The stars shine on the dream

When Fang Linzhen was working in the research institute, he saw Yu Xiasheng, a colleague of the research institute. She had a big belly. Fang Linzhen said, "How many months?" Yu Xiasheng said, "Seven and a half months." Going to the hospital to wait for delivery?" Yu Xiasheng said: "There are still [-] days before the due date of delivery, just go to the hospital and wait for delivery three days in advance." Fang Linzhen said: "Then rest at home and come to work?" Yu Xiasheng said: " It doesn't affect work, but you can't adapt to being idle at home." Fang Linzhen said: "Then be careful."

At noon, Fang Linzhen and Yan Qingchuang went to the cafeteria to eat, and there was sudden confusion. Fang Linzhen and Yan Qingchuang went over to see that Yu Xiasheng was lying on the ground, and her husband Huo Dongshan was holding her hand while calling 120.Everyone hurriedly carried Yu Xiasheng home, Fang Linzhen and Yan Qingchuang also followed.The ambulance came roaring, and everyone carried Yu Xiasheng into the ambulance.Fang Linzhen called four male colleagues and two female colleagues, connected with Yan Qingchuang and drove, and followed the ambulance to the hospital.I went to the hospital to help carry it, went to the emergency department, and entered the operating room.

After about half an hour, the doctor came out and said, "The fetus is stillborn, and the labor has been induced. Your Excellency is fine, take a good rest." Everyone pushed Yu Xiasheng back to the ward, and Fang Linzhen left a man and a woman to take care of him. Back to Daba Mountain.Yu Xiasheng woke up from anesthesia and called: "Dongshan." Huo Dongshan lay down in front of her hospital bed, held her hand, and said, "It's okay." Yu Xiasheng nodded, closed his eyes, and touched her habitually. Stomach, opened his eyes in panic, touched his stomach up and down uneasily, and called out: "Ah, child, where is my child?" Huo Dongshan said, "It was born."

Yu Xiasheng breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Hold me over here and let me have a look." Huo Dongshan said, "It's in the incubator. I'll take you to see it when you can go to the ground." Yu Xiasheng said, "Why is it in the incubator?" A boy or a girl? Are you healthy?" Huo Dongshan said, "Because I came out early, so I observed it in the incubator, and I am very healthy."

Yu Xiasheng nodded, closed his eyes tiredly, opened them again after a while, and said, "I don't feel like being a mother at all." Huo Dongshan said, "When you see the child, you will have it." Yu Xiasheng said: "I feel tired, am I okay?" Huo Dongshan said: "It's okay, you're fine." Yu Xiasheng said: "Why don't you mean to be happy at all?" Huo Dongshan said: "I'm very I'm happy, but do I have to bring it out?" Yu Xiasheng said, "Yes." An Xin closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

The next day, Yu Xiasheng was able to go to the ground, and said to Huo Dongshan: "I'm fine, go and see the child." Huo Dongshan said: "You are still very weak, it will take two days." Yu Xiasheng nodded.On the third day, Yu Xiasheng said to Huo Dongshan again: "Can I see the child today?" Huo Dongshan said: "No, I'm going to the bathroom." Huo Dongshan went out.When the doctor came to make rounds, Yu Xiasheng said: "Doctor, when can I see the child?" The doctor pondered for a while and said, "Didn't your husband tell you?" Yu Xiasheng said: "What did you say?" The doctor said: " You can be discharged from the hospital today. After you leave the hospital, you should rest carefully, and you can go through the discharge procedures when your husband comes back." Yu Xiasheng said, "Oh, child, can we take it away?" The doctor said, "Your husband will tell you Yes." Yu Xiasheng said, "Oh."

The doctor left, Huo Dongshan came in, Yu Xiasheng said: "The doctor said that I can be discharged from the hospital today, and asked you to go through the formalities." Said: "Understood." Yu Xiasheng said: "We can take the child away too. Huo Dongshan said: "I kept this matter from you all the time, worried that your emotional instability would affect your recovery, and now the doctor said it's all right." Yu Xiasheng said: "What's the matter?" Huo Dongshan said: "No children."

Yu Xiasheng said: "What is childlessness? What about our child? What about my child who is eight months pregnant? What is childlessness?" Huo Dongshan said: "The child was stillborn. It was a boy. You had induced labor " Yu Xiasheng held Huo Dongshan's arms with both hands in disbelief, frowned, and said, "How could it be? He kicked me." Huo Dongshan said, "It's stillborn." Yu Xiasheng said, "I I don't believe it." Huo Dongshan hugged Yu Xiasheng and said, "We can regenerate." Yu Xiasheng hugged Huo Dongshan and began to cry.

After a while, Huo Dongshan stroked Yu Xiasheng's shoulder and said: "I cremated the child and put it in a small porcelain jar, let's find a place to bury him." Yu Xiasheng said: "Why is there stillbirth? "Huo Dongshan said: "There are many reasons for stillbirth, but we have not found any reason in this case, because your indicators are normal, and the baby is also normal. The initial diagnosis is hypofunction of the placenta, or hidden deformity of the baby , except for this, they can't tell the reason. Anyway, alas, it's gone. There must be something wrong. Since you are all right, it is the child's problem. If it is forced to give birth, it is an unhealthy child, and he suffers , We also suffer, why not be like now, he died early and was born early, we have another healthy child, and the healthy child will definitely live." Yu Xiasheng nodded with tears.

Fang Linzhen and Yan Qingchuang came in and saw the husband and wife crying with their heads in their arms, so they withdrew and stood outside waiting.Yan Qingchuang said: "It's so pitiful. He was already a well-developed boy. How could he die? There is no plausible reason." There must be a reason. Since the mother's problem has been ruled out, it must be the child's problem, and it's better not to have the child with the problem." Yan Qingchuang said: "That's right, this is a great blessing among misfortunes."

Fang Linzhen poked his head and saw that the husband and wife had separated. Yu Xiasheng was sitting on the bed. Huo Dongshan turned around and saw Fang Linzhen.Fang Linzhen said: "How is it today?" Huo Dongshan said: "The doctor told me to go through the discharge procedures." Fang Linzhen said: "That's all right, I just took you back." Huo Dongshan said: "Okay." Fang Linzhen said: " Qingchuang, you accompany Xia Sheng, and Dongshan and I will go through the discharge procedures."

In the evening, Fang Linzhen and Yan Qingchuang went out for a walk after dinner. It was already October, and the evening wind was a bit cool.From a distance, the two saw Huo Dongshan and Yu Xiasheng standing on the hillside, cuddling together.Fang Linzhen said: "Let's go in the past, or turn a corner?" Yan Qingchuang said: "Turn a corner, don't disturb people's happiness." The two turned a corner, Fang Linzhen said: "Yu Maybe Xia Sheng hasn’t gotten over the pain of losing his son and is crying.” Yan Qingchuang said: “No, especially a woman like Yu Xiasheng, the higher the level of knowledge, the more rational she is, and she doesn’t care so much about life and death. Let me tell you , She has nothing in her heart, and she pretended to be sad just for others to see." Fang Linzhen said: "This sadness should not be faked, I think it is because her physiological indicators have not yet reached normal, and grief is a physiological reaction. For example There are a lot of women who suffer from postpartum depression, and it's not a fake, let alone her child died."

Yan Qingchuang said: "I didn't even see any feelings. Besides, it's a problem fetus, and I should be very glad that it was not born." Fang Linzhen said: "They will probably be worried about the second child." Yan Qingchuang said : "It must be, both of us were very scared." Fang Linzhen said: "If we have a problem child, what will you do?" Yan Qingchuang said: "Spend money on childcare, why do you say that? It's unlucky , What do you think?" Fang Linzhen said, "Me too."

Yan Qingchuang said: "If you are sick, can you see me?" Fang Linzhen said: "Let me see, I am not short of money. I am willing to spend money to improve his quality of life and ask someone to take care of him." If you are born sick, it must be a genetic problem, and it will be troublesome to pass it on. Sigh, why did you talk about this problem? Our children must be very healthy."

Fang Linzhen said: "Who can guarantee it?" Yan Qingchuang said: "You have to be prepared, and what is inherited is not only genes, but also genetic karma." Fang Linzhen said: "You mean the karma in Buddhism. Is it?" Yan Qingchuang said: "Yes." Fang Linzhen said: "That's a big problem. It is said that karma is the force that directly promotes the continuation of life. Karma plays an important role in the course of our life and can even cooperate with dependent origination On the world without beginning and ignorance. However, this is all about individuals, and it seems to have nothing to do with inheritance." Yan Qingchuang said: "I think it is related. The relationship between father and son should include this kind of common karma. Elements and inheritance, the so-called repayment of father's debt, is not just as simple as money and enmity."

Fang Linzhen said: "This also makes sense, like my dad has always used the prince as an example to educate me, but I still grew up to be my dad. I not only inherited his family business, but also his spiritual temperament, strategic strategy. Appearance, Skeleton, aura, chance, etc., what should be like or not. No matter what others say, I clearly feel that our father and son are deeply related, so I think what you said is right. It’s like a legend A certain family is cursed by the gods, and the same accidents will be encountered from generation to generation like a genetic history, such as dying in the water, no matter what, you can’t escape it, and you will definitely die in the water if you make mistakes.”

Yan Qingchuang said: "The more I grow up, the more I feel the power of inheritance. The body and soul are inevitably engraved with the brand of the family. When I meet similar people and things, I grow into similar will and realm. My mother is Dull Palm. She lives a very happy life: her parents are alive, her husband loves her, she has both children, her career is going smoothly, and her family is wealthy. Qing Chuang said: "My mother said that fate only determines half of life, and the remaining half is in your own hands. Treat fate as a wise and extraordinary friend, and cooperate with it well, and fate will be as you wish. "