get drunk

Chapter 38

"Brother, do you still remember, the day you took me away, you were drunk, and it was Brother Lu who drove you home. That was also the first time I came to this house." After that, I have a home.

How could Huai Yi forget that day, after a few days of torture, he still figured it out, and planned to take that child away, no matter if he lied to him or what, he would take him away and spend the rest of his life with him.Withdrawing from the memory, he smiled with emotion: "Of course I remember, that was the most correct thing I have done over the years, to bring you back."

Song Xi felt sweet when he heard it, and sat in his arms with his arms around his neck. The two of them faced each other, nose to nose, blushing and leaned into his ear and said, "That was also the beginning of my happiness, you are my sweetheart. The only light in life." When talking about love, although it was brief and ordinary, his eyes were extremely focused, full of nostalgia for him, Huai Yi seemed to be filled with honey, and his heart was sweet. Zizi, couldn't help kissing the corner of his mouth.

"But, brother, why did you drink that wine back then? You didn't have a good capacity for alcohol... You obviously gave her everything you should give, why did you still drink it? I couldn't figure it out all these years, until a few days ago, Only then did I know why you did that back then." Song Qi raised his head and kissed him back, looking at him intently.

Huai Yi pondered for a moment, and said seriously: "Actually, I don't know why I did that. The first time I saw you, I felt kind, and later I often dreamed of you. It's strange, it's the first time I have such a feeling for a person I met for the first time. Later, I took you away, I just thought, let you say goodbye to the past completely, I will respect your mother for you, and take you away, the two will have nothing to do with each other from now on, and the past will be buried."

Song Xixin said, it's not the first time we've met, it's clearly a reunion.The tacit understanding has been leading us, and in more than a dozen spring and autumn cycles, we finally meet each other.

"You never thought about it, why do you feel that way? There is a reason for everything, and this kind of emotion will not happen for no reason." Song Qi heard the trembling of his voice, and looked at Huai Yi anxiously, his eyes wide open. He didn't dare to blink, and refused to let go of a change in the expression on his face.

"At that time, I thought so much and did it. Now that I did it, why did I still think about the reason for it. I believe that we are destined, otherwise I would not miss you, and you would not let me take you away when we first met " His eyes trembled slightly, and when he said this, his face was calm, as if everything was taken for granted, and he just let nature take its course, and there was nothing to worry about.

Song Qi breathed a sigh of relief, but also a little disappointed.Brother didn't mean to ask him anything, as if he wasn't the one who was frightened softly before, which made him not know how to tell him.

"I didn't quite understand it at the time. Until recently, I knew that I didn't belong there. I took up the identity that should belong to their child. You respected her for me. What separated me was not my past, but also what I owed them. This is the cause and effect of my life, even if I am not bound by it." Song Xi is a person who knows how to be grateful, of course, his kind of gratitude is that he will not always repay the person who gave him life, kindness, and sincerity They, instead, try their best to pay back, and no longer owe them, like the money to Grandma Wang's family, the money that was originally planned to be given to the mother, but his brother gave it to buy out his whole person, and he wanted to give it to Grandma Wang. Yes, he was the one who occupied the original Song Qi, even if he hadn't been born, without him, he might have been born, even if his mother treated him badly, but that's none of his business.It's just that he has become Song Qi, and after staying in her body for so long, it is reasonable to return her.

Unfortunately, she can't afford it.

Huai Yi hugged him quietly, knowing what Xiao Qi would say next, he was a little nervous but also happy.How can a loved one be unhappy if he is willing to share his secrets and not guard against him.

Song Xi saw that he didn't feel repulsive, so he completely told his identity and the past of their last life, including Song Qinghe's identity, and told them one by one.After finishing speaking, he nervously raised his head to look at Huai Yi, waiting for his final release.

The moment he raised his head, his pupils dilated suddenly, his lips parted slightly, his heart seemed to be clenched tightly by a big hand, his breathing was difficult, and he almost couldn't breathe.

——I don't know when, Huai Yi has already burst into tears.

The arms embracing him were like two pincers, cutting his flesh and bone marrow aching.

He had never seen him cry before, had never heard the sound of crying, he was weeping uncontrollably, the pain on his face was something he had never seen before, his heart felt like a pinprick, and the pain was so painful that he wanted to grab it.

Song Xi looked at it in a daze, and recalled the scene at that time, and suddenly had the illusion that he was in a dream and didn't know the truth, and he couldn't recover for a moment.He wiped his tears carefully, but the more tears he wiped, they fell down desperately, making his brother not look like a man at all. "Brother, why are you crying? Aren't we all fine now? It's all over, it will be fine, everything will be fine."

He said: "I don't know. I didn't know it for so many years. When I think of you disappearing in the fire, I wish I was the one who died, and I wish I could kill them." His father, his so-called younger brother.Hatred rushed through the floodgates, scrambling to rush out, and the evil thoughts broke free, just wanting to slaughter those who had harmed them regardless of their care.

His eyes were red, as if possessed by a demon.

"You remember it all?" Song Xi was extremely nervous, holding Huai Yi's face with trembling hands, tracing his outline, feeling complicated in his heart.

"En." Huai Yi hugged him tightly, thought for a while, and said, "I won't let them go."

Of course, Song Qi wouldn't let them go, but this wasn't what he cared about the most. What he cared about was still the problem.He tilted his head to look at Huai Yi, and said casually: "Brother, what do you think about me being a fox? If you hate me, I..."

"Hush!" Huai Yi pressed his fingers on his lips, stopped him from speaking, rubbed the tip of his nose lightly against his nose, and sighed: "What did I think? Didn't Xiao Qi feel it before? Watching you reveal yourself, then push it down and eat it..."

"..." Song Qi blushed with embarrassment, gritted his teeth and scolded, this man, whenever he had the chance, would play hooligans, if you want to calculate carefully, in all these years, which day did you not eat his tofu? !

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How can I hate you, I just hate myself, why should I be different from you, limited life, how can I accompany you forever?I'm gone, what should you do?

The author has something to say:

There are about [-] words left and it will be over. I am so entangled, and I am so entangled that I don’t know what to do with them.There are no so-called bad guys, each has a different standpoint, and it is due to their own humanity