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In order to take care of the manager, He Chi made an appointment with him tonight, to go to the supermarket to buy some food, and cook it at home.

The manager's kitchen hadn't been touched for a long time.Once a week, the cleaning lady will come to clean up, which makes the stove clean without dust.

It's just that the firewood, rice, oil and salt are not opened.

The manager likes to eat vegetarian dishes, so He Chi let him buy vegetarian dishes, and only pretended to be hungry when it was time to arrive, saying that he was hungry for meat recently.

Without further ado, the manager went back to the meat section to weigh a few catties of pork ribs and trotters.

"I don't know how to burn it. You want to burn it when you buy it." The manager poked He Chi's face

"That's for sure."

The two of them didn't drive, and of course the supermarket was not too far from the manager's house, so the two of them just carried convenience bags and walked home from time to time.

"He Chi, thank you." The manager didn't look at He Chi's face.

He Chi was taken aback: "Thank me for what?"

"Thank you for not asking me if I ever did that."

But he knew that the thing he was referring to was the one that seduced his father.

"I believe in you. It's too late to tell me when you are willing. I am willing to wait."

The manager took the initiative to hold He Chi's hand, which was the first time in He Chi's memory that the manager took the initiative.

He Chi almost made a banquet full of man and man, and the manager looked at him with adoring eyes.

"You didn't major in chef at University A, did you?"

"I major in caring, and I specialize in taking care of you."

The manager curled his lips, expressing his disbelief: "Then you take care of me and others."

He Chi raised his soup spoon as if to hit him: "Have you seen that I have taken care of others? I have served you."

"What about your parents?"

He Chi was stymied, he didn't know how to answer.

"I've been abroad for a long time, and I haven't taken care of them much."

"Another day... Let's go see the old man together?" The manager asked tentatively, he was very careful, he was afraid that he had crossed the line, he was afraid of wishful thinking, and he was afraid that he would appear to be too active and eager.

He Chi hesitated, he didn't dare to speak easily, he couldn't say that my father is your Mr. He, could he?

And this hesitation fell in the manager's heart, of course it was understood as being too aggressive. The relationship between the two of them was not that good, but the manager was alone close to him.

It is a lie to say that you are not disappointed, no one wants to be the one who is emotional first.But the relationship itself is uncontrollable, if you can decide the beginning and the end, it should not be called love.

"It's okay, let's talk about it later." The manager's eyes darkened, and he felt that the dishes on the table were not so delicious.

"If there is a chance, wait for me to choose a suitable time."

What He Chi was thinking was, wait for me to choose a suitable time to tell you, if you are not angry.

He is a typical machismo, and he will never let his lover suffer the slightest grievance. He must first make it clear with Mr. He, and then he can properly marry the manager home.

Halfway through the meal, the manager suddenly threw the chopsticks away, leaned forward on the dining table and twitched, he really couldn't help it.

He Chi has been trying his best to maintain a relaxed and happy atmosphere, but they both understand in their hearts that today's matter cannot be like a puff of smoke, which will disappear after the wind blows, but it will be imprinted in the hearts of the two of them like a branding iron, leaving a lasting impression on each other. Leave an indelible mark.

He Chi pushed away the chair, walked to the manager, leaned over and patted his back.

"He Chi, otherwise we can forget about it."

The manager is so lucky. He feels that the most correct decision he made in his life was on the Ferris wheel. When He Chi confessed to him, he made a clear picture of their relationship. They are not lovers. Breaking up, falling out of love, and being dumped made the manager feel better.

The manager thought how could He Chi not mind that he had such a past and such a mother.

If he doesn't ask, it doesn't mean he doesn't have any doubts in his heart. It's just a tacit politeness between adults.

He Chi's eyes turned red. He could always be easily mobilized by this man. He almost forgot how cold his heart was hidden under his gentle and courteous appearance, but this heart has changed since he met the manager. The ice and snow melted, became warmer, and became more humane. He Chi couldn't deny that it was all because of a person's tears living in his heart.

"What do you say, forget it, you want to forget it with me?"

"Don't pretend to be confused, really, it's good for you and me." The manager tried his best to say a series of complete words.

He Chi was very emotional: "You want to break up with me just because your mother came to make things difficult for you, and because of her blaming others? But none of us did anything wrong!"

The manager's teardrops hit the ground one by one, and he was also hysterical:

"How dare you say you don't think I'm mean? How dare you say you've never been afraid to come into my life? It's dirty and messy!"

"I don't! I give you time, I give you trust, and I never ask you anything, but that doesn't mean I'm afraid! I've never been a coward in my relationship!"

He Chi hugged the manager to kiss him!The manager stubbornly pushed him away.

"I'm a coward, okay! I'd rather keep your memory of me in the best moments than you and I will go to the muddy future! Instead of waiting for you to find out what kind of person I am, why don't we Forget it, isn't it good to stop the loss in time?"

He Chi was shocked:

"Stop the loss in time? Have you traded your relationship as a stock? Let me tell you, not everything can be measured by income! I love you, which means that I will give you unconditionally, whether you are Who, no matter what you do, no matter what kind of past you have! What I want is your present and future, and I want to go on with you, do you hear me clearly! Do you think I am at a disadvantage? I am not at a disadvantage , I got more than you got, because when I fell in love with you, I didn't even think about getting anything in the past!"

He Chi almost roared out.

The manager couldn't say a word anymore. He sat on the chair and looked at the young man who was not so decent at the moment. His hair was disheveled and his cuffs were stretched out. But You Zixi realized how much he loved this young man. Remedially, just because you don't have to be anyone in front of him, you don't have to be cold-blooded, you don't have to be decent, you don't have to be glamorous, just be yourself.

He loves He Chi not because of who He Chi is, but because of who he can be in front of He Chi.

He Chi held his face and pecked his lips.

The manager let go of his pretended strength and let He Chi's hands be wet with tears.

"I'm not worthy of your love, really, I'm too bad, I just run away from things, I don't dare to face them, I already know how you feel about me, but I'm afraid of hurting myself, I blindly put I locked myself in a lonely cage, bound myself in a cocoon, thinking that I could protect myself, but not only did I fail to protect myself, I also hurt you and myself at the same time."

"I'm very insecure. The more I want to get you, the more I feel like I'm going to lose you."

"I'm also afraid that your love for me is just fascinated for a while. If you don't calm down, I'm afraid that when you come to your senses, you will find that I am not worthy of your attention at all, so you will let go and leave me alone. In an empty house. But you have slept in my bed, you have slept with me in your arms, you can’t leave me alone. Your smell will be left in the house, and once I smell it, I will miss you crazily.”

"Feeling love is a luxury. I believe that love exists in this world, but I don't believe that I am so lucky to have it."

He Chi shook his head, and said to him in a gentle tone:

"Love can never be associated with whether it is worthy or not. You may think that love is only for those who are good enough and untainted, but you have to know that there is no value or not, only whether you can love."

"I didn't have the ability to love before, but now I have it. You taught me. Would you like to learn how to love with me?"

The manager's teary eyes stuck to He Chi's affectionate face:

"You won't quit early, will you?"

"Never, not with any of us."

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I want to cry