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On the day the film was released, Chu Wei asked Lu Lin to watch it at home.

Because there is no way to release it in China, the supernatural netizens do not know where to get the online resources, only a few hours later than Chu Wei and the others, rounding up can be regarded as the first batch of domestic audiences for the premiere of their movie.

Chu Wei didn't feel much during the shooting, because the films were dissected into multiple shots and then shot in groups. Sometimes they were shooting indoor scenes for several consecutive days, and there was no continuity.

So this is the first time that Chu Wei has watched a movie he participated in from beginning to end. It is a bit novel and a little touching.

In the movie, Xu Shen and Song Yan met at the age of 16. One is a simple and honest boy who grew up in the countryside, and the other is a young master who was spoiled and spoiled since childhood.

Fortunately, although the young master is arrogant, he doesn't have too many bad habits, and after getting acquainted with Xu Shen, he treats him wholeheartedly.

And Xu Shen went to school with the young master during the day, and went outside to read at night after serving the young master to bed at night.

There is no way, he is a child from the countryside, no one has the money for him to go to school, so what the young master is learning so far is like a bible for him who does not know a single word.

The young Xu Shen was very stubborn and wanted to save face. He didn't want to stand still and watch his young master get farther and farther away from him, so he had to chase desperately and stand side by side with Song Yan, so as to dispel his heart. humility and fear.

He didn't know when he had feelings for his young master that he shouldn't have. Maybe it was from the first time he saw that person who was more delicate and fair than the girls in the country, or maybe it was because the young master treated him with the same importance. Bamboo dragonflies start.

The feelings of ignorant teenagers always come for no reason, but they are also the most sincere and lasting. This taboo and humble feeling has become more and more serious with the passage of time, and one day it will break through the suppression of reason and let emotions go wild.

Until the day of Xu Shen's birthday, the taller and taller he picked up the young master who had just attended the class reunion. Looking at Song Yan who was lying on the bed drunk, the beast that Xu Shen had suppressed for a long time finally broke out of the cage. out.

Xu Shen poured a cup of tea for Song Yan who was always thirsty, but he didn't pass it to him. Instead, he stood where he was and when the tea was almost cold, he swallowed the tea in the cup in one gulp, then leaned over Covering Song Yan's eyes, he slowly passed the tea in his mouth to him.

Song Yan was already so drunk that he passed out, and after satisfying his thirst, he clung to the tenderness on his lips, and awkwardly stuck out his tongue to lick Xu Shen's lips.

They were all fresh-blooded young men, and Xu Shen planned to end his absurd behavior tonight with a kiss, but his young master did not intend to let him go.

Xu Shen's hand beside Song Yan was clenched into a fist, and the veins on his forehead were throbbing, but he couldn't bear the young master who kept kissing and hugging him.

Finally, he sighed softly, walked outside the door to dismiss the maid who had been waiting all this time, then locked the door tightly, returned to Song Yan's bed and began to undress one by one, both his own and Song Yan's.

The next day Song Yan woke up and found that his whole body was sore, especially a certain part was extremely painful. He tearfully wanted to find Xu Shen, but when he turned his head, he saw the disheveled man kneeling beside the bed.

Song Yan lifted the quilt and looked at the bruises on his body, dense and horrifying, combined with the messy bed sheets and Xu Shen kneeling on the ground without saying a word, tears finally flowed from Song Yan's eyes, With a hoarse voice and crying, he asked, "Xu Shen, why is that?"

Xu Shen was silent, not daring to look at Song Yan, and said after a long time, "I like you, Song Yan, the way men like women."

Xu Shen would never forget the terrified look Song Yan looked at him that day.

It didn't take long before Song Yan went abroad. Master Song kept asking him why, but Song Yan didn't say anything even though he was beaten to death. .

When Xu Shen got the news and rushed to the pier, he saw only a light white shadow sailing into the distance.

Song Yan is gone and may never come back.

Later, the situation was turbulent, Song Mansion disappeared, Master Song and Mrs. Song also went abroad to reunite with Song Yan.

Only Xu Shen stayed. He stayed in that chaotic environment, used his savings to start a business, and then expanded step by step, but immediately invested the money in national construction after earning money.

He hopes that if his young master can come back one day, he can return him a peaceful and worry-free country.

Over the years, as Xu Shen's career has grown bigger and bigger, his contacts have gradually expanded abroad.

Slowly, sporadic news about the young master began to come from the other side of the sea.

Xu Shen didn't inquire about it deliberately, but every time he accidentally heard it, he would write down the news with great care. Sometimes it took several months or even a year to write down one piece, but Xu Shen never gave up, and finally remembered it until he died. A full book.

Xu Shen died of stomach cancer due to overwork at the age of 48. Before his death, his only request to his adopted son was to keep the funeral quiet and not let the young master know. He also left a letter to the young master, telling the adopted son that if he came back, Just give him the letter.

In the same year, Song Yan took his parents' ashes back to this homeland. After fulfilling his parents' last wish to return to their roots, Song Yan thought of the boy he knew on this land 32 years ago.

I don't know if he is okay?

However, when Song Yan received an invitation from a local industrial giant, he was completely empty.

He stood in front of Xu Shen's tombstone in a daze, taking a letter from a young man with trembling hands.

The line of words inside still vaguely reminded Xu Shen of his youth. Song Yan looked at this short letter, and the sentence "I don't regret it" instantly broke his defenses.

Seeing that he had read the letter, the man took out the dilapidated bamboo dragonfly from his pocket. The traces of repeated repairs on it showed the owner's care and prudence, and it could be seen how much the owner cherished it.

"The adoptive father said that this was the last thing his grandma gave him. If you gave it to you from the beginning, would you like him more?"

Song Yan thought of the appearance of the young Xu Shen tightly protecting the bamboo dragonfly in his arms, and the memory faded by the years came alive for a moment, as if everything happened yesterday.

Song Yan took the bamboo dragonfly with tears streaming down his face, and a great sadness hit him like a tsunami. He had never regretted it so much before, regretting his willfulness, regretting his selfishness, regretting what he and Xu Shen missed. A full 30 years.

In the end, Xu Shen's adopted son handed over a property transfer agreement to Song Yan. Song Yan refused, but the adopted son said, "This is what the foster father wanted, saying it was a meager compensation for you."

Song Yan signed it, and then asked the man to donate it all for him. After taking a deep look at Xu Shen's tombstone, Song Yan left without looking back.

Later, the cemetery changed its guard. It is said that it was an old man who was nearly half a century old. He heard from the grave-sweepers that the old man liked to stand in front of a tombstone and talk to himself when he had nothing to do, and he often made all kinds of bamboo. Dragonfly for the children.

The children liked him very much and called him Grandpa Xu Song.

Song Yan died in front of Xu Shen's tombstone, holding a piece of yellowed paper and an old bamboo dragonfly tightly in his hand before he died, with a satisfied and relieved smile on his face.

When Xu Shen's adopted son cremated his body, he saw the words on the note: I don't regret it—but I do.

The adopted son smiled slightly and said softly, "Father, you are very happy."

At the end of the film is a shot of a wooden bamboo dragonfly flying up into the sky. The bamboo dragonfly flies higher and higher, farther and farther away, carrying the forbidden feelings between two men, but flying to the heaven that represents happiness.

After watching the movie, Chu Wei realized that his face was wet. Even if he knew the ending beforehand, for some reason he felt that he was Song Yan in the movie.

He experienced the feeling of suffocation that he regretted but lost forever. This feeling was stronger than when he was acting, which made him so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry out loud.

At this moment, a tissue appeared in front of him, Lu Lin looked at him deeply, raised the corner of his mouth, and said, "Aren't you ashamed to cry at such an age?"

"..."

Chu Wei didn't speak, and gave him a hard look, then fiercely pulled a tissue to wipe away his tears, and roared, "None of your business!"

Really, all the good sadness was disturbed by this guy, Lu Lin is really a funny comparison sent by the monkey.

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It is estimated that there is one more chapter to end. There will be an update at [-] o’clock tomorrow, and there may be only one update, because I am going home