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Have you ever loved someone in this life?

If he hadn't met Shen Nanyan, he might not know what love is.

At that time, I also didn't understand why my eyes were full of him at the age of first love.

Later, I realized that it was love.

But ever since I found out, I kept it deep in my heart, and I never told Shen Nanyan about it.

I think that's like blasphemy, like you know a lot of things are impossible, but you still want to be delusional.

So I have been waiting, thinking, waiting and waiting, always able to find my own place.

But I don't want to just let it go. At that time, I felt that I was very serious.

So serious that even thinking so much, there is no way to become a reality.

Later, it took me a long time to make sure that I didn't really just let it go.

Then I finally understood that in this world, the best life is to protect.

I am a smart person, and it took me a long time to realize that no matter what time it is, I will not let go of this person.

If that's the case, it's better to be by his side all the time.

So for such a long time, that's what I've planned. No matter how many thoughts I have, I still have to use my own thoughts to get back the old thoughts.

If there is any emotion hidden in it, there is none, let alone so much.

I don't need to think about it myself, but later, many accidents happened.

When I learned that Shen Nanyan and Qin Zhifeng were together, I was very disappointed. Before I opened my mouth, I thought he might not like a man.

I always thought he liked women, but he always surprised people when he did things. Even if it was clear, I didn't feel much shock. The only regret is that the person is not me.

After that, out of selfishness, I went to investigate Qin Zhifeng.

I found that this person is not as glamorous as he appears on the surface, and there are many secrets hidden behind him.

I don't know if Shen Nanyan is clear, I kind of want to tell him, but I feel like I'm trying to sow discord, so let's forget it later.

After all, I still didn't dare to say this sentence. Later, I finally understood that his liking was not so perfunctory.

At that time, I didn't dare to give too much evaluation to Qin Zhifeng.

I was afraid that what I said would affect my relationship with him.

At that time I retreated, and many problems occurred after that.

I don't know how these two people got along with each other, but when I found out later that they broke up, I was a little relieved.

But during those days, he was very sad.

When I look at it, I feel distressed as well.

But I can't comfort him, I can only wait for him to get out of that shadow by himself.

Emotional matters cannot be forced, and because I know this truth well, I have never dared to express my emotions.

I'm afraid that if I say this, he will treat me differently.

So I was timid, but I never thought that sometimes, just a single thought can decide many things.

But by the time I understood, it was already too late.

The rest, no matter how many futures there are, will not be between me and him.

The person he likes is not me. When I understood, I knew I had no chance.

From childhood to adulthood, I have been by his side like an older brother. Perhaps since then, there has been nothing else.

I followed him for a long time, watching him step by step to what he is today.

Accompany him through the most decadent years, and see that he no longer has to be as depraved as he was at the beginning.

From then on, I felt that no matter what, as long as he thought of this, no matter what he was going to do, at least that was his idea, no matter what every decision he made, I would support him .

This is the only thing I can do for him, and I can't think of anything else I can do for him.

I'm not that powerful, let alone as powerful as I thought.

In other words, he made me, without him I would not be where I am today.

But there is no thank you between the two of us, that's not for us.

Later, when he met the person who was worth protecting for the rest of his life, he felt a little pain in his heart, but he was still very happy.

His emotional world is too difficult. I have seen him do a lot of things along the way, but none of them are for himself.

I also thought that he was a little decisive.

But after seeing the two of them together, a smile began to appear on his face, and I knew I was wrong.

Seeing him so happy made me feel right to let go.

In this life, I just hope that he can live happily and not be disturbed by anything.

Before that incident, I really didn't find a better way to talk to him, but I thought, since I've come all the way here, I still need to have an explanation.

That night, I said what was in my heart, and I immediately felt relieved.

In front of him, all the liking for more than ten years has been said.

I never thought about the future, I just felt that since it was so difficult to get here all the way, I should believe that all the stories will be settled in the end.

Since I never thought of causing him any trouble, I just didn't think that everything would show up to me in the end.

I will be with him until the day he doesn't need me.

In this life, I have never become worried about gains and losses because I fell in love with someone.

He is the first and the last.

I know that in my life, I will never meet someone as good as him again.

Ever since I was a child, I have wanted many things, but only at this time, I feel that I am truly alive.

Met him, met the most beautiful youth.

Probably many people may not understand why I do this, but I never thought about getting anything.

It's enough for me to watch from a distance.

I wish him well, even better than I wish myself.

I thought about it for a long time, and I still felt that you should have your own life, and I shouldn't bother you, so from that time on, I figured it out, whether it's the beginning or the end, I should do it right from the beginning to the end.

I don't know what other people should do to prove this when they are thinking about this.

Whether it is the beginning or the end, no matter what, I don't think there is any better way.

But seeing you like this, I understand. For the rest of the time, I have thought about many kinds of pictures, but I just don't quite understand what you want.

Later, all my wishes came to nothing, so I just let it go and stopped thinking about it.

I'll wait for my best, and the rest, and not think about it at all.

Later, I felt that you were too real. If you hadn't experienced so much, maybe everything could be done again.

But in my eyes, whether it is right or wrong, as long as it is what you want to do, it is right.

I don't have so much right and wrong in my eyes, I just like to do what I want to do, if this is considered wrong, then it's really nothing.

I have lived for more than twenty years, and I can finally know what is missing in my heart.

Later, I discovered that no matter how many years I have passed through, for me, the deepest memory is always in my heart.

After thinking about it, I still felt that letting it go would be my fulfillment.

Between you and me, it's better to be brothers.

You won't hide so many things from me, and I won't think about what I haven't done yet.

On this day, I can sincerely bless you, no matter what time it is, I will always be by your side.

Watching you, worry-free every year.

This is what I want to do most in my heart. As for the career and the future, it is really not that important to me.

Only after you have had a love will you know what you want.

After loving once and being crazy once, I finally understand what the final ending will be like.

Of course, I never fight unprepared. After thinking so much, I just feel that in this story, no matter how many relationships there are, it is meaningless.

I think about it, and in the end, I will still find the original direction.

The direction of the heart is the direction of home.

I can know what I want.

But in the future, I still have to go on.

To have a concern and a nostalgia is the luckiest thing for me.

Since then, no matter how many stories there are, for me, I have no idea.

May you have a very happy life every day. I am willing to accompany you through all things and protect you from all wind and rain.

As long as you don't get hurt, that's the best for me.

I used to think that every day, I would have my own fantasy dream, which existed in hope.

When I wake up every day, I can still see what the future will look like.

After that, no matter what it is, there will be no fear of the storm.

You and I are people from two different worlds. I can understand that every day is beautiful, but the feeling in my heart has never changed.

I know, for you, there is always only one person in your eyes.

At that time, I think, I am the happiest.

After that, no matter how many stories there are, they are not as important to me as you.

Future scenery, walk with you.

Live up to your love in this life.

I will tell you what I want to say. From now on, the sea and the sky will be vast, and you will have to walk alone.

Remember, always happy, always happy.