[football] this god

"You are not inspired by joy, you are inspired by hate."

Cristiano returned to the residence in a sleepwalking state of bewilderment, not even noticing the sound of Leo opening the door and coming in later.

——"Cristiano, I understand your feelings, but you can't stop other fans from shouting Messi's name in front of you when you lose your temper," Mendes said to Cristiano after a certain match in the "year", "I know it's very disrespectful for them to do this, but it's their right, IMHO."

"Huh? Disrespect for my rights?" Cristiano sneered.

Instead of getting angry, Mendes became more calm, "Yes, this is their right." Mendes said here, looking at little Chris lying on the ground playing puzzles for children, stroked his hair and said: " Chris, can you go and play with grandma for a while? I have something to discuss with your father."

Little Chris bit his finger and turned his head to look at Cristiano, then at Mendes, then nodded, and got up unsteadily, ready to go to Dolores.

But Cristiano hugged little Chris back, "Jorge, he can listen to this, he will grow up one day, and even if we don't say anything at that time, he can see those things from the Internet." words. Concealment is pointless, and the world of fairy tales is pointless.”

Mendes disagreed, but Chris wasn't his son after all, and he couldn't tell others how to educate others, "Well, if you insist-although their approach is very rude, as a fan, They do have a right to hate a player. Of course nobody gets used to being hated, but..."

"But you want me to get used to this," Cristiano said dryly.

Mendez raised his eyebrows, "I just hope you can be happier and not be influenced by them-not a habit, but forgetting, or ignoring."

"I can't do it," Cristiano said bluntly. "They hate me, hate me for no reason, I can't ignore them - it's unrealistic."

"But hating them won't help you." Mendes went to cover Chris's ears, and Chris was a child, and Mendes really didn't want him to experience these emotions.

Cristiano did not stop Mendes' behavior this time, "Hate does me no good, I know you are right, but I can't ignore these. Sometimes I can even find that it is this hatred that pushes me forward. .I want to counter their gratuitous hatred, Jorge. I can't deny it. It's this desire that keeps me going. I'm not the perpetual motion machine that some people imagined. In fact, their hatred is my fuel."

"Hatred can be your driving force, but I'm afraid you'll be immersed in it and become a person who is used to hating." Mendes said, "Cristiano, I've never forgotten what a good boy you are, I'm afraid you will become become such a terrible person.”

Chris turned his head to look at his father with his big bright eyes open. Although he couldn't hear what his father and godfather said, he still felt an atmosphere that was far from pleasant. Standing up, put his arms around Cristiano's neck, kissed his cheek, "Papa, I love you."

Cristiano knew Mendes was right, he knew he should just use other people's hatred instead of indulging in it, but he didn't know how to get rid of it, after all, after such a long period of time, he seemed to have nothing but There is nothing but the hatred of others.

Fortunately, he still has little Chris.

Cristiano hugged little Chris and cried silently.

Without little Chris, Cristiano guessed, he might one day become a cynical and dangerous figure, too used to being born with hatred.

little chris.

——"What are you in a daze for?" Leo saw Cristiano lying on the carpet in the living room staring at the ceiling, and guessed what happened, "I guess the group match just now wouldn't affect you too much. Big shock."

Cristiano turned his head and glanced at Leo, "I was thinking about what Maradona said to me."

Leo didn't look very surprised. He poured himself a glass of water and asked slowly, "Tell me?"

Cristiano shared Maradona's "hate theory" with Leo. At the end, "Are you Argentines so weird? Although I can understand that Maradona is such a person who dares to love and hate, but I There's really no use in wondering if there's any real use in hating."

Leo was also surprised when he heard this argument. His hand holding the cup stopped in mid-air, and after pondering for a while, he said: "I don't know, although I always knew that he was a maverick, but I didn't expect him to say that - so you didn't ask him? What did he say?"

——"Hate cannot help a person." Cristiano vehemently refuted Maradona at the time.

Maradona looked him up and down, and then sneered, "You say that because you are young, boy, and when you grow up, you will know that hatred is the most encouraging thing in this world. Emotions—love, tolerance, those things are too tender for men and warriors. Love just makes you weak."

"But it's because of love that I..."

Maradona shook his head without waiting for him to finish, "You are still young, only young people think that love is the greatest, but in fact hatred of the enemy is your driving force. When you know you have to kill The time when they can survive is when you are most heroic and fearless."

Cristiano was silent. He used to think that resentment was the source of his fighting spirit, but in fact resentment is just the dark side of "love" - ​​people live with love as the ultimate goal, and all resentment is nothing but unflattering Favorite but necessary bonus product.

——Leo also felt weird about this kind of "high theory", "I don't know, uh, he might think of himself as an Argentine soldier—but in his special era, it's very easy for him to think so It's normal. After all, Argentina in the 80s had a more... special environment."

"Although I understand that everyone's success is different, I think Maradona's is too different." Cristiano sighed melancholy, "I almost doubt my own life experience."

"What life experience do you have?" Leo sneered.

My life experience is much richer than you can imagine.

Cristiano stared back, "While you may have respect for him, I have to say I doubt his ideas are actually beneficial. But guess what? He also said something to me, maybe it's telling question."

Leo hummed, and took out a small box of butter biscuits from the drawer under the TV cabinet, and listened while eating.

"He told me that maybe his hatred of the enemy was why he was hated by so many people - he loved Argentina and the team, but when the team didn't live up to his hopes, he hated them." "Are you feeling inspired?" Cristiano said.

Leo patted the biscuit crumbs on his hands, "No, what do you want to say?"

"What attitude you have towards others, others will have the attitude towards you. Isn't that instructive?" Cristiano looked at Leo, expecting a positive response from the other party.

Leo felt that his mouth was a little dry, so he took another sip of water, and then slowly shook his head, "What exactly do you want to say?"

"I just think that a lot of people's social difficulties come from their own, uh, their own attitudes towards others, such as the "focus" you told me..."

Halfway through Cristiano's speech, Leo showed a look of sudden realization, "I see, you want to say that I ignore other people, so that others will be indifferent to me?"

Cristiano nodded immediately, "I was thinking, if a person has experienced the purest love, maybe he will become more..."

Leo sneered and put down the water glass, "So, do you want to do something to change me?"

"Actually, I was thinking, there was someone who... well, Jorge actually, and Jorge told me, you know, children make people warmer. I was thinking, maybe the relationship between parents and children The purest emotion is of great benefit to a person's growth. What do you think?" Cristiano licked his lips, and he thought it was a good start, after all, Leo just looked thoughtful Not conflict or anything.

"Although I didn't expect you to associate "hate" with children... After all, this way of thinking is quite strange.But, uh, so that's what you've been talking about today?Well... if you want to adopt a child, I can... it's okay, some people just like children, I can understand.But I'll let it go, my dad's dog annoys me so much, I can't imagine having a kid. Leo waved his hand, "So I agree with your whimsical idea, as long as you don't let me take the baby-is there any problem?" "

Cristiano felt that their ideas were completely different, but forget it, since he knew that Messi was not so opposed to him having a child, he could find time to discuss procedural issues.

Haste makes waste, and Cristiano understands this.

Today's share has been completed, and he can do some sports activities that the people love to see at night, Cristiano thought so.