i don't want to be your sister

"Cui Ze [-]th dan? Cui Ze [-]th dan?" A young man shouted a few times and found that the person on the other side didn't respond, so he stretched out his hand and waved it in front of his eyes, "Cui Ze [-]th dan? It's your turn. "

Feeling that the air in front of him has changed, Aze finally came back to his senses, glanced at the young man, and smiled apologetically, "I'm a little uncomfortable today, so let's go down here!"

"It's okay, it's okay, you don't feel well, go and rest." The man waved his hand hastily.

Aze glanced at the messy chess table, he had no memory of when he played, he pursed his lips, got up and left.

It turned out to be sick, no wonder I think Cui Ze Liuduan is a bit strange today.When I played chess just now, I was completely out of shape and often lost my mind.

The man who played chess with Aze just now muttered to himself.

"Ah, I don't think I'm sick. The condition of Cui Ze's sixth stage started the day before yesterday." A sentence suddenly inserted next to it, startled the man.

"Oh, Li Hai, I was shocked." The young man was a little startled, still in shock, and then suddenly reacted, "You said that Cui Ze has been like this for a long time?"

"Yeah, yeah, I found out before."

……

The commotion on the young man's side had already attracted the attention of the chess player who was practicing next to him, so he stopped playing chess and began to gossip all of a sudden.

Where there are people, there is gossip.

In fact, I can’t blame them. The main reason is that Aze is very normal in the chess academy on weekdays. Besides playing chess, he still plays chess. Although it’s been a bit weird for the past one or two months, these two days are really weird. Their curiosity , Just like a pot of hot oil, the incident just now was a drop of water, and they couldn't help boiling.

"Tell me, has Cui Ze's sixth dan been in a relationship recently?" Chess player one.

"Ah, youth, youth, Cui Ze's sixth dan has also reached this age." Chess player two.

"No way, no way, only Go is the only thing Cui Ze loves in the sixth stage, and he still falls in love. Could it be that the iron tree is about to bloom." Chess player three.

At the door, Aze was a little distracted again when he heard the gossip coming from the chess room.

That night, he just sat in front of Mingzhen and thought about it all night, thinking a lot.He was probably sure that he liked Mingzhen.

But doesn't he like Deshan?

It's obvious that I started liking it at such a young age.I couldn't help being happy when I saw Deshan.

Does liking change?

Do I really like Deshan?

yes, I'm sure.Aze gave the answer in his heart.

Am I falling in love with other men so easily?

However, Mingzhen really touched my heart.It wasn't brought by □□, it was the real heartbeat.

In the past few days, various questions of this kind flashed through Aze's mind. There were tortures to the soul and heart, some incomprehensible puzzles, and many, many things that he had never thought of before.

He was very distressed, so even in the chess academy he couldn't calm down and play chess seriously.

Mingzhen was very drunk, and she hasn't really woken up since she fell asleep that night.The stamina of rice wine is really amazing.

Hearing Mingzhen's drunken talk, Aze's heart was in a mess.

Does Mingzhen really like him?Is it love for men?

Was it drunk talking nonsense?

Or is it just pure possessiveness towards my brother?

why did she kiss me

why?

why?

A Ze's face was full of tangles, and even the usually clear eyes that Ming Zhen was obsessed with were stained with confusion.Like a deer lost in the mountains and forests, running around wildly, panicked but still can't find a way out.

"Aze, why are you standing there stupidly at the door? Aren't you going in?" Assistant Liu held a stack of envelopes in his hand, and said when he saw Aze.

Standing still, he heard the lively chatter coming from the chess room, glanced at A Ze's expression, Assistant Liu listened carefully to the content again, and his face became very strange.

He has worked in the chess academy for six or seven years, and he has never seen such a lively conversation, in such a sacred and quiet place in the chess room.

And the protagonist of their conversation actually listened here for a long time, Assistant Liu held back his desire to join, and secretly sweated for the people inside, hey, won't be hated by Aze.

Well, for a simple person like Aze, definitely not.Assistant Liu immediately dismissed the idea of ​​holding grudges.

"Ah Ze, shall we sit in the rest room?" Assistant Liu didn't know that his voice was so flattering and his expression was so awkward.He wasn't one of those caught gossiping.

Illusion, illusion.Assistant Liu kept giving himself psychological hints.

"Yeah." Ace nodded.

"You, have you encountered any troubles recently? You look very confused." As A Ze's assistant, caring about his physical and mental health is a necessary job.Liu Dutiful Not Afraid of Death The assistant asked carefully.

"Ah, it's nothing." Aze didn't plan to tell others about him.He didn't like to talk about this kind of problem with others, let alone his sister, he was more cautious.

"Oh, that's fine." Assistant Liu still knows what enough is enough, and suddenly he seemed to remember something, and handed the stack of envelopes in his hand to Ze, "This is all letters from your fans, you You can take a look."

Aze took out the envelope and nodded.

"I'm going out first, you can call me if you have anything to do." Assistant Liu still couldn't bear the low pressure around Aze at the moment, and slipped away smartly.

There are about twelve or thirteen envelopes in this stack, and the covers are various, cute, elegant, plain...

Since Aze became famous, he has received letters from all over the country and perhaps from abroad every day, but he has rarely opened any of them.Because he felt that it was a waste of time, he hoped to spend more time on Go.

Although I am a little sorry for the fan's feelings, but such a dedicated Aze is what they like.

This time, Aze carefully opened the letters one by one.

——Cui Ze Liuduan Hello, I am ***, I really like you, please continue to work hard!

……

Some of these letters are encouraging and cheering, some describe how his existence has brought them changes, and some are asking questions about Go...

Aze read every letter carefully, and he felt that these letters gave him great warmth and strength at this moment.

what--

Aze opened the last letter.

His eyes widened, and for a moment Aze felt that he had seen the answer.

The author has something to say:

He never thought about Mingzhen's feelings for Mingzhen before Daoming. He thought it was just a younger sister, but if it was just a younger sister, he would not have the previous grievance and loss.

A Ze took a small flower, tore off one petal, "I like Mingzhen", and tore off the other petal, "I like Deshan"... The petals fell all over the ground...