i don't want to be your sister

Once again set foot on the land of China, watching the people coming and going at the airport, and listening to the familiar Mandarin, Ming Zhen felt mixed feelings in her heart, deeply feeling that things are right and people are wrong.

It has been a long time since the game that day, and Mingzhen also ushered in her first summer vacation.

After that day, Mingzhen knew that something had changed, but she still stubbornly kept getting close to Aze under cover.

escape?

In fact, she has never dared to face up to her feelings in her heart, and kept lying to herself, because from the moment she fell into his arms for the first time, she began to fall step by step, unable to escape.She boiled the frog in warm water with gentleness and habit, but the frog didn't notice the change in the water temperature, but the water temperature kept rising with its body temperature.

Exchange true feelings with sincerity.

Mingzhen knows that Aze has been pampering herself, but she also knows that the girl Deshan is also very important to Aze.

So, let things take their course.After that day, Ming Zhen got along with A Ze with this attitude for several months.

This time, Aze came to China to compete, and Mingzhen happened to be on vacation, so she finally couldn't help but come back to take a look. Even though they are not in the same time and space, Mingzhen still has a deep nostalgia for the land of China.

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After being settled in the Shangri-La Hotel, Mingzhen felt physically and mentally exhausted. After lying on the bed for a while, she knocked on the door of Aze's room, "Brother, are you hungry? Let's go eat!"

"Ka da." The door opened, revealing A Ze's expressionless face.

Mingzhen choked for breath, then returned to her natural state, "Brother?"

Mingzhen had only seen this kind of Aze on TV in her previous life, and after meeting him for the first time, she still felt that he was a little strange like this.

"I'm not hungry, you go and eat." Aze's familiar voice sounded, but it was a little alienated.

"Oh, good." Nodding, the door closed.Mingzhen was stunned at the door, a little at a loss.

After a long time, she took a small breath, feeling a little depressed, and suddenly felt that she had no appetite, and she fell straight onto the bed when she returned to the room.

When there is no dream, it is morning.

When Mingzhen opened her eyes, she was a little dazed, but then became sober—this is China.Last night, I seemed to lose my temper.

Covering her face with her hands and calming down, Mingzhen went to borrow the hotel's kitchen and cooked a bowl of dumplings.

"Dong dong dong..." Mingzhen knocked on the door of A Ze's room again, "Brother, are you awake? I prepared breakfast for you."

Aze opened the door, still the same as yesterday, not in a high mood, he glanced at Mingzhen's forgiving and expectant eyes, and couldn't say anything to refuse.

After entering the door, Mingzhen put the tray on the table, glanced over the bedside table, and sure enough saw the bag containing sleeping pills, she was silent for a while, without saying anything.

Watching Aze finish his breakfast quietly, Mingzhen asked, "I'm going to the waiting room later, right?"

"Ah."

"Dong dong dong—Aze, we are leaving." The president's voice came.

When I opened the door, I saw everyone waiting outside, the president, Assistant Liu, and a few reporters.

Follow the president and his party and get on the elevator.

In the elevator, "Mingzhen, how was your rest place last night?" the president asked.

"Very well, thank you uncle for your concern." Mingzhen thanked, "I'll follow you this time, and I hope you won't disturb me too much."

"It's okay, with you here, Aze is willing to eat breakfast. In the past, Aze would not eat no matter how much he persuaded him on the day of the competition."

Ming Zhen glanced at the silent A Ze, and smiled politely.

As soon as the elevator opened, I heard the constant sound of pressing the shutter and saw the dazzling flashing lights.Mingzhen stood there in a daze, Aze had stepped out first, the president followed closely behind, and Assistant Liu protected Aze, keeping the reporters out of his body.

Ming Zhen just followed behind, watching those reporters pushing towards A Ze with cameras and microphones, A Ze said nothing.

Mingzhen opened her mouth, as if a lump was stuck in her throat, but there was no sound.Just watched Aze being escorted to the waiting room by the president and Assistant Liu, and then the door was closed, inside and outside, two worlds.

There is only Aze inside the door, and Mingzhen and thousands of hustle and bustle outside the door.

After Aze entered, the crowded reporters dispersed like a tide.Finally, Mingzhen's weak figure was revealed, and Mingzhen just quietly stared at the closed door.

This scene seems familiar.

"Mingzhen, Aze will lock himself in the waiting room before the game, please sit down for a while." Assistant Liu called Mingzhen.

"Yeah." It's really like, like the time Deshan accompanied Aze to China.The same silent Aze, the same crazy reporter, the same powerlessness.

At that time, Mingzhen felt that Deshan came to China with Aze just to have fun, and did not help Aze at all. Her powerlessness at that time made Mingzhen feel that she was useless, but in the end Deshan did a good job silently. But she, she, Han Mingzhen, is as powerless as Deshan, even worse than Deshan's careful care.

Bowing his head, keeping silent, unable to see the expression on his face, Assistant Liu looked at Mingzhen like this and gave up talking.

Mingzhen is trapped in her own inner world, constantly loathing herself, not knowing the passage of time.When Aze came out to prepare for the competition, she suddenly stood up and passed Aze.

smoke?

Mingzhen's nose moved, it was very faint, but it really smelled like smoke.

It turned out that he was already smoking at this time.

Aze was once again surrounded by reporters. At this time, he was wearing a pair of gold-rimmed glasses and looked even calmer.He ignored the reporter who was holding up the microphone, thinking about his sister who just passed by, she didn't seem to have much energy.Wanted to look back, but finally held back.

Aze's figure disappeared inside the gate, and the game should start.Everyone was standing or sitting in the corridor, waiting for the result.

Waiting is really a difficult thing.

Hour after hour passed, and the door didn't move at all, whether you looked at it or not, it still didn't move.

Mingzhen thought, maybe she won't accompany him to the competition again.

The him before the game made her too strange, and she didn't like to see him like that, so far away from him.But she didn't want to ask him to change anything. He was under enough pressure. All she could do was pray silently in the distance and wait for his triumphant return.

In an instant, Ming Zhen gave up the idea of ​​skipping a grade and going home to study on her own, and by the way, be A Ze's assistant.Before accompanying him to China, Mingzhen had already made up her mind, but this trip still changed her mind.

After all, she is still weak.She just hoped to be looked at by A Ze with doting eyes all the time, she couldn't bear his alienation, even if this alienation was meaningless.

After waiting for too long, the door finally opened, and someone came out and said that the game was over and they could take pictures and interviews.

The president and Assistant Liu went up to ask the person in charge about the result of the competition, and after a while, the president laughed, and then regained his composure.Looking at such a president, Mingzhen knew the result, turned her head, looked through the crowd, and found that person all at once.

Aze also turned around and looked out the door, and met Mingzhen's eyes with an intoxicating smile. For a moment, Mingzhen felt that all the negative emotions after coming to China were healed.

Great brother.

Mingzhen expressed her joy with her mouth.

"Crack." This scene was recorded by a reporter.

The author has something to say:

As soon as I closed my eyes and opened them, it took me an hour and a half. I was really shocked. Fortunately, I was not late~

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