Time travel without cheats

Evening drum, morning bell.

Ran Xiaole still can't believe it completely, but he and his younger brother escaped unharmed again.

At the nick of time, they closed their eyes and suffered death. When they opened their eyes, they came to this familiar place again.

Canglang Ao.

The old monk was still ringing the bell, he didn't explain his supernatural powers, why he saved them, and who he was, but he just entered into meditation as always, but his compassion was indifferent, like a wisp of smoke indifferently, he couldn't see sorrow, and even more No joy in sight.

Ran Xiaoan was sleeping soundly in the inner hall of the bell tower, and Ran Xiaole was lying beside him, quietly accompanying him.

Fang Jin leaned against the door, staring thoughtfully at the back of the old monk, he couldn't tell what he was thinking, but he clearly understood what he was thinking, he opened his mouth, was speechless, and tried to move A few steps closer, but still stopped.

26 years, think about it again, if she intends to be a stranger to you, it will be in vain to meet again.

Fang Jin knew that woman too well, she was exactly the same as Ran Xiaoan, and Duan Yang, with joy, anger, sorrow, love, hate, anger, and ignorance, all went to extremes.

It's just that no matter how tough a person is, they bear too much disappointment, and all their desires are gradually wiped out into hopelessness. Even if they are unwilling, they have to accept their fate.

Qing Deng, Gu Buddha, no one can save her, so I can only ignore her, don't talk, don't look at her, slowly, slowly, slowly, let the years wrap layers of thick hard calluses on her chest, and don't let her go. The external things hurt her, but at the same time, the sadness in her heart was locked in that place forever, and from then on, she lived and died on her own.

"elder sister…"

There was no response at all, and this soft yell fell silent.

Fang Jin breathed a sigh of relief.

So be it, when he is not, or when he is, he is used to deceiving himself and others, confusing the true and the false, and taking everything into account, so he will believe it all.

"A Jin..."

The hand was gently lifted, and Fang Jin turned his head, facing Shangduanxi's bright and clear round eyes.

"You cried..."

Only then did Fang Jin realize that his cheeks were already covered with tears, and his proud self-esteem did not allow him to be so embarrassed. Fang Jin wiped the corners of his eyes with his cuff, and smiled relievedly, "How is Xiao An?"

"It's alright, but it still needs to be recuperated carefully. He was injured a lot this time, and I don't know when he will recover." Duan Xi glanced at the old monk, "Master is really powerful."

"Hmm." Fang Jin was a little depressed, and he didn't want to think about it anymore. He pinched Duan Xi's face, "Xiao Xi, will you walk with me?"

"it is good."

The setting sun covered the mountain stream with afterglow, Fang Jin stared blankly at the lingering light, feeling a little depressed for no reason.From childhood to adulthood, all the good things are illusions in the illusion. When they disappear without saying a word, what is left to him is only endless pain and burden.

Since you want to take it away, since you can leave as soon as you say it, and since you swallow it until your throat is full of soreness, why do you want me to taste that unforgettable sweetness?

In the final analysis, I am the only normal person, and it is really unfair for you to let me fight with all my heart and soul, with all the ruthlessness that a normal person should have.

"Ah Jin, what are you thinking?"

Fang Jin stared straight at Duan Xi, then suddenly smiled, yes, only he is real, I only have him.

He leaned on Duan Xi's shoulder, "Sister is gone, Tianxiang Pavilion is gone, Ling Qi is gone." Fang Jin muttered expressionlessly, lost under the cruelty of time, his heart was pierced much, Already numb to indifferent.He just recounted it lightly, as if everything went against his wishes and it was human nature.

"After working so hard for so many years, I can't keep any of them. In the end, I can't keep any of them."

From nothing to nothing, different paths lead to the same goal.

Fang Jin looked up at Duan Xi, "Xiao Xi, do you love me?"

Duan Xi nodded honestly, "Yes."

"Will you leave me?"

He shook his head honestly again, "Ah Jin, unless we are separated by yin and yang, I will find you even if I cross mountains and rivers."

"Yin and Yang are separated..." Fang Jin smiled sadly, "I will not be separated from you by Yin and Yang. If you go to that place, I will go with you. What if I go? Xiaoxi, will you die with me? "

"meeting."

Fang Jin pecked his little mouth, then snuggled into his arms again, "God has treated me poorly, it would be too unkind to let you leave me."

Duan Xi kissed him on the forehead, brushed his fingers through his hair, and gently pressed the acupuncture points on his scalp. Seeing that he closed his eyes comfortably, she smiled dotingly, "Sleep for a while Well, you haven't closed your eyes for several days."

Fang Jin snorted and took his arm, "Duan Xi, you are so kind."

"A Jin..."

"My sister..." He breathed out. In the past 26 years, he never brought up the past to anyone. Before, he was unwilling to let the scars in his childhood fester and turn into rotten sores to prove it to the person far away in the sky. See how strong you are.Now he finds out that he is really naive. He has already become a Buddha immediately and doesn't care about it. Let him hide it, it's just for self-entertainment, no one will try to find out his life and death.

The moment they were rescued by the old monk, Fang Jin suddenly realized that she had been singing a one-man show for so many years. She was so close at hand, but she would rather stay in Canglang'ao, where the pain that brought her heart-piercing pain Where she is, following the one she loves, letting her loved ones go, killing people like hemp, heart as hard as iron, and lovesickness like madness.

Did she really let go?impossible.

Just like Duan Yang can't let go of Ye Ermei in this life, just like Ran Xiaoan can't let go of Ran Xiaole in this life, it doesn't matter how they pretend, let alone, they don't even bother to pretend.

They love without hesitation, but they are absolutely ruthless enough to ignore those who also love them without hesitation.

"She met Duan Yang, fell in love with him, married him again, and thought with joy that he loved her too, until my sister rescued Ye Ermei in a brothel..."

"Ah Jin, if you don't want to say..."

"Since I said it, I thought about it."

"Well, you talk, I listen."

Fang Jin smiled lightly, "Actually, there is nothing to say. Looking back, the things that have entangled you all your life are just a few words."

"Duan Yang...don't you love sister Fang Tong?"

Fang Jin glanced at him and snorted lightly, "It will really raise my seniority."

Duan Xi scratched the back of his head, and said with a naive smile: "You call her sister, shouldn't I just call her sister..."

"You idiot, this is quite clear." Fang Jin poked his limp belly in boredom, somehow, his mood became much clearer, which made him happy and relaxed. This is unique in Duan Xi ability.

"I was still young at the time, and I only knew that when they first got married, they were indeed in harmony with each other. Duan Yang treated me like a younger brother. His sister was pregnant, and he was also ecstatic. Who knows, it was just pretending. It's all, from the beginning to the end, there is no real emotion, even for a moment..."

Fang Jin pouted, her chin resting on Duan Xi's shoulder little by little, like an aggrieved and complaining child.

"Then why did he marry Sister Fang?"

"For Jinzhu."

"Didn't he have half of it?"

"Half a pearl is not enough. He has his own wishful thinking." Fang Jin laughed sarcastically, "He is trying to burn the three realms with fire, and my sister also has half a gold pearl in her body. If the child they have is lucky, no, if the luck is bad Well, maybe there will be a complete golden bead. The baby has no strength to bind a chicken, so taking advantage of the weakness of the mother, killing him and getting the golden bead is easy. Adding my sister's, there are two."

Seeing Duan Xi's astonished expression, Fang Jin patted his head, and lay down on his lower abdomen, "You want to say that a tiger's poison doesn't eat its children, right?"

Duan Xi pursed his lips, "Xiao An is his own flesh and blood, how could he..."

"He doesn't regard Xiao An as his son, let alone my sister as his wife, but they are all stepping stones on the road to his ambition." Fang Jin smiled mockingly, and he didn't know what he was laughing at.

He turned over, buried his head in Duan Xi's waist, and took a deep breath, "Duan Yang's love for Ye Ermei, even a six-year-old child like me can feel it, my sister is so transparent, How could she not see through her husband's hypocrisy? She just didn't cry or laugh, just pretending to be stupid."

Fang Jin’s voice was limp but flat, as if he just found an old dress that he hadn’t worn for a long time from the bottom of the box, “On the day Xiao An was born, my sister had a difficult labor. She smiled and said to me, A Jin, Go and call my brother-in-law and sister Ye'er, and I'll go. When we arrived, she was pale and covered in blood, holding Xiao An, standing on the edge of the cliff, precarious. She didn't even look at me, and didn't say a word Say, just jump down."

"A Jin..."

"I'm not sad." Fang Jin grabbed Duan Xi's outstretched hand and kissed it, intertwined his fingers, and covered his chest, "I also heard Ye Ermei's confession in front of my sister's spiritual tablet later, It took me many years to figure out the whole story. Ye Ermei killed Duan Yang, and she went back to the brothel in the capital. She wanted to make amends. I don’t care about her, she deserves it. Duan Yang lied to my sister. It's a sin, and it's also a sin for her to let her know the truth."

Fang Jin was silent for a while, and suddenly burst into laughter, "Duan Yang is such a powerful person, let Ye Ermei kill him as soon as he said it, with deep affection, just like Fang Tong, it's like a joke."

Duan Xi let him laugh, and looked at the cliff in the distance, only a sliver of the setting sun was hidden behind the mountain, towering, empty, and precipitous like a knife and an axe, below is the rushing and long river, like a giant dragon Mouth, ready to devour everything.

A heart is corroded and tortured in the years of torment, and finally forced to admit an overwhelming fact——

No matter how much she pays, no matter how much she is persistent, no matter how smart or stupid she is, she will never get a little sporadic love. This is her eternal destiny.

When hope is exhausted, those who are unwilling to turn back after hitting the south wall would rather embark on a dead end that they claim to be free.

Rather Stick to your guns.

Duan Xi couldn't see clearly and couldn't figure it out, but looking at this desolate and desperate situation, his heart seemed to penetrate Fang Tong's grief back then, and suddenly twitched.

pain.

He would not tell Fang Jin that he grew up in Canglang'ao, but he had never seen such a bell ringer.

"It's getting cold, go back and see Xiao An."

Fang Jin stood up, staggered, but stubbornly shook his sleeves. In front of him was a stranger who knew each other but pretended not to know each other. Behind him was a wound that was branded in the bottom of his heart. Accompany him through the long journey of this life.

"Xiaoxi, carry me on your back."

Duan Xi laughed, and happily squatted down in front of him.