Time travel without cheats

When Ran Xiaole woke up, it was late at night.

A pair of small hands tightly circled his chest, and his back was pressed against a hot chest. He knew that it was the person he loved, and he knew that this person also loved him deeply.

He was very happy, but couldn't laugh.

The unspeakable place was sore and stinging. Xiao An probably helped him wash it when he was asleep, and it didn't feel sticky, but the spots all over his body reminded him that everything happened for real, and he couldn't hold back for a while. His impulsiveness is destined to drag him and his younger brother into the abyss of eternal doom.

The boy's breathing was gentle and heavy, Ran Xiaole struggled to get up, picked up his underwear from the ground, and walked out of the woodshed.

In fact, he was aimless and didn't know where to go, but simply couldn't stay there, it was by Ran Xiaoan's side, the more attached he was, the more he couldn't get rid of this shameful and pathetic feeling.

He wandered along the bank of the stream and walked all the way to the top of the mountain, where he could welcome the sunrise and catch a glimpse of the tiny figures of his disciples practicing in Canglang'ao, where Ran Xiaole used to peek at his younger brother.

He watched with relish, although with his eyes, he couldn't see anything clearly.

Her legs were limp and weak, the more she was like this, the more Ran Xiaole insisted on walking, trying to cover up the established absurdity with self-deception.

He didn't think Xiao An insulted him, on the contrary, he thought he had insulted his younger brother.

In the evening, the tiger roars and the monkey crows.

It's almost dawn.

Before he had time to think clearly, he had already reached the end.

Ran Xiaole sat down with her knees wrapped around her knees, looking into the dark distance, almost everywhere in Canglang'ao was full of cliffs, except for the one that Fang Tong jumped off, this one, even though it was beyond reach, was enough to kill him.

Ran Xiaole also didn't understand why she would consider this issue, whether it would be good for herself and Xiaoan to jump down.

Xiao Ancai, even if he loves himself to the bottom of his bones, young people have no temperament after all, as long as I disappear forever, he will forget me sooner or later.

Will it?

Ran Xiaole actually knew the real answer, just as he knew how much he loved Xiao An.

He is a modern person, but the lack of means at the bottom makes him live like a dog. He has heard of homosexuality, and he also knows Nanfeng who breaks his sleeves and divides his peaches, but he never thought that he would become such a person one day.

Among the people he has come into contact with, there are few scholars, few people who have seen the world, and few people who waste time thinking about what is equality, what is personality, and what is dignity. They follow the closed education of their ancestors to become People who are also closed, the difficult life makes them choose to inherit the same values ​​simply and quickly, and exclude different ideas, so they naturally sneer at these "second chairs".Ran Xiaole will not agree or refute, he has always been artificial, the world of those people is too far away from him, they are all poor frogs living in the bottom of the well, who can ridicule whom?

Fate is roughly the same, you can see the end at a glance, it is better to go with the flow.

This is how Ran Xiaole survived, it doesn't matter right or wrong.

He suddenly felt terrified. Small ants have never had the right to speak. If others say you are a sin, you are a sin.

Those who can be drowned by saliva are ordinary people.

He realized that he could not protect his brother.

Before the grandfather died, he entrusted Xiaoan to him so sincerely and trustingly, which was probably the biggest bet the old man made in his life.

But he lost.

I am also such a prodigal son, my heart was burnt with lard, and my younger brother was dirty.

Xiaoan can love a man, but it must not be him, he is an elder brother, once this identity is recognized by the oath of heaven and earth, it cannot be changed.

jump down.

Can't go any further, it's a dead end.

You see, the sun is up.

Ran Xiaole was unable to stand up, and he crawled towards the edge of the cliff in a daze. He only needed one decision, and he could easily and permanently end this farce that shouldn't have happened.

And he's already made that decision.

Ran Xiaole closed her eyes, and in her mind, a figure like a young banished fairy appeared in her mind, like this Zhu Xia all over the sky, charming and gorgeous.

three...two...one...

Goodbye.

It took Ran Xiaole a long time to digest the fact that she was not dead.

Not even leaving the cliff.

He was shrouded in the shadow of a person.

The boy was standing behind him. He didn't know when he appeared, let alone when his acupuncture points were touched. He couldn't move, couldn't turn around, but he could feel the suppressed emotions on the boy.

anger.

"elder brother."

Xiao An took a deep breath, sat down next to Ran Xiaole's side, reached out to wrap his arms around his shoulders, and let him lean into his arms.

Ran Xiaole obediently accepted.

The moment Ran Xiaoan appeared, all the psychological construction collapsed in an instant.

"Do not be angry."

"Knowing that I'm angry, you still want to do this?"

Ran Xiaole lowered her eyes, "Xiao An, I love you."

"…Um."

"But we can't be together."

"why?"

"Grandpa entrusted you to me eight years ago to let me take care of you, not to covet you."

Ran Xiaoan chuckled, "Take care? Grandpa asked you to take care of me for the rest of my life, but you are going to seek death, isn't it the same dishonesty?"

"Xiao An..."

"You leave the living alone, why ignore the dead?"

"Presumptuous!" Ran Xiaole was furious, and suddenly vomited a mouthful of blood, "That's the grandfather who raised you! How can you be so disrespectful?"

"Brother!" Ran Xiaoan couldn't care less about contradicting him, he quickly untied Ran Xiaole's acupuncture points, and input his energy to regulate his qi, "It was my fault, you are not in good health, don't get angry..."

Ran Xiaole shook her head weakly, "How did you find me?"

Xiao An wrapped his arms around his waist, and rubbed his cheek dejectedly: "I didn't sleep, I knew when my brother got up, and I followed you all the way."

"Ah."

Ran Xiaoan kissed his scarlet neck, "Brother, grandpa can leave me, but you can't. If you leave me, I can't live..."

Xiao An said, wiping the tears overflowing from the corners of Ran Xiaole's eyes for Ran Xiaole, and murmured: "Brother, if you jumped up just now, where would I go to find you? The ends of the earth, Xiao An has no home anymore, how could you be so cruel... leave me alone..."

Ran Xiaole's heart has long been softened into a puddle of mud, he has never been able to do anything to his younger brother, it has always been like this.

What's more, he still loves him so much.

"Brother, if you are really good for me, just stay by my side obediently, I don't care what other people think, I will kill anyone who doesn't like me, as long as you are still here..."

"What if the whole world doesn't like it?"

"If that's the case..." Ran Xiaoan looked at the huge rising sun in the distance, it was the ruler of the heaven and earth, and he was fearless.

"Then Ran Xiaoan will slaughter all the people in the world."

You will be his last, remnant of humanity.

Ran Xiaole suddenly understood what Jin said before leaving two years ago, at this moment two years later.

What he cared about was what Xiao An didn't care about the most, and what he wanted to give up was what Xiao An cherished the most. Ran Xiaole suddenly felt that he was really a fucking fool for being on the tip of his horns.

If Xiaoan didn't care, why did he bother to care for him?

Ran Xiaole smiled self-deprecatingly, raised her head and kissed Xiao An's chin, "Honey, brother is wrong, let's go home."

Xiao An hugged him by the waist, and pressed against his lips, Ran Xiaole did not refuse, the matter has come to this point, if Xiao An went to hell without hesitation, she could only follow him.

"Brother, did I...too ruthless last night?"

Ran Xiaole blushed and buried herself in her younger brother's neck, "Stop talking."

"Blame me for not being serious or not, does brother hurt there?"

"I told you to stop talking!"

"I'll go to Duan Xi for some ointment."

"You..." Ran Xiaole grabbed his skirt, "Stop talking..."

Xiao An pursed his lips to force a smile, he padded his arms, "Brother, go to sleep for a while."

"You also save some effort, I'm fine."

Ran Xiaoan kissed him on the forehead, "Xiaoan knows it well."

"Um…"

Ran Xiaole was indeed tired, and his legs were trembling with soreness. Xiao An's embrace was like a warm blanket, and he was unwilling to come out after getting into it. He yawned and closed his eyes in peace.

Duan Xi collected herbs alone in the back mountain. He ate too much at noon. He was a little sleepy, so he found a shade and lay down to take a nap.

"Ouch!"

Just after falling into a light sleep, a small stone hit him on the forehead, Duan Xi got up shyly, rubbing his head while looking around: "Who is it?"

"I."

Duan Xi looked towards the top of his head, and sure enough, he saw a boy in black standing upright on a branch. The little fat man even forgot the swelling on his forehead, and waved his hand with a smile on his face, "Xiao An, are you back?"

"Yeah." Ran Xiaoan jumped down, "Long time no see, you've gained weight again."

"Hee hee...you are so tall." Duan Xi smiled innocently, "Xiao An, have you gone to greet my father?"

"Not urgent."

"Oh." Duan Xi pouted, "Then how have you been these two years?"

"Don't mention this, my brother is sick." Ran Xiaoan said straight to the point, "He has a fever and is feeling drowsy. I'm not good at medicine. Go and see him."

"Ah?" Duan Xi picked up his medicine basket, "Then, let's go!"

"elder brother…"

Xiao An helped Ran Xiaole lean on her body, "Duan Xi is here."

Ran Xiaole opened his eyes in a daze, "You kid, you say I'm fine, why bother others..."

"Brother Xiaole, don't bother me..." Duan Xi glanced at Ran Xiaoan carefully, and saw that he was all focused on that person, and he didn't respond to such a title, so he breathed a sigh of relief, "I will help you first." Do you feel your pulse?"

Ran Xiaole nodded, "I'm sorry."

Duan Xi smiled, held his wrist, and listened intently for a while, his immature round face turned red to the base of his ears, he looked at Ran Xiaole, then at Ran Xiaoan, and licked his lips, not sure if he should speak properly speak.

Seeing his hesitation to speak, Ran Xiaoan raised his chin, "That's what you think, but it's okay to say."

"Hmm...um..." Duan Xi scratched the center of his brows, swallowed in embarrassment, and seemed to be trying to figure out how to speak, "His body was empty and empty, and he went through...um...intense...unavoidable...um..."

Ran Xiaole woke up suddenly, glared at her brother fiercely, covered her head with the quilt, wishing she could get into the crack of the bed.Ran Xiaoan smiled helplessly, put him down gently, and said to Duan Xi: "Let's go out."

It took Ran Xiaoan a long time to come back. He tugged at the quilt, but he didn't pull it. He couldn't help but lay down on it, "Brother, Duan Xi is gone, come out, don't be bored."

"Ran Xiaoan, you..."

A kiss blocked all the blame, and Xiao An pecked his lips a few more times, "He won't say it."

"Get out!" Ran Xiaole turned over, "Stay away from me, and be careful."

"This kind of disease can't be human." Ran Xiaoan got into the quilt and hugged him, "Brother, the coagulant that Duan Xi gave me is the most effective for promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis. Shall I give you some?"

"I... I will do it myself."

"You can't see." Xiao An said, one hand had already made its own way, Ran Xiaole screamed and tried to escape, but Xiao An grabbed him back, no matter how hard he struggled, his younger brother refused to let go, until he felt a burst of ice Qin's coolness, Xiao An's fingers carefully twirling the shameful place, Ran Xiaole gave up resisting, and handed herself over to the boy resignedly.

"Is it better?"

"Yeah." Ran Xiaole grabbed the quilt and said shyly, "Go and wash it, it's so dirty."

"Xiao An wants to be good to his brother for the rest of his life, what are these?"

Ran Xiaole's heart warmed up, "When I grow up, this little mouth is still as sweet as when I was a child."

Xiao An smiled, rubbing the tip of her nose next to his ear, just like when he was coaxing himself to sleep when he was a child, patted his brother's back gently, "When brother falls asleep, Xiao An will go to decoct the medicine, and when you wake up , drink the medicine, the disease will be cured... Brother, be good..."

"Um…"

Ran Xiaole turned over again, nestled into the boy's arms, and fell into a deep sleep.

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Even if the last chapter was locked, there was a bug, and it was locked for a long time o(╥﹏╥)o

good thing it's released

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