[football] this god

After being reprimanded, Cristiano did everything he could to send Mendes away-on the one hand for himself not to be scolded, and on the other hand for Mendes' mental health.

Leo agrees.

But the hard-working children immediately paid the price for their stupid behavior-Mr. Mendes coaxed away Dolores and the others with ulterior motives, and lied that Cristiano wanted to spend more time with Chris. To a certain extent, it provided a cover for Cristiano and Leo, but to a certain extent, it still constituted revenge-for example, now, Leo and Cristiano face each other, facing the diaper changing tutorial on Google to decide who will give Chris changes diapers.

In the end, Leo lost, so he asked Cristiano, who won the game, to collect his prize - a diaper change for Chris.

Cristiano had no choice but to go forward.

After the battle ended, Cristiano was in charge of coaxing little Chris to sleep—and Leo ordered takeaway online for the two adults while Cristiano's ugly lullaby was playing in the background.

"You sing so badly." When Leo took the takeaway back, he was pleased to find that the lullaby had ended. "Why can't you use your phone to search for a piece of music on the Internet for Chris to listen to? It's both for you and him." Good thing."

One of the most unbearable things in Cristiano's life TOP3 is hearing others question his singing.

"No appreciation. How about you come to sing a lullaby next time?" Cristiano countered, "I want to hear how beautiful you can sing, Mr. Bedossi."

Leo turned his head to look at Cristiano, showing a look of whether you are mentally retarded.

Cristiano froze for a moment, scratched his chin and quickly grabbed his phone to Google Beethoven's life.

……

"Okay...that's...Mr. Bibosi." Cristiano continued.

Leo picks up his phone and Googles Bieber—he misspells the word a few times because he’s not sure which language the word sounds in.

But anyway, he finally figured it out.

Leo thought for a while, but did not express any objection.

He motioned for Cristiano to sit down and eat roast beef.Cristiano was very touched, after all, after such a morning of chaos, nothing can soothe his broken heart like a big plate of roast beef.

"Why do you think children are so scary?" Cristiano said vaguely with his mouth full of roast beef, "It's scarier than Harvey and Puyol combined-they can't say anything, everything It's all expressed through wailing."

——Cristiano is certainly not the first time to be a father, but before he basically would not take care of the child alone, he always has a mother and a housekeeper and other people to help him, and occasionally his sister Katia and the others will come to do something.And Cristiano, as the child's father, is mostly responsible for watching and making the child cry with clumsy methods, making his family more busy, and getting more reprimands for himself.

So Cristiano is not a first-time father, but this does not affect that he is still a painstaking and novice parenting.

Leo is literally having a baby for the first time, so he doesn't have any issues with the part about kids being too much trouble—he just chokes on the analogy.

"Harvey and Kars aren't considered considerate, but they're nice guys," Leo said, "and they're reasonable most of the time, and they're only unreasonable when they're dealing with people who can't— Such as Raúl, such as Guti, such as all Madrid."

"Yes, very reasonable, so reasonable that after the end of the World Cup, I didn't forget to diss I was eliminated in the first round of the knockout round-what did Puyol say?" Ronaldo scored a good goal, so losing to the World Cup champion is also considered a treat for him reward". "Cristiano squinted at Leo, "Is this a human word?"I have never been unreasonable.I never provoked them. "

Leo frowned, "Yeah, you bought Harvey a glass of Harvey that hit the wall in Zurich. And by the way, that's unconfirmed news—if, like Facebook said, he was at the celebration party If you say something like this on the Internet, Ramos will fight him. Speaking of this, I think some of you in Real Madrid have a violent factor and need to control it-by the way..." Leo said while taking out his mobile phone to send something.

"I forgot to send them a congratulatory message." Leo explained his behavior in this way. "But it's okay, it's not too late. I can interpret this as fear of disturbing their team celebration."

Cristiano, as the person who sent the congratulatory message for the first time yesterday, expressed disdain for all these past events.But even if he was not happy, Cristiano said: "You should send one to Iniesta especially, his lore at the end of the final is very exciting."

Leo said he had already done so.

Then the two fell into a collective silence.

They didn't ask each other why they stopped talking, because they knew that they should be thinking of the same thing at this moment.

They all remembered the moment when Spain won the championship.

——They were sitting in front of the TV, but they seemed to hear the shouts of the whole world. Chris in the small basket in Cristiano’s hand tilted his head towards the direction of the TV, as if he was also looking forward to seeing this glorious and lively scene. scene.

But Cristiano covered Chris' eyes.

You're like me, we'll never get this, so it's better not to see how others get it.The more you see how other people get it all, the more ugly and humble you feel.Cristiano thought so in his heart-he turned his head and looked at Leo, but Messi was different, Messi might have a chance.Everything starts again, and Messi may have a chance to change his fate.He's not like us, Chris, your Papa Leo is not like us.

Leo is indeed different from Cristiano, he did not turn his eyes away, in fact he has been watching everything that happened on TV, he wants to remember the pictures of the Spanish carnival, and the crazy Spanish fans Screaming—he's going to remember it all, and one day he'll copy it all over Argentina himself.

That is Leo's dream—he has always been looking forward to becoming a hero, he hopes to be a hero like many boys, he wants to be remembered as a hero like Maradona, and wants to be recorded forever in history, And the only way he knows how to do it all is to win the World Cup.

But at the same time, just as Leo was trying to remember all this, he also recalled how he failed.

Against the backdrop of Spain's glory, Leo began to hate himself, hated the way he failed.

If he hadn't seen this, he probably wouldn't have felt the shame of his failure.But now that he saw with his own eyes what it was like to win the World Cup, he couldn't help recalling their failures and their loneliness.

The more glorious the victor, the more incompetent he and Ronaldo, the two losers - he knew they tried, but they were still incompetent.

Losers have no excuses, no glory in defeat, losers deserve to die.Leo thought so, and he felt his internal organs were frozen into ice.

- "Don't think so."

Leo heard Cristiano say this suddenly.Leo froze for a moment, he thought he had said the words, but when he looked up and saw Cristiano's face, he knew he didn't say it, Ronaldo just "just knew".

"I didn't think about it," Leo denied. "I don't know what you're talking about, but I didn't think about anything."

Cristiano tilted his head to look at Leo, and then put a big mouthful of roast beef into his mouth, "Yes, you didn't think about it, I was thinking about it."—He didn't try to argue with Leo on this matter right or wrong.Apparently, he also thought it was unnecessary and not helpful to either of their mental health.

Leo was silent for a while.

"Don't think like that." Leo said this after imitating Cristiano.

Cristiano couldn't help laughing, "Yeah, I shouldn't have thought that, I shouldn't have thought to what extent their victory would reflect my clumsy defeat, my humble incompetence and... and weakness. Because I should know that I can't look down on myself—and once I look down on myself, I'm going to keep losing and never win back."

Leo froze for a moment, but said nothing.

Cristiano looked at Leo as if he saw himself in those years-he was immersed in his failure and Real Madrid's failure in those years, he saw Messi and Barcelona lift the trophy countless times, and every time he witnessed this It was an injury to him that reminded him of his own failure time and time again, and made him feel incompetent again and again.

At one point even his therapist didn't know what to do - they tried all sorts of treatments, but all seemed to be in vain.

Looking back on the past later, he suddenly felt that what he lacked back then might not be a better psychiatrist, but someone who he thought could truly understand him.

Sometimes a person does not need others to persuade him to leave the pain, he only needs a person who knows why he is in pain, and only needs this person to be able to share the pain with him to the same extent.

"Well, maybe," Leo said softly after a while.