i don't want to be your sister

Tears wet the clothes on Aze's chest little by little, and Aze could still feel the trembling of the person in his arms.

Although Aze's expression was not very fierce, Assistant Liu who was watching from the side wanted to tremble.Because he is very familiar with Aze, he knows that Aze is not easy to get angry, he is always so gentle and polite, considerate and obedient, but once he gets angry, although he doesn't show it on his face, the consequences...

When Ming Zhen's mood stabilized, Assistant Liu left quietly at some point, and there were only Ming Zhen and A Ze in the quiet alley.

Withdrew from A Ze's arms, Mingzhen looked at the big wet spot on A Ze's chest, a little embarrassed, recalled what she did when she was drunk, and couldn't help but dodge her eyes when she saw A Ze.

A Ze looked at Mingzhen in front of him, pitifully, his eyes were red like a bunny, and he was so pitiful.

Seeing Mingzhen's flickering eyes, Aze also thought of something.

"Brother, you already know what I mean..." Biting her lips, Mingzhen finally overcame the shyness in her heart and became firm.She knew that running away would not solve the problem, and it might make her lose him forever.

She wants to know his attitude.

As if waiting for the verdict, Ming Zhen didn't show it on her face, but her nerves were tense at the moment, she was afraid of accidentally mishearing any word A Ze said, so she didn't realize that her lips had been bitten.

"En." After waiting for a long time, Mingzhen only heard the word "En" from Aze's mouth, and Mingzhen couldn't help opening her eyes.The expression on Aze's face was too calm, and Mingzhen didn't get any answer from it at all.

Not wanting to just turn the page lightly, Mingzhen finally couldn't help asking, "So, what's your brother's answer?"

Carefully, without any coercion, just to get an answer.

Aze didn't know why Mingzhen liked him, but it didn't matter.

Mingzhen watched Aze slowly take out a letter from his bag, and handed it to him.

Mingzhen was puzzled for a moment and didn't move. Aze gestured with his eyes, and Mingzhen took the letter.

What could it be?

When Mingzhen saw that the letter was written by Cui Zeshou, she was a little puzzled. Why did my brother give me the letter for my brother?

Is the answer in there?

There is a letter and a photo in the envelope.

The moment Mingzhen saw the photo, she seemed to understand, and then hastily opened the letter.

**

Dear Cui Ze Liuduan:

See if you believe me.

It is very heartfelt and presumptuous to write this letter to you. I don't know if you can receive it.I don't know why, but I think you will definitely receive and read this letter.

Forgive my ramblings.

I'm your fan, from the very beginning.Seeing you step by step over the years and win awards one after another, I feel honored.Looking forward to creating better records from you.

In fact, I am also a reporter. Although you do not accept interviews, I strive to be an accompanying reporter every time you go abroad for competitions.

I don't know if you have any impression of me, if not, it doesn't matter.

For so many years, I have taken many photos of you during the game. In each of them, you are tired and lonely, and your eyes are full of alienation.

I used to think that this is the loneliness and eyesight that a talented chess player should have. Although it makes people sigh, there is no way.

However, one day, even I didn't know when I pressed the shutter, and I cleaned out a photo that surprised me.

It’s also a game, you sitting in front of the chessboard, the expression on your face is so soft, your eyes are so gentle, this kind of you makes me so strange, it’s like I’ve never known you, I haven’t followed you for a few years Same.

Then, I found that where your eyes were looking, it was a beautiful little girl, her eyes were as gentle as yours.

When I was holding this photo in the living room in a daze, my wife saw it, and she said, the boy's eyes are really like the eyes I looked at her back then.

Just as loving.

I love my wife very much, we have been married for more than 20 years, I still love her, love her ordinary, love her little temper, love her everything.

But I never understood how I looked at her eyes.

As soon as she said it, I understood that you must love the girl who is looking at you deeply, and I believe she loves you so much.

The way you look at each other makes others feel the sweetness.

……

I thought about it for a long time, and didn't know whether to send the photo to you, because it has the same meaning of collection for me, and finally I decided to send the photo to you, I know it may also be a very important memory for you.

I don’t know when all the negatives of the photos taken in China were missed. There is only one photo, and I hope it will be treasured.

your fans***

1986. 8, 18

**

When Mingzhen read the letter, doubts, surprises, heartache and smiles flashed in her eyes, so Aze could see through her without defense.

Receive the letter, Mingzhen has been looking at that photo, she likes this photo very much, she can get strength from this photo, she travels through time and space, and falls in love with Aze's power.

Tears slipped down so inadvertently, silently.

Aze lowered his head and gently kissed the tears at the corners of Mingzhen's eyes, "Don't cry."

Aze stretched out his arms to hug Mingzhen, and whispered in her ear——

Before I received this letter, I hadn't made my mind clear, and I was very entangled.After seeing the photos, I finally found my truest thoughts.Turns out I really, really like you.

Looking back on the first time I met you, I feel that our fate seems to be destined.You have given me a kindness that I have never understood, so I have opened my domain to let you inhabit it.

And the original resident seems to be just a passerby who warms me temporarily, and this territory has been waiting for a master to occupy it.

Then wait for you.

……

Under the starlight, in the dark alley, they hugged each other for a long, long time.

**

In the early morning, after Aze's father finished sweeping the alley, he sat on the doorstep and read today's newspaper.

After a cursory look, there was nothing serious about it.

Looking carefully, a certain supplement says that a man in Shuangmen Cave didn't pay attention to the ground in the middle of the night, accidentally stepped on the stolen manhole cover, fell down the sewer, became paralyzed, and is still lying in the hospital.

"Ah, sure enough, you have to watch the road carefully when you walk." Aze's father muttered to himself.

The weather is still fine today.

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