a very low feeling, mixed with indescribable sadness, like the mist in the morning, wet with dew.
Shi Xi didn't like to see Ying Xiaoxiao like this, he had an inexplicable feeling, and thought she shouldn't be like this.
It shouldn't be so sad, it should be smiling.
"I just thought of something. How could I be unhappy with you by my side?"
Ying Xiaoxiao smiled, but her tone was very calm.
He obviously said that he was happy, but no matter how he heard it, he felt a little lost.
Ying Xiaoxiao blinked her eyes, smiled at Shi Xi, and dispelled the faint low pressure.
Shi Xi suppressed the doubts in his heart, and sat on the eaves with Ying Xiaoxiao.
The Qiao family couldn't bear it any longer, so Ying Xiaoxiao told them to go back to rest first, and it was enough for her to stay here to guard them. If there was any situation, they would be notified immediately.
The Qiao family left, and Yinling, who was guarding her, was also drowsy, so Ying Xiaopi asked her to sleep too.
The courtyard was emptied, leaving only one man and one ghost in the house, and one man and one beast outside.
Shi Xi felt that the human form was uncomfortable, so he clung to Ying Xiaoxiao and turned into his original shape, shrinking and wrapping around Ying Xiaoxiao's neck.
Ying Xiaoxiao touched the cold scales and relaxed her body.
She absorbed the meager spiritual energy, talking about something is better than nothing.
There was no major movement in the room, only some occasional conversations.
Ying Xiaoxiao didn't intend to listen, so naturally she didn't hear the content. She slept enough today, so she closed her eyes under the moonlight.
The sky was faint, Ying Xiaoxiao opened his eyes.
After meditating all night, I am only level 17 now.
The first ray of morning light fell on the treetops, Ying Xiaoxiao frowned strangely.
This is too quiet, and her seeds didn't feel anything last night.
Ying Xiaoxiao jumped down from the eaves, and Shi Xi also took human form and stood beside her.
She has grown up a little bit, a little girl in her teens, shed a little immaturity, and has begun to take on the charm.
Afraid of scaring the family, she performed an illusion, and she looked like yesterday again.
There was a slight sound at the door, Ying Xiaoxiao stood at the door and saw the person sleeping soundly in Zhi'er's arms.
Zhi'er looked at her with lingering eyes, hiding endless affection and reluctance.
"Looks like you already have an answer."
In fact, the answer already appeared last night.
Since Zhi'er sacrificed her life to save others, and lingered for a year and refused to leave, how could she still not let go after Miss Qiao was no longer married and Ying Xiaoxiao had listed all the things.
Zhi'er put her fingers on her lips, carefully laid Miss Qiao on the bed, and straightened up.
"you're right."
She pursed her lips and sighed, her eyes were dead silent.
Everything was over the moment she died.
In fact, there is nothing reconciled, she is willing to die for the young lady, even lucky enough to save her, what is unwilling is only the love that violates human relations and has no fruit.
Ying Xiaoxiao watched her push open the door and walk out.
She looked back one last time and stepped out into the sunlight.
It turned into a plume of black smoke and disappeared.
Zhi'er never saw the tears flowing from the corners of the eyes of the person on the bed the moment she pushed the door open.
Miss Qiao lay down without opening her eyes, letting the tears fall drop by drop, her body trembling slightly.
"Lunheng" has a saying: Human death is like a lamp going out, like soup and snow.If you want to come back to life, look for the bright moon in the sea.
Nothing more than that.
Ying Xiaoxiao came for a cutscene, and didn't need to fight hard, just cast a wood spell and got a lot of money.
Before seeing Ying Xiaoxiao off, the Qiao family kept looking at Ying Xiaoxiao earnestly, hoping that she could say a few more words.
Ying Xiaoxiao realized everything, pondered for a while and opened her lips.
"Miss Qiao is still in good health, but there is still some ghost energy left in her, so she should spend more time in the sun, but in moderation, and go to the temple to worship if nothing happens."
"Okay, okay, definitely."
The Qiaos were relieved and watched Ying Xiaoxiao leave.
Bell told Ying Xiaoxiao the place and time of the last time a certain sect in the cultivation world recruited disciples, and there were still three months left.
Ying Xiaoxiao was not in a hurry when she heard the words, and did not buy a horse. She used her wind ability to drive on her way, and passed by the town to find a job to be a mysterious exorcist.
Her prestige value is also constantly rising, and her reputation has become bigger. Sometimes, people come to invite her after she settles down in a town.
She really stands out like this, a young and beautiful girl with a beautiful doll, she can't do without eye contact.
Before the start of the sect's selection, Ying Xiaoxiao took a look at her numerical panel.
【Rating: 30/150
Awakening Talent: Wood (9/10)
fire (6/10)
Sound (5/10)
Wind (5/10)
water (5/10)
Reputation: 3489/30 billion]
Wood system: [Defense] Tree cage
[Anti] endless life
[Attack] deadly growth
[Attack] Wanye Feihua
[Attack] strangulation vine
[Phantom] Embedding flowers and trees
[healing] recovery of all things
[Sheng] New Colors on Stranger Things
Fire Department: [Attack] Blazing Heart
[Attack] fire dragon
[Attack] sky fire meteor
[Attack] spring wind wild fire
[anti] siege
Rhythm: [Attack] A Thousand Mountains and Birds Fly Absolutely
[Attack] The lingering sound surrounds the beam
[Attack] The south wind does not compete
[Phantom] to see the world in a dream
Wind element: [Wu] Ti Yunzong (advanced level)
[Attack] wind blade
[Attack] The mountain rain is about to come and the wind fills the building
[Attack] wind and clouds
Water: [attack] the river is surging
[Attack] Frost Arrow Rain
[Attack] Frozen three feet
[Anti] water moon cave sky
Ying Xiaoxiao hurried, but fortunately, she reached level [-], which gave herself more security.
I don't know if it's because of the aura, but Shi Xi hasn't entered adulthood for a long time.
During this period, the pregnant fruit of Ying Xiao's body occurred six times.
Every time, she pushed Shi Xi out of the door and solved it manually by herself.
Sometimes I can't hold it anymore, so I summon vines to control the scene.
When it first happened, Ying Xiaoxiao still felt a little resentful, why Shi Xi hadn't grown up yet, and Shi Xi was also scratching at the door, very worried.
For the sixth time, Ying Xiaoxiao could only resist while scolding Jielan in her heart, while Shi Xi was very calm and waited at the door to guard the gate, and evolved from a naivety to a driver.
Jie Lan, who was far away in the forest, rubbed her nose and continued to look at the distant scenery.
Her feet were dangling in mid-air, looking down from her angle, at least tens of meters.
A snowflake blew over with the wind and landed on her body.
Jie Lan waved it away indifferently, and it was no surprise to see Snow Flower turning into a girl.
"Why do you sit at such a high place again?"
Wanzhen's tone was unexpected, but cautious.
"I am a tree god, what are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will fall from the tree?"
Jie Lan seemed to have heard a joke and ignored Wanzhen.
Another woman with the same appearance as Wanzhen also appeared beside her, with a cold hand on her shoulder.
"Understood, let's go down here."
Jie Lan said impatiently, and jumped directly from the tree, and the huge flowers and leaves caught her underneath.
"It's not the first time I've come down like this. You guys are so scared."
Jie Lan laughed, as if she was happy for her successful prank.
The Xueyu twins looked at her quietly, but the smile on Jielan's face disappeared, and she curled her lips.
"Really, I'm dying and don't let me laugh."
"Not yet."
"No difference."
Jielan turned her head and went into the tree. She ate the pregnant fruit and became a mother.
When the child is born, that is when she dies.
And she was three months pregnant, her belly was bulging, and Jie Lan couldn't describe that feeling.
That's it, Jielan thought.
If he hadn't fed that foreigner's pregnancy fruit back then, it wouldn't be like this now.
However, it's not bad.
It's almost a lonely and boring life, but it's not so boring when there are two snowy people.
What will happen tomorrow?
The sun will still rise.
..............................
Ying Xiaoxiao walked into the selection place, there were quite a few people, they lined up in a long line, moving forward little by little.
This selection is not unlimited and ordinary people can come to join in the fun. There is an invisible barrier on the outermost edge. If they are ordinary people, they cannot pass through it. Only those with some qualifications can.
Ying Xiaoxiao entered the barrier, Shi Xi no longer followed her in human form, but stayed in her body.
Ying Xiaoxiao didn't intend to attract attention from the beginning, she disguised herself as powerless, and moved towards the front of the team.
Her cultivation method is different from that of ordinary cultivators, so it is possible to hide her strength from being seen by more powerful people.
The second realm of comprehension is divided into several levels, which are entering the spirit, ending the valley, leading the rain, relying on the emptiness, distracting the mind, abandoning the shadow, pointing to the sky, and unspeakable.
Hearing of the unspeakable realm, he was already on the verge of ascension.
Ying Xiaoxiao's level [-] corresponds to the late period of Juegu.
The number of people practicing in front has decreased, so Ying stepped into the testing room.
As soon as she entered, she felt a line of sight falling on her.
"You will, she retired this time, but what about the next time? She is still very young, won't she meet the person she loves?"
Ying Xiaoxiao quickly pressed her questions, every word was piercing to the heart.
Zhi'er's expression twisted slightly, obviously she also knew that she might not be able to control herself.
"If you really like her, would you be willing to let her be alone for the rest of her life? This is not love, but torture. After many years, she will regret it. Why should she owe you a life? Just die early."
Ying Xiaoxiao added fuel to the fire, and said it without any waves, but in fact it contained merciless irony.
"Shut up."
"You also know that she is just a master and servant to you, so why should you never forget her, lingering for a long time, and even wanting to kill her."
"I don't want to! Shut up!"
Zhi'er covered her head and panted, her expression looked very painful.
"You're going to kill her sooner or later."
The cruel truth spit out from Ying Xiaoxiao's mouth. What she said may not become a reality in the future, but it is a very possible hypothesis.
When Zhi'er decided to act, this kind of tragedy was already possible.
Being a ghost is impossible to be as rational as being a human, not to mention that when you are a human, you may not be able to control your emotions well.
"I do not know!"
Zhi'er roared, her body twisted a little bit.
There was a large amount of blood on the blue clothes she was wearing, which looked extremely hideous. There were many wounds on her body, especially the one on her chest, which seemed to split her whole body.
This death was extremely grim, and everyone who saw it would probably have nightmares. No wonder Miss Qiao blamed herself and could barely sleep at first.
[Attack] The vine of strangulation.
The vines seemed to be something weirder in the dark night, piercing through the ghost, and retracted when they couldn't find the target to attack.
Zhi'er let out a scream the moment she was attacked by the vines, and quickly moved to the other side.
Her body was still the same as it was before death, and her eyes were full of hatred when she stared at Ying Xiaoxiao.
"You are not a Taoist priest at all, who are you?"
"When did I say I was a Taoist priest?"
"Are you going by yourself, or shall I send you away?"
Ying Xiaoxiao asked this question again patiently, it's just a ghost, it's a trivial matter.
"This is a matter between me and the lady, and you don't need to worry about it at all."
"You hurt someone's life, so what if I take care of it? Why bother? Humans and ghosts have different paths. When you die, the fate between you will be over."
"I'm not reconciled! Why... I was the one who saved her, why do you want to see her marry as a woman?"
"Obviously... I was the one who stayed by her side first! It was me! You guys don't understand at all, the feeling of looking at someone obsessively day and night, Miss, she treats me so well... so good ..."
Zhi'er burst into tears, the tears were stained with blood, looking extremely terrifying.
"I have no father or mother since I was a child. I don't know if they are dead or don't want me. I have been wandering in the street all the time. I don't have enough food and clothing. At first, I was fine. I just got used to that kind of life. That day I I was dying of illness, the young lady came, and she gave me food, clothes, and medicine, but I was thinking in my heart, for such a person, it is worth my death for her."
Zhi'er murmured, looking at Miss Qiao who was sleeping on the bed.
"She can make clothes for me, play the piano and sing for me, teach me embroidery and chess, she treats me so well, how can I be willing to leave her, how can I be willing to watch her go to someone else's side!"
Zhi'er choked up, her words were full of unwillingness.
"You are too selfish. You can't decide other people's lives. Besides, you know that she treats you so well. Isn't it revenge for your kindness by doing this?"
Ying Xiao wrote the novel, but laughed at himself in his heart.
Why didn't she think this way in her heart, it was because she knew that she was wrong, so she suppressed it hard.
Shi Xi is so good, how could she be willing to see her like someone else.
These words were dissected bluntly, and it seemed that they were nothing more than a joke.
Zhi'er is wishful thinking, so why isn't she?
If she didn't have this opportunity, if she didn't enter this game, then what would she be like with Shi Xi in real life?
Are you an eternal fan and author?
Or is it about the crush and the crush?
Or is it tracking and being tracked?
When people are judged, they always have to be put on moral shackles. Even if Ying Xiaochu realizes that she is wrong, she can't control herself and dare not be discovered.
But there is still hope in her heart, longing for that person to see the emotion in her heart when he looks at her.
——Have you seen the love in my eyes when I look at you?
Have you ever heard the singing of the little bird in her heart, every sound is joy.
The admiration that hides in the dark but can't help showing its head, can't hide the dirt in the whereabouts.
The room full of Shi Xi in Ying Xiaoxiao's heart is a forbidden place that even Shi Xi cannot enter.
Ying Xiaoxiao hides the obscurity in her eyes, not knowing how to express the contradiction in her heart.
She wanted to kneel down and offer her full of admiration and sincerity, just asking that person to pick it up with lowered eyes, but she also wanted to just stand there and say hello to that person, but she also wanted to look at that person's face. The figure walked away and stood alone.
She wants to be accepted, but also wants to hide.
If you want to put it in words...
I hope you can accept my love without realizing how humble that love is.
I don't know if it's caused by poor self-esteem, or because she is so self-abased, Ying Xiaoxiao doesn't know how to ask Shixi to love her, but when she can't control it, she is afraid that she will do whatever it takes to make Shixi look at her.
She wanted Shi Xi to know that she loved her, but also wanted her to know that she didn't love her so selflessly.
Looking at the ups and downs of emotions on the numerical panel, Bell felt more and more that people are really incomprehensible creatures.
"I don't want this...but I want her to be with me...I don't want to hurt her...I almost killed her...I...I..."
Zhi'er spoke a little incoherently, as if caught in some kind of self-struggling vortex.
Life and death are originally an insurmountable chasm.
If it is said that love can transcend everything, it is impossible not to love.
No one can guarantee that nothing will happen in the future. After all, the world is unpredictable. Who can say for sure that Miss Qiao will never be tempted by anyone in the future, and she will never marry?
If it was because Ms. Zhi'er Qiao planned to be with the Qingdeng Ancient Buddha all the time and live alone, then in a sense, Zhi'er would have harmed Ms. Qiao's life.
The wind outside suddenly became louder, and the door slammed loudly.
Shi Xi wasn't very interested in all of this, whether it was the one lying on the bed or the one who died tragically in front of him.
She didn't know why she mainly talked so much and had to wait so long.
Since I think that the ghost may harm people in the future, in order to prevent that possibility from happening, it would be good to kill the ghost now, anyway, they don't know this ghost.
What's more, the ghost just now wanted to pounce on her master, but she was too weak to be vulnerable in front of her master.
Ying Xiaoxiao didn't ask any more questions. Judging by Zhi'er's mental state, she might run away if she was in a hurry.
It's about a little bit of "similar" mentality, it's hard for Ying Xiaoxiao to imagine what will happen if Shi Xi is going to get married one day.
I don't want to assume that situation at all, just thinking about it makes it difficult to even breathe.
In this way, I still don't want to torture myself. Ying Xiaoxiao occasionally thinks about it in the dead of night. After thinking about it for a few minutes, she will be too sad to think about it.
"My lord, let's make a quick decision."
Shi Xi opened his mouth, causing Ying Xiaoxiao to wake up suddenly.
"Miss Qiao, since you're awake, tell me the answer you didn't tell me before."
Regarding the life and death issues of who goes and who stays, it does not belong to Ying Xiaoxiao, and Ying Xiaoxiao doesn't want to care about it.
It's not that she wants to be the villain to force Miss Qiao to make cruel choices, it's just that these things will eventually have a result.
When Zhi'er heard the words, she ran behind Ying Xiaoxiao quickly.
Shi Xi thought she was going to sneak attack, but saw that Zhi'er stopped her frantic look, stood behind Ying Xiaoxiao, turned her back, as if she was grooming herself.
When she turned around, it was Shi Xi who had just seen her, not the grim death.
This reversal stunned Shi Xi for a moment, his eyes full of confusion.
Zhi'er came out, looked at Miss Qiao silently, hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing, waiting for her answer.
Miss Qiao's illness is clearly cured, but now her face is very pale and her expression is very reluctant.
"I………"
How does this make her choose?
How could she be willing to let Zhi'er's soul fly away, and she couldn't even enter reincarnation?
But to end his life like this?Or wait for the knife to hang over his head?
Among all the thoughts, she unexpectedly had a question.
Why not go to reincarnation?
If she had entered the path of reincarnation a year ago, what would happen today.
"If you have obsessions in your heart, you won't be able to go through reincarnation."
Ying Xiaoxiao replied, Miss Qiao realized that she had just said what was in her heart.
"And what her obsession is, you don't know."
Zhi'er didn't say a word, although there were thousands of words in her heart that she wanted to say, she couldn't say a word.
If she said what she misses, it will inevitably make people feel shameful and despicable, as if she is forcing the young lady to make a choice, forcing the young lady to die, or to wait for death.
Miss Qiao sat on the bed with a painful and anxious look on her face.
"Don't ask her any more. I want to spend the night with her. Let's talk. Can you come and listen to her answer tomorrow?"
Zhi'er pleaded, but her words sounded rather weird.
It was Ying Xiaoxiao, Zhi'er herself, or Miss Qiao herself who forced Miss Qiao.
Humans and ghosts have different paths, this has been difficult since ancient times, not to mention one is obsessive and obsessive, and the other is hesitant.
There is no love stronger than gold, how can life and death go hand in hand.
Ying Xiaoxiao nodded, and led Shi Xi away. When she raised her hand, a seed quietly fell to the ground.
Ying Xiaoxiao went outside and looked at the dark night.
Standing not far away were the Qiao family couple and Yinling, seeing Ying Xiaoxiao coming out, they walked out from behind the half-opened door.
"Miss Ying, is that thing solved? Is my daughter okay?"
Mrs. Qiao was so frightened by the sudden severe wind in the yard just now, she kept her arms around Master Qiao's arm, and she didn't wonder why Ying Xiaoxiao came out so soon, she only thought that Ying Xiaoxiao was very skilled in Taoism.
"It hasn't been resolved yet, let's wait and see."
"Then...then my daughter? That thing is still in there? My daughter..."
Mrs. Qiao was a little incoherent, looking at Ying Xiaoxiao for a while, and Miss Qiao's room for a while.
"Miss will be safe and sound, Madam, don't worry, but in the end it depends on Miss Qiao's own wishes."
"What does this mean? My daughter's own wishes? Could it be that she will seek death?"
Master Qiao asked strangely, but Ying Xiaoxiao didn't answer. He stared at Miss Qiao's room, quite nervous.
Ying Xiaoxiao saw it in her eyes, and said in her heart that she was good to her parents.
It also reminded her of her parents, who were also waiting for her to come home.
That concern is also the reason for her not to indulge in illusions. It is hard for Ying Xiaoxiao to imagine what things would be like now if her mother hadn't stopped her back then.
A few years ago, she was far less stable than she is now. Even now, when she had never experienced the world of games, she still felt that she could not control herself when facing Shi Xi. A few years ago, she might have been more reckless and jerky. .
Ying Xiaoxiao didn't leave Qiao's mansion, and she landed on the opposite roof due to her luck.
From where she was, she could see Ms. Qiao's room very well, and she could sense the situation inside with her mental power, but she was reluctant to explore it, and lowered her eyes.
The moonlight was bleak, spreading a layer of frost on the eaves.
Shi Xi's dark eyes were full of confusion, and he sat cross-legged next to Ying Xiaoxiao, peeking at her from time to time.
Ying Xiaoxiao raised her eyes and saw her movement, and pinched her face.
Well, cute, pinch it again.
Shi Xi obediently let Ying Xiaoxiao pinch her, and she didn't speak until Ying Xiaoxiao withdrew her hand.
"Is my lord unhappy?"
"No, why do you say that?"
Ying Xiaoxiao shook her head, and pinched the little girl's head again.
In about two days, Shi Xi should grow up.
It really makes people feel complicated. I feel happy and scared at the same time, and I am also a little nervous, and I am also a little lost because the little girl has become a big girl.
But in general, Ying Xiaoxiao still hopes that Shi Xi will grow up, after all, there are some things only adults can do.
"It feels like I've been unhappy since just now."
Shi Xi is a companion beast, more or less sensitive to the emotions of its master.
She could feel it, it was a very low feeling, mixed with indescribable sadness, like the mist in the morning, wet with dew.
Shi Xi didn't like to see Ying Xiaoxiao like this, he had an inexplicable feeling, and thought she shouldn't be like this.
It shouldn't be so sad, it should be smiling.
"I just thought of something. How could I be unhappy with you by my side?"
Ying Xiaoxiao smiled, but her tone was very calm.
He obviously said that he was happy, but no matter how he heard it, he felt a little lost.
Ying Xiaoxiao blinked her eyes, smiled at Shi Xi, and dispelled the faint low pressure.
Shi Xi suppressed the doubts in his heart, and sat on the eaves with Ying Xiaoxiao.
The Qiao family couldn't bear it any longer, so Ying Xiaoxiao told them to go back to rest first, and it was enough for her to stay here to guard them. If there was any situation, they would be notified immediately.
The Qiao family left, and Yinling, who was guarding her, was also drowsy, so Ying Xiaopi asked her to sleep too.
The courtyard was emptied, leaving only one man and one ghost in the house, and one man and one beast outside.
Shi Xi felt that the human form was uncomfortable, so he clung to Ying Xiaoxiao and turned into his original shape, shrinking and wrapping around Ying Xiaoxiao's neck.
Ying Xiaoxiao touched the cold scales and relaxed her body.
She absorbed the meager spiritual energy, talking about something is better than nothing.
There was no major movement in the room, only some occasional conversations.
Ying Xiaoxiao didn't intend to listen, so naturally she didn't hear the content. She slept enough today, so she closed her eyes under the moonlight.
The sky was faint, Ying Xiaoxiao opened his eyes.
After meditating all night, I am only level 17 now.
The first ray of morning light fell on the treetops, Ying Xiaoxiao frowned strangely.
This is too quiet, and her seeds didn't feel anything last night.
Ying Xiaoxiao jumped down from the eaves, and Shi Xi also took human form and stood beside her.
She has grown up a little bit, a little girl in her teens, shed a little immaturity, and has begun to take on the charm.
Afraid of scaring the family, she performed an illusion, and she looked like yesterday again.
There was a slight sound at the door, Ying Xiaoxiao stood at the door and saw the person sleeping soundly in Zhi'er's arms.
Zhi'er looked at her with lingering eyes, hiding endless affection and reluctance.
"Looks like you already have an answer."
In fact, the answer already appeared last night.
Since Zhi'er sacrificed her life to save others, and lingered for a year and refused to leave, how could she still not let go after Miss Qiao was no longer married and Ying Xiaoxiao had listed all the things.
Zhi'er put her fingers on her lips, carefully laid Miss Qiao on the bed, and straightened up.
"you're right."
She pursed her lips and sighed, her eyes were dead silent.
Everything was over the moment she died.
In fact, there is nothing reconciled, she is willing to die for the young lady, even lucky enough to save her, what is unwilling is only the love that violates human relations and has no fruit.
Ying Xiaoxiao watched her push open the door and walk out.
She looked back one last time and stepped out into the sunlight.
It turned into a plume of black smoke and disappeared.
Zhi'er never saw the tears flowing from the corners of the eyes of the person on the bed the moment she pushed the door open.
Miss Qiao lay down without opening her eyes, letting the tears fall drop by drop, her body trembling slightly.
"Lunheng" has a saying: Human death is like a lamp going out, like soup and snow.If you want to come back to life, look for the bright moon in the sea.
Nothing more than that.
Ying Xiaoxiao came for a cutscene, and didn't need to fight hard, just cast a wood spell and got a lot of money.
Before seeing Ying Xiaoxiao off, the Qiao family kept looking at Ying Xiaoxiao earnestly, hoping that she could say a few more words.
Ying Xiaoxiao realized everything, pondered for a while and opened her lips.
"Miss Qiao is still in good health, but there is still some ghost energy left in her, so she should spend more time in the sun, but in moderation, and go to the temple to worship if nothing happens."
"Okay, okay, definitely."
The Qiaos were relieved and watched Ying Xiaoxiao leave.
Bell told Ying Xiaoxiao the place and time of the last time a certain sect in the cultivation world recruited disciples, and there were still three months left.
Ying Xiaoxiao was not in a hurry when she heard the words, and did not buy a horse. She used her wind ability to drive on her way, and passed by the town to find a job to be a mysterious exorcist.
Her prestige value is also constantly rising, and her reputation has become bigger. Sometimes, people come to invite her after she settles down in a town.
She really stands out like this, a young and beautiful girl with a beautiful doll, she can't do without eye contact.
Before the start of the sect's selection, Ying Xiaoxiao took a look at her numerical panel.
【Rating: 30/150
Awakening Talent: Wood (9/10)
fire (6/10)
Sound (5/10)
Wind (5/10)
water (5/10)
Reputation: 3489/30 billion]
Wood system: [Defense] Tree cage
[Anti] endless life
[Attack] deadly growth
[Attack] Wanye Feihua
[Attack] strangulation vine
[Phantom] Embedding flowers and trees
[healing] recovery of all things
[Sheng] New Colors on Stranger Things
Fire Department: [Attack] Blazing Heart
[Attack] fire dragon
[Attack] sky fire meteor
[Attack] spring wind wild fire
[anti] siege
Rhythm: [Attack] A Thousand Mountains and Birds Fly Absolutely
[Attack] The lingering sound surrounds the beam
[Attack] The south wind does not compete
[Phantom] to see the world in a dream
Wind element: [Wu] Ti Yunzong (advanced level)
[Attack] wind blade
[Attack] The mountain rain is about to come and the wind fills the building
[Attack] wind and clouds
Water: [attack] the river is surging
[Attack] Frost Arrow Rain
[Attack] Frozen three feet
[Anti] water moon cave sky
Ying Xiaoxiao hurried, but fortunately, she reached level [-], which gave herself more security.
I don't know if it's because of the aura, but Shi Xi hasn't entered adulthood for a long time.
During this period, the pregnant fruit of Ying Xiao's body occurred six times.
Every time, she pushed Shi Xi out of the door and solved it manually by herself.
Sometimes I can't hold it anymore, so I summon vines to control the scene.
When it first happened, Ying Xiaoxiao still felt a little resentful, why Shi Xi hadn't grown up yet, and Shi Xi was also scratching at the door, very worried.
For the sixth time, Ying Xiaoxiao could only resist while scolding Jielan in her heart, while Shi Xi was very calm and waited at the door to guard the gate, and evolved from a naivety to a driver.
Jie Lan, who was far away in the forest, rubbed her nose and continued to look at the distant scenery.
Her feet were dangling in mid-air, looking down from her angle, at least tens of meters.
A snowflake blew over with the wind and landed on her body.
Jie Lan waved it away indifferently, and it was no surprise to see Snow Flower turning into a girl.
"Why do you sit at such a high place again?"
Wanzhen's tone was unexpected, but cautious.
"I am a tree god, what are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will fall from the tree?"
Jie Lan seemed to have heard a joke and ignored Wanzhen.
Another woman with the same appearance as Wanzhen also appeared beside her, with a cold hand on her shoulder.
"Understood, let's go down here."
Jie Lan said impatiently, and jumped directly from the tree, and the huge flowers and leaves caught her underneath.
"It's not the first time I've come down like this. You guys are so scared."
Jie Lan laughed, as if she was happy for her successful prank.
The Xueyu twins looked at her quietly, but the smile on Jielan's face disappeared, and she curled her lips.
"Really, I'm dying and don't let me laugh."
"Not yet."
"No difference."
Jielan turned her head and went into the tree. She ate the pregnant fruit and became a mother.
When the child is born, that is when she dies.
And she was three months pregnant, her belly was bulging, and Jie Lan couldn't describe that feeling.
That's it, Jielan thought.
If he hadn't fed that foreigner's pregnancy fruit back then, it wouldn't be like this now.
However, it's not bad.
It's almost a lonely and boring life, but it's not so boring when there are two snowy people.
What will happen tomorrow?
The sun will still rise.
..............................
Ying Xiaoxiao walked into the selection place, there were quite a few people, they lined up in a long line, moving forward little by little.
This selection is not unlimited and ordinary people can come to join in the fun. There is an invisible barrier on the outermost edge. If they are ordinary people, they cannot pass through it. Only those with some qualifications can.
Ying Xiaoxiao entered the barrier, Shi Xi no longer followed her in human form, but stayed in her body.
Ying Xiaoxiao didn't intend to attract attention from the beginning, she disguised herself as powerless, and moved towards the front of the team.
Her cultivation method is different from that of ordinary cultivators, so it is possible to hide her strength from being seen by more powerful people.
The second realm of comprehension is divided into several levels, which are entering the spirit, ending the valley, leading the rain, relying on the emptiness, distracting the mind, abandoning the shadow, pointing to the sky, and unspeakable.
Hearing of the unspeakable realm, he was already on the verge of ascension.
Ying Xiaoxiao's level [-] corresponds to the late period of Juegu.
The number of people practicing in front has decreased, so Ying stepped into the testing room.
As soon as she entered, she felt a line of sight falling on her.
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