The fall of EXO, the fashion of thorns

Monster, monster, Kim Jong In is a monster!Let's not play with him!

When I was 6 years old, my ears were always full of these words. I had no friends. I read books and played with building blocks alone, but I prefer to sleep with my ears clean.

I have an elder brother, his name is Jin Zhongda, everyone says that children are popular, but I don't know why he is loved more than me in my family.Because I can't cry, I can't laugh, I can't please my parents.

And my brother was never willing to say a word to me. He hated me and was afraid that he would be isolated just like me.

What keeps me isolated?Because too smart?Too decisive?

I walked into the campus with my schoolbag on my back, and the students whispered in twos and threes along the way, without even thinking about it, I knew they would say "the monster is here, go away."

In class, the teacher didn’t want to bother me either. He put aside the pediatrics textbooks and opened a book I liked, “Crime and Punishment”. I don’t know why this book attracted me.

"Jin Zhongren! You actually read irrelevant books in class! Do you know what I just said?"

Oh, the ninety-nine multiplication table? "Teacher, what do you want to ask?"

Maybe the math teacher didn't believe in evil, and asked a confusing calculation problem on the blackboard that was far from being understood at this age.

I slowly walked up to the blackboard and solved it easily, and then returned to my seat to continue reading. I didn’t despise the teacher, but she thought I was a monster, and she always looked for a chance to show me off.

Once again, the deflated teacher gritted his teeth and continued the class. His original interest in reading was gone, and his mind began to wander.

When they walked to the gate of the school, they saw the family car driving away. Sure enough, they only had their elder brother in their eyes.

There is no way to walk home alone, it's not like I haven't walked.

"Hehe, isn't this a little monster from the Jin family?" The boy blocking the way in front of him is the bully of the school, relying on his family background and body shape to recruit a group of little followers.

I silently passed the boys.

"Monster, what's the use of being smart? It's not that people don't care about their lives!" Seeing me stop, the boy intensified, "What should we do about monsters?"

Some kid next to me said "shut it up" and all the kids started to follow suit.

Without further ado, the boy grabbed my back collar and pushed me, who didn't care at first, when I saw the claustrophobic storage box, my pupils dilated and I began to struggle hard.I am not afraid of the dark, but he in me is afraid.

After figuring out my weakness, the boy pushed me in even harder.

"Let me out! Let me out! . . . You will regret it!"

Hearing the disappearing footsteps outside, I pushed the door and it was locked.I curled up together, "Kai'er is not afraid, Zhong Ren will protect you, and when mother finds out that we are missing, she will come to find us."

The timid voice in my heart choked with sobs, "Kai'er is afraid...Kai'er wants a mother"

I hugged my body tightly, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid"

The shouts outside made me hopeful. "Aren, Aren"

It was my mother's voice, and I was about to knock on the door hard, but stopped at that moment.

"Jin Fan, have you contacted them again!"

"Why are you so crazy, what are you talking about?"

"What are you doing? What are you doing with your phone all the time! Don't tell me you're looking for Jin"

"I really don't understand what's wrong with you..."

"Jin Fan, if you hadn't insisted on staying in TD back then, how could I have gone to you with a full stomach, and how could I have given birth prematurely and gave birth to this... monster like Ren!"

"!!!" Mom... I was stunned, and smiled wryly that this woman I called Mom thought I was a monster just like them?

"Enough! Do you know what you're talking about!"

Immediately afterwards, I heard my mother sobbing, "I can't cry, I can't laugh, I can't even act like a baby. I read books that I can't understand every day. It's not a monster!"

"!!!"

Monsters, hehe, shouldn't they be considered geniuses?

People are always tolerant creatures, they can forgive anything, but geniuses cannot forgive...

"Shut up! Go find Jin!"

Listening to the gradually disappearing footsteps, I resumed my original movements, buried my head in the air and cried, "Kai'er, my mother doesn't like smart and good children, she likes children who are coquettish, crying and laughing."

"..." The person in the body didn't respond, but I felt the feeling of being hugged.

"Kai'er will be my mother's coquettish child, okay?"

There was a moment of silence, and I suddenly felt another 'I' in my body touching my head and saying to me, "Go to sleep, you will feel better when you wake up"

I'm so tired, really tired...

The other 'I' occupied the main consciousness and shivered in the dark surroundings, crying loudly and banging on the door for help when I heard footsteps again.

He was successfully rescued, and I decided to sleep peacefully with peace of mind.

When I woke up again, I saw "I" in my mother's arms, raising my smiling face that I couldn't do at all, and acted like a baby with my mother, making her happy.

She really likes such a child, she thinks such a child is a normal child.

"Ah Ren is very late, go back to bed." Mom took me back to the room, turned off the light, and said good night to me.

Through the light of the night light, 'I' got out of bed, opened the door a little, and listened to the conversation of my parents.

"Afan, have you noticed that you haven't smiled since Ah Ren came back, and your whole person is much more cheerful, and you don't read those inexplicable books anymore."

"Happy, I just said that Ah Ren is fine, those are temporary peculiarities of childhood." Jin Fan didn't tell his wife the truth.

The woman happily snuggled into the man's arms, "Well, everything is back to normal at last, I'm too impulsive and always lose my temper, I'm sorry husband"

Oh, is it normal?Who is abnormal!

……

'I' close the door and go back to bed "you heard me, they only like kids like me"

I don't want to talk, I just want to wait quietly.This time it was him who comforted me, "Don't cry if you have nothing to do, I will always be with you, and I won't dislike being with you forever"

"...Now I only have you, Kaier"

"No"

"??"

"I'm Zhong Ren, not Kai Er, you are"

"!"

"In their eyes, I am the Kim Jong-in they hope for, don't I?"

True, they don't like me anyway.

"Don't worry, I'll give you my identity back when they accept you"

I only have Kaier, so I trust him, anyway, I have no meaning for this family.

In this way, Kaier and I exchanged identities for a year, until I saw her, the one who followed me behind my ass and called Brother Zhong Xiong in a childish voice, and she was eager for my book to please my mother, She who is as pathetic as me... is also the one who later let me know what hell is, and let me know the meaning of existence... when she settled down.

I hate her smile because it is too dazzling, but I want to get closer because she said such a sentence. "I like another brother Zhong Xiong!"

That's how she attracted me. It was the first time someone said they liked me like this, the real Jong In.

That day, as usual, after returning home from school, I heard the familiar voice "Brother Zhongxiong"

She stood alone on the corner of the street and waved to me, with no one around her, "Where is your mother, Luoer?"

"Over there, she told us to go there," she said, holding my hand and running to her mother.

"Mom, brother Zhong Xiong is here"

The woman petted her head, "Be good at the time, go buy water for brother, brother likes fruit juice"

The girl nodded, "Okay, Brother Zhong Xiong wait for me to come back soon"

Kai'er sat opposite the woman, looking back at the girl pointing to the picture on the menu board to order.And I felt hot eyes looking at me.

"Zhong Ren, you're finally awake this time." The woman smiled and sipped her coffee.

Kai'er turned around, "I don't know why I get sleepy so easily, if it was because of this impolite place before, please forgive me"

Woman gently puts down glass "I'm talking to that child inside you"

"!!!" Both Kai'er and I were shocked, she actually knew of my existence!

It's time for me to occupy the main consciousness while Kai'er is panicking.I saluted the woman slightly and said hello, "Aunt Luo"

The woman seems to be satisfied with my behavior "You are the real Jong-in"

I remembered that my parents said before that Luo Yiqiao majored in psychology at the University, "Did Aunt Luo send Luo Luo away on purpose?"

"You are really different from other children. I can see that you have a different feeling for Shi'er."

"no"

"At that time, this girl was not so kind to everyone. I haven't seen her smile like this for a long time. Before that, she was willing to organize in order to prevent me from being threatened."

"..." I didn't understand what she meant.

"Zhong Ren, Aunt Luo wants to ask you for help"

"What are you busy with?"

Just as the woman was about to speak, the wind chime at the door of the store rang, and the girl ran back from the opposite side with a grocery bag, "Brother Zhong Xiong, I bought your favorite fried chicken!"

I smiled and took the food bag, "Thank you Luoluo"

The girl looked at me in surprise, "You are another brother Zhongxiong!"

I was taken aback, this girl recognized me at a glance, Kai'er took advantage of the situation and regained her main consciousness, rubbing the girl's head lightly, "Let's eat together"

The girl is still innocent, eating excitedly "Okay, mom will eat too"

And as a bystander, the woman hesitates to speak, the girl is innocent and ignorant, and Kaier's smile hides a knife.

That day the woman never had a chance to tell me exactly what kind of help she wanted from me, and after a few more days I thought the matter was over.As usual, when she came home from school, when she entered the door, she saw Luo Yiqiao kneeling in front of her father, crying and begging him to save her daughter.

"Brother, please, Shi'er really can't stand such an intense experiment, she's only four years old."

"Qiaoer, get up first, it's not that I won't save you, you also know that I was expelled by the old man"

"Brother, you have spent the longest time with your father and helped him the most. He will not disregard your face, and besides, Shier is doing the experiment for Zhong Ren."

!!!

What! ?Experiment for me...?

"Qiaoer, what do you mean?"

The woman cried even more fiercely, "Actually, I came last time because...they asked me to take Zhong Ren away to carry out Project Zero, but I couldn't do it, he was still a child, and they ended up..."

! ! !I clearly felt that Kai'er was as shocked as I was, it's really a cold-blooded and terrifying organization.

I saw the veins popping up on my father's hands, "They...they even got Zhong Ren's idea, bastard!"

Until Luo Yiqiao left, Dad was still ambiguous and didn't give her the answer she wanted. Dad still flinched. I understand Dad, he is hard-earned for this family.

So I made such a decision, broke through Kai'er's shackles and chased him out.

"Lao Aunt"

Compared with the previous days, I am quite haggard, "Jong Ren"

"Aunt Luo...take me away"

The woman was obviously stunned by my words "Jongin...really willing, it will kill you"

"It's okay, as long as I can save Luo'er" I don't think I've ever been so determined, a seven-year-old child has never been so determined.But in the end, knowing everything, I realized that I was just a poor, pathetic fool.

In the next few days, I watched all kinds of syringe needles stick into my skin every day, and various people checked me every day, and I stayed in bed all the time without leaving the bed even for personal problems.

I clearly remember that on the fourth day, behind the viewing glass, Luo Yiqiao looked at me with An Luo, who was intact and not injured at all, and An Luo patted the glass with tears in her eyes.

How many days and nights have Kaier asked me why I did this? Is it because of my father or Luoer?I have never been able to explain why, until now, seeing that I don't have a good spot all over my body, I'm glad it wasn't her lying here.My little sister Luo Luo, it's good that you are fine.

I don't know how long I've been lying like this, I just know that my hospital gown has grown bigger and my food intake has also increased.

On this day, the experimenter pulled out all the needles on my body and told me that the experiment was over and I was free.I couldn't believe it, they helped me up, and the moment my feet touched the ground, my legs fell to the ground weakly.

Yes, it’s no wonder I have strength after lying down for so long, the sound of clanging high-heeled shoes came, Luo Yiqiao stood in front of me and stretched out his hand, “I’ll pick you up.”

Luo Yiqiao began to help me arrange rehabilitation, and it was also during this time that I met Aunt Luo's only student, a child who promised Luo Yiqiao to be about my age in order to avoid the experiment, Kim Taehyung.But in fact, he just wanted to see An Luoshi again.But the girl we were thinking of never appeared again.

He has been taking care of me during the recovery period, but we haven't spoken a word, so I thought he was dumb.

On my birthday, I finally got out of this hell. After 11 years, 11 years, I suddenly felt that the world had changed.Back home, my father was in tears, my mother was crying, and my brother was also crying. For them, the family was finally complete.

Afterwards, I know that TD made up a whole story to make people around me believe that my unusualness these years is due to the mental illness left by me when I was locked in a dark room.

This brainwashing method really worked. No one said I was a monster anymore, but they still kept me at a respectful distance.

"Kim Jong-in" doesn't know why Kim Taehyung has been around me since I came out, and he came to me with a grocery bag and beer.

"Again, you can't bring anything else"

“Affordable and delicious fried chicken with beer, or your favorite, perfect”

"Tch, how are you doing lately?" Although I dislike it, I still appreciate it.

"Brother Zhong Ren, come to TD and help me"

Not long after I left the laboratory, Luo Yiqiao handed over everything in his hands to Kim Taehyung. Now he has become the youngest member of TD, and he is also the center of the third class right now. (The first class, Sovereign Song Jaemin, the second class, Kim Fan, Jo In Sung, Byun Tae Hoon, Rak Yi Cho, the third class, Kim Tae Hyung)

"Why can't you do what you want?"

"The batch trained by Zhao Yincheng is back. Known for being iron and blood, all the ones trained by him should use force. How can I resist?"

I shook my head, "My family finally got out of there, so I won't go there"

"What if they're going to hurt... the teacher's family next?"

Looking at my puzzled eyes, Kim Taehyung took a deep breath, "Since the teacher handed over the power to me, she has already expressed her position. According to the TD practice, the teacher's family will definitely not be peaceful, so please help me."

I smiled knowingly, "Kim Taehyung, you don't just care about your teacher, do you?"

"each other"

"Tell me about the current form of TD."

"There are only five people who came back from Italy, GD Kwon Ji-yong, TOP Choi Seung-hyun, Taeyang Dong Yongbai, Dae Sung Kang Dae-sung, Victory Lee Seung-hyun, I believe Jo In Sung will help them become the center of the third class this time, and what we have to do... ..."

"Okay, but tomorrow I will go abroad with my dad first, the company has some business recently"

"Got it, I'll wait for you to come back"

……

After fourteen hours, I finally arrived at the place where she lived, and after searching for the address to investigate, I arrived in Yuluo District. The thought of seeing her soon caused a lot of waves in my heart.But I don't want the world to be impermanent, that innocent girl is no longer my Luoluo, she forgot me, Kaier, everything, and became Su Lining.

I picked up the phone, "Kim Taehyung help me check the Wu family in Dragon City"

"That's right, what a coincidence." I smiled dangerously, "In this case, I have a plan..."

Looking at the Wu family full of laughter, "Laugh, let's laugh heartily"

When a typhoon passes by, who would have thought that there would be a violent storm waiting to go outside the vortex wind and rain area surrounding the eye of the typhoon...

The author has something to say:

Four thousand more, the story of Jin Zhongren, planting and moving flowers every day this week during the labor week, filled with the smell of earth, when the soil touches the mouth when working... I will never talk about eating soil again, it is really not delicious T^T

good night hart wink