The stars shine on the dream

Grandpa Lu brewed a pot of Pu'er tea, poured it for Cao Landai, and said, "I heard that you have opened a very elegant coffee shop. I would like to go there someday." Cao Landai said, "Welcome." Grandpa Lu said : "I drank coffee when I was young. It has been more than 30 years since I drank coffee. At that time, Xiaofeng's grandma was still there. Grandma liked drinking coffee very much. When she couldn't buy coffee beans at the beginning, she asked someone to buy coffee beans from abroad. Take, freshly ground and cooked, very mellow. Later, my grandma passed away, and I never drank it again. Although I miss the taste very much, I miss the person who made the coffee even more. drink."

Cao Landai said: "We also have all kinds of tea and refreshments there." Grandpa Lu said: "Speaking of desserts, grandma also makes very good ones, such as walnut cakes, cakes, mochi, and red bean stuffed snacks, ah, no more , The more I talk about it, the more I miss it, and my saliva will flow down. I’m afraid I won’t be able to stop once I eat it, so I don’t dare to eat it. After a while, 30 years have passed.”

There was a few thunders outside, and it began to rain.Cao Landai, Yu Xiaomu, and Lu Feng drank tea and listened to Grandpa Lu telling stories about his youth.Cao Landai didn't think it was a kind of enjoyment of life to want to continue this kind of time.Rest assured, at ease, comfortable and refreshing, as if you are in an old castle, listening to a sad and beautiful legend.

When she was about to fall asleep at night, Cao Landai said to Yu Qiulin: "Xiao Mu has a boyfriend named Lu Feng, did you know that?" Yu Qiulin said: "Now I know, Xiao Mu is only 17 years old, isn't it too early?" Cao Landai said: "It's not too early. This is the age when love begins. It's a great beauty in life to meet an excellent boy that I like. If we can achieve a positive result and work together for a hundred years, it will be perfect."

Yu Qiulin said: "Have you seen that Lu Feng?" Cao Landai said: "Yes, he is two years older than Xiao Mu, with a refreshing character, determined to make violins, and now studying in Italy. I also went to see his grandfather's violin workshop. A heart-warming family, I feel very good.” Cao Landai put her palms together, pressed her forehead, and said, “I wish the violin shop a prosperous business.” Yu Qiulin said, “What do his parents do?” Cao Landai said, “A family of civil servants.”

Yu Qiulin said: "How did we know each other?" Cao Landai said: "It is said that it is the neighbor of a classmate, and the classmate learns the violin there." Yu Qiulin said: "The violin is really elegant and artistic. It feels far away from me, and it sounds good." Cao Landai Said: "Xiao Mu didn't even go to university, and he decided to go to France to learn how to make western cakes because of his influence." Yu Qiulin said: "What?" Cao Landai said: "You don't know? Xiao Mu told you. "

Yu Qiulin said: "When did she tell me?" Cao Landai said: "Then I told you now? Do you agree?" Yu Qiulin said: "Didn't Lu Feng go to college?" Cao Landai said: "Junior high school I dropped out of school, set up a breakfast stall by myself, earned tuition to study abroad in Italy, taught myself Italian, junior and senior high school courses, and read a lot of books. Although I did not receive education at school, my tutors and my own requirements He is very tall, more mature and cultivated than the average child of his age."

Yu Qiulin said: "The child at the breakfast stall." Cao Landai said: "I save money to study, how many children have such courage? It's not like being a breakfast stall for a lifetime." Yu Qiulin said: "It seems that you are very satisfied with him. Produce and sell violins, can you support your family, and no one around is playing that thing." Cao Landai said: "That's because you haven't been in that circle, there are still many people who like violins, and his family doesn't seem like a family that is short of money. , just that Pu'er tea is also a good tea worth more than [-] yuan from the Menghai Tea Factory. The important thing is not to be a firecracker family, but a fairy house on earth that lives out the spirit. If we, Xiaomu, marry into this family, even we will follow the fairy spirit Son, good luck."

Yu Qiulin said: "That's good?" Cao Landai said: "Very good." Yu Qiulin said: "As long as Xiao Mu likes it, that Lu Feng is not very good, we can afford him even if we raise him." Cao Landai said: "Lu Feng is not a Those who eat soft food don’t even spend money from their grandpa and parents, but they earn money to study abroad, so they can support their daughter-in-law?” Yu Qiulin said, “That’s not good.”

Cao Landai said: "Aren't you reluctant to let your daughter marry off?" Yu Qiulin said: "Yes." Cao Landai said: "If you don't want to stay in college, you will become enemies if you stay." Yu Qiulin said: "That's right, then let her do it. Go. In fact, what I am most gratified about is that Xiaomu has such a good relationship with you, even my biological father has gone around and discussed with you." Cao Landai said: "I really treat her well, she has feelings."

Yu Qiulin said: "I made an agreement with Xiaomu. In the future, she will go to France to study and come back. We, mother and daughter, will open a coffee shop together." Yu Qiulin said: "I feel very happy now, but I feel guilty about Akita. " Cao Landai said: "No need, I always feel that she sent me to take care of you father and daughter, she should be reincarnated now." Yu Qiulin said: "I always feel that she is watching us, every move , I can’t break free.” Cao Landai said: “Then go to the temple to do something.” Yu Qiulin said: “She won’t leave because she is too infatuated with me.”

Cao Landai said: "That's just your hope, because you are too infatuated with her." Yu Qiulin said: "But I want to get rid of her, I miss her every day, all the time, my body turns cold and hot. I think she Her soul has entered my body, and now sometimes I feel that some choices are not my will, but hers." Cao Landai said: "Don't bother, don't care, don't rush, don't be annoyed, endure until you don't need to endure. Once you really loved each other, she is already a part of your body, you have to accept this fact, in this sense, now we are three people living together."

Yu Qiulin said: "Is this your experience and experience?" Cao Landai said: "Yes, but the men I passed by were not that deep, but it is somewhat." Yu Qiulin said: "Sometimes I think I am Akita , is a woman, and my body is no longer my own." Cao Landai said, "It's okay if it's her, she won't harm you." Yu Qiulin said, "But when I was her, everything I did was wrong. I had to make up for it at a greater cost afterwards. That's why I thought, she is not satisfied with me, and she doesn't want to see me being so happy with you now."

Cao Landai said: "It has nothing to do with her, it's your problem." Yu Qiulin said: "The last time, I clearly felt that she controlled my body. When I was talking to a Japanese dealer, she instructed me to keep watching Looking at that person's baldness, I made that person look like a fire, and the negotiation failed." Cao Landai laughed and said: "The Japanese are notoriously sensitive to baldness. Another one is to call the other party bald." Yu Qiulin said: "I didn't know why I did that at the time. Usually when I talk to people, I look into the other person's eyes respectfully. Later, I encountered such inexplicable things a lot. Only then did I realize that this was Akita's punishment for me, she didn't want to see me so happy after she left me."

Cao Landai said: "It's not that she doesn't want to, it's that you don't want to. You are not able to bear happiness enough, so you blame her." Yu Qiulin said: "I want to be happy with you." Cao Landai said: "I know, this is not You can do whatever you want, it mainly depends on the mental power and subconscious that you can’t control and master, the roots are so low that the field strength is not huge, and it is difficult to store righteous thoughts, so that evil views can gain the upper hand. It is manifested by taking Akita as a The root of your fear, weakness, inferiority, and ignorance. In fact, the root is not her, but you. You have to find a way to become stronger, and the most effective way for you to be stronger is to let go of the obsession and distinction between luck and misfortune. , Misfortunes do not count as misfortunes. Believe that you are absolute ruler over your own body and mind, and have nothing to do with any other."

Yu Qiulin said: "Is it really okay?" Cao Landai said: "It doesn't matter, no matter how outrageous it is, it's your idea, it's your own wrong view at the time, don't care about it, fight it, and correct it immediately once you find it." Yu Qiulin said: " But I can't get rid of Akita." Cao Landai said: "Then don't get rid of it, believe in her wisdom, when you become her, use her wisdom to do things, when you become you, use your wisdom to do things, miss me and her so much Xiao Mu, you are the man we rely on now. Don't be anxious, don't be annoyed, and don't care. Huh?" Yu Qiulin said, "Yes."

Cao Landai said: "Go to sleep." Yu Qiulin said: "I don't want to sleep." Cao Landai said: "Then I will teach you to recite the Heart Sutra." Yu Qiulin said: "What's the use of that?" Cao Landai said: "There is a special sentence in it. Suitable for you." Yu Qiulin said: "What?" Cao Landai said: "There is no hindrance, no terror, far away from reversed dreams, and ultimate nirvana." Yu Qiulin repeated: "There is no hindrance, there is no terror, away from reversed dreams, ultimate nirvana What does Nirvana mean?" Cao Landai said: "The Sanskrit word originally refers to blowing out, or the state of blowing out; then it refers to the state where the fire of burning afflictions is extinguished, and the state of enlightenment and wisdom is Bodhi. This is the realm of enlightenment that transcends the confusion of life and death, and is also the ultimate practical purpose of Buddhism. Therefore, it represents the characteristics of Buddhism and is listed as one of the Dharma seals.

Yu Qiulin said: "I just have too many obstacles and have many upside-down dreams. This sentence is very meaningful to me. What else is in the "Heart Sutra"?" You must be familiar with each sentence, and understand carefully, and you can get great benefits." Yu Qiulin said: "Then memorize it." Cao Landai said: "I will write it for you." Yu Qiulin said: "It is better to teach it by word of mouth. " Cao Landai said: "That's good." Cao Landai poured a pot of Pu'er tea, the husband and wife drank the tea, and Cao Landai taught Yu Qiulin word by word.