Origination and Destruction - The Sixth Chapter

Shi Jin took Wu Liuyi downstairs, and he said, "Liu Yi, do you know that Ruoruo's position in Xiaoxiao is different?"

Wu Liu nodded and said, "I know."

Shi Jin said, "Then do you know why?"

Wu Liuyi shook his head. Gao Liguang never mentioned this to him, nor did he delve into it.

Shi Jin said: "Because Xiaoxiao was picked up by Ruoruo. You should know that Xiaoxiao was sent to the orphanage after her mother died, right? But that girl is very stubborn, always thinking of ways to get out of the orphanage. She ran out of the courtyard and stayed by her mother’s grave—it was winter, and she had nothing to eat as a child, so she passed out at her mother’s grave. Take her home. So for Xiaoxiao, Ruuoruo is her first family member since her mother passed away."

Wu Liuyi said, "That's why I'm more worried about the girl."

Shi Jin said: "That's right, Miaomiao said that this little child always keeps everything in her heart, and it's definitely not going to work like this. I always have to find a way to let her vent it."

Wu Liuyi walked back and forth a few steps, and said irritably, "I saw her like that just now, I really wanted to pull her out and beat her up, beat her hard, so that she would cry."

Shi Jin smiled wryly and said: "Liu Yi, don't talk harshly to me, that's your wife, you're really good at it? Besides, sometimes I really feel that Xiaoxiao is a bit like Sanduo, who does everything by himself. Bear with it, no one can do anything about her."

Wu Liuyi said: "That's right, who do you think is wrong for her to look like Xu Sanduo! I..." Without saying anything later, he practiced military boxing against the air, and he practiced hard. Punch after punch, full of anger, as if they really hit someone.

Shi Jin looked at him, then at the upstairs, and then heaved a deep sigh.

In the evening, Gao Miaomiao walked into Gao Liguang's room with the food in his hand. The lights in the room were not turned on, and everything was shrouded in darkness.Gao Miaomiao reached out her hand to turn on the light, and then she saw Gao Liguang sitting on the ground beside the bed, still maintaining her leg-crossing position, quietly, but obviously less angry.

Gao Miaomiao put the food in front of her and said, "Xiao Xiao, let's eat, it's already nine o'clock, and you haven't eaten yet."

Gao Liguang raised his head and looked at her, with a slightly pale smile, she said, "Sister, I'm not hungry."

Gao Miaomiao sighed, sat down next to her, and she said, "Xiao Xiao, I'm also your older sister."

Gao Liguang still smiled and said: "Sister, I know. I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me, and don't be too sad."

Gao Miaomiao looked at her, and after a while, she said: "Xiao Xiao, you are always like this, the more sad you are, the more you like to hide your own feelings with a smile. But I always want to tell you: if you Don’t laugh if you don’t want to, seeing you laughing like this will actually make us sadder.”

Gao Liguang finally suppressed her smile, and said in a bitter voice, "But sister, if I don't smile, what can I do? Besides, no matter what happens to me, sister Ruoruo won't survive, right? "

She said: "After my mother passed away, I worked hard to learn Chinese medicine from my father in order to protect my family with my own ability. No matter how hard or tiring the learning process was, I gritted my teeth and stood up. I will be able to protect you after I finish my studies. But I didn’t know until today that I am still powerless in the face of life and death, and I am powerless at all.”

Gao Miaomiao reached out to hug her and pressed her head to his shoulder, then she sighed deeply again.

There was a dead silence in the room.

When leaving the room, Gao Miaomiao turned her head and said to Gao Liguang: "Xiao Xiao, we will fly to Hangzhou tomorrow, you should go to bed early."

Gao Liguang said, "Sister, I won't go."

Gao Miaomiao looked at her, and said in a rare serious tone: "You know, you have to go." After speaking, she gently closed the door and left.

Gao Liguang stopped talking, she let go of her hands holding her legs, and reached out to pick up a photo frame thrown on the ground from her side.There is a photo embedded under the glass of the photo frame. In the photo, there are four girls standing together with sunny faces smiling.One is Gao Liguang, the other is Gao Miaomiao, and the other two are a pair of identical twin sisters.

Gao Miaomiao went downstairs, silently walked to a tea table and sat down.Shi Jin and Wu Liuyi walked over immediately.

Shi Jin asked: "Miao Miao, how is she?"

Gao Miaomiao shook her head and said, "She didn't eat, she said she wasn't hungry."

Wu Liuyi frowned and looked upstairs, he said, "I'll go see that girl."

But Gao Liguang was no longer in the room.

On the rooftop, Wu Liuyi found Gao Liguang here.Gao Liguang sat on the ground against the wall with his legs crossed, looking up at the stars in the sky.Hearing Wu Liuyi coming up, he didn't look back, but said in a flat tone, "Sister Ruoruo said that when a good person dies, he will become a star in the sky, looking at us twinkling in the sky."

Wu Liuyi walked in front of her, bent down and looked down at her, without speaking.

Gao Liguang continued: "Sister Ruoruo and I have known each other for 18 years and five months. That sentence was told to me the night she took me home after passing out in the wild. At that time, she was [-] I'm [-] years old, and I've just entered the first grade of elementary school." She spoke with a flat expression, without any trace of sadness or joy.

Wu Liuyi said: "Girl, don't talk about it. Come down with me to eat, and I will let you talk about it until dawn."

Gao Liguang laughed, and she said, "When it comes to dawn, do you think I'm a talker?"

Wu Liu couldn't see her smile, and he said, "Girl, what are you laughing at? What's so funny?"

Gao Liguang lowered her head and leaned on her knees. She said, "So what if I don't smile? I can't cry anymore, so Wu Liuyi, tell me, what can I do if I don't laugh?"

Wu Liuyi squatted down, approached Gao Liguang, and said, "So I told you to fight with me, and you can cry when it hurts, and you will feel better."

Gao Liguang pressed his hands on his chest, and said with a pale smile, "But I'm already in pain. It hurts inside!"

Wu Liuyi was silent, he didn't know how to comfort such a Gao Liguang, she was not his soldier, not one of those soldiers who got into trouble and was fined by him to run a few laps and then continued to jump around alive and well.

Seeing him like this, Gao Liguang continued to smile and said, "Wu Liuyi, I'll be fine, really. But now, can you watch the stars with me?"

Wu Liu nodded, then sat down next to her, put his arms around her shoulders, and let her rest her head on his shoulders.

The next day, Yuan Qi Yuan Mie put up a sign to suspend business, and the group took a plane to Hangzhou.

After leaving Xiaoshan Airport, he boarded the airport bus bound for the urban area. Gao Liguang became more and more silent as he got closer to the urban area.As soon as Wu Liu saw it, he hugged her shoulders tightly and let her lean on him.

When we arrived at Baixiao Country, a girl with a cold expression came out to open the door. The well-fitting police uniform added a bit of majesty to her demeanor.Seeing them, the girl nodded and let them into the house.

An enlarged photo with the same face as the girl who opened the door hangs on the wall of the living room. The difference is that the girl in the photo has a faint smile on her mouth, showing a completely different kind of temperament from the girl who opened the door.Seeing the photo, Gao Miaomiao sobbed again, and even Shi Jin couldn't help but turn his eyes red.

Wu Liu took a look at Gao Liguang, but she didn't respond, instead she was surprisingly calm.But the calmer she was, the more worried Wu Liuyi became.

There was no urn, and there was only a purple bamboo flute quietly placed under Bai Ruo's portrait - that was her favorite instrument during her lifetime, and it was the only thing she brought to the special police brigade, and now it was brought back in the form of a relic.

Seeing them all looking at the flute, Bai Xiaoguo said, "Ruo Ruo's tomb is in the martyrs' garden over there. We only brought back her relics." His voice was calm, but everyone looked at it. It can be concluded that he has just experienced the pain of losing his daughter, and he has not escaped from grief.

"Xiaoguo...you still have Xiaoyi, and we..." Gao Jing patted Bai Xiaoguo's shoulder comfortingly.

Bai Xiaoguo hugged Gao Jing, turned back and patted him on the shoulder and said, "Don't worry, I know all about it. And most importantly, I know that Ruoruo doesn't regret it—since she doesn't regret it, I have nothing to complain about." It's gone."

Gao Liguang has been looking at Bai Ruo's portrait, and then she suddenly asked: "Where is sister Ruoruo's ashes?"

"There are no ashes." Hei Yi said, her expression was still so cold, no trace of sadness or joy could be seen.

Gao Liguang then turned his eyes away from Bai Ruo's photo and looked elsewhere.She said, "Oh, I see."

Gao Miaomiao didn't understand the meaning, she winked at Gao Liguang reproachfully, and shouted: "Little!"

Shi Jin immediately grabbed her shoulders, signaling her not to blame Gao Liguang.

Because Bai Ruo's tomb is not in Hangzhou, no memorial service was held in Hangzhou.But occasionally, some of Bai Ruo's former colleagues would come to Bai's house to visit them.

These days Gao Liguang has been very quiet, but even more silent.Wu Liuyi finally couldn't take it anymore, so he dragged her to the edge of the West Lake early in the morning, and ran along the route they had run before.

After running around, Wu Liuyi said, "What's the use of thinking about her like this every day? Bai Ruo has already sacrificed, do you think she can come back to life with you like this?"

Gao Liguang was silent and did not answer.

Wu Liuyi grabbed her arm angrily, and said, "Girl, do you know what you have looked like these past few days? You are like a dead person who can breathe, what is the difference between you and a dead person now except that you can breathe ?”

Gao Liguang broke away from his hand, she said, "Don't pull me, it hurts."

Wu Liuyi said: "Does it hurt? Do you still know it hurts? Then you vent it out, vent it all out, and I, Wu Liuyi, will follow it up for you!"

Gao Liguang took a step back, and she said, "Wu Liuyi, I don't want to fight with you."

Wu Liuyi punched the air hard, and then kicked the air a few times.

Gao Liguang stood aside and watched quietly, and when he had vented his anger, she said, "Wu Liuyi, I want to visit my mother, you should go home first, I will go back by myself later .”

Wu Liuyi said, "I'll go with you."

Gao Liguang smiled slightly, and said, "I want to whisper something to my mother—don't worry, I'll go back when I'm done."

Wu Liuyi thought for a while, and then said, "Okay, then be careful, I'll wait for you at home."

Gao Liguang nodded, and the two broke up on the spot.

At noon, the phone of Origin and Mime rang.Hei Yi picked it up, it was a call from the Public Security Bureau.

Hei Yi rushed to the Public Security Bureau, and the policeman in charge told her that Gao Liguang had spotted a few thieves stealing while waiting at the bus station, so he acted bravely to help catch the thieves.But when it came to the process of catching the thief, the policeman showed a wry smile, and he said, "Your sister is really ruthless. The three thieves wanted to slash her with blades after she found out, but they were all killed." She dislocated her elbows, wrists, and knees in her legs—but then it's only a dislocation, or your sister is overdefensive."

While talking, the policeman brought Hei Yi to an office on the second floor of the public security building.Gao Liguang has finished recording his statement, and now he is sitting quietly on the side.

"Sister Heiyi." Seeing them coming in, Gao Liguang stood up and called out calmly.

Hei Yi walked over and said to the policeman sitting behind the desk next to Gao Liguang: "Comrade, I am her cousin. My name is Hei Yi, and this is my ID." She took out her police officer ID past.

The policeman looked at her police ID, shook hands with her, and returned it to her.The police said: "Based on the testimony of the witnesses at the scene, we can confirm that Gao Liguang's behavior is an act of righteousness. But it's better to take it easy in the future. You also know that if you are not careful, you may be overprotective. Okay. , she can go."

Hei Yi nodded, and she said, "Thank you, I will educate her."

After leaving the gate of the Public Security Bureau, Hei Yi pulled Gao Liguang into his arms.She gently pressed Gao Liguang's head on her shoulder, and said, "Don't hold back when you're sad."

Gao Liguang's tears finally fell.

At night, Gao Liguang sat in the room, gently stroking Bai Ruo's flute, and then she put the flute to her mouth, and played a tune intermittently.

Hei Yi leaned against the door of the room, listening to her quietly until the end of the song, then she came over, took the Zizhuxiao from Gao Liguang's hand, put it to her mouth, and played the song again coherently and smoothly come out.

Gao Liguang said: "Bandari's "Childhood", every time I hear it, I feel very empty and peaceful. This piece has always been the favorite of you and sister Ruoruo, and only you can play it so beautifully with the flute Perfect."

Hei Yi put down his flute and looked at Gao Liguang calmly.She said, "You already guessed that, right?"

Gao Liguang said: "I don't even have ashes, because she died to dismantle the bomb, right? I really wish I couldn't guess anything."

Hei Yi said: "This is a secret, and no one can know it when you leave that place. I don't know what kind of mission Ruoruo met to sacrifice, and you don't need to know. In fact, Ruoruo used to be very envious of you because you have None of us have the freedom. So Xiaoxiao, you just need to remember: you just need to continue to live happily in the future."

Gao Liguang looked up at her, and she said, "Sister Hei Yi, do you think it is possible for people to continue to be purely happy after experiencing the life and death of their loved ones?"

Hei Yi said: "You have already experienced it once. Since you can be happy after that time, it will be the same this time."

Gao Liguang nodded and said: "Yes, I have experienced it once, and it is a memory from a long time ago. I can hardly remember the painful feeling. God is really 'good', to let me Review it once, it is really unforgettable."

Hei Yi said: "This is what everyone must experience. In this world, no one can compensate you to the end. So when it's time to learn to forget, just learn to forget. Maybe you will be happier if you forget." She stood up and walked towards the door. When she reached the door, she suddenly turned around and said, "I will call the team to apply for the selection and go there. If you can't see me, you will think less about her, right?"

Gao Liguang stared at her blankly, and then she asked, "Does Uncle know about this?"

Hei Yi said: "He will know and will not object."

Gao Liguang asked: "Why?"

Hei Yi said: "I just want to go and have a look, to see what kind of place the place where she died for is."

Gao Liguang was silent for a few seconds, and then she said: "Then, sister, take care, don't imitate sister Ruoruo! Just like sister Miaomiao said, don't learn from the good and not from the bad."

Hei Yi nodded, curled up the corners of his mouth and smiled, and then gently closed the door.

A few days later, Hei Yi returned to work.After knowing her decision, Bai Xiaoguo did not object, but said: "Just make up your own mind, don't regret it."

So, Hei Yi left.Two months later, she was selected to join the special police brigade that Bai Ruo was in before his death.