The general attack is coming: the difficult editor-in-chief is online

There are actually many little secrets about Shen Nanyan, which he has never revealed.

Lin Yufeng knew about that person's existence, but he didn't know what kind of entanglement they had.

What he saw was that after that person left, Shen Nanyan was devastated, as if his soul had been taken away, and he became more and more decadent.

If possible, Shen Nanyan himself didn't want to become like this.

The departure of some people really dealt him a big blow.

He has always wanted to prove himself, and when he finally found the opportunity, the person who wanted to see him grow was no longer there.

Among them, it is self-evident what kind of blow he will receive.

Many things are all over before they have time to touch them.

This is not what he wants at all. For many things in the world, if you care about right or wrong, you have already lost.

But what Shen Nanyan didn't understand was why all this happened to him.

He also complained about others, but in the end, he couldn't help but give up.

Some people's choices are unpredictable to him, and he doesn't want to think so much about them anymore.

The person who is destined to part, no matter how hard he tries to save him, he can't stop him from leaving.

"At that time, I didn't keep you, not because I didn't love you, but because I wanted to live with more dignity. I knew that you would not come back, but I still hoped to see you again in my heart. But now, I can only look at your photos to recall everything we have experienced. I don't know where you are, and I don't know what you want to do. But I know in my heart that the relationship between you and me has long been drawn I'm the one who will affect your future, I remember everything you said at that time, but unfortunately, I can't let it go. "

"I am obsessed with the past and entangled in the past, but I just think about where I am not good enough. I thought I could be so good that you don't care about everything, but now it seems that I was wrong. No matter what I become, so For you, it doesn't matter. That's because, from the beginning, I was not the person you wanted. "

He didn't understand this truth until the end.

He had been kept a secret for such a long time, and he didn't know how to speak about many things.

Only then did Shen Nanyan feel that he was such a fool, he had been deceived by one person for so long, and in the end, he was the one who was secretly hurting himself.

But why are you just unwilling to let go? Obviously, you can have a better life.

He is always on the same tree, even if he is hanged, he is willing.

Shen Nanyan hated himself for being like this. He wanted to kill himself many times, but he gave up.

Regardless of the past, there are still memories.

He thought that time can always make him forget everything, forget that person, even if he can't be together, occasionally recalling, at least he has experienced it, that's enough.

But later, he understood that as long as he was unwilling to come out for a day, this matter was not over.

The evil relationship between him and that person has always existed.

Even if he finds his other half in the future, some places in his heart will still be occupied.

This was the thing that troubled him the most, no matter how much he did, it was still not worth the persistence in his heart.

What is it all about?