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Chapter 286: Wait for me
Gu Ansen felt that Jian Chen was saying a lot of inexplicable words, which he couldn't understand, but felt that those words were for himself for no reason.
But what the senior wants has nothing to do with me.
He suddenly felt that he must have thought too much, and he must have not seen each other for a long time, so he had hallucinations.
Jian Chen can get whatever he wants, firstly, he doesn't need his help, and secondly, he doesn't need to compete with him for a job.
With his academic qualifications, no matter where he goes, someone will ask for it.
There is simply no comparison between the two of them. Gu Ansen's greatest wish is to wait until the old man returns, tell him his little thoughts, and then tell him what he has done all these years.
No matter how long it is to wait, he will always wait.
"After all, it's the senior's own business. I'm just asking casually. It doesn't matter if you don't tell me, but I'm still very happy. I can work with the senior in the same place in the future."
When I was still in school, I thought that Jian Chen was very talented. How should I put it, he knows how to figure out his thoughts, and he can make all the teachers happy, which is also a skill.
Compared with Jian Chen, Gu Ansen is a bit more dull, always studying, as if he has endless books to read and a lot of things to do.
No matter at any time, as long as you see him, he must have a book in his hand.
Even Jian Chen always laughed at him as a bookworm.
But Gu Ansen relied on this tenacity to make it all the way to where he is today.
Being able to stand out among so many graduates is not without reason.
He dared to work hard and fight for his future without any fear.
No matter how big the challenge is, he can handle it.
This may be Gu Ansen's strength, and it is also the reason why he has been able to get to where he is today.
"Actually, among the students in that class, I admire you the most. You are courageous, courageous, and able to take on important responsibilities. I knew it from the time I first met you. One day, you will achieve something. Big deal."
Jian Chen said, and looked at Gu Ansen.
"Do you know? I have inquired about you in many ways, and I know that you are doing well, so I didn't bother you. I thought that one day I will come back here, and we will meet again. Since this is the case, I might as well tell you all the past in front of you."
Jian Chen withdrew his gaze, not knowing where he turned.
He has worked hard abroad for so many years. On the one hand, he wants to learn more knowledge for his future. On the other hand, he wants to avoid certain things.
When facing Gu Ansen, he didn't say a lot of things.
In his heart, what kind of things are concealed, probably only he himself knows.
"Actually, I am far less brilliant than you seem on the surface. You and I know that in our line of work, we do things that are life-threatening. If we are not careful, we may lose our lives. In fact, I am not afraid. , when some choices are made, I already know what kind of consequences I will bear. It is precisely because I have suddenly figured out many things through the past few years. I am not afraid of death, but I think that even if I have to leave this world one day , I also think that I have completed what I have always wanted to do in my heart, so after careful consideration, I decided to come back."
Jian Chen paused, took a sip of tea, and then continued, "I've only realized now that I used to be such a jerk, and after so long, the paths I've taken are all wrong, and I don't have the same shadow as before. "
"How come, they all said that seniors are the pride of the school. Even now, when you go back to school, people are still talking about you."
Gu Ansen did not forget that when he went back last time, Jian Chen's name could be heard everywhere.
His existence cannot be surpassed by others.
He has walked a path different from anyone else, and what he has done is beyond the envy of others.
It is because of his strength and being able to be unique among many people that he has been appreciated by the above.
He was able to gain access to participation rights in major cases because his ability attracted the attention of others.
Jian Chen did have capital, on this point, Gu Ansen never doubted it.
His senior is always so proud.
Any decision he makes has a unique reason, which can make people be persuaded inadvertently and follow his command.
Thinking about what the senior said to him at the beginning, it made him walk towards the sun all the way to the present.
On the road of life, Jian Chen did give him a lot of encouragement.
"What kind of pride? It's just talking to others. In fact, if it were you, it could also be pride. It's just that you gave up your quota to go abroad. You don't know. At the beginning, the old professor was the most proud He thinks that although you are not that smart, you are the most conscientious among the many students. If you take time, you will definitely achieve something. But you didn't even think about it, so you rejected him directly. When I went back to see him once, he asked me, I have such a good relationship with you, do you know what you think? He said that he had taught and taught all his life, and he had seen many people of all kinds, but I have never met you like this before, and handed over a great opportunity to give up."
Speaking of this, Jian Chen's trademark bright smile appeared on his face again.
Even the old professor, when he mentioned Gu Ansen, he looked like he hated iron and steel. No one knew what kind of wishful thinking Gu Ansen was planning at that time.
But it is true that he rejected this hard-won opportunity.
Hearing Jian Chen's words, the expression on Gu Ansen's face didn't change much, he just said softly, "I think foreign countries may not be suitable for me, firstly, I'm not used to living there, and also I don't want to leave this land."
"The reason?"
Jian Chen seemed to really want to know what kind of story was hidden behind Gu Ansen's disguised face, but he never said it, not even a single word.
According to the psychology he has studied for so many years, it is easy to know from Gu Ansen's facial expression that there must be something in his heart that he is hiding, or that he has some secrets that cannot be revealed.
He also inquired in many ways, but no one knew, which made him very frustrated, and he had never been so embarrassed in his life.
"It's nothing, maybe it's because of my own reasons, senior, you know that I'm not very good at dealing with others, once I get in touch with them for a long time, it will easily affect my emotions, in our line of work, The ups and downs of emotions should not be too great, otherwise, it is easy to make wrong judgments, and the consequences are not something we can bear."
Gu Ansen's explanation was perfect, even seamless.
But from Jian Chen's point of view, this was just a speech he had prepared long ago, no matter who it was, he would answer like this.
He's not the most special one, hasn't been and probably won't be in the future.
He can carefully test what other people are thinking, but the only one he can't see through is Gu Ansen.
Gu Ansen is sometimes enthusiastic and sometimes indifferent. He is the most serious when handling a case, and he can put all his personal affairs behind him without distraction.
It was because of this that his performance improved so quickly, and he became the captain at a young age.
His command ability is not bad at all. If he hadn't given up the opportunity to study abroad, he might be the one standing at the top today.
In fact, in Gu Ansen's heart, there can only be one reason for not going abroad.
Here, there is someone he wants to protect. If he leaves, what should he do if that person can't find him? He will be anxious, and he will not become a burden to others, let alone make him worry.
Even in the time when he is not around, Gu Ansen will take good care of himself, and one day, Gu Ansen can stand in front of him, hug him, and feel his breath.
Gu Ansen didn't know how long this kind of life would last, but he subtly changed his position in his heart. He was no longer the young man who knew nothing about the world. Now he is so old that people can't believe it.
"It seems that many things have happened to you over the years. Anyway, I have nothing to do today. Why don't you talk to me. I joined this police force and heard your name. They all It is said that although you are young, you dare to fight and fight hard. You can get what you are today not by virtue of acquired strength, but by your own strength. You don't know how happy I was when I heard those words. I almost I rushed forward and told them that this is my junior, in this world, there are only things he doesn't want to do, and there is nothing he can't do."
"Senior's words are a bit exaggerated. There are still many things I can't do. It's just that I don't want to think about it. Anyway, in my opinion, it's useless to think so much. It's better to be quiet. Quietly do what is in front of me, one day, we will all get what we want. As long as you work hard, nothing is impossible, don’t you think, senior?”
Gu Ansen no longer had the innocence of the past, but in his heart, it was still the same and hadn't changed.
As a result, Jian Chen felt that the distance between himself and Gu Ansen was getting farther and farther.
They used to be in the same campus at the beginning, and they were good friends who talked about everything.
Anything can be shared and communicated with each other.
But now, maybe the edges and corners have been smoothed by time, and there is no trace of the original one at all.
But this is also good, at least, you don't have to think about it, this kind of solution is the most perfect.
Anyway, now Ling Feiyang really doesn't have any thoughts. In front of Gu Ansen, he can't express his emotions so clearly, because he will be discovered, but anyone who has eyes can probably see it.
Jian Chen seriously looked at Gu Ansen who was sitting in front of him. His elementary school brother still had clear eyebrows, and his handsome face still looked a little immature. The look of vicissitudes.
He knew that his junior was always the most beautiful scenery no matter what time it was.
When Gu Ansen was around, the return rate was the highest.
I knew before that Gu Ansen was very good-looking, whether it was from the front or from the side, it could make people unable to take their eyes off.
"Senior, what are you looking at?"
Feeling Jian Chen's fiery gaze, Gu Ansen seemed a little embarrassed, so he could only ask.
"I didn't look at anything, just to see if you have changed after so many years, but now it seems that you are still the same as before."
Jian Chen concealed his emotions for a while, and then turned his gaze elsewhere.
"How about it, have you had a girlfriend in the past few years?"
In fact, this is what Jian Chen cares about the most, but he can't just ask it so obviously, otherwise it will be too deliberate.
Gu Ansen lowered his head, thought for a while, and then spoke again, "No, I've been living alone all this time."
Saying that I am alone is not because I am waiting.
All of his heart's direction in his life was for that man who disappeared without a trace when he was young.
Except for a pen, he didn't leave any thoughts for him.
"When you were in college, you were always by yourself. No matter how many girls handed you love letters, you didn't even read them. You were really like the professor said, quietly becoming a nerd. So, what is your plan in your heart, your age will not be too young in a few years, and you should reach the age of marriage and childbirth, so you can't be so willful."
Jian Chen has studied psychology, and every word he says is probing, wanting to see Gu Ansen's attitude.
After listening to Jian Chen's words, Gu Ansen smiled, "I have never thought about getting married and having children. A person who has no name and surname and was an orphan since childhood, I don't have much feeling about these things anymore."
When Jian Chen heard this, he was a little happy in his heart, but it was not so obvious.
He is single, and he has no idea whether he is married and has children, that is to say, he actually doesn't care whether the other half is a man or a woman.
This kind of cognition makes Jian Chen more happy than letting Jian Chen solve a major criminal case.
At this moment, he suddenly became a little at a loss. He didn't know what to say, and he didn't know what attitude to use to face Gu Ansen.
In the past, Jian Chen only regarded him as his elementary school brother, but now, he feels that he likes him.
It took him three years to digest this matter, and then it took him a long time to be sure that he really liked it.
So when he graduated, he disappeared, it was because he ran away in despair.
He didn't dare to face Gu Ansen, he was afraid that his attitude would scare Gu Ansen.
There are three words, which is a kind of taboo in this society. If it is buried deep in my heart, it is nothing, but if it is said, all feelings will deteriorate.
But what the senior wants has nothing to do with me.
He suddenly felt that he must have thought too much, and he must have not seen each other for a long time, so he had hallucinations.
Jian Chen can get whatever he wants, firstly, he doesn't need his help, and secondly, he doesn't need to compete with him for a job.
With his academic qualifications, no matter where he goes, someone will ask for it.
There is simply no comparison between the two of them. Gu Ansen's greatest wish is to wait until the old man returns, tell him his little thoughts, and then tell him what he has done all these years.
No matter how long it is to wait, he will always wait.
"After all, it's the senior's own business. I'm just asking casually. It doesn't matter if you don't tell me, but I'm still very happy. I can work with the senior in the same place in the future."
When I was still in school, I thought that Jian Chen was very talented. How should I put it, he knows how to figure out his thoughts, and he can make all the teachers happy, which is also a skill.
Compared with Jian Chen, Gu Ansen is a bit more dull, always studying, as if he has endless books to read and a lot of things to do.
No matter at any time, as long as you see him, he must have a book in his hand.
Even Jian Chen always laughed at him as a bookworm.
But Gu Ansen relied on this tenacity to make it all the way to where he is today.
Being able to stand out among so many graduates is not without reason.
He dared to work hard and fight for his future without any fear.
No matter how big the challenge is, he can handle it.
This may be Gu Ansen's strength, and it is also the reason why he has been able to get to where he is today.
"Actually, among the students in that class, I admire you the most. You are courageous, courageous, and able to take on important responsibilities. I knew it from the time I first met you. One day, you will achieve something. Big deal."
Jian Chen said, and looked at Gu Ansen.
"Do you know? I have inquired about you in many ways, and I know that you are doing well, so I didn't bother you. I thought that one day I will come back here, and we will meet again. Since this is the case, I might as well tell you all the past in front of you."
Jian Chen withdrew his gaze, not knowing where he turned.
He has worked hard abroad for so many years. On the one hand, he wants to learn more knowledge for his future. On the other hand, he wants to avoid certain things.
When facing Gu Ansen, he didn't say a lot of things.
In his heart, what kind of things are concealed, probably only he himself knows.
"Actually, I am far less brilliant than you seem on the surface. You and I know that in our line of work, we do things that are life-threatening. If we are not careful, we may lose our lives. In fact, I am not afraid. , when some choices are made, I already know what kind of consequences I will bear. It is precisely because I have suddenly figured out many things through the past few years. I am not afraid of death, but I think that even if I have to leave this world one day , I also think that I have completed what I have always wanted to do in my heart, so after careful consideration, I decided to come back."
Jian Chen paused, took a sip of tea, and then continued, "I've only realized now that I used to be such a jerk, and after so long, the paths I've taken are all wrong, and I don't have the same shadow as before. "
"How come, they all said that seniors are the pride of the school. Even now, when you go back to school, people are still talking about you."
Gu Ansen did not forget that when he went back last time, Jian Chen's name could be heard everywhere.
His existence cannot be surpassed by others.
He has walked a path different from anyone else, and what he has done is beyond the envy of others.
It is because of his strength and being able to be unique among many people that he has been appreciated by the above.
He was able to gain access to participation rights in major cases because his ability attracted the attention of others.
Jian Chen did have capital, on this point, Gu Ansen never doubted it.
His senior is always so proud.
Any decision he makes has a unique reason, which can make people be persuaded inadvertently and follow his command.
Thinking about what the senior said to him at the beginning, it made him walk towards the sun all the way to the present.
On the road of life, Jian Chen did give him a lot of encouragement.
"What kind of pride? It's just talking to others. In fact, if it were you, it could also be pride. It's just that you gave up your quota to go abroad. You don't know. At the beginning, the old professor was the most proud He thinks that although you are not that smart, you are the most conscientious among the many students. If you take time, you will definitely achieve something. But you didn't even think about it, so you rejected him directly. When I went back to see him once, he asked me, I have such a good relationship with you, do you know what you think? He said that he had taught and taught all his life, and he had seen many people of all kinds, but I have never met you like this before, and handed over a great opportunity to give up."
Speaking of this, Jian Chen's trademark bright smile appeared on his face again.
Even the old professor, when he mentioned Gu Ansen, he looked like he hated iron and steel. No one knew what kind of wishful thinking Gu Ansen was planning at that time.
But it is true that he rejected this hard-won opportunity.
Hearing Jian Chen's words, the expression on Gu Ansen's face didn't change much, he just said softly, "I think foreign countries may not be suitable for me, firstly, I'm not used to living there, and also I don't want to leave this land."
"The reason?"
Jian Chen seemed to really want to know what kind of story was hidden behind Gu Ansen's disguised face, but he never said it, not even a single word.
According to the psychology he has studied for so many years, it is easy to know from Gu Ansen's facial expression that there must be something in his heart that he is hiding, or that he has some secrets that cannot be revealed.
He also inquired in many ways, but no one knew, which made him very frustrated, and he had never been so embarrassed in his life.
"It's nothing, maybe it's because of my own reasons, senior, you know that I'm not very good at dealing with others, once I get in touch with them for a long time, it will easily affect my emotions, in our line of work, The ups and downs of emotions should not be too great, otherwise, it is easy to make wrong judgments, and the consequences are not something we can bear."
Gu Ansen's explanation was perfect, even seamless.
But from Jian Chen's point of view, this was just a speech he had prepared long ago, no matter who it was, he would answer like this.
He's not the most special one, hasn't been and probably won't be in the future.
He can carefully test what other people are thinking, but the only one he can't see through is Gu Ansen.
Gu Ansen is sometimes enthusiastic and sometimes indifferent. He is the most serious when handling a case, and he can put all his personal affairs behind him without distraction.
It was because of this that his performance improved so quickly, and he became the captain at a young age.
His command ability is not bad at all. If he hadn't given up the opportunity to study abroad, he might be the one standing at the top today.
In fact, in Gu Ansen's heart, there can only be one reason for not going abroad.
Here, there is someone he wants to protect. If he leaves, what should he do if that person can't find him? He will be anxious, and he will not become a burden to others, let alone make him worry.
Even in the time when he is not around, Gu Ansen will take good care of himself, and one day, Gu Ansen can stand in front of him, hug him, and feel his breath.
Gu Ansen didn't know how long this kind of life would last, but he subtly changed his position in his heart. He was no longer the young man who knew nothing about the world. Now he is so old that people can't believe it.
"It seems that many things have happened to you over the years. Anyway, I have nothing to do today. Why don't you talk to me. I joined this police force and heard your name. They all It is said that although you are young, you dare to fight and fight hard. You can get what you are today not by virtue of acquired strength, but by your own strength. You don't know how happy I was when I heard those words. I almost I rushed forward and told them that this is my junior, in this world, there are only things he doesn't want to do, and there is nothing he can't do."
"Senior's words are a bit exaggerated. There are still many things I can't do. It's just that I don't want to think about it. Anyway, in my opinion, it's useless to think so much. It's better to be quiet. Quietly do what is in front of me, one day, we will all get what we want. As long as you work hard, nothing is impossible, don’t you think, senior?”
Gu Ansen no longer had the innocence of the past, but in his heart, it was still the same and hadn't changed.
As a result, Jian Chen felt that the distance between himself and Gu Ansen was getting farther and farther.
They used to be in the same campus at the beginning, and they were good friends who talked about everything.
Anything can be shared and communicated with each other.
But now, maybe the edges and corners have been smoothed by time, and there is no trace of the original one at all.
But this is also good, at least, you don't have to think about it, this kind of solution is the most perfect.
Anyway, now Ling Feiyang really doesn't have any thoughts. In front of Gu Ansen, he can't express his emotions so clearly, because he will be discovered, but anyone who has eyes can probably see it.
Jian Chen seriously looked at Gu Ansen who was sitting in front of him. His elementary school brother still had clear eyebrows, and his handsome face still looked a little immature. The look of vicissitudes.
He knew that his junior was always the most beautiful scenery no matter what time it was.
When Gu Ansen was around, the return rate was the highest.
I knew before that Gu Ansen was very good-looking, whether it was from the front or from the side, it could make people unable to take their eyes off.
"Senior, what are you looking at?"
Feeling Jian Chen's fiery gaze, Gu Ansen seemed a little embarrassed, so he could only ask.
"I didn't look at anything, just to see if you have changed after so many years, but now it seems that you are still the same as before."
Jian Chen concealed his emotions for a while, and then turned his gaze elsewhere.
"How about it, have you had a girlfriend in the past few years?"
In fact, this is what Jian Chen cares about the most, but he can't just ask it so obviously, otherwise it will be too deliberate.
Gu Ansen lowered his head, thought for a while, and then spoke again, "No, I've been living alone all this time."
Saying that I am alone is not because I am waiting.
All of his heart's direction in his life was for that man who disappeared without a trace when he was young.
Except for a pen, he didn't leave any thoughts for him.
"When you were in college, you were always by yourself. No matter how many girls handed you love letters, you didn't even read them. You were really like the professor said, quietly becoming a nerd. So, what is your plan in your heart, your age will not be too young in a few years, and you should reach the age of marriage and childbirth, so you can't be so willful."
Jian Chen has studied psychology, and every word he says is probing, wanting to see Gu Ansen's attitude.
After listening to Jian Chen's words, Gu Ansen smiled, "I have never thought about getting married and having children. A person who has no name and surname and was an orphan since childhood, I don't have much feeling about these things anymore."
When Jian Chen heard this, he was a little happy in his heart, but it was not so obvious.
He is single, and he has no idea whether he is married and has children, that is to say, he actually doesn't care whether the other half is a man or a woman.
This kind of cognition makes Jian Chen more happy than letting Jian Chen solve a major criminal case.
At this moment, he suddenly became a little at a loss. He didn't know what to say, and he didn't know what attitude to use to face Gu Ansen.
In the past, Jian Chen only regarded him as his elementary school brother, but now, he feels that he likes him.
It took him three years to digest this matter, and then it took him a long time to be sure that he really liked it.
So when he graduated, he disappeared, it was because he ran away in despair.
He didn't dare to face Gu Ansen, he was afraid that his attitude would scare Gu Ansen.
There are three words, which is a kind of taboo in this society. If it is buried deep in my heart, it is nothing, but if it is said, all feelings will deteriorate.
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