After defeating the thirteen male protagonists [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 104 Reality
Ying Xiaoxiao didn't have time to speak, nor did she have time to contact Bell.
The world was spinning, and the eyes were dark.
Ying Xiaoxiao opened her eyes and found that she was actually back in the research institute.
She opened her mouth, before she could say anything, she fell into a darker world.
When she woke up again, her eyes were pale.
Ying Xiaoxiao looked down, sat up from the bed, and looked at his hand that was carrying water.
This is a hospital ward, why is she here?
She is obviously not... obviously not...
Ying Xiaoxiao's eyes were a little dazed, where should she be?
Why can't I seem to remember the past?
Ying Xiaoxiao was a little anxious, and tried hard to recall the previous things, but no matter how she thought about it, it was a blur. She only remembered that it was a very important thing.
Ying Xiaoxiao lay back on the bed, watching the hanging water dripping down little by little.
What did she forget?
Why are you in the hospital?
Ying Xiaoxiao finally caught a thread in a pile of fuzzy memories and remembered something.
She's in the game... the game is...
Ying Xiaoxiao opened her eyes suddenly, it was Shi Xi!
Ying Xiaoxiao wanted to think about it further, but her headache was about to split.
"Miss Ying, you're awake."
Someone walked in and was relieved to see Ying Xiaoxiao woke up.
"who are you?"
"My name is Wu Lan, and I'm a programmer at the research institute."
"Where's Shi Xi? Is Shi Xi okay? How did I get out? Why can't I remember?"
Ying Xiaoxiao's expression was a little painful, but what was even more painful was the truth that she couldn't recall.
"Please don't worry. Boss is fine now, but he hasn't woken up yet. Let me tell you the details."
Ying Xiaoxiao nodded, and was relieved when she heard that Shi Xi was fine, but knowing that Shi Xi hadn't woken up yet, she hung her breath again.
The antecedent of the incident was that there was a problem during the trial run of the game. The problem was that the ghost of the research institute inserted a virus.
When Ying Xiaoxiao was carrying out the fourth mission, the inner ghost made another move, causing chaos in Ying Xiaoxiao's game world and causing the data to collapse.
Ying Xiaoxiao's consciousness was forcibly ejected, and because of this, her nerves suffered some damage, and her memory and thinking ability were affected to a certain extent.
After Ying Xiaoxiao passed out from a coma, Liu Changqing immediately caught the ghost, and then carried out data repairs. Everyone in the research institute worked together, and finally saved Shi Xi's consciousness from being washed away by the data flow.
However, Shi Xi's consciousness stayed in the game for too long, and her body was gradually weakening. Coupled with the impact of the virus on her consciousness, Shi Xi's nervous system was also affected, so she is still in a coma.
"Boss will be fine, Miss Ying, don't worry too much, you don't have to force yourself to recall, those memories will come back slowly after cultivation."
"What about Xi's?"
Should ask a little.
Will Shi Xi remember?Remember what happened to them in the game?
"This...not necessarily."
Wu Lan shook her head hesitantly.
"We can't guarantee that her memory will be there, we can't even guarantee when she will wake up, and whether there will be any sequelae in her brain after waking up."
Wu Lan smiled wryly, the other party wanted to murder, it's good that Shi Xi didn't die.
Ying Xiaoxiao nodded disappointedly, indicating that she understood.
"How long have I been in a coma?"
"Today is the third day. After you rest well, you can be discharged from the hospital."
"If Shi Xi wakes up, you must contact me!"
"Of course, I will. Do you need anything else? I will help you if I can."
"No thanks."
"Okay, this small bag on the table is your mobile phone and clothes."
Ying Xiaoxiao nodded and watched Wu Lan walk away.
If Shi Xi had no memory, what would he do...
Ying Xiaoxiao was a little uneasy, but immediately she settled down again.
It doesn't matter, even if Shi Xi doesn't remember, she still has an excuse to get close.
She was the one who saved her, and that reason was enough.
Next, they can coincidentally be neighbors.
Ying Xiaoxiao raised a somewhat sickly pale smile, everything can be logical.
Ying Xiaoxiao suddenly thought of something, and the smile on the corner of her mouth froze.
There is one more thing that needs to be dealt with, as long as it is dealt with, everything will be fine.
Ying Xiaoxiao couldn't wait to go through the discharge procedures and bought a plane ticket to go home.
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Lin Zhen sat on the sofa embroidering, stitch by stitch, extremely patient.
"Ma'am, Miss is back."
The servant came in and said, Lin Zhen put down the things in her hand.
"Didn't you leave for a few days, why are you willing to come back?"
Lin Zhen didn't think it should be. According to her daughter's personality, didn't she finally stay in the same city with her sweetheart? How could she be willing to come back?
Lin Zhen walked to the door, and was surprised to see Ying Xiaoxiao, who was walking a bit vainly, with a pale face.
"Xiao Xiao, what's the matter, are you sick?"
Lin Zhen glanced behind Ying Xiaoxiao, who didn't even have a suitcase, so she came back in a hurry.
"Mom, I'm fine."
Ying Xiaoxiao forced a smile, walked past her mother, and walked up the stairs.
Seeing her anxious look, Lin Zhen hurriedly followed behind her.
Ying Xiaoxiao returned to the room where she had been away for a long time. In fact, it was not long. The flow of time in the game is different from that in the real world.
She felt that she had been away for a long time, but in fact it was only more than a week in all.
The room smelled of dust. Ying Xiaoxiao didn't like other people entering her room, so the maid naturally didn't dare to come in to clean it. His mother was afraid that she would be unhappy, so she never came in.
Ying Xiaoxiao coughed twice, but her body hadn't recovered well, so she was rushed out of the hospital and took a plane again, traveling all the way.
"Xiao Xiao, are you okay?"
Lin Zhen looked at Ying Xiaoxiao's swaying body and was very worried.
"Mom, I'm fine, I'm just a little... a little sad."
This room had been her secret room.
There is also a large photo of Shi Xi posted on the ceiling, and the wall is full of a person's voice and smile. If you accidentally see these, you may have nightmares.
But Ying Xiaoxiao only feels happy.
She is immersed in a world of her own making.
The bookshelves are full of Shi Xi's books, including all the publications in which she has published novels, even Ying Xiaoxiao didn't let go of her previous school newspaper.
Just looking at these things, you can feel her crazy obsession and morbid liking.
Every time Lin Zhen looked at the room, she would feel frightened and uncomfortable, but her love for her daughter was enough for her to suppress this discomfort.
"What's the matter, Xiaoxiao, why are you sad? Did she kill you?"
"No."
You should shake your head slightly.
"Then what's the matter, tell mom, mom is here."
Lin Zhen stroked Ying Xiao's head with caring and loving eyes.
This is her baby born in October, no one will understand better than her how insecure she is, her fragile heart under the cheerful appearance.
"Mom, she's unconscious in the hospital, she might forget about me, it's okay, it's okay..."
Ying Xiaoxiao murmured, and began to tear up the photos on the wall.
Lin Zhen was startled by her actions, knowing that these are her daughter's treasures.
Ying Xiaoxiao tore off the photos she had pasted up one by one, and in a short while she had a stack in her hand.
Lin Zhen didn't know what she wanted to do, but she knew that she definitely didn't like Shi Xi anymore.
Every time Ying Xiaoxiao tore a picture, she felt a pain in her heart. She felt that she was not tearing up the photos, but tearing up her ugly self.
A corner of a photo was torn due to excessive force.
Ying Xiaoxiao stared blankly at that corner, tears suddenly fell down.
"Mom, I don't want to ruin them."
Ying Xiaoxiao turned her head, choked up and told her mother.
She doesn't want to ruin these photos, it's too unsafe to throw them away, who knows who will pick them up, she doesn't want others to see the Shi Xi she took.
Only burning is the safest.
But she doesn't want to destroy it, she doesn't want to!
These are all collected by her bit by bit over the years.
Every signing event, every sneak shot, photos downloaded and printed from any software on Space Weibo, interview drafts... these are all her treasures.
"Then keep it."
Lin Zhen used to want to destroy these photos very much, but now seeing Ying Xiaoxiao bursting into tears, she couldn't be happy at all.
Her Xiaoxiao shouldn't be like this, she should be carefree and happy, how could she become like this.
"I can't, Mom, I can't."
She was not able to stay, and these were all evidences of her despicable and morbid behaviour.
"Little...do you want to hide?"
"Mom, will you keep it a secret for me, and so will Dad, right?"
Lin Zhen hesitated to speak, unable to say whether it was good or bad.
The daughter still did not solve her psychological problems, but planned to bury her deeply.
Lin Zhen sighed weakly and nodded.
After knowing this side of her daughter, her thoughts quietly changed.
She no longer hopes that she can become a great person who can make outstanding contributions to society, she only hopes that she can become a person who is harmless to society, and that is enough.
It's just that that outstanding person named Shi Xi, who is the same gender as her child, can really be her child's salvation?
No one likes a love that is too heavy.
Lin Zhen couldn't imagine that if Ying Xiaoxiao could really be with Shi Xi, but was abandoned by Shi Xi in the end.
That was something that Ying Xiaoxiao couldn't bear, maybe she couldn't bear it either.
She hopes that Ying Xiaoxiao can live a good life, but this wish does not seem to be easy to come true.
This is something that money cannot do.
"But there is no impenetrable wall in the world. Xiao Xiao, squint your eyes and think about it. If you really plan to hide them, you must be prepared to be discovered one day."
If you plan to hide your true self, you must be prepared to be torn off the mask.
Holding the photo, Ying Xiaoxiao was very hesitant.
"Mom, what should I do?"
Ying Xiao looked at her mother as if asking for help. When she was young, it was always her mother who told her what she should do was the right thing to do.
"Xiao Xiao, mom can't always tell you whether something is right or wrong. From different perspectives, both choices are right. What you have to listen to is only your heart."
Ying Xiaoxiao wiped away her tears and looked at the photo in her hand.
"But no matter what choice you make, Mom and Dad will always be behind you."
Ying Xiao nodded and put the photo on the table.
This whole day, Ying Xiaoxiao didn't do anything else, only doing one thing -- sorting out the photos.
She tore the photos off the wall one by one, and put them neatly in an album.
It took three large photo albums to put together the horrible photos in the room.
Regarding the books and other sorted documents, Ying Xiaoxiao still put them in the bookcase intact.
She locked the photo album in the drawer and put the key in the first book signed by Shi Xi.
If possible, she hoped that this drawer would never be opened.
This is not only her love for Shi Xi, but also for so many years.
Just like the demons she once suffered, she no longer resists the self that she hated in the past.
Maybe I will never love someone like this again in my life.
This is once in a lifetime madness.
It is the madness that brings itself.
After Ying Xiaoxiao finished all this, she had a good night's sleep.
She had a dream, in which there were many people and many things.
From the first game, to the second game, until the end when it was interrupted.
What would things be like without this game, and it would still be the way it is now.
She made a plan early in the morning to live near Shi Xi and slowly invade.
Now it is half possible that Shi Xi will have the memory in the game, and they can be together more smoothly.
For the next few days, Ying Xiaoxiao stayed at home and didn't go anywhere.
She looks calm, but in fact she is very mixed in her heart.
When will Shi Xi wake up?
But it's not like she didn't do anything these days, she was in a daze all the time, she went back to the online world and greeted some acquaintances.
【Always like being with you】
Kanna Sauce: Tiny!Long time no see, it feels like you haven't shown up for almost a week!
Xiaoxiao: Well, something happened.
An An: Are you okay?
Xiaoxiao: Nothing.
Kanna Sauce: Speaking of which, my wife has been missing for a long time. I used to post on Weibo every day, even if not every day, it would be every two or three days, but now it has evaporated for a long time.
Le Lesang: Yes, and I don’t have any activities, maybe I’m writing a book.
Lovely Junyi: Does Xiaoxiao have any news about his wife?
All the members in the group know that the administrator, Xiao Xiao, is a loyal fan of his wife. He knows all the news immediately, and all the plots of his wife's book can be followed. However, after his wife disappeared, Xiao Xiao also disappeared. There is no one for them ask.
Xiaoxiao: Yes, but I can't say, it involves my wife's privacy.
Braised Duck Wings and Braised Chicken Feet: That's great, I'm too lazy to be envious every day.The boss and his wife are so close qwq
Little: Hee hee_(:з」∠)_
That's right, she was very close to Shi Xi, and there was still a negative distance between Shi Xi's body and her fingers.
After chatting with the 'rivals in love', Ying Xiaoxiao's mood improved a lot.
It's already the fourth day since she was discharged from the hospital, and Shi Xi still hasn't woken up.
Ying Xiaoxiao decides to buy a ticket and fly there tomorrow, and go to the ward to watch Shixi.
Her room has been redecorated, and it can't be called decoration, just put up wallpaper and changed some decorations.
After these few days of adjustments, Ying Xiaoxiao felt that she could face Shi Xi calmly.
Ying Xiaoxiao greeted her parents, took her luggage, and boarded the plane again.
When she stood at the door of the ward, she became inexplicably timid again.
There is nothing to be afraid of, Ying Xiaoxiao.
She said so in her heart.
Ying Xiaoxiao took a deep breath and opened the door of the ward.
The sunlight outside the window brightened the room, and the person lying on the hospital bed seemed to be sleeping.
The needle tube for hanging water was submerged in the blue blood vessel, maybe it's because the sun is rarely seen at these times, and Shi Xi's skin is abnormally white.
Shi Xi's appearance is not glamorous, but a kind of gentleness like water.
Even if she closes her eyes, the tenderness will come out from her bones.
Ying Xiaoxiao sat by the bed, staring at the face of her beloved.
Shi Xi's lips were light in color, revealing a faint vitality.
Be sure to wake up.
do not forget me.
In response to Xiaoxiao's inner prayer, there was no disturbance on his face.
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There is a world about time tides.
Shi Xi has not always been outstanding, and only Shi Xi knows this, because other people who know, such as her parents, her older brothers and sisters, and her grandparents, have all died.
Shi Xi has been in poor health since she was a child, and she had to take medicine, and the medicine contained hormones, which made her body swell rapidly, becoming a fat girl with all the facial features squeezed together.
Because of this, she is often ridiculed.
And what was even more deadly was that she didn't know if it was also a side effect of the medicine, she felt that she was slowing down.
Everything is slow, including actions, including thinking.
The exclusion and bullying she received not only came from outsiders, but also from her own brothers and sisters.
Shi Xi thought that she should be very vengeful, otherwise she wouldn't have remembered everything about her brother having a fever and laughing at her the next day because her brother deliberately wet her quilt in winter, making her cold all night.
All things are annoying, and there is nothing to be happy about.
She is a stupid child, and teachers and classmates don't like her either.
No one would like Shi Xi, she thought.
But things will always change.
Her illness is getting better day by day, and she doesn't need to take that kind of medicine anymore.
She began to lose weight.
But some people couldn't see it.
During the summer vacation when I was about to enter junior high school, my family went out to play together.
Mom and Dad, brothers and sisters, grandparents, but not with her.
But something happened to the tourist bus, and none of her family was spared.
Shi Xi numbly accepted the fact that made her dizzy, and started a lonely life.
No one is willing to accept her, even the nominal guardian, the aunt who holds her parents' inheritance.
Shi Xi became very fast, she began to become tall, thin and beautiful, her brain began to become smart, and she began to become the goddess of many people.
Facing those confessions, Shi Xi only felt that it was meaningless.
She watched coldly in her heart, but she still smiled gently and refused apologetically.
It seemed that all the previous misfortunes turned into luck and returned to her. Shi Xi gained more and more, and became more and more calm.
She began to write stories to satisfy some of her own requirements and understanding about love.
Most of her heroines are unfortunate.
Either the family is crippled, or all die.
But they will all reap the perfect love, and there is one person who likes them more than life.
Shi Xi wondered if he would wait for that person.
It was at the beginning of this story that she noticed an interesting person.
Those were a pair of beautiful eyes, belonging to a beautiful little girl, with intoxicating affection in them.
She is always chasing her, everywhere she appears.
Sometimes he will do some bold behaviors, and he is a misbehaving child.
But she thinks she is very interesting and cute.
She will smile at her, and seeing her irresistibly bright smile, the tip of her tongue will be sweet.
Once she used the mirror to see the girl behind her holding a book and looking contented.
She saw her kissing the signature on the book, and the momentary throbbing made her almost unable to control herself.
The kiss seemed to fall not on the book, but on her heart.
Shi Xi has never been so eager to hold someone in his arms, and then kiss her lips hard.
But she was afraid of scaring her little cutie, so she did nothing.
Until later, she found that the little cutie was hiding, and she appeared, but never followed her again.
Did she empathize?
Shi Xi thought, probably not.
There was still affection in her eyes that moved her.
She seemed to be waiting for an opportunity, before she couldn't help but grab the cutie.
Unexpected game running error, Shi Xi wanted to go in and have a try no matter what, but before that, she designed a set of programs and told her assistant the tasks that the players who entered had to do.
"If there is someone named Ying Xiaoxiao, you must choose her. If it is not her, no matter what method you use, you must notify her."
You will come, my dear.
The world was spinning, and the eyes were dark.
Ying Xiaoxiao opened her eyes and found that she was actually back in the research institute.
She opened her mouth, before she could say anything, she fell into a darker world.
When she woke up again, her eyes were pale.
Ying Xiaoxiao looked down, sat up from the bed, and looked at his hand that was carrying water.
This is a hospital ward, why is she here?
She is obviously not... obviously not...
Ying Xiaoxiao's eyes were a little dazed, where should she be?
Why can't I seem to remember the past?
Ying Xiaoxiao was a little anxious, and tried hard to recall the previous things, but no matter how she thought about it, it was a blur. She only remembered that it was a very important thing.
Ying Xiaoxiao lay back on the bed, watching the hanging water dripping down little by little.
What did she forget?
Why are you in the hospital?
Ying Xiaoxiao finally caught a thread in a pile of fuzzy memories and remembered something.
She's in the game... the game is...
Ying Xiaoxiao opened her eyes suddenly, it was Shi Xi!
Ying Xiaoxiao wanted to think about it further, but her headache was about to split.
"Miss Ying, you're awake."
Someone walked in and was relieved to see Ying Xiaoxiao woke up.
"who are you?"
"My name is Wu Lan, and I'm a programmer at the research institute."
"Where's Shi Xi? Is Shi Xi okay? How did I get out? Why can't I remember?"
Ying Xiaoxiao's expression was a little painful, but what was even more painful was the truth that she couldn't recall.
"Please don't worry. Boss is fine now, but he hasn't woken up yet. Let me tell you the details."
Ying Xiaoxiao nodded, and was relieved when she heard that Shi Xi was fine, but knowing that Shi Xi hadn't woken up yet, she hung her breath again.
The antecedent of the incident was that there was a problem during the trial run of the game. The problem was that the ghost of the research institute inserted a virus.
When Ying Xiaoxiao was carrying out the fourth mission, the inner ghost made another move, causing chaos in Ying Xiaoxiao's game world and causing the data to collapse.
Ying Xiaoxiao's consciousness was forcibly ejected, and because of this, her nerves suffered some damage, and her memory and thinking ability were affected to a certain extent.
After Ying Xiaoxiao passed out from a coma, Liu Changqing immediately caught the ghost, and then carried out data repairs. Everyone in the research institute worked together, and finally saved Shi Xi's consciousness from being washed away by the data flow.
However, Shi Xi's consciousness stayed in the game for too long, and her body was gradually weakening. Coupled with the impact of the virus on her consciousness, Shi Xi's nervous system was also affected, so she is still in a coma.
"Boss will be fine, Miss Ying, don't worry too much, you don't have to force yourself to recall, those memories will come back slowly after cultivation."
"What about Xi's?"
Should ask a little.
Will Shi Xi remember?Remember what happened to them in the game?
"This...not necessarily."
Wu Lan shook her head hesitantly.
"We can't guarantee that her memory will be there, we can't even guarantee when she will wake up, and whether there will be any sequelae in her brain after waking up."
Wu Lan smiled wryly, the other party wanted to murder, it's good that Shi Xi didn't die.
Ying Xiaoxiao nodded disappointedly, indicating that she understood.
"How long have I been in a coma?"
"Today is the third day. After you rest well, you can be discharged from the hospital."
"If Shi Xi wakes up, you must contact me!"
"Of course, I will. Do you need anything else? I will help you if I can."
"No thanks."
"Okay, this small bag on the table is your mobile phone and clothes."
Ying Xiaoxiao nodded and watched Wu Lan walk away.
If Shi Xi had no memory, what would he do...
Ying Xiaoxiao was a little uneasy, but immediately she settled down again.
It doesn't matter, even if Shi Xi doesn't remember, she still has an excuse to get close.
She was the one who saved her, and that reason was enough.
Next, they can coincidentally be neighbors.
Ying Xiaoxiao raised a somewhat sickly pale smile, everything can be logical.
Ying Xiaoxiao suddenly thought of something, and the smile on the corner of her mouth froze.
There is one more thing that needs to be dealt with, as long as it is dealt with, everything will be fine.
Ying Xiaoxiao couldn't wait to go through the discharge procedures and bought a plane ticket to go home.
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Lin Zhen sat on the sofa embroidering, stitch by stitch, extremely patient.
"Ma'am, Miss is back."
The servant came in and said, Lin Zhen put down the things in her hand.
"Didn't you leave for a few days, why are you willing to come back?"
Lin Zhen didn't think it should be. According to her daughter's personality, didn't she finally stay in the same city with her sweetheart? How could she be willing to come back?
Lin Zhen walked to the door, and was surprised to see Ying Xiaoxiao, who was walking a bit vainly, with a pale face.
"Xiao Xiao, what's the matter, are you sick?"
Lin Zhen glanced behind Ying Xiaoxiao, who didn't even have a suitcase, so she came back in a hurry.
"Mom, I'm fine."
Ying Xiaoxiao forced a smile, walked past her mother, and walked up the stairs.
Seeing her anxious look, Lin Zhen hurriedly followed behind her.
Ying Xiaoxiao returned to the room where she had been away for a long time. In fact, it was not long. The flow of time in the game is different from that in the real world.
She felt that she had been away for a long time, but in fact it was only more than a week in all.
The room smelled of dust. Ying Xiaoxiao didn't like other people entering her room, so the maid naturally didn't dare to come in to clean it. His mother was afraid that she would be unhappy, so she never came in.
Ying Xiaoxiao coughed twice, but her body hadn't recovered well, so she was rushed out of the hospital and took a plane again, traveling all the way.
"Xiao Xiao, are you okay?"
Lin Zhen looked at Ying Xiaoxiao's swaying body and was very worried.
"Mom, I'm fine, I'm just a little... a little sad."
This room had been her secret room.
There is also a large photo of Shi Xi posted on the ceiling, and the wall is full of a person's voice and smile. If you accidentally see these, you may have nightmares.
But Ying Xiaoxiao only feels happy.
She is immersed in a world of her own making.
The bookshelves are full of Shi Xi's books, including all the publications in which she has published novels, even Ying Xiaoxiao didn't let go of her previous school newspaper.
Just looking at these things, you can feel her crazy obsession and morbid liking.
Every time Lin Zhen looked at the room, she would feel frightened and uncomfortable, but her love for her daughter was enough for her to suppress this discomfort.
"What's the matter, Xiaoxiao, why are you sad? Did she kill you?"
"No."
You should shake your head slightly.
"Then what's the matter, tell mom, mom is here."
Lin Zhen stroked Ying Xiao's head with caring and loving eyes.
This is her baby born in October, no one will understand better than her how insecure she is, her fragile heart under the cheerful appearance.
"Mom, she's unconscious in the hospital, she might forget about me, it's okay, it's okay..."
Ying Xiaoxiao murmured, and began to tear up the photos on the wall.
Lin Zhen was startled by her actions, knowing that these are her daughter's treasures.
Ying Xiaoxiao tore off the photos she had pasted up one by one, and in a short while she had a stack in her hand.
Lin Zhen didn't know what she wanted to do, but she knew that she definitely didn't like Shi Xi anymore.
Every time Ying Xiaoxiao tore a picture, she felt a pain in her heart. She felt that she was not tearing up the photos, but tearing up her ugly self.
A corner of a photo was torn due to excessive force.
Ying Xiaoxiao stared blankly at that corner, tears suddenly fell down.
"Mom, I don't want to ruin them."
Ying Xiaoxiao turned her head, choked up and told her mother.
She doesn't want to ruin these photos, it's too unsafe to throw them away, who knows who will pick them up, she doesn't want others to see the Shi Xi she took.
Only burning is the safest.
But she doesn't want to destroy it, she doesn't want to!
These are all collected by her bit by bit over the years.
Every signing event, every sneak shot, photos downloaded and printed from any software on Space Weibo, interview drafts... these are all her treasures.
"Then keep it."
Lin Zhen used to want to destroy these photos very much, but now seeing Ying Xiaoxiao bursting into tears, she couldn't be happy at all.
Her Xiaoxiao shouldn't be like this, she should be carefree and happy, how could she become like this.
"I can't, Mom, I can't."
She was not able to stay, and these were all evidences of her despicable and morbid behaviour.
"Little...do you want to hide?"
"Mom, will you keep it a secret for me, and so will Dad, right?"
Lin Zhen hesitated to speak, unable to say whether it was good or bad.
The daughter still did not solve her psychological problems, but planned to bury her deeply.
Lin Zhen sighed weakly and nodded.
After knowing this side of her daughter, her thoughts quietly changed.
She no longer hopes that she can become a great person who can make outstanding contributions to society, she only hopes that she can become a person who is harmless to society, and that is enough.
It's just that that outstanding person named Shi Xi, who is the same gender as her child, can really be her child's salvation?
No one likes a love that is too heavy.
Lin Zhen couldn't imagine that if Ying Xiaoxiao could really be with Shi Xi, but was abandoned by Shi Xi in the end.
That was something that Ying Xiaoxiao couldn't bear, maybe she couldn't bear it either.
She hopes that Ying Xiaoxiao can live a good life, but this wish does not seem to be easy to come true.
This is something that money cannot do.
"But there is no impenetrable wall in the world. Xiao Xiao, squint your eyes and think about it. If you really plan to hide them, you must be prepared to be discovered one day."
If you plan to hide your true self, you must be prepared to be torn off the mask.
Holding the photo, Ying Xiaoxiao was very hesitant.
"Mom, what should I do?"
Ying Xiao looked at her mother as if asking for help. When she was young, it was always her mother who told her what she should do was the right thing to do.
"Xiao Xiao, mom can't always tell you whether something is right or wrong. From different perspectives, both choices are right. What you have to listen to is only your heart."
Ying Xiaoxiao wiped away her tears and looked at the photo in her hand.
"But no matter what choice you make, Mom and Dad will always be behind you."
Ying Xiao nodded and put the photo on the table.
This whole day, Ying Xiaoxiao didn't do anything else, only doing one thing -- sorting out the photos.
She tore the photos off the wall one by one, and put them neatly in an album.
It took three large photo albums to put together the horrible photos in the room.
Regarding the books and other sorted documents, Ying Xiaoxiao still put them in the bookcase intact.
She locked the photo album in the drawer and put the key in the first book signed by Shi Xi.
If possible, she hoped that this drawer would never be opened.
This is not only her love for Shi Xi, but also for so many years.
Just like the demons she once suffered, she no longer resists the self that she hated in the past.
Maybe I will never love someone like this again in my life.
This is once in a lifetime madness.
It is the madness that brings itself.
After Ying Xiaoxiao finished all this, she had a good night's sleep.
She had a dream, in which there were many people and many things.
From the first game, to the second game, until the end when it was interrupted.
What would things be like without this game, and it would still be the way it is now.
She made a plan early in the morning to live near Shi Xi and slowly invade.
Now it is half possible that Shi Xi will have the memory in the game, and they can be together more smoothly.
For the next few days, Ying Xiaoxiao stayed at home and didn't go anywhere.
She looks calm, but in fact she is very mixed in her heart.
When will Shi Xi wake up?
But it's not like she didn't do anything these days, she was in a daze all the time, she went back to the online world and greeted some acquaintances.
【Always like being with you】
Kanna Sauce: Tiny!Long time no see, it feels like you haven't shown up for almost a week!
Xiaoxiao: Well, something happened.
An An: Are you okay?
Xiaoxiao: Nothing.
Kanna Sauce: Speaking of which, my wife has been missing for a long time. I used to post on Weibo every day, even if not every day, it would be every two or three days, but now it has evaporated for a long time.
Le Lesang: Yes, and I don’t have any activities, maybe I’m writing a book.
Lovely Junyi: Does Xiaoxiao have any news about his wife?
All the members in the group know that the administrator, Xiao Xiao, is a loyal fan of his wife. He knows all the news immediately, and all the plots of his wife's book can be followed. However, after his wife disappeared, Xiao Xiao also disappeared. There is no one for them ask.
Xiaoxiao: Yes, but I can't say, it involves my wife's privacy.
Braised Duck Wings and Braised Chicken Feet: That's great, I'm too lazy to be envious every day.The boss and his wife are so close qwq
Little: Hee hee_(:з」∠)_
That's right, she was very close to Shi Xi, and there was still a negative distance between Shi Xi's body and her fingers.
After chatting with the 'rivals in love', Ying Xiaoxiao's mood improved a lot.
It's already the fourth day since she was discharged from the hospital, and Shi Xi still hasn't woken up.
Ying Xiaoxiao decides to buy a ticket and fly there tomorrow, and go to the ward to watch Shixi.
Her room has been redecorated, and it can't be called decoration, just put up wallpaper and changed some decorations.
After these few days of adjustments, Ying Xiaoxiao felt that she could face Shi Xi calmly.
Ying Xiaoxiao greeted her parents, took her luggage, and boarded the plane again.
When she stood at the door of the ward, she became inexplicably timid again.
There is nothing to be afraid of, Ying Xiaoxiao.
She said so in her heart.
Ying Xiaoxiao took a deep breath and opened the door of the ward.
The sunlight outside the window brightened the room, and the person lying on the hospital bed seemed to be sleeping.
The needle tube for hanging water was submerged in the blue blood vessel, maybe it's because the sun is rarely seen at these times, and Shi Xi's skin is abnormally white.
Shi Xi's appearance is not glamorous, but a kind of gentleness like water.
Even if she closes her eyes, the tenderness will come out from her bones.
Ying Xiaoxiao sat by the bed, staring at the face of her beloved.
Shi Xi's lips were light in color, revealing a faint vitality.
Be sure to wake up.
do not forget me.
In response to Xiaoxiao's inner prayer, there was no disturbance on his face.
..............................
There is a world about time tides.
Shi Xi has not always been outstanding, and only Shi Xi knows this, because other people who know, such as her parents, her older brothers and sisters, and her grandparents, have all died.
Shi Xi has been in poor health since she was a child, and she had to take medicine, and the medicine contained hormones, which made her body swell rapidly, becoming a fat girl with all the facial features squeezed together.
Because of this, she is often ridiculed.
And what was even more deadly was that she didn't know if it was also a side effect of the medicine, she felt that she was slowing down.
Everything is slow, including actions, including thinking.
The exclusion and bullying she received not only came from outsiders, but also from her own brothers and sisters.
Shi Xi thought that she should be very vengeful, otherwise she wouldn't have remembered everything about her brother having a fever and laughing at her the next day because her brother deliberately wet her quilt in winter, making her cold all night.
All things are annoying, and there is nothing to be happy about.
She is a stupid child, and teachers and classmates don't like her either.
No one would like Shi Xi, she thought.
But things will always change.
Her illness is getting better day by day, and she doesn't need to take that kind of medicine anymore.
She began to lose weight.
But some people couldn't see it.
During the summer vacation when I was about to enter junior high school, my family went out to play together.
Mom and Dad, brothers and sisters, grandparents, but not with her.
But something happened to the tourist bus, and none of her family was spared.
Shi Xi numbly accepted the fact that made her dizzy, and started a lonely life.
No one is willing to accept her, even the nominal guardian, the aunt who holds her parents' inheritance.
Shi Xi became very fast, she began to become tall, thin and beautiful, her brain began to become smart, and she began to become the goddess of many people.
Facing those confessions, Shi Xi only felt that it was meaningless.
She watched coldly in her heart, but she still smiled gently and refused apologetically.
It seemed that all the previous misfortunes turned into luck and returned to her. Shi Xi gained more and more, and became more and more calm.
She began to write stories to satisfy some of her own requirements and understanding about love.
Most of her heroines are unfortunate.
Either the family is crippled, or all die.
But they will all reap the perfect love, and there is one person who likes them more than life.
Shi Xi wondered if he would wait for that person.
It was at the beginning of this story that she noticed an interesting person.
Those were a pair of beautiful eyes, belonging to a beautiful little girl, with intoxicating affection in them.
She is always chasing her, everywhere she appears.
Sometimes he will do some bold behaviors, and he is a misbehaving child.
But she thinks she is very interesting and cute.
She will smile at her, and seeing her irresistibly bright smile, the tip of her tongue will be sweet.
Once she used the mirror to see the girl behind her holding a book and looking contented.
She saw her kissing the signature on the book, and the momentary throbbing made her almost unable to control herself.
The kiss seemed to fall not on the book, but on her heart.
Shi Xi has never been so eager to hold someone in his arms, and then kiss her lips hard.
But she was afraid of scaring her little cutie, so she did nothing.
Until later, she found that the little cutie was hiding, and she appeared, but never followed her again.
Did she empathize?
Shi Xi thought, probably not.
There was still affection in her eyes that moved her.
She seemed to be waiting for an opportunity, before she couldn't help but grab the cutie.
Unexpected game running error, Shi Xi wanted to go in and have a try no matter what, but before that, she designed a set of programs and told her assistant the tasks that the players who entered had to do.
"If there is someone named Ying Xiaoxiao, you must choose her. If it is not her, no matter what method you use, you must notify her."
You will come, my dear.
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