Only Junshu

The black screen in front of Junzi turned, and he found himself outside. At the same time, a bell rang for the end of get out of class, and students on every floor were walking towards the stairs with their schoolbags on their backs.

The night on the campus is not too dark, and some places are well lit, so that students will not bump into each other.

Junzi stood by the side of the road, quietly watching everyone who passed by him.

In fact, this school is different from the alma mater he remembers, and the school uniforms are also of different colors.He didn't know why the illusion had allowed him to see this, but the danger was sure.

Thinking of this, Jun Zi saw a person.

The boy was of medium height, and his figure was hidden by the wide school uniform, making it difficult to see through. On the left half of his face, there was a large scar left by a burn.

This one, maybe it is the monster that the three people mentioned before?

Junzi followed the boy and walked up. Since the last picture was about the monster, he could only understand the development of the incident if he followed the monster.

Junzi walked backwards in front of the boy, staring at the boy's right half of his face and frowning.Although it was only half of it, Junzi was still sure how handsome this face was before it was burned.

It's not that Junzi wanted to praise him, but because Junzi found that this person looked very similar to him.After staying in the mixed-law continent for so many years, Junzi can't remember his real appearance clearly, but when he saw this boy for the first time, he had a feeling that he saw himself.

My previous life.

However, in his previous life, he didn't even have the experience of being scalded, let alone burnt.

Unknowingly, she followed the boy out of the school gate, turned a few turns, and found that the boy had actually walked into a small alley.

Such a deserted place is really not the place for this child to go. If what the three people said is true, then he is likely to be bullied in this alley.

Sure enough, before Jun Zi finished his speculation, he saw several people follow the boy into the alley.

"Hey, someone is coming, you run away!" Junzi reminded, and found that her words were not heard as expected.

Although it was only a one-sided meeting, Junzi has a different kind of intimacy with this boy.He hates people who judge people by their appearance, and even more hates those who insult or even use violence because their parents are not good-looking.In normal times, if this situation happened to Junzi, Junzi would definitely stand up and help, but today, even if he stood in front of those boys, no one would even look at him.

Helpless, Junzi could only say sorry to the boy who looked very similar to him.

"Ugly!" shouted a man.

The boy's hair exploded, and he continued to walk forward stiffly.

This move angered those behind. The man in the lead rushed up and grabbed the boy's back collar, "I'm talking to you, can't you hear me?"

The boy broke free from his hand, turned around, and looked at him calmly.Jun was stunned for a moment, feeling a lot of heartbreaking emotions from those seemingly calm eyes.

What made such a pair of eyes?

Junzi was surprised to find that her heart was aching.

"I heard that your name is Junzi, right? Hahahaha, monsters also have names?" The man raised his hand and slapped the boy's intact half of the face.But Junzi next to him opened his eyes wide.

Junzi?No way, this person not only looks a lot like me, but even has a similar name!Is this scientific?After Junzi thought about it, the illusion was indeed not very scientific, so these scenes probably did not happen at all, but pure illusion.

In this way, it is not surprising that this person looks like himself, because in the illusion, this person is his Junzi himself.

Junzi couldn't understand why this illusion was arranged in such a way. The self in this illusion was completely different from the real self. How could a person like him allow himself to be bullied like this?

The boy who was beaten was still looking at the man calmly, it was too dark, Jun Zi unconsciously moved closer, and saw an inexplicable emotion in those eyes.

what is this?

Jun Zi couldn't bear to watch the next scene.Those few men surrounded the boy, punching and kicking without mercy. The boy also resisted, but it was useless in front of so many people. On the contrary, it intensified their attacks on him.

Looking at herself being beaten, Junzi was very aggrieved, hating herself for not being able to interfere with everything in front of her. One minute passed, Junzi finally couldn't stand it anymore, and rushed towards the boys on the ground, as if they would not be able to hit him.

Originally, it was just a helpless move, but I didn't think about it, but it caused a problem.Junzi was surprised to find that his perspective had changed. He could clearly see those men punching him, and he could also clearly feel the pain in his body. The despair of giving up life.

Did he enter the boy's body?Junzi tried to move, but found it was useless.This body is still controlled by the boy, he just came in and became a bystander from the boy's perspective.

Countless times of struggle and resistance resulted in even more violent kicks and beatings. The feeling of powerlessness made Junzi unwilling, but another strange emotion moved Junzi.

This feeling is like a person who has suffered a lot and finally can't hold on, a person who believes in beauty is finally overwhelmed by darkness...

Fallen, sinking.

At that moment, the boy gave up all resistance, lay on the ground like a dead fish, and silently accepted all the pain those people brought him.

Where is the peace in those eyes?It was simply the dead silence where all hope had been lost.

Junzi suddenly had the urge to kill herself with a knife.

Rather than living like a corpse like this, it's better to have a good knife, isn't it?The emergence of this idea startled Junzi himself, this negative coping method was not what he should have, so it seems that he could only be influenced by this boy.

Simple and beautiful things like fairy tales should be believed when you are about to give up everything, and never give up hope at any time, even if it is just an illusory lamp, you have to rush forward desperately to hold it firmly.Regardless of whether there is despair or something else hidden behind hope, one must not give up before the day when death really comes.

If you don't want yourself anymore, who else would want yourself?

Junzi kept brainwashing himself, blocking out the despair passed on to him by boys.This illusion is probably trying to use that emotion to make him commit suicide. He doesn't want to do such a stupid thing.

My adoptive mother once said that when you are in a difficult time, you only need to grit your teeth and tell yourself to be patient and wait for one more day, and that difficult time will surely pass, and the person or thing you want will follow.

It's really a good chicken soup.

Junzi persisted until a man took off his pants.

Junzi: "...!"

No bro!Spare this burned monster, will you? !Don't you think your current behavior is worse than a beast? !

Junzi was about to explode, and the boy himself finally felt a little flustered and angry.

Scholars can be killed but not humiliated!

Junzi felt that the boy started to struggle again, but unfortunately, his whole body was in pain, and his struggle could not accomplish anything at all.

How to do?

Even knowing that this is an illusion, Junzi still can't bear such a scene happening right under his nose.This is simply a kind of mental torture!

Jun Zi was furious, trying hard to let himself control the body, but no matter how hard he tried, the body still wouldn't listen to him.

When the man's hand touched it irregularly, Junzi was almost instantly swept by a huge wave of despair.The emotion was so strong that he couldn't avoid it.

It would be great if Shen Zhongshu was here.Junzi thought with the last sliver of reason.

……

It was too late when Shen Zhongshu found out that the environment he was in was not right, and Junzi and Lin had disappeared, so he had to grope forward in the dense fog by himself.

But the thick fog cleared, and he found himself in a bamboo forest in the main residence of the Xihui family.

Seeing the two five or six-year-old children playing around in front of the stone table, Shen Zhongshu sighed.He has seen the accident that will happen next countless times in his dreams, but he didn't expect that even the illusion would not let him go.

Slowly walked to the side of the two children and squatted down, and found that they couldn't see him, Shen Zhongshu simply sat down on the ground and listened carefully to the two of them chatting.

Shen Zhongshu: "Hey, let's catch rabbits later!"

Li Guo: "What kind of rabbit are you catching? Are you afraid that Uncle Shen will beat you?"

Shen Zhongshu: "What are you afraid of, he won't hit me!"

Li Guo: "Don't lie, I heard you cry the day before yesterday."

Shen Zhongshu: "I didn't! You must have heard it wrong! Oh, let's go, those rabbits were brought back by Uncle Li a few days ago, right? If you keep them in the vegetable garden, you won't be afraid that they will eat up all the vegetables!"

Li Guo: "Are you going to kill the vegetables?"

Shen Zhongshu: "Of course not, just go and tease it, let's go!"

Li Guo: "No, I won't go."

Shen Zhongshu: "Go!"

Li Guo: "No... Hey, did you hear anything?"

Xiao Shen finally wrinkled his nose, "I smell something burning."

Sitting next to him and listening quietly, Shen Zhongshu couldn't help but smile, looking at the miniature version of himself, feeling a little melancholy for a moment.He didn't remember any of these conversations. In his dream, he could only vaguely see these two children talking and playing games, but it was not as clear as this illusion.

Flames lit up from all directions, and the entire periphery of the bamboo forest was on fire.

The two children were a little panicked, Xiao Shen finally said: "What should we do? It's on fire, where do we escape from?"

Li Guo looked around and was also very scared, saying: "The surrounding area is on fire, we can't get out."

Xiao Shen Zhongshu grabbed Li Guo's hand, "It doesn't matter! Let's run in one direction!" As he said, he grabbed Li Guo and ran in one direction.

Shen Zhongshu also stood up and followed behind the two children.

The fire spread quickly, and the bamboos were crackling, making the two children jump in fear.

"Final Shu! Fruit!" A middle-aged man rushed through the fire into the woods without hesitation, and saw two children who were choking and coughing at a glance. He rushed over and hugged Li Guo, and then looked at it with complicated expressions. Xiao Shen took a last look, turned and left.

Xiao Shen Zhongshu was still coughing there, feeling a little at a loss when he saw Uncle Li leaving.

And Shen Zhongshu, who was watching by the side, was also a little dazed.At that time, he was still too young, and his memory had been blurred for a long time. Even if he dreamed, it would stop when the fire started, and he didn't know anything about what happened afterwards.

How is this going?

Shen Zhongshu frowned, seeing a thick bamboo falling towards this side.

Subconsciously, he reached out to catch the bamboo, but the bamboo fell through his body, pinning him down when he was a child, unable to move.

The fire quickly reached here, and the child had passed out and was wrapped in the fire without struggling.Shen Zhongshu stood aside in a daze, waiting for a turning point.

But until the Shen family splashed water to put out the fire, and until the child was confirmed dead, the turning point he was waiting for did not appear.

Shen Zhongshu watched everyone feel sad for the death of the child, and watched his father bury the coffin containing his body in the soil with his own hands, feeling a little complicated.

This is an illusion, he shouldn't take it so seriously.Perhaps this illusion has fulfilled his wish. For so many years, he has always hoped that the person who died at the beginning was himself and not Li Guo.

Shen Zhongshu shuttled through the crowd, came to Li Guo's side, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Naturally, Li Guo couldn't hear Shen Zhongshu's words, he just cried and grabbed his father's clothes corner with one hand.

There was a gap between the funeral and the day of the fire, but the illusion allowed him to travel through these days in the blink of an eye. He thought it was just to show him something important, but he didn't know it yet. what to express.

Illusions are usually used to harm people. Now that he is not lost in the illusion, it proves that the key to the illusion has not yet arrived. He can do nothing with a transparent body, so he can only wait quietly, waiting for an opportunity to leave here.

He followed Li Guo and Uncle Li back to the room. Li Guo wiped away his tears and calmly asked his father, "Father, why didn't you save Zhong Shu at that time?"

Uncle Li looked at the child in front of him, closed his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "Son, in this Shen family, someone must die in your place."

After hearing this, Shen Zhongshu felt some ominous premonition in his heart.What does it mean that someone must die for Li Guo?

A suction came from Li Guo's body, Shen Zhongshu was caught off guard and was sucked into Li Guo's body.

"..." Shen Zhongshu tried to move, but when he found that he couldn't move, he just continued to be a bystander.

Li Guo asked: "What does this mean?"

Since Xiao Shen's death, Uncle Li's mental state has been very bad, and in just a few days, there are a little more gray hair on his head.He said: "Those people know that the young master of Xi Hui's family is dead, so they won't be ambushing around to watch. In a few days, your identity will be restored, and you will know at that time."

Li Guo still couldn't understand what Uncle Li meant, but Shen Zhongshu's heart skipped a beat and he guessed something.

Uncle Li reached out and rubbed Li Guo's hair, "Son, I'm sorry."